Human ladder

Lu Congqi left Ming Xun's place, and once again plunged into the fireworks of the world, which made him feel sad for a moment.

It was as if he was the one who came back from the dead.

This year's Spring Festival was so sloppy, he was imprisoned for ten days, and he was recovering from his injuries until now. Everything around him was extremely dark, and no one thought of the Spring Festival.

When he suddenly realized, it was already the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

For some reason, when he realized it, he was already standing outside Wen Yan's house, and raised his hand to ring the bell.

When Sun Yi opened the door, everyone inside and outside the house was startled.

The two of them were secretly surprised through a door, until Sun Yi let Lu Congqi into the house.

As soon as Lu Congqi entered the room, he was shivering from the cold.

It was different from the cold, but a gloomy cold rushing straight to the soles of his feet. He looked at the familiar furnishings around him blankly, and forgot to sit down as soon as possible.

"Sorry, I don't have anything to eat at home... Shall I order some Lantern Festival for you?"

Lu Congqi was going to refuse, but he came out in a hurry, and now his stomach is already growling in disbelief.

Sun Yi smiled, he was genuinely happy, but it was only for that second.

The two of them sat at the dining table and ate in silence.

The glutinous rice balls are stuffed with sesame seeds, which are sweet and greasy.

But their hearts were bitter, and even their sense of taste failed.

Lu Congqi didn't dare to say in front of Sun Yi that Wen Yan might not be dead, that he couldn't be dead, and so on.

That is undoubtedly rubbing salt in other people's wounds.

He knew that feeling himself.

Xu Shi was too quiet, Sun Yi had nothing to say and said, "I know you have a southern taste, but I don't have spring rolls here, so you should celebrate the Lantern Festival."

Lu Congqi hurriedly swallowed what was in his mouth, because he coughed a few times in a hurry, but it was obviously just an ordinary cough, but he couldn't stop no matter what, even tears fell down.

He nodded in a panic, and while coughing in embarrassment, he smiled at Sun Yi with nothing to do.

Sun Yi put down his chopsticks and looked at Lu Congqi, as if he had never looked at this child seriously before. From now on, Lu Congqi looked handsome and well-behaved, with red eye circles, like a noble son who had never suffered much. .

When Sun Yi came to his lips, he suddenly couldn't continue.

But after thinking about it for a while, she decided to continue.

"Wen Yan told me one day..."

Lu Congqi suddenly stopped as if pressing the pause button, and looked at Sun Yi with trepidation, wondering why everyone avoided talking about it for fear of provoking Sun Yi's name, why she would take the initiative to mention it.

As if he knew what Lu Congqi was thinking, Sun Yi curled his lips: "They don't dare to mention that name, for fear that I will be sad... But what's the use?"

Three-person table, from two people to one person.

What's the use of trying to whitewash it?

"Aunt……"

Sun Yi raised his head, and smiled restrainedly, "He...he told me that he wants to walk a particularly difficult path with you, and it may be a crooked path."

Lu Congqi was stunned on the spot, not knowing where to start.

Or maybe he still doesn't understand what Sun Yi's words mean.

"I didn't understand at the time. I thought to myself, the kid from the Lu family is so good, so excellent, how could he go astray and go wrong after following him?"

Lu Congqi's legs trembled, he stood up helplessly, and wiped his face.

Sun Yi lowered his eyes and remained motionless.

Lu Congqi thought that Wen Yan came out in front of Sun Yi, so he honestly revealed: "Auntie, I like him...I like him very much."

Sun Yi shook his head slowly, stared at him and said, "You know, I'm not just talking about this."

Lu Congqi was stunned for a moment, and then realized what Sun Yi said.

He had no way to explain, and had nothing to say, he just bent his knees and knelt on the ground, lowered his head, moved his lips a few times, and finally said, "I'm sorry."

Sun Yi said that it is impossible not to complain, but so what?

people are dead...

Thinking of this, Sun Hao's heart ached and she gasped. She clutched her chest for a long time before she recovered. She even endured the pain, and Lu Congqi, who bowed his head and admitted his mistake, didn't notice the strangeness.

