Enough

This year, the snow has not fallen for a long time, and the winter is as clear as early summer.The Siberian cold wind sang, with Tchaikovsky's melancholy in it.The sun opened its teeth and claws freely, while Xiao Se crept to hide.

The slanting wintersweet in the corners of the city is in full bloom, almost in full bloom.

Qin Yu had a drink with Ji Yuanxian once, and he almost cried so much.

Ji Yuan couldn't hear the real content clearly, Qin Yu wailed after three sentences, and the phone screen was broken into spider webs.Black screen, unable to boot.And Qin Yu was drinking alcohol, with tears and snot flowing down his nose, pointing to the phone and asking Ji Yuanxian: "Why doesn't he answer my call!"

"I thought, I thought it was good enough for him. Don't tie him down, give him all the freedom. He'll be there for me."

"I thought I didn't care, why didn't he answer my call!"

"...you drank too much."

Ji Yuan found out that he didn't grab the wine, and sat beside him with folded arms.His eyes were neither cold nor distressed.

"Yuzi, what I said before. If you are a twin, start a family early, you can't afford it, and others may not want to play with you. If you are a homosexual, put away all the insecurities and uncertainties in your heart."

"Do you think you are stupid, or Lin Chenhai is stupid. The Lin family did not settle accounts with you, it is simply extrajudicial."

At the end of the year, Lin Chenhai left. I don't know where he went.Before leaving, Qin Yu had a big fight with him, the world was turned upside down, and he wanted to kill each other.In those years, the indulgence of feelings was not serious; the neglect of each other was pretending not to care.Poke open the pustules at one time, hurt the tendons, and scrape off the flesh and blood on the bones.

At first, Qin Yu didn't care.You should still eat and drink.The same wasted, it seemed that Lin Chenhai had never appeared in his life.

Until one time, he drove by the Times Square, and there was a certain director returning to his masterpiece on the screen.Qin Yu stopped suddenly, regardless of the sound of cars behind him.He lay on the steering wheel with tears running down his face, as if the rusty gears in his body struggled through a space, and then moved his whole body, all the pain, sadness, regret and disappointment came alive.

It's like taking revenge on him, taking revenge on those days when he deliberately indulged in extravagance and paralyzed his sorrow.

"He said he wanted to go to that movie with me." Qin Yu's eyes were red, his teeth were biting the wall of the cup, and tears were streaming down his face, "I didn't promise him, I said that a young model I liked came to me that day Support the scene. I didn't promise him."

"He didn't say anything. In fact, it's good if he insists a little longer. I'm not sure, I just want to try him again. If he says, Qin Yu, don't go. I will immediately, really, go fuck him Young model, go to the fucking world. I want him!"

"But...but..."

But why in the end, no one spoke up, no one asked to stay, and they all chose to leave and let go.

People like Qin Yu and Lin Chenhai win because they can understand clearly, but also lose because they understand too clearly.When he was a student, he was frivolous and rebellious, but after a closer look, he never did anything that would damage the family's face.It's not fair to be gay if you grow up and follow this style.

Because I know that there is no result.They can't afford it, and they don't want to cause trouble for a family that is rising steadily.Maybe when you get tired from playing one day, turn around and find a girl.Getting married, having children and growing old, the process is not bad step by step.

Very few people are the second pair of Ji Yuanxian and Li Zhengchuan, not everyone is so lucky.The innocence and ambiguity that persisted since childhood, later developed into a bit of lewdness.There are many physical exchanges, or every time they meet, they start with sex and end with sex.

Qin Yu never thought about communicating with Lin Chenhai, maybe the other party did the same.So now Lin Chenhai patted his butt and left, not wanting to be shot, and it was understandable.They should have parted ways here, and they knew that this was the last hurdle.

If you can't afford delicate love in your youth, you have to stand up and stand under the blue sky.Either go out and act as if you never had this undeserved relationship.

The bar was exceptionally quiet that day, maybe it was a weekday, maybe it wasn't.But Ji Yuan now remembered that it was indeed very quiet.The glass directly in front of them reflected the figures of the two of them, and they were in a trance for a moment.Eight or nine years ago, the high-spirited Qin Yu never cried.

He can only cling to Ji Yuanxian, one small commander at a time.He would just drop the chain at a gag and laugh heartlessly.

That day Qin Yu drank too much and walked out of the bar.He leaned against the car window and remained silent for a long time.The dim yellow street lamps passing by one after another reflected in his pupils, like a cluster of fire, catching the sky and unwillingly.

And Qin Yu just sighed with a cigarette in his mouth.

He said: "When Lin Chenhai left, he only said one sentence to me. The last sentence."

"He said, I'm not going to rob a little girl for a man, what a loss."

