【Black Flower】Guide to breaking up in the world

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In view of the previous experience of separation and reunion, Xie Yuchen thought that this time they would part ways soon, but a month, two months, three months, half a year passed... the black glasses lived in his apartment for a long time be quiet.This sounds like a sweet cohabitation routine, but in fact, even under the same roof, they spend less time together every day than when they used to spend time fooling around the world.Xie Yuchen has endless work and entertainment, so it is common for him to simply stay out or stay overnight at the company; he also goes out from time to time with black glasses, and sometimes he only comes back every few days.They didn't ask each other about their personal affairs. Xie Yuchen didn't know why he went there, but as long as the things were still there, this person would never go far.Based on Xie Yuchen's understanding of him, he must walk cleanly.

They still have nothing to say about the present, let alone the future.Just like admiring the scenery along the way, you can see more if it looks good, so casual.The black glasses may leave at any time, maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe yesterday, but Xie Yuchen hasn't noticed yet.Enjoy the fun of getting along and the joy of sex without being separated; if you are separated, you still have complete freedom without being disturbed.It really is the perfect adult relationship.Who can say otherwise?

Xie Yuchen wasn't dissatisfied either—in fact, he had no time to be dissatisfied at all.After the shareholding change, Xie Yuchen's seat on the board of directors became more and more important. Every day, he wished he could go to the sky with three heads and six arms, and his few breaks, except for eating and sleeping, were all covered by black glasses with his unique performance art. spare no effort to fill up my daily life.

For example, one day he got a violin from somewhere, and after supper, he said he would play "Requiem" to help President Xie fall asleep.In the end, help his uncle to sleep.Leaving aside the matter of "Requiem", let's just say that there are only three of the four strings left on the piano. Under the hands of the black glasses, the frail body is still working hard, and the tune has gone two miles. Like a bellows, there are a few broken sounds in almost every measure.He didn't hear the style of the Requiem, but he heard the character of the Reaper of Souls.Xie Yuchen really believed his evil at first, and put on a sleeping posture, but he almost fell off the bed laughing while hugging the pillow.

The black glasses pulled on for a while, stopped, and said: "I am playing for you very seriously. Although the conditions are limited, can you overcome it?"

"Okay...ok...your size!" Xie Yuchen burst into tears and laughed, kicked his black glasses with one leg, and opened his pajamas to reveal a small piece of white belly.Looking at the black glasses, hey, the abs are laughing out.Although his intention was to make people happy, the effect made him doubt himself a bit. Mr. Xie's laugh was actually in such a tricky position.

The black glasses said helplessly: "You are too disruptive to the atmosphere, it's rare to engage in some high-class stuff."

Xie Yuchen threw a pillow in his face, laughed and cursed out of breath: "I'm sick!!" The black glasses dodged the pillow, threw the piano, and rushed towards him viciously, "Forget it! The fuck should just go dirty!"

Xie Yuchen was laughing until he was about to suffer from hypoxia. His appearance was disheveled, his cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were shining. Under the warm pink-yellow light and between the fluffy white mattresses, he opened his arms to welcome the black glasses.The way he looked reminded Black Glasses of the nicest and prettiest boys he had ever seen abroad opening Christmas presents.

Dirty play is always exhausting.After the end, the black glasses leaned against the head of the bed and lit a cigarette, took two puffs and extinguished it.He turned his head to the opposite direction of Jie Yuchen, exhaled smoke, tapped his feet suddenly, and said, "When I was learning the piano, I used this piano."

Xie Yuchen looked at the violin with one string missing at the foot of the bed, "How old were you at that time?" "Eleven or twelve. This is the second violin. After it broke, I went abroad."

This is the first time he brings up his past.Xie Yuchen was very quiet, waiting for him to continue talking.But he changed the subject, "You didn't go to school at that time, did you? Did you squat on the side of the road and play with mud?" Xie Yuchen said: "My father died early, and people in my family were afraid that I would not survive, so they treated me like a girl I was raised and sent to Changsha to learn opera with my second grandfather. When I was almost 10 years old, I returned to Beijing as Xie Yuchen."

The black glasses turned his head sideways, stared at him, and said slowly: "Raise as a girl?"

"Well." Xie Yuchen said: "At that time, I didn't know the difference between men and women, so I wore skirts every day, endless skirts." He said these things in a completely flat manner, as if he was born to take care of himself In the big picture, it seems that everyone should have a misplaced childhood.