When Sun Hao spoke again, his tone was as usual: "I'm not telling you this to hear that I'm sorry... I don't know what happened, but what Wen Yan told me is that you two are going to leave road."

"It doesn't matter which way it is, the kind that won't do if anyone leaves it behind."

Sun Yi didn't care about things like Di Shangliang, and wanted to take advantage of this to vent his anger, but his words turned to Wen Yan everywhere: "Everyone dare not mention him, and subconsciously avoid topics about Wen Yan, and avoid talking to them back then. Kaiwen Guochao is the same."

"They were afraid to make me sad, but if they didn't mention it, wouldn't it happen? They wanted to avoid it."

Sun Yi made up his mind: "Whether he is killing people or selling drugs, he will not tell me these things for no reason before that. They avoid this name and don't talk about it, but you can't forget him, and you can't avoid him too...You guys The journey of the two is not finished yet."

Lu Congqi Ruche realized that the hairs on his body fell out and rose again, and the bone-piercing trembling made him abandon all senses.

Only the chest is hot.

He didn't know when it was, that is to say, Wen Yan had already noticed it a long time ago.

What was he doing at that time?They were running around Wen Yan, lying to him, as if they were just in love... He pretended to be his good student, and Wen Yan was willing to help him find the way.

No wonder, Wen Yan ran to the school and stared at the sentence he said hoarsely!

No wonder he looked that way.

What Wen Yan complained at the time was that Lu Congqi never intended to face and walk with Wen Yan.

Regardless of their feelings.

Or all the things between him and Wen Yan... Whether he was protecting Wen Yan or afraid that Wen Yan would know, he never felt that this was something the two of them should face.

It can be heard that Yan has expressed his attitude and position.

Said that this is the way they want to go, no matter which way, no one can leave anyone behind.

Lu Congqi knelt there, the coldness penetrated into his bones.

Only that heart seemed to be alive again, bang bang bang was beating alive again because of 'Wen Yan'.

Lu Congqi still stayed overnight, and he went to Wen Yan's room.

He remembered that time, when they all drank, Wen Yan insulted him with anger, venting, and hatred.

It hurts.

It's cold.

He also remembers bleeding.

But that is also their only tenderness.

Lu Congqi lay on Wen Yan's bed, burying his whole face in the sheet... I thought he was thinking more.

He carefully sniffed the man's breath.

But... nothing.

As if he didn't believe it, Lu Congqi hugged the quilt and wrapped himself in it, like Wen Yan was hugging him.

Nothing... nothing.

After a while, fearing that his scalp would go numb, a thought suddenly flashed through his mind: he might never find Wen Yan again.

Lu Congqi was terrified, sat up startled, and stared blankly at the furnishings in the room.

He rummaged through all the things in Wen Yan's room.

Everything is Wen Yan's stuff, even some personal items such as underwear, each one can represent Wen Yan.

But each one is not him.

He was more anxious than anyone else, like a pearl that had been held in his hand for a long time and was suddenly thrown into the sea.

Knowing that he couldn't find it, he wanted to drown in the same sea with that pearl, and die together forever.

But he can't, because Wen Yan said that this is the road they want to walk together, and no one can leave the other behind.

He wants to die with him.

But Wen Yan wants to live with him, and neither of them can abandon each other's life first.

Knowing Wen Yan's thoughts, Lu Congqi buried his head on Wen Yan's quilt, unable to vent his thoughts, his heart felt sore and painful for a while.

At the age when they should say I love you as if they don't need money, life and death lie between them... The only "I love you" is to live together, and no one can live without the other.

End of volume: 72 chapters

From that day on, Lu Congqi was like a hungry man, looking for his own smoke and lanterns.

He couldn't get rid of his thoughts, so he subconsciously searched for everything about Wen Yan.

Bars, Internet cafes, car dealerships, locomotive fleets... even schools.

All the places where Wen Yan existed, there is no sign of him, as if this person has never been here.

From early spring to late spring.

The peach blossoms bloom and fall, papers are piled up one by one, weekend after round.

March, April, May.

No one mentioned Wen Yan anymore, and the school avoided this name, almost erasing all the deeds about Wen Yan as if this person had never been here.