"... Now, I'm really nothing."

It gets darker and earlier, and in another half a month, it will be the end of the year.

Time flies like water, and the new and the old meet on the narrow road of time. City S built three new districts and outsourced an economic belt from the Fourth Ring Road. Even a local would get lost.

One time, Ji Yuanxian went to see Gu Xi for something, and drove around the Pioneer Park, getting lost shamelessly.He stumbled into a green forest by mistake and saw two people, Ji Yuan now recognized them, one of them was Gu Xi.The other man has a fresh face, tall and straight, with an extraordinary temperament.

Ji Yuan now thought he was a friend, and was about to drive over to greet him.Unexpectedly, the man suddenly hugged Gu Xi, put his head down and kissed her.Daoist Gu struggled unsuccessfully, and let others take advantage of him in vain.

When the two separated, Gu Xi lowered her head and said nothing, turned around and walked back.The man chased after him, holding hands for himself.This pair of backs looks awkward, but the intimacy is not fake.

Ji Yuan touched his chin now, as if he had discovered some shocking secret.Instead of thinking that Gu Xi had something to hide from him, she hung up a phone call to Li Zhengchuan, "A Chuan, let me tell you! Milkshake has a boyfriend!"

"...How did you know?" Lizheng Chuan was two seconds behind, very quiet, "there have been gossips in the business circle."

"It's not a boyfriend. There's a little entanglement between them. Why, where are you? What did you see?"

Ji Yuan's eyes widened now, as if he had heard the news of Li Zhengchuan's infidelity in marriage.

"Damn it, you actually knew, and you didn't tell me!"

"He's your brother, and he won't open his mouth, so why should I talk too much." Li Zhengchuan chuckled twice, and quickly stroked his hair, "Okay, baby. Tell me where you are. Do you want me to pick you up."

"I'm in the Pioneer Park in the west of the city, so I don't need to pick up my car," Ji Yuan said, feeling a little frustrated.I guess they are all grown-ups, and no one wants to talk about their feelings.

"Forget it, don't talk about this. What are you doing, you still have time to call me."

Li Zhengchuan said, "I'm in a meeting."

"It's okay, let them wait."

Ji Yuanxian: ...

You fucking gossip with me in meetings!

Brother Xian couldn't bear it in his heart, and automatically made up dozens of pairs of eyes that were firmly locked on his body.He immediately hung up the phone, his ears flushed.

Li Zhengchuan flirts more and more regardless of the occasion!This old bastard!

As New Year's Day approaches, Lizhengchuan becomes busy as a spinning top.Several times I made appointments for dinner at night, but Master Chuan was still talking about work.Ji Yuan went to the company to look for him now, the VIP room was facing the meeting room.Through the thick glass, Ji Yuan is now sitting on the sofa, watching Li Zhengchuan talking in a graceful manner and eloquently.

He propped his chin up, and the conference room was brightly lit, which was a little luxurious compared to his own.Lizheng Chuan sat there, it was unreal at all.Ji Yuan now thinks, has he really come back?Thinking about it, I didn't hold back my tiredness.

Li Zhengchuan glanced through the glass window from time to time.Not long after seeing Ji Yuan falling asleep on the sofa, Li Zhengchuan pushed the chair away and raised his hand to interrupt the client.He smiled apologetically, took off his coat and went out.

"Continue later. My family has something to do. I'll come as soon as I finish."

The VIP room was dimly lit, Ji Yuan was wearing a shirt and jeans, looking a few years younger.The other party thought it was the youngest son of the third youngest of the Li family, and was trying to curry favor with him.

"Third Young Master is young, if he loves his brother so much, he must not be in the pool in the future."

Li Zhengchuan paused, and grinned a few times, "He really loves his brother, and usually loves me."

"But it's not the third young master of the Li family, it's the eldest young master of the Ji family."

"My fiancé."

These words were like thunder on a winter night, and several partners were at a loss.Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, not knowing how to answer for a while.

Li Zhengchuan shook his coat, walked straight into the VIP room, and covered Ji Yuanxian.He didn't leave in a hurry, but squatted on the spot, admiring the sleeping face for a while.

Li Zhengchuan wondered, when he opened his eyes, whether all these years of wastage and those obsessions traveling across the ocean were all a fantasy dream.

Ji Yuan now just took a nap beside him, and has never been separated for several years.They are not yet mature adults, his teenagers, who will kiss him in the early morning and hide on the roof of the teaching building to have fun.Those days when the world of mortals are rolling and the desire is hard to get over are just around the corner.

When Li Zhengchuan turned his head, Ji Yuanxian would step forward.

It would be fine if I didn't grow up, those young chivalry, those vigorous love and dreams, will not disappear like snow and flames.