Black glasses patted his head, "You must be the most beautiful little girl in ten miles and eight towns." "Of course." After Xie Yuchen finished speaking, he suddenly looked aggrieved, "It's a pity that the second grandpa is too strict. I followed him since childhood." I never ate a single candy when I was studying drama."

The two fell silent.After a while, the black glasses suddenly rushed towards a fierce tiger.Xie Yuchen was taken aback, saying what are you doing?The black glasses said that of course it was the work of the flower girl, let me see you wearing a small skirt again sometime, and my brother will give you sweets.

Xie Yuchen told him, "Get lost."

The hands in the black glasses were dishonest, Xie Yuchen frowned and said, "I have a meeting tomorrow morning, so I can't do it anymore."

The black glasses looked at the person who was already riding on him subconsciously, and said with a smile that your posture is not convincing.

"I really don't want to, my waist is already sore." Xie Yuchen said and moved up, trying to avoid contact with sensitive parts. At the same time, he inserted his hands into the hair of the black glasses and groped, "I just touched... you Over here... what's going on here?"

He stopped the movement of his hands, and lightly touched a few very small scars slightly protruding above the ears in the hair of the black glasses.

The black glasses seemed to be touched very comfortably, and he closed his eyes and leaned his head on Xie Yuchen's palm, and said lazily: "A few years ago in Italy, there was a little girl who fell in love with me. I would rather die than follow. I was found in the tavern. I was already drinking too much, and I told him that no one else would be ok, and you two, I don’t want to sleep.”

Xie Yuchen laughed when he heard that, "Why didn't he beat you to death?" Black glasses: "He wants to ruin my face, how insidious!"

Xie Yuchen gently stroked the small scattered scars, and after looking carefully, he found that there were also scars on the brow bone and hairline, but they were much lighter. While touching, he asked with concern: "What did he use to hit you? Meteor Hammer Is it?"

The black glasses laughed and opened his eyes, and looked at Xie Yuchen admiringly, his eyes filled with the connection and sympathy between mental patients.

Xie Yuchen said, why don't you sleep with others?

"What are you talking about!" Black glasses casually patted Xie Yuchen's buttocks, "I knew you by then."

The smile on Xie Yuchen's face did not change, but his eyes gradually deepened.Nice words are so easy to say, and he can say a lot of them casually when necessary.He wondered how credible the words of the black glasses were, and he was distracted.

He wanted to suggest to Black Glasses that you should stay. As long as you are on my territory, no matter what happens, I will guarantee you good weather and long-term peace. Anyone who uses a meteor hammer against you will directly beat me to death.

If the black glasses hadn't kissed him in time, he would probably have said it.

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During the period around Xie Yuchen's 30s, his busyness reached a new peak.The financial crisis in the United States spread widely, and all overseas projects of the group were affected, and new strategic adjustments had to be made.During that time, he was overworked almost every day.

The black glasses are still by his side.In the early years, in England and Vietnam, they spent long periods of winter together, and it seemed that there was a magic spell that made them separate before the end of winter.But now, they have gone through the whole four seasons in peace, and seem to be silently sliding towards an unexplainable direction.It has been a long time since Xie Yuchen was lucky enough to visit his courtyard house or other residences. At first, he would deliberately reduce socializing, go back to the apartment for dinner, and even went to the supermarket once not long ago. ——The black glasses used some devilish force to bend the spatula, and called him to bring a new one back after get off work.That day, Xie Yuchen stood in front of the supermarket shelves and fell into deep thought, and finally brought back a total of 23 spatulas of different sizes and materials.Hei Glasses happily praised the domineering CEO, picked the ones that went well, and sold the rest to the tai chi practitioners the next day. Buying it for 200 yuan and selling it for 20 yuan, the president even praised him as "business talented". I don't know what kind of astronomical telescopic filter he was wearing.

On the day of his 30th birthday, Xie Yuchen spared no time and went back to his ancestral house at noon to have a peaceful lunch with his mother. In the evening, when he returned to the apartment, he sang a birthday song with black glasses and presented a birthday gift he made himself—a piece of hair cake.

Fat cake.Hot, golden, soft, and sweet.It is decorated with two red dates and three candles.