Lu Congqi's name was on the list one after another.

No one broke into their class anymore.

No one came to show their affection and give food and drink.

In the third year of high school, everyone was busy, rushing forward desperately, and no one had the time to notice the changes.

Until the iced Coke started to be popular in the school, the three-leaf ceiling fan kept on day and night above the head.

Only then did they suddenly realize that another round of summer had arrived.

The last summer for senior year has arrived.

On this Saturday, the third year of senior high school can have half a day off.

Lu Congwang was in the dormitory, and the cicadas were making noise outside, and he was irritated even when he was memorizing, so he opened the door of the dormitory and put on headphones to listen to English.

Until, when his eyes dimmed and the noise suddenly became louder, Lu Congqi pulled away from his concentration and looked up.

His eyes were heavy, even when he saw someone he hadn't seen for a long time, he didn't have the slightest ripple, just to confirm something, he asked, "He Zhang?"

He almost forgot there was such a person.

I saw this man at Wen Yan's funeral.

Lu Congqi's mind suddenly became confused, and he felt a little unbelievable for a while.

Wen Yan's funeral?

Where's the funeral?When did this happen?

Nonsense.

So Lu Congqi looked at He Zhang's face even more indifferently, and he had already reached a conclusion in his heart: he didn't know this person, and he had never met him.

He Zhang knocked on the door for a long time, but Lu Congqi didn't respond, so he couldn't help but stepped forward and unplugged Lu Congqi's earphones.

But as soon as he and Lu Congqi looked at each other, He Zhang was really scared.

Simply, he came here today for business, and left as soon as the matter was finished. Anyway, the two are not familiar with each other, and there will be no intersection in the future... and try not to have any intersection in the future.

So He Zhang handed the USB flash drive he had been holding in his hand to Lu Congqi.

"what is this?"

Lu Congqi didn't dare to reach out to pick it up, fearing that it was something left by Wen Yan.

He dare not.

He won't be able to bear it.

He will collapse.

He Zhang sniffed, as if feeling worthless, rubbed his nose with his elbow and said: "On my birthday, I asked Wen Yan what I planned to give you... Wen Yan thought for a long time at that time time."

He handed the USB drive forward again, motioning for Lu Congqi to reach out to pick it up.

"This is Wen Yan's birthday present to you."

Sure enough, it's a smelly thing.

Then you can't pick it up.

don't... take away... i don't want... i don't want...

Lu Congqi shook his head like a fool and pushed back, avoiding him like a snake.He knocked over the papers and books on the desk, and scattered them all over the floor with a bang.

He Zhang and Lu Congqi didn't have anything to say, but seeing Lu Congqi's reaction, they didn't want to wait any longer, so they put the USB drive on the table next to them and ran away.

Lu Congqi's eyes were terrified and he looked flustered.

His rationality told him not to let him touch anything about Wen Yan.

His instincts made him tremble, made him rebel.

They are all protecting him.

They were all clamoring to tell him that his body had reached its limit, and if he continued like this, he would collapse, and he would not be able to take the college entrance examination...

Lu Congqi reached out his hand and tremblingly inserted the USB flash drive into the laptop beside him.

Rows of audio files popped up, and the name of the folder was: An Ann for a Thousand Nights.

The way is unknown so, try to open the first one.

"Good evening, listeners. Welcome to the radio program "One Good Night for a Thousand Nights". I would like to present this program to my lover, my boyfriend—Mr. Lu Congqi."

"Lu Congqi, good evening, today is May 27th. Is it your birthday at this time? Have you heard me sing birthday song to you?"

No.

did not hear.

Lu Congqi gritted his teeth and put his hands on the table to prevent him from falling.

Wen Yan's words continued to echo in the room through the audio equipment:

"I know you like reading. You look good when you read quietly... No, you look good in every way."

"I signed up for a radio station myself, and found a few books that you often read, and I want to read them to you as a good night story. I also recorded your favorite "Love You Like Life" for you, There is also "The Nightingale and the Rose" one a day, don't listen to more, or there will be no tomorrow night. There are a thousand stories in total, and a thousand nights."

A thousand good nights in exchange for a good night.

