Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

In the TV station, I lined up in a long line, and I couldn't see the end at a glance.

I flipped through the broken pages of the three-page script and recited the sentences again.

"Beep beep beep beep beep beep" the phone in the pocket rang.

"Hello?" I cleared my throat and asked calmly.

"... Xia Tian, ​​don't be nervous, you can do it." Lan Lan tried to ease my nervousness through the phone.

"I'm not nervous, why am I nervous, Lanlan, don't frame me, my battle-hardened nerves don't allow to be framed."

"Xiamen, you clear your throat when you're nervous..." Lan Lan hit the bull's-eye and killed me instantly with one blow.

I sighed:

"...I also know that this is bad, but it's not a matter of experience at all. Being nervous, I can't stop it at all!!"

Every time I feel disappointed in myself, I will be distraught and want to beat the ground.

"Xiamen, calm down, I'm actually very nervous for you too." Lanlan said in her usual quiet voice, she actually didn't have a nervous tone at all!

"Liar! Your voice is obviously very steady, so it's no wonder you're nervous! Speaking of which, you've never been nervous in front of me!!"

"No...it's been twice." It's strange to answer seriously in this kind of dialogue.

In fact, she is the one who should come to be an actor, what to do behind the scenes, such a calm heart is simply a waste.

Thinking of her seriousness in the acting class and the book full of notes, I really feel ashamed.

When she told me that she was about to go behind the scenes, I felt sorry for her.I used to think that she might feel that her personality is not suitable for mixing in circles and acting, but now it seems that her personality can be cheerful even if she works hard, although she is too slow.Oddly enough, I remembered what Jiang Qi said a few days ago. Could it be that the reason why I didn’t choose was because I had a sister who was already famous? Is it because I didn’t want to have the same job as my sister...

"Summer? Summer? Are you in a daze?" Lan Lan called me.

Now is not a good time to talk about this topic, let alone let Lan Lan, who has an extremely high sixth sense, guess right, I said in a hurry: "Ah~~ I am going to die, my brain is blank... so many people...so many People, my chances should not be great, or I'll go back..."

"... Xia Tian, ​​if you really escape, there will be a coffin to greet you when you return home."

Please, don't say such horrible things in a harmless voice, please!

"Are you talking about comforting a friend!!"

"Summer, come on... beep beep."

"Hey, hey, hey, hey..." This guy actually hung up the phone directly. When your friend needs you most, are you here to make trouble!

"The ones in front, don't bother making phone calls, just move forward." The people behind me pushed me.

"Understood." I took a look, the other party was almost forty years old, did the girl who came to audition have the courage or... Forget it, Liu Qingqing is also 58 years old and dare to challenge the girl Wu Meiniang... And I am more than 25 years old It's not the same shameless...

The line moved, and I moved forward.

Two and a half hours later, I was almost falling asleep.

The blessing of dragging Lanlan, the troublesome phone call, did have some effect, the tension was slowly discharged from my brain, and I became less and less nervous, and my sleepiness became more and more intense.

There happened to be a wall next to me, so I leaned against the wall and my eyes dimmed.

"Hey, he's really a guy who doesn't feel nervous. Little stand-in, hey, hey." When my eyes were about to close, I felt someone stop in front of me, to be exact, beside the long line, The place where we are interviewing is a TV station, is it a passing acquaintance?

"...Yes." I was so sleepy that I couldn't keep my eyes open, so I agreed casually.

"Huh~ fell asleep again?" I felt my face being poked.

This time I ignored her, but the drowsiness dissipated a little bit, and there was a chirping sound in my ears, did the sparrow fly in?

"Get up!" My shoulders were slapped suddenly, and I woke up immediately, and "my idol" - Li Yiran appeared in front of me.

"You are not qualified as a fan. How can you look disgusted when the idol you have longed for has come?" The three began to whisper curiously.

