A long way to capture a wife GL

I was stuck in the memories of the past, but suddenly I heard Yanan ask me: "Do you regret knowing me?"

I don't know how to answer, and I feel that this question is too indecent. At this moment, she doesn't seem to have such a strong and compelling aura, which makes people smell a faint to inaudible sense of fragility.

"Do you regret it?" Yanan asked again, the strong attitude that is bound to get a response makes me uneasy.

"Forget it, why should I force you to answer such meaningless questions."

Just when I panicked and thought that Yanan would use this question as an excuse to punish me again, Yanan stopped her questioning again.

"If I'm not mistaken, all you've been thinking about just now is whether I'm going to use the answer to this question as a guide to punish you, which answer will make you suffer less, and you haven't thought about this The problem itself."

Yanan's words made my body stiff. She rarely interpreted my thoughts face to face, and every interpretation made me suffer.

Ya Nan hugged me so tightly, she must have felt the changes in my body.

"Relax, I just asked casually." Yanan let go of me and sat up, while I remained in the original side-lying position, and then I heard the footsteps of Yanan standing up and walking outside. It stopped at the door. "You can think about the answer to this question. Even if you don't tell me, you must have a true attitude in your heart."

After saying this, Yanan closed the door and left. I couldn't figure out what was the meaning of her sudden change of attitude after a punishment-like affair.Is it a candy after a slap?Or give me a buffer before a more severe punishment?I touched my neck, thinking about what she said while pinching my neck, I couldn't help but feel my scalp go numb...

After maintaining the same side-lying position for too long, my body felt a little numb. I turned over and faced the door that Yanan had just left. Staring at that door, my thoughts began to drift away. Do you regret knowing me? back to my head.

Do you regret it?I asked myself seriously, and then I silently smiled bitterly in my heart, how can I not regret it after meeting someone?This question should be more like: Do you regret falling in love with me?Or are you regretting being with me?

Such a somewhat pretentious question would be difficult for Yanan to ask, so the word "knowledge" was used.

"I have no regrets... No matter how many things happened later, I have no regrets about being in love with her. I just can't go back to the past with her, but I never deny our past." This is the truest answer in my heart.

Soon the Falcon of Light took us back to our destination, and I was escorted to the room where I was imprisoned for almost two years. The chain bracelet that I broke free was still fixed to the ceiling. Now it hangs there alone, except for the lack of a baby bed, the whole room remains the same as when I left. It has been almost a month since I escaped here, but there is a feeling as if I just went out for a walk and came back. illusion.

After being captured, Yanan never settled with me, even the bracelet was not put on me again, instead, I was a little more free than before.I don't know if it's because she's too busy, but because she's busy, she doesn't have time to teach me. This doesn't look like her style, at least not in the past two years.

I remember that when I was first brought back to the empire by Yanan, my emotions and sanity were terrible, but when I was confused, I said: "You can't lock me up, I will escape sooner or later." Yanan rewarded him with a whip.

She was so busy at that time, every time I came back and stayed here for a short while, there were several people chasing after me to report to work, but even so, the ten lashes that rewarded me were not given to others, and she was asked to come by the general herself , I don’t know if it’s because I’m afraid that others won’t let go of the past.

In fact, I could have avoided the whip that time, but I didn't recognize the reality at that time, and my mouth was stubborn.

At that time, she gave me two chances, and she warned me when the sentence that she would escape sooner or later: "Take it back, take it back now, and I don't have to worry about it with you."

At that time, I didn't fully understand the reality, so I confronted Yanan, and repeated "I will never take it back, I will definitely escape."

The second time was when she was standing in front of me holding the whip in her hand. I have seen the strength of Yanan's whip, after all, we were once comrades in arms.I was also accidentally injured by a whip, and that feeling is still fresh in my memory.I thought she would let me go if I begged for mercy at that time, but I didn't do that because I hadn't been exposed to the fear she brought me.

A strong whip swept across the front of my thigh, and the pain hit me instantly, making me scream out in pain.

"This is the last chance for you to feel it before making a choice. I can still let you go if I admit my mistake now."

In fact, at that time, I was already cowardly in my heart, and the words to beg for mercy were already on my lips, but staring at Yanan's condescending expression, I somehow spit out the words "I don't".

"You have lost your last chance to beg for mercy, but that's okay, you can grow your memory all at once."

Yanan really kept his word. By the fifth whip, all my defenses had been completely defeated. I didn't care about any gestures and begged her for mercy, begging for mercy, but she was just like what I said at the beginning Still without losing any strength, he whipped five more whips before giving up.

During the period, I saw that begging for mercy was useless, and I yelled nonsense: "You can't treat me like this, the imperial law prohibits private acts against hostages!"