But growing up, they never really went far.The world circles in a circle and returns to the beginning.

Li Zhengchuan looked at it for a while, then slowly got up and left.

In order to make up for his mistakes, Master Chuan appeared downstairs at the Environmental Protection Bureau on time for several days later.Ji Yuan now feels that the Viper is too outstanding, so Li Zhengchuan changes to Ferrari.Brother Xian took a look, his face full of incomprehensible meaning.

So Li Zhengchuan changed to a Mercedes-Benz, and Ji Yuanxian still refused to go downstairs, "I am a public servant of the people, and my duty is to serve the people."

"People are still riding bicycles. Is it appropriate for me to ride a Mercedes?"

Master Chuan couldn't screw him, so he changed his nose to a Volkswagen.

"Brother now, if you are not satisfied, I can only steal a battery car to pick you up."

Ji Yuanxian: ...

Some people will never learn to love in a low-key way in this life.

After work this day, Li Zheng Chuan Sao leaned against the car door, waiting for Ji Yuan to come out on time.

A quarter of an hour has passed, but Brother Xian is nowhere to be seen.Li Zhengchuan was eager to see his husband, locked the car and walked inside.Looking up, he saw two people standing downstairs in the office building, Ji Yuanxian and a strange man.

Li Zhengchuan didn't come forward at first, feeling that it was inappropriate for him to appear.Unexpectedly, after a while, Master Chuan couldn't bear it anymore.How dare she climb onto Ji Yuanxian's shoulder!Do you want to die?

Ji Yuan was talking and joking now, when he looked back inadvertently, the moment he saw the old ancestor, his legs went limp.He hurriedly shook off his male compatriots, and sent others away with a smile.

Before Lizheng Chuan Xingshi could question him, Brother Xian said with a smile, "It's so early today, thank you for your hard work."

Reach out and don't hit the smiling man.

Lizhengchuan seemed to be choked by a steamed bun, and he choked violently for two seconds, "Are there usually so many wild men talking to you?"

Ji Yuanxian: ...

You are the biggest wild man in the world.

"...that's the one who will take over from me," Brother Xian couldn't do anything with this giant cat. It looked like it had a big tail, and it followed wherever it went, so sticky.He glared at Li Zhengchuan, and walked out of the Environmental Protection Bureau with a briefcase, "I'm going to engage in same-sex marriage, what kind of civil servant is I?"

"Is the organization allowed, can I be fair and honest."

"I want to be open to you, I don't want to hide it anymore."

Ji Yuan now walked to the side of the car, not giving Li Zhengchuan any time to react.He stared into the other person's eyes, looking straight in, very frank and confident.

"I quit my job."

"What kind of official, what kind of politics."

"I do not want it."

Lizhengchuan couldn't say how happy he was, he just felt that his feet were floating.When going home with Ji Yuanxian, the smile on the corners of his mouth didn't come off all the way.He was like a child who got candy, and he wanted to put the love of his life in his arms.

Now that Ji Yuan was tidying up the room, Li Zhengchuan stood behind him, hugging him with both arms.

"When was it decided?"

"Ok?"

"I said, when did you decide to resign. This matter... This matter will definitely not be done in one day. "

Li Zhengchuan pressed against his ear, and put his palm on Ji Yuanxian's heart.

"The day you came back," Ji Yuanxian said, "I knew from the moment I saw you that there was no way I could be a civil servant, and I had no interest in being an official. I fell into your hands."

"However, it may be earlier. Civil servants have a civil servant law, which is different from the law used by citizens. They are not allowed to make extra money, and they are not allowed to do side jobs. But I have not missed a single thing. I broke the law openly, and I guess I will wait for you someday. Come and get me out."

Fish out the sea of ​​bitterness.

Li Zhengchuan asked, "What kind of side job?"

Ji Yuanxian: "I invested in a theater, when will I bring you..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Zhengchuan interrupted him angrily: "You fucking keep an actor?!"

Ji Yuanxian: ...

This bitch has something on his mind.

Li Zhengchuan didn't leave that night, trying to tell Ji Yuan and serve him.And biting his back teeth, tortured to extract a confession which male fox Meizi seduced Ji Yuanxian.

The figure of the male singer is soft, and the whole body is full of drama.Ji Yuan found out that he was able to impulsively invest a huge sum of money for him, thinking about why he wanted a goblin.

Lizheng Chuan couldn't calm down, so he rode Ji Yuanxian all night in a daze.Forcing him to call him brother and heart.Unexpectedly, Ji Yuanxian is not too shameless, when the love is deep, his voice is hoarse, and the water is added to the crooked voice, and he calls her husband one after another.

Chuan Ye was very disappointed and immediately surrendered.