Xie Yuchen studied it left and right, and asked, "With this look, are you going to sacrifice me to the heavens?" The black glasses laughed, and embraced the person and kissed him.Xie Yuchen has always been cold and considerate outside, I don't know if anyone else has been lucky enough to experience his cold sense of humor that can irritate a person.

He said baby, don't be disgusted, anyway, if you don't like western cakes, I won't make them either.This gift, big name hair cake, nickname Xiaofa, is a little flower given to me. I wish him not only flowers, but also hair in his future career as a president. The more flowers he gets, the more flowers he gets...

The president covered his mouth, cut off the devilish tongue twister in time, and said sincerely: "Thank you, you should send it first."

Let's talk about it, let's dislike it, the two of them still ate it.The taste is good, and the cooking skills of the black glasses are actually very good, Xie Yuchen thought while eating, so let's save your dog's life for now.

At night, Mr. Xie lay naked on the bed and enjoyed the unique massage method of the black blind master.This person said a few years ago that he was studying medicine, and he was still reading books on this subject, and his professional level naturally became more and more sophisticated.Xie Yuchen worked really hard during the day, and fell asleep after being pressed twice.

On the first morning of Li Zhinian, before Xie Yuchen opened his eyes, he heard the sound of black glasses humming and making breakfast in the kitchen.He opened his eyelids to check the time, and could still be confused for a few minutes, then closed his eyes, buried his face in the soft quilt, and the familiar and reassuring breath surrounded him in all directions.In the bedroom, the blackout curtains were drawn tightly, and a dim floor lamp was on.A few days ago, Xie Yuchen went on a business trip for a few days. When he came back, he found that the black glasses had installed a new lamp in every room of the apartment. He's a shady species whose fetishes just got worse.He doesn't care how he messes with the house, but according to the general reasoning, if he starts to buy furniture, it usually means that the suspect intends to hide here for a long time, right?

They have been living together for a year and a half, and it doesn't feel bad. If it continues like this in the future, Xie Yuchen thinks it will be fine. At the age of 30, half of my life has passed, and I know how to make choices. If I want to hold on to some things, I must let go of others. It's no big deal.Xie Yuchen thought, he should find some time to have a good talk with the black glasses.

This is the first time that Xie Yuchen clearly came up with this idea.And just a month after the idea was born, before he could implement it, the black glasses disappeared from his life.

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When Wu Xie was 32 years old, she claimed that Ye Luo had returned to her roots and brought her family (Zhang Qiling) back to the embrace of the motherland.The husband and wife partnered with Fatty to open an architectural studio in Beijing, and happily picked up socialist wool.

Although they are in the same city, they each have their own business. After Wu Xie finished the preliminary construction and waited for Xie Yuchen who was abroad for a week, the two young people finally had time to meet.

They meet in a coffee shop, the decoration is very arbitrary, but fortunately there are few people and quiet, Xie Yuchen is a frequent visitor here.Wu Xie arrived first, sat in the booth and waited. Ten minutes later, when he saw Xie Yuchen coming over with his head down and tapping on his phone, he couldn't help but click his tongue: "Damn it? How did you become so skinny!" Xie Yuchen sat down opposite, touched His own face, "Is there any?" He has dinner every day recently, and he still feels like he has gained a few pounds.Recalling the last time I saw Wu Xie, it was when he went to Europe for a meeting two years ago. Although he was busy at that time, someone in the family cooked and ate differently.Xie Yuchen thought of this and came to a conclusion: It seems that it is really not good to eat in restaurants all the time, and you still have to hire an aunt who cooks.

The two sat comfortably on the sofa to communicate with each other.The older I get, the more I realize the preciousness of getting to know each other when I was young, the freedom to say whatever I want, and not to say anything I don’t want to say.Wu Xie is still the same, running the train with his mind full, often sluggish and spitting out some bad water, and when he looks up, his face is full of obedience. A few years ago, he stayed up late and smoked too much and hurt his lungs. Now Zhang Qiling is so strict that he can't even drink coffee Don't drink too much.He idled and summarized the past ten years in a foreign country, and scolded the tedious procedures before returning to the country. Finally, he remembered something, "By the way, when did the blind man leave from you? Call him a while ago, His number is invalid."

It turned out that Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling sorted out their things before checking out, and found a box of music equipment, which was left by the black glasses when they graduated that year. They wanted to call this person to ask if he had any more things, but after a dozen, they found that they couldn't get in touch. superior.

