Bear Diary

Thursday, August 2010, 1

Serena said that he would go back to work in the bar where Hu Ling worked.

He had worked there for two months before, and it was said that he was doing well, so he said that as long as he told the boss, it would be fine.Besides, the holidays are coming, and other jobs are hard to find, but the bar just needs to recruit people.

He first informed me that he respected my opinion, and of course I supported him without saying a word, after all, I said I didn't want him to change into a house with me.Speaking of which, that bar was the first place we met, and I still have a good impression of it.

The next day I chatted with the muscular man and talked about it. He laughed and said that Serena is so handsome, and there must be many temptations in such a high place in the bar.I was stunned for a moment and laughed and said how could it be possible, but in fact, there was a sudden feeling of sympathy in my heart.An Xiaoguai said that when dealing with people, you must trust them.I certainly don't understand this truth, trust is the foundation of a relationship, so I should trust Serena, especially after we have been through so much and it is hard to be together.But the idea that I feel a little owed is as tenacious as tarsal maggots-I trust Serena, but it's hard to say the other crazy bees and butterflies in the bar.

Tonight is Serena's first day back to work, and she just sent Serena back to the bar.There were already quite a lot of people when we arrived, weekends.I stayed there for a while, and Serena specially invited me to sit at the bar counter.I saw Serena, Fox Ling and a few children I had met before walking around me, so I chatted with them.The kids are all very outgoing, and they soon became friends with me. A few of them were like rotten girls, and they were particularly interested in my private life with Serena, which made me quite embarrassed.

Serena was busy when I left, and I called him, but he just smiled at me.

I was thinking while writing this diary, I was so uneasy, maybe it was really like what An Xiaoguai said, it was because I was alone for too long, and I didn’t know how to manage my relationship.Well, in the future, if I have the opportunity, I must give An Xiaoguai a consulting fee... Thinking about it carefully, not only in love, but also in my daily work, I probably do everything myself because of this mentality of not being able to fully trust others.But because of this, the boss also praised me, which is a bit ironic, haha.

It seems that I still have a lot to learn in the emotional world. I am such an adult, I can't always carry these little emotions that I owe.