"Long live, my idol is here." I raised my arms speechlessly, and cheered feebly and symbolically.Casually took a look at the queue, why is it still so long, let me go in and get rid of this guy.

"Hey, with your performance, I really suspect that I'm not your idol." Li Yiran flicked my forehead vigorously, and she was really indifferent to people who hadn't met a few times. .

"Fans are not for being beaten, take it easy. To be honest, I'm not actually your fan."

Li Yiran suddenly became depressed, but only for a second, and immediately revived on the spot with full blood

"This doesn't make sense. Since you have accepted my autograph, you are my fan."

She flicked my forehead again in retaliation, 3 times stronger...

God, is there such an unreasonable star?Moreover, you look so desperate for fans, it's super cheap.

"Come on, I am I am. Idol, hello, idol, goodbye." I don't want to pester any more, some women, no matter what you say, she won't listen.

"You will regret it if you treat your idol like this." Li Yiran seemed very dissatisfied with my attitude.

"Really?" I yawned pretending to be sleepy.

"Humph."

Li Yiran left angrily.

And seeing where she walked in, I immediately regretted it.

The place where Li Yiran entered is the place I am about to go to. She is either one of the judges, or one of the protagonists who has a certain right to choose...

"Next"

Another person entered, and I took a step forward, which seemed to be one step closer to death...

...Finally it's time for me to play...

"It's called Mucha, right? You can act out the third paragraph of the script."

This is an environment similar to a classroom, and I am on the podium, the director and assistant director are sitting under the stage, and Li Yiran and her agent are sitting in the back row, and Li Yiran saw me looking at her, and angrily said goodbye started...

"Well, are you ready? Let's start." The director reminded me.

I nodded, and on the empty stage, I immersed myself in the role of understanding, and spoke lines affectionately to the air.

"Don't say you love me, you don't understand love." There seemed to be such a vague figure in front of my eyes, looming.

"What is love, you can't see it, you can't touch it, but the heart doesn't know what it tastes like when you say it. Sometimes I doubt whether it exists."

"I think it's time to be separated for a while. Maybe there is a distance so that we can see each other clearly."

Resonating with the characters, my tears flowed naturally.

"Well, OK." The assistant director in the audience signaled me to finish.

I saw the surprise in his eyes, and I felt anticipation.

I pulled away from the role, wiped away the tears on my face, and waited for the result that belonged to me.

The chief director and others glanced at each other, and it seemed that the conclusion was obvious.

The chief director picked up my registration form and flipped through it, with a look of embarrassment that I was familiar with.

I looked at the assistant director again, who shook his head with complicated meanings in his eyes.

At this moment, Li Yiran muttered something suddenly, and the manager next to her quickly covered her mouth.

I didn't hear that sentence, the voice was very low, and the speaking speed was very fast.

Judging from the reactions of the people around, it was definitely not a good word, and it was aimed at those reviewers.

The group of people froze for a while, their expressions were not very good, but Li Yiran was open-minded and didn't think there was anything wrong, then her manager said something in a low voice with a smile, and the atmosphere didn't completely freeze for the time being.

The chief director cleared his throat and said the worst apology to me:

"sorry."

The lines without emotion are matched with the indifference of everyone present except Li Yiran.

I laughed, ignoring this scene where I should cooperate and explain why.

I've seen them all, so it's nothing.But it was the same result.

He bowed and walked out the door of the audition place.

I just moved from the end of the line to the head of the line, and now I am going from the head to the end of the line.

In a retrograde life, the wind in my heart is so strong that it can blow people down.

I walked and walked and walked, and without knowing it, I walked to the women's toilet, went to one of the rooms, locked the door, and sat on the uncovered toilet.

The phone rang, and an anonymous text message opened:

"I'm sorry, your performance is actually very good, but it's a pity that the list has already been made."

"Hehe...why are these people so tired? Even though they have a list, they need others to accompany them through the motions."

To put it bluntly, isn't it fine if you're not the protagonist?

Just tell me, I don't have any hope.