At that time, the movements of Yanan's subordinates stopped for a while, but immediately became coherent again.

"Hostage? You are my private property now, just like any utensil in my house. I can smash or break it as I like. There is no law to protect you. Your country It doesn’t exist anymore, you can’t even talk about a prisoner.”

"You can't even talk about a prisoner."

Yanan's low-pitched statement pierced straight into my heart, and I finally realized my situation clearly. A princess of an enemy country whose country has been wiped out has no status, no family and homeland, and no legal status in the empire. Fari and I are just an object that was saved by luck, just like a cup on the table next to it. The value of existence and how to be used all depend on the intention of its owner. An object that is not protected by the law In terms of power, it is indeed not even comparable to prisoners.

After that time, I experienced a double blow both physically and mentally, and I was completely honest. I didn't even show a trace of protest when I put a bracelet on my hand, and immediately accepted it obediently.

But this time, he escaped from her for nearly a month.

At that time, he was whipped ten times for a few words with her when he was confused, so what about this time?Will she let me go just because of that humiliation on the Falcon of Light?No matter how I think about it, Yanan won't let me go so easily.

If it is the same punishment method, wouldn't I have to suffer at least a hundred lashes compared to the severity of that time?

"Snapped--!"

My brain automatically searched for the memory of the last time I was whipped, and if I think about it again, I will suffer a hundred whips. I feel bad all over, and even regret why I didn’t give up and try to escape. I can’t wait to appear in front of Yanan immediately and swear to promise I will never do it again, and pray for her trust to escape punishment for myself, or at least let myself suffer less.

I have demonstrated several times in my mind how to make myself appear more sincere, but it is a pity that day after day passed, Yanan never came, but someone came and removed the bracelet bracket fixed on the ceiling, and returned it to me. Some ornamental decorations have been added to the empty room, and one of them has attracted my attention.

It is a piece of shell in the tortoise tank. The shell looks like the box we put the love ring in, but the edge of the shell in the tank is a little damaged, and the color is not as clear and white as ours.

This shell evokes my memories of the good times in the past. There is an idea in my mind that this shell can evoke my memories, and naturally it can also evoke Yanan’s memories. I suddenly guess that this shell appeared in my room. Is it a coincidence, or a deliberate arrangement?But after thinking about it, I felt that I was thinking too much. This could only be a coincidence. Now that I am in this situation, how could Yanan bother to arrange such a thing?

However, the appearance of this piece of shell not only evokes my good memories of the past, but also makes me feel a strong sense of guilt, because Yanan was really good to me when he was with me, so good that I doubt the first time. When we first met, the way she spoke sarcasticly to me was fabricated by my brain.

Even in the end, she was willing to give up everything and go away with me, but got my rejection. This is where I feel most guilty. She always sticks to her promise and clings to our relationship, but I don’t even struggle. Give up easily.

I was thinking about these questions, but there was a light knock from the door. I looked over and saw that Yanan was coming, holding a wooden box in his hand.

The moment my eyes caught sight of the wooden box, I subconsciously took a step back and stiffened...

Yanan walked past me to the table, she put the wooden box on the table and opened it.

My stiff body relaxed, the box contained no carving tools.

"Come and sit." Yanan talked to me while tinkering with the things in the box without looking at me.

I walked over and sat on the chair next to her as I said, and she came up behind me and picked up my hair in her hands and then put it down again. After a while, I also saw the contents of the box clearly, a whole body A dark half-open collar with a width of about two fingers and a thickness of about half a finger, and a key with the same luster. One of the openings at both ends of the collar is hollow, and a ring hangs below the middle of the collar. , there is a patterned groove on the top of the ring, which is exactly the same shape as the key.

When I stared blankly at the collar and studied it with my eyes, Yanan had already walked away and came back. She tied all my hair up and fixed it behind my head. It seems that she just walked away to get the hairpin.

After the hair was fixed, Yanan picked up the collar and buckled it around my neck. The thick and cold texture of the metal made me shiver. At this point, Yanan picked up the key and aligned it with the pattern in the middle of the collar. , the opening of the collar began to slowly protrude until it was buckled into the hollow end. Yanan's hands didn't stop. The collar was slowly shrinking and the neck was gradually being tightened and restrained, and the breathing became blocked. Urgent and heavy, I finally reached the limit and couldn't help raising my head to relieve the burden from my neck, panting and saying: "It's too... too tight... Please..."

The author has something to say: The moment when Yanan gets drunk

The author and the bartender: Why are you so cruel!Say ten lashes, ten lashes!

Drunk Yanan: She said she would always leave me, I was very angry and wanted to whip her 20 times, but I didn't expect that she would still be so weak after such a long time.