A thousand nights, one hello, that's what it means.

Wen Yan continued to speak briskly, as if he was always planning something bad, with a hint of a smirk: "When you can't sleep, you can click to listen."

"I know that you often can't fall asleep, you have a heavy mind, and occasionally thinking too much is not good for your brain. I hope you can sleep without any burden every night, because you have worked hard all day. If I am with you, I can hug you You, divert your attention to lull you to sleep, and you don't have to have nightmares anymore."

Wen Yan lowered his voice a bit: "But I might not be able to accompany you..."

Then, as if covering up something, Wen Yan quickly adjusted his tone and said cheerfully: "I have said so much, I will read more books, I hope you don't dislike me who is not good at studying, has no culture, and doesn't like reading... ...and like me a little more."

Wen Yan chattered endlessly in the room alone, as if he never knew how annoying he was: "Okay, let's not talk too much, tomorrow night is... the selection of the Prince of Happiness, see you tomorrow night."

The computer automatically plays the next segment.

Lu Congqi hurriedly turned off the computer in extreme fear, as if he had secretly opened a crack in Pandora's Box, and then closed it hastily in fear of serious consequences.

But it's too late.

Pandora's box released all the evil...all the negative emotions that were trying to hide, swept towards him like a mountain roar and a tsunami.

Lu Congqi inserted his fingers into his hair, and sat on the ground collapsed.

He got up almost in a panic, and quickly turned on the computer, like a drug addict who sees drugs and listens to it a second time if he can't get enough of one.

All the documents were dated, as if to remind Lu Congqi not to be too greedy.

Where has this kid been thinking all day? !

Lu Congqi was disobedient and clicked on the second one.

Wen Yan spoke briskly, and continued to chatter in the room: "Good evening, Lu Congqi, is today May 28th, the day after your birthday?"

"Oscar Wilde's The Nightingale and the Rose - Selected Readings from the Happy Prince."

Lu Congqi held his breath. He hadn't heard any bedtime stories, nor had he heard Wen Yan read any stories seriously, so he was looking forward to it.

As if sensing his expectation, Wen Yan coughed lightly and said:

"Goodbye, dear prince." Little Swallow whispered to Prince Happy, "Can you let me kiss your hand?"

"Are you going to Egypt at last? I am so glad that you have lived here too long." said the Happy Prince, "Kiss my lips, for I love you."

When Wen Yan read this, he seemed to suddenly think of something, and asked Lu Congqi, "Can you let me kiss your lips?"

He seemed to be amused by this sentence, and couldn't help laughing in the room without knowing the so-called.

Laughing flamboyantly and presumptuously.

Like that afternoon in the hospital, the warm orange sun shone on the white hospital bed, and Wen Yan, who was wearing a hospital gown, was jumping happily on the bed.

The two of them had just made out, and their clothes and hairstyles were messed up.

Lu Congqi reached out to turn off the audio, and pulled out the USB flash drive.

The voice belonging to Wen Yan disappeared in the room.

It also took away the moment of joy he brought.

A week later.

The road is from the college entrance examination.

In the last exam, he closed the pen cap, glanced at the test paper calmly, got up and handed in the paper when the bell rang at the end of the exam.

sequence

We in life are just one of the struggling prey of thousands of mortal nets.

We are struggling in a small boat in a sea of ​​bitterness, surrounded by the same people.

Then I fell off the boat and fell into the mud of a river of love.

Then reach out and tell you, come with me.

I rolled in dirty mud, hugging you tightly and wanting to sink together.

Then you let me go.

When I went back to manage my life, I asked for a basin of water to wash off the dirty mud all over my body.

I will still love.

I am in this sea of ​​bitterness, in this web of life, I love that boat, your every frown and smile left by life, and you who sit and drink tea under the sunset.

In the past, we burned each other like a raging fire, consumed each other, warmed and burned, and the enthusiasm for each other was inevitably exhausted, and we were not very good at cooking a pot of good soup.Some good base materials added, such as: love, innocence, and desperate enthusiasm were also burnt and changed in quality.

But even so, when we meet again, the pot of not-so-perfect love will still be carefully put together and managed with care.

Only you and me are considered love.