bear's daughter-in-law

【Yu Zisheng】Perspective

The New Year is approaching, people on the road are in a hurry, or go home, or come to buy new year's goods, pass by the farmer's market, hanging red lanterns, rows of red couplets, bustling crowds, smiling faces, all of a sudden. brought it to the festival.

But I, like a stray dog, feel a little desolate here.

Although I was already prepared in my heart for him to speak coldly to me, but when the hot face was attached to me, it was inevitable that there would be a little bit of sourness.

I can feel that Xu Yang doesn't really want to drive me away, but I can also see the struggle and drumming in his heart. He always uses vitriol to cover up his uneasiness. Rather than making him feel uncomfortable, it's better I chose to leave and let him have a quiet year.

That day I had a drink with my comrade-in-arms Liu Hao, he is doing well now, and happened to be in S city, after drinking for three rounds, I poured bitter water on him, and told him my sexual orientation, he was so dumbfounded that he almost licked his mouth. Spit out all the wine.

He said, "Dude, you're so masculine, there's no way you're a fag."

I said, "Whoever told you that you're gay is going to be a mother, your brother and I'm not looking for a mother."

He asked: "Then your he likes you too?"

The cup I picked up stopped there immediately, as if time stood still, yes, does he like me too?Probably not.

I replied, "He is straight."

He put down half a glass of wine, pointed at me and ordered it for a long time. I understand what that means, honestly, don't mess with it, if you mess with it, you will be the one who gets hurt.

But I just want to provoke him. I have made up my mind since I was a child, and it will not change when I grow up.

Therefore, even if he ignores me, does not give me good face, or even beats and scolds me, I have no complaints, and I will never shrink back. I always say that a woman's first sense is very accurate, and I think mine is also quite evil. , Look for him, it is him, it must be him if it is not him, even if it takes a little effort to chase, I can't dispel my desire to be with him.

Maybe this is a poison that only he can cure.

I just see him pleasing to the eye, I see him well, I see him suit my heart, there is nothing I can do about it.

In order to surprise my mother, I bought Chinese knots, big lanterns, and some miscellaneous New Year pendants. Holding them in my hand also added a bit of festive joy, and I wanted to use these to please her. After all, This time, she was so angry that she bought her favorite cakes and pastries near her home. During the critical period, she had to sneak away from the two adults.

In fact, my parents are also considerate people. I know that they were too shocked by that incident. They were unprepared and couldn’t accept it all at once, so they drove me out. Think about it, my son has been with me since he was a child. They are all serious and pure men in their eyes. One day they suddenly told him that he likes men and wants to marry men for the rest of his life. I believe that when I open the door and enter the house, they will definitely come up to me as always, asking questions and asking about my health.

But when I opened the door excitedly, the house was empty. If there was no heat from the heater, I would think that this house had never been lived in.

There is a cold pot and a cold stove in the kitchen. There is only half a cabbage and a ham sausage left in the refrigerator. Even if my parents rarely eat at home, at least the refrigerator will not be so clean. Could it be that they really went abroad? played?

I was full of doubts, took out my mobile phone, and dialed my mother's number.

"Mom, where are you?" There was a bit of commotion on the other end of the phone, as if they were not in the office.

"Zisheng, your dad and I are in City H, and your cousin is hospitalized with a cerebral hemorrhage... woo woo woo~~~ You said the child is only four years old, so young, how can we live with this?" It sounded like my aunt was crying there.

"Mom, you go to a relatively quiet place, I can't hear you clearly." I walked back and forth in the room anxiously, cousin?Brain hemorrhage?

"Son, what about this time, can you hear me?" Mom's voice was also a little hoarse, probably because she was anxious about this matter.

"Well, it's much better this time, what's going on?" I asked quickly.

"It's not like yesterday morning when your cousin saw that your cousin didn't wake up after eight o'clock, so she went to call him, and when she went in, her eyes were blurred and she couldn't speak anymore, and then your uncle was dragged away. The hospital did an examination and said it was cerebral hemorrhage."

"The operation was not done, what was the result?"

"It's an operation. Fortunately, the amount of bleeding is not too much. The location of the bleeding port is not the brainstem and it is not dangerous. It is still in the intensive care unit. It depends on how the postoperative recovery is. Alas, you are so young. It was caused by not paying attention to his body when he was young. I have told him for his high blood pressure a long time ago, don’t drink, don’t smoke, but I don’t listen, look what happened now.”

"Mom..." My mother couldn't stop talking when she mentioned illness, "Mom, don't complain now that you're like this, or I'll go over now, and I can help you a little bit."

"Don't come here. We don't need so many people here. If there are too many people, the patients won't be able to rest well. By the way, son, are you on vacation or did you sneak back?"

"I'm on vacation, and the Chinese New Year is only two days away. How could I sneak back here? Are you and Dad going to celebrate the New Year there?"