The phone rang again, and when I turned it on again, it was still the anonymous number:

"You may consider coming back for the next play. I am the assistant director of this play. I live in Room 3 on the 301rd floor of the Kaiwo Hotel. If I have time, I can personally guide you in acting."

Instructing acting in the hotel, hehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

You might as well just say, sleep with me, you might have a chance next time.

I'm fed up with the filth of this circle, no, I'm used to it.The first time I got this kind of hint, I would smash my phone, but now, I just sneer.

I buried my head between my legs, letting my long hair be undone.

I think, my heart is still not strong enough, I have prepared my heart, but I still have a sense of gap.

The phone rang again, this time it was Lanlan's call, but I dared not answer it.

As soon as I picked it up, I would expose my loss. I knew myself too well, and there was no way to hide negative emotions.

It'll be all right in a while, I told myself.I, who have experienced many battles, can't be sad so easily.I desperately sucked back those tear-piercing sensations, and my mom texted me.

"Your playing mother watched it. It was very hard. When the camera doesn't need to be zoomed so far, it would be nice to have not only the back, but also the face."

"Hurry up, hurry up, your daughter will be popular all over the country soon. O(∩_∩)O~~" I pressed the happy symbol heavily, and said the white lie I told for five years.

"That's good, mom is waiting to show off to Aunt Qin next door."

I couldn't read text messages anymore, my eyes were sore and swollen, and I hurriedly stuffed my phone into my pocket to avoid wasting all my previous efforts.

I performed another drama, who is to blame, who can be blamed?

Blame the director.Obviously it was an internal decision, but it was also said to be a draft.

Blame the assistant director.Knowing that it was an unofficial decision, she still pretended to be sorry, and she was obviously a beast, but she still pretended to be Bole.

If it was a little more unreasonable, I would blame many people.

Blame Lanlan.Give me this card, obviously there is no result, but you still have to make a little hope.

Blame Li Yiran.Obviously can't help me get the starring role, but still express dissatisfaction like a righteous superman.

Who is to blame?

"Blame myself. It doesn't matter if I have no power or power. I am full of enthusiasm and only believe that God rewards hard work and hard work can achieve self."

I took out another business card from my pocket and tore it to shreds.

Is that all right?Is this all right?

I don't know, I'd better go to the bathroom first.

McDull said, I want to wash away my troubles like a poop. I pressed the flush plug with a bang, and the sound of rumbling water, please take away my troubles, as well as the choking I couldn't hold back.

After flushing for 15 minutes in a row, N liters of water resources were wasted. I tore the toilet paper and found that God's punishment had arrived.

No toilet paper.

I rummaged through my pockets, and now I don't even have a business card.

In desperation, there was a sudden sound of water flushing in the next compartment.

I hastily knocked on the partition and shouted:

"The heroine next door, help me, I'm out of paper here, please lend me some."

After waiting for a while, there was no response from the other party. I thought I was ignored, and when I was anxiously preparing to knock again, a stack of papers was handed over from below.

"Thank you, thank you!" I grabbed it quickly while thanking, because I was in a really bad mood, I didn't care whether the benefactor's hands were beautiful, beautiful and slender.

"Boom, boom, boom"

There seemed to be something wrapped in the paper, and it was directly flicked off.

I reached down and touched it for a while, until I found something soft and short.

Pick it up, it's a candy, the famous white rabbit full of childhood memories.

There was another sound of flushing water in the next compartment, followed by the sound of leaving footsteps.

I looked at the big white rabbit in my hand, the big white rabbit lying docilely.I played with it for a long time in my hand, and when it was almost soft, I decided to accept this unknown kindness.

I opened the wrapping paper, stuffed the whole white rabbit into my mouth, and chewed hard.

Sticky and overly sweet toffee, I really don't understand why some people like it, people who like this must be naive!

However, the mood is a little better.

The author has something to say:

Li Yiran is actually a straightforward sophomore