Xie Yuchen thought for a while, "It's been more than a year." Of course, he hadn't contacted him, so he couldn't provide more information.

Wu Xie knew something about the two of them, hesitated for a moment, and said, "You two have been tossing around for so many years, but you still can't do it in the end?"

Xie Yuchen shrugged, "No."

Wu Xie studied his expression for a while, and felt that he was so thin that his cheekbones protruded, and he was so handsome and murderous.He couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "I've always felt that the two of you have too strong personalities, and you couldn't get along together, but after seeing your amazing manipulations a few years ago, I thought it might be possible. The result is still the same."

Xie Yuchen didn't answer, and didn't know what to say.He couldn't talk about the relationship between him and the black glasses. For example, he felt that the decision whether the two of them could get together was not in his hands. For example, he didn't understand that when the black glasses learned Why did he have to travel thousands of miles to go crazy after he got engaged.He no longer thought about these things that he couldn't figure out, and they were not important anyway.

Wu Xie now has the tone of a man in his thirties. He said: "Xiaohua, you may not have noticed that when you talk about anything, you have no tone or expression, and there is no wave. But before Every time you talk about the blind, your face is either happy or troubled, which is very obvious. Over the years, I haven't seen the second person who can make you like this. "

Xie Yuchen himself really didn't notice it, he raised his eyebrows quite interested, "Really? Then what's my face now?"

Wu Xie shook his head and sighed, "You're expressionless again."

Before Wu Xie's new car was mentioned, Xie Yuchen drove him back. It was rare that nothing happened that night. He sat in the traffic jam on the second ring road for two hours, then turned around and drove to the apartment.

In that apartment, since the black glasses left, Xie Yuchen didn't go back, and he didn't arrange for someone to clean it up. He thought that the cobwebs had to be covered with a layer, but when he opened the door, he found that it was fine.He didn't turn on the light, opened the window to get some air, and sat on the sofa.

The departure of the black glasses is very in his style.Xie Yuchen worked overtime the first day until midnight, and slept directly in the office. When he came back from get off work the next day, the black glasses had already left.He has lived here for more than a year, and bought a lot of clothes and supplies. He usually put them away and scattered them everywhere, so it was obvious that they disappeared all at once.Xie Yuchen walked through each room, and lamented that there were really no pieces left. Those heavy books, fitness equipment, and the three-string violin, I don’t know what he did with them.The only thing left was his daily toothbrush, thrown in the trash.

At that time, Xie Yuchen was also sitting on the sofa alone at such a time without turning on the lights.He realized very clearly that the black glasses did such a great job, and this time it really won't appear again.He didn't feel particularly sad, but rather relieved that the dust had settled.He slept on the sofa and went to work as usual the next day.

For more than a year, Xie Yuchen has never had much time to think about these things, perhaps because he instinctively does not want to touch the mess in his heart.At this moment, he finally thought about it alone, and he found that everything was actually quite simple.

He really loved him very much. Once, he loved him enough to allow him to come and go at will, he loved him so much that he didn't care about his life being disrupted, he loved him enough to cooperate with him in meticulously maintaining a nondescript relationship, and he loved him so much that he wanted to let go of his pride And be prepared to discuss a common future with him.Xie Yuchen didn't feel that he was at a loss or wronged. No matter what, he knew that the black glasses were good to him. Even pleasing people can't lie, he generously gave so much relaxation and security, at least Xie Yuchen never lost sleep when he was with him.

He likes to be free and unfettered, and to be relaxed and unburdened. Xie Yuchen understands everything because he likes it too.He tried his best to provide what the black glasses asked for, but he still left, like a wild wolf that was not raised well, no matter what was given to it, it would eventually return to the wilderness.There is no way.

From childhood to adulthood, Black Glasses was the only person who asked Xie Yuchen if he was happy, and their happiness when they were together was absolutely true.This is enough.

As for the ending, Xie Yuchen was not someone who could afford to lose. Since he dared to gamble, he dared to bear the crushing defeat.He did bear it, too.Just never again.

Whether it is a phone number or explosives, they will all expire one day.

Xie Yuchen got up, closed the window, and walked around the house to see if there was anything that needed to be taken away, but there was nothing.Tomorrow he'd put the apartment up for sale, throwing away all its contents.He came today to build the coffin and finalize the conclusion. From now on, this person with black glasses will not have any turning point or continuation in his life, but it will be completely over.