"Let's see, not necessarily. The doctor said to transfer to the general ward in the afternoon. If your cousin's condition is stable, your father and I will go back. There are professional nursing care here, and there is no need for many people. Your grandparents don't know about it yet. Well, if we don’t go again during Chinese New Year, they must be suspicious.” After finishing speaking, my mother sighed.

"That's ok, come back and ask Dad to drive slowly. Don't worry, let's talk about it when we come back. I'll call uncle to ask about the situation."

"Okay, let's call and comfort him well, alas, you said that it's a New Year's stall."

Yes, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and my uncle must have suffered a lot when he encountered this incident.

Putting down my mother's phone, I called my uncle.

Mom, they have three brothers and sisters in this generation, and I have two uncles. The second uncle’s family is a girl, and the eldest uncle’s cousin is the only seedling. He has been spoiled by his grandparents since he was a child. He can eat anything delicious and fun. , We all went back during the Chinese New Year. My sister and I from the second uncle’s family are like children from outsiders, and we are treated completely differently.

Therefore, my cousin has been fed by his family since he was a child, plus he smokes, drinks and socializes a lot after work. You may not care about it, but it has become a habit that is not easy to change. You always think that you are young and have a strong immune system and nothing will happen. But now it seems that diseases do not depend on your age. It is a fact that some geriatric diseases tend to be younger.

The more important thing is that he is only in his early thirties, the child is only four years old, and his uncle and aunt are not in good health. As the pillars of the family, how can it be bearable to fall like this, especially grandma and grandpa, this is I don't know, if I know, it won't be much better if I don't faint.

After chatting with my uncle for a long time, I comforted him again, saying that if I need help, I will go there as soon as possible. He was worried about the two old people here, and asked me to go over to accompany them more, to distract them, and to take care of them no matter what. This year has been fooling around, don’t be old or young, everyone is sick, who cares, I readily agreed, thinking it’s right to come back.

My grandma's family lived in the same district as my family. The old couple were in good health, and they could cook and cook by themselves when they went out for a walk, so they refused when they offered to come and live with us.

In fact, this is also good, the living habits of the elderly, it is difficult to take care of the homework like my parents, it is better for the old couple to live on one side, and it is good for us to go to see it from time to time.

When I went downstairs to my grandma's house, I happened to see the two of them coming back with a cart of vegetables (the kind of convenient trolley for grocery shopping, hand-drawn), and my grandpa was still carrying two big carp weighing four to five catties.

"Hey, the grandson is back." Grandma saw me first and called out affectionately.

"Grandma, grandpa, how many vegetables can I eat? Buy this, hurry up, give me this fish, buy this big fish, can it be stewed in the pot?" I took the fish from grandpa and walked home, Grandma was nagging behind.

"Why are there so many? I haven't bought more vegetables for the Chinese New Year. When the time comes, your uncles and uncles will come back. What about the big family, can you eat if you don't have enough preparations? You don't understand if you don't cook."

"Yes, I don't understand," I shook my head to express helplessness, "Now that the supermarkets are closed during the Chinese New Year, let's go there when we eat and buy now, isn't it bad to save those?" understand.

"It will be expensive to buy after the Chinese New Year. This 'Dian Dianhong' is still 13 a catty, and it can't be increased by 20 after the Chinese New Year. It looks like you are young and can't calculate. You have to plan carefully, and the money will flow slowly, etc. You'll understand when you're old enough."

"Hey, this is not someone's dog. Look at this guy. Going upstairs is like clearing mines. One day I have to talk to the street director. It's okay to keep pets, but you can't bury others in public areas. Isn't it Sande?"

Seeing my grandma nagging about this, I looked at my grandpa. I wanted to find out how the old man came here in the past few decades, but my grandpa still seemed to enjoy this kind of trivial thoughts, and followed behind with a pursed smile.

"Come on, give it to me. I'll take care of it later. Let's eat here at night. I'll make you a fish head with chopped peppers." Grandpa took the fish and went to the kitchen after entering the door. I also brought the vegetable cart in for grandma. .

"Have you eaten at noon?" Grandma asked me while packing up her dishes.

"Have eaten, grandma, have you bought all the couplets too?" After changing the shoes, I saw couplets with gold characters shining on the chest of drawers, and some paper-cuts with blessing characters.

"Look at what you said, there is no one who doesn't post couplets in life. I bought it early when I was hanging out with your grandpa. We will go to the market tomorrow to buy some lamb chops and we will work together. Your cousin is most willing to eat my braised braised pork. Lamb chops, buy more this time, so that you can all eat your fill."

Looking at the old man's face full of joy looking forward to the family reunion, I really don't know how to pass this test when the day of thirty children arrives.

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It was even later today, I went to the furniture market and wanted to change the bed.