My Dear Miss Medical Examiner

If I have seen such a world, I would not want to become such a person..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, he raised his head, his wrinkles stretched out, and smiled at the camera.

"Of course, I hope you will never see this, let alone become such a person."

Lin Yan's shoulders trembled slightly, and he clenched the quilt tightly with his hands. Song Yuhang held her head and pressed her into his arms.

"If it feels uncomfortable, we don't watch it."

Lin Yan sniffed, then raised his head again, his eyes were red.

"I didn't understand him when he was alive, but now that he's gone, I think about it."

What Lin Yan wanted to know was how he and Lin Jueshui broke up, how they got to where they are now, and the words she asked him: Dad, do you really love me?

Song Yuhang thought that the answer she wanted was hidden in this video, and her father was also related to this past event.

She really couldn't be indifferent, or even empathize with her.

Song Yuhang kissed the top of her hair, his voice was a little hoarse.

"Strange, isn't it, but it doesn't matter, as long as you want, I'll be with you."

When he returned his attention to the video, perhaps because he had been sitting for too long, Lin Youyuan started to cough, and he also sped up his speech a little, omitting some details.

What he wanted to tell Lin Yan was what happened later, about her mother, and what he regretted most in his life.

"Zhao Junfeng is married. I saw her at the wedding banquet. She lost a lot of weight and was very haggard. Her face no longer had the bright smile of the past. I asked her why she became like this, but she didn't tell me. I found Song Yiwu, and after repeated questioning, he reluctantly told me that about half a year ago, his wife took the child for a physical examination, and by chance she came out of the obstetrics and gynecology department alone. That day, she was undergoing an abortion."

Why did Song Yiwu know so clearly, because in those days, it was impossible to hide things like pregnancy out of wedlock, so she was punished by the hospital and lost her job.

When Zhao Junfeng found out, he was furious and wanted to settle the score with Lin Jueshui. Su Yue cried and threw herself down from the bed and hugged his leg.

"Please, don't go...don't go...it's my wish...don't tell Da Yuan..."

***

"But I finally figured it out. Jealousy, anger, hatred and alcohol went to my head. I copied the knife and went to Shanghai to find Lin Jueshui. Su Yue caught up and hugged me tightly from behind, crying. That evening……"

Lin Youyuan was silent for a while, with a slightly unnatural expression on his face, frowning with regret and sadness.

Lin Yan understood, she probably came to this world as a fertilized egg at that time, it's no wonder why her mother took her away after she was born, she would rather wander around than return to the Lin family.

Even facing the video, she couldn't help blurting out: "This old bastard..."

The old bastard in the picture coughed again, and after a while he said: "At this time, I found some blue crystals in Lin Jueshui's home. I am very familiar with those things. I saw someone smoke it sometime. Yes, you guessed it right, the composition of that thing is [-]% to [-]% similar to the blue liquid in the test tube you took for your subordinates to test, so I have a reason I suspect that this thing was made by him."

"I used to think that Lin Jueshui and I would be good brothers for life. No, we were. But until that moment, when I found out that the girl I loved was cheated by him, and I found out that he had been doing some illegal things without telling me. Shaken, I looked for him before the police deployed."

"Lin Jueshui returned to Jiangcheng the next day. He didn't seem to expect that I would come back suddenly. He was very pleasantly surprised. At the same time, he was a little nervous. He looked around the room before he relaxed and greeted me."

***

He took things out of the bag he was carrying, with joy written all over his face: "Why did you come back suddenly? I haven't seen you for a few years and got a little tan. Have you found the girl you like? By the way, I brought some from Shanghai. The lotus cake came back and was originally bought for Su Yue, but she likes sweets just like you."

Lin Youyuan was stabbed by this name, and looked at him coldly: "Why don't you marry her?"

Lin Jueshui was startled, and continued to take out things: "Hey, Yueyue is a good girl, I'm not good enough for her."

Lin Youyuan rushed over and lifted his collar, his eyes were about to burst: "Do you know, do you know, she..."

Lin Jueshui looked into his eyes and said, "I know."

Lin Youyuan punched him in the face and roared hoarsely: "Bastard, what are you hiding from me?!"

Lin Jueshui couldn't answer, nor could he answer, he could only use silence to fight against his hoarseness.

Where he couldn't see, his brother's back was straight, but he kept clenching his fists tightly and trembling slightly until Lin Youyuan slammed the door and left.

Lin Jueshui fell down on the chair, covered his face with his hands, and his shoulders shook violently.

He can't say.

It cannot be said that he is married and has a child.

It cannot be said that he actually colluded with drug gangs and made drugs for them all the year round to collect money overseas.

He used the money to buy a house and a car to live in a big villa, and gave Su Yue the life she wanted. When she knew she was pregnant, Lin Jueshui also thought about washing her hands and never doing it again. Divorce a woman without the slightest emotion.

The woman's brother stepped on him, pointed a gun to his head and said, "No more, that's fine. The last batch of goods hasn't been tested yet, so I'll just use that woman."

Lin Jueshui looked at the photo of Su Yue in his hand, and shouted hysterically: "Don't touch her!!!"

Just like Lin Youyuan didn't expect him to make drugs, Lin Jueshui didn't expect his younger brother to betray him.

***

"They have factories in Shanghai, Jiangcheng, Qiongzhou and many other places. Lin Jueshui thought I had returned to Qiongzhou. In fact, I had been following him during those days and found out most of their factory addresses. That's how I sold him. Gave it to the police."

When Lin Youyuan said this passage, his face was expressionless, but Lin Yan still heard a trace of pain and struggle from his slightly stiff tone.

"It's a pity that God's wishes don't come true. When I was on guard against Lin Jueshui, the other party was also on guard against him. After realizing that someone was following him, he quietly arrested Su Yue and asked him to choose between me and this woman."

"Kill me and let them go. You can also divorce his sister. By the way, his classmate was also called Dingye at that time."

"On the other hand, either just watch Su Yue being tortured to death, that kind of sex is not only spiritual, but also..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, the muscles on his face trembled slightly, and he gritted his teeth.

"Which man can bear the woman he loves being raped in front of him... Lin Jueshui went crazy, he even wanted to commit suicide, of course those people would not let him do so, so they started beating me, my leg was at that time was interrupted alive."

When Lin Jueshui said this, he didn't even express much expression, but Lin Yan believed that he was just numb.

"He is a coward. He can neither save his beloved woman nor his own brother. But at that time, I was very strange. The police clearly sent someone to follow me, but they didn't appear for a long time. I know , This is their internal problem. At that time, the team leaders responsible for leading the team were Song Yiwu and Zhao Junfeng. In those years, Zhao Junfeng was promoted very quickly. I didn't take it to heart until..."

Song Yuhang, who was off-screen, swallowed lightly. She was still young when her father died. This was a sad thing for her mother, so naturally she would not mention it too much. Later, she also checked on the public security intranet, and the only thing left was It's just a few words:

Song Yiwu (1940-1973), male, Han nationality, second-level sergeant of the Criminal Investigation Detachment of Jiangcheng Public Security Bureau, Binhai Province, died in a major operation in December 1973 at the age of 12.

Like his other colleagues, he turned into a gray photo, floating in the vast ocean of information. The only thing left to him by the times was the cold word "sacrifice". Except for Lin Youyuan, no one knew what happened on that day. something happened.

Zhao Junfeng also knew it, but he had to forget it, because every step of his subsequent promotion was stepping on bones.