After the exercise on the bed, Li Zhengchuan couldn't fall asleep.Get up in your pajamas and go from room to room to inspect the territory.Ji Yuan couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you a fucking Soshan dog?"

Then Li Zhengchuan searched out the letter from the third year of high school graduation from the wallet next to the bed.

The two were speechless for a while, looking at each other quietly.Li Zhengchuan stared lightly at the words on the page, his eyes hurt.

"...I'm sorry." Ji Yuanxian said, "Although it's my wishful thinking to collect these, I didn't throw away the refills you used in the past."

It seems that keeping these old things can keep the unwarranted nostalgia.Ji Yuan now doesn't want to get rid of the memories, he would rather they turn into shackles and press on the back, and he would not throw them away even if he died.

Li Zhengchuan stuffed the letter back, and said calmly: "Actually, I wrote a lot of words back then, a total of 320 words. But I dare not give it to you."

"I stayed up all night for three nights, crying while writing, so the writing on it was ruined. I was afraid that you would see that I was reluctant, so at the last moment, I only sent you these simple lines."

"When we broke up, I wanted to say more than that to you. But after thinking about it, I can only pray that you don't change. No matter how many years, wait for me, can you not change."

Life does not bring, death does not take away.When reduced to ashes, only a little phosphorus and a little iron remain.When he was young, he didn't know how to cherish. Ji Yuan now feels that he wants to be a very powerful person, and so does Li Zhengchuan.Including Qin Yu and Gu Xi.

And life is a state of being intoxicated. You may be intoxicated in this life, or you may wake up to a scene.But it is occasionally hit by hurricanes of questioning, of caution, like the death of a loved one, like the parting of a loved one.Or be pierced by a sudden aura, and then see life as it is.

Either be a poet, or a genius, or a hard worker, or a waste.

Life pushes them along, it has to be one.

Ji Yuan has not become a very powerful person now, he just worked hard at the age when he should work hard, and became an ordinary hardworking person.The same is true for Lizhengchuan.The family can only decide how to consume before adulthood, and success or failure depends only on the continuous efforts of the day after tomorrow.

Love is also a thing.

"I wrote you a lot of emails, many letters, but you never replied." Ji Yuan sat up from the bed now, the sky turned white.After tossing all night, Li Zhengchuan had to go to work.

"Why didn't you reply me one of them."

Li Zhengchuan fastened his tie, and when he opened the door, he said, "Since I graduated, I have no use for that mailbox."

"Maybe I knew you would send me a letter, so I forced myself not to log in. You may not know, Ji Yuanxian, let alone read your letter at that time. Even seeing your name, I can't help it, crazy wanted to come back."

"I endured it desperately for eight years. It was really not easy."

Ji Yuan now looked at his back, traced the waistline under the suit with his eyes, and slender legs.Can't get enough of it.

"You blame me, Lizheng Chuan. Over the years, you have been blaming me for a moment. Isn't that right?"

"Yes," Li Zhengchuan didn't deny it, and then smiled again, "But thinking about it, you will have a lot of opportunities to make up for me in the future. It won't be so difficult."

He took out a piece of paper from his handbag with a few lines written on it. "I'm going on a business trip for the next two weeks, and I'll be back around December 31."

This time Li Zhengchuan really wanted to leave, he quietly looked at Ji Yuanxian.

"This ticket, the departure time is December NO.30 at [-]:[-] pm, and the destination is in the United States."

"I just said that I want you to make it up, but it's not. I hope you will be willing and love me. You asked me when I would take you to get married, and the ticket has already been bought."

"Ji Yuanxian, I graduated eight years ago, but I didn't wait for you at the airport. Eight years later, I'm still waiting for you at the airport."

During Li Zhengchuan's business trip, they strangely did not contact each other.It seems that they are sorting out, sorting out all the love and hate in the past 11 years.

During this time, Qin Yu left.It was said that someone knew about Lin Chenhai's whereabouts, so Qin Yu picked up his suitcase and chased after him without saying a word.

Ji Yuan asked him now: "Have you thought about it, this road is not easy to walk."

"It's far more sinister and rough than anything you've ever seen."

Qin Yu's eyes were red, and he held up the ticket in his hand, "There is nothing more dangerous and difficult than telling me not to love him."

"Let's go then," Ji Yuanxian said, "It's not bad to be crazy even once in life."

After Qin Yu left, Gu Xi, whom he hadn't contacted for a long time, sent a message.There is no beginning and no end, just five words, "I am fine now."

Ji Yuan now looked at the screen and smiled after a few seconds.He didn't need to ask, he didn't need to inquire.Based on the tacit understanding with Gu Xi for nearly 20 years, Ji Yuanxian understands the secret sweetness of the other party.

It's fine now.It seems that the world is peaceful, and the four seas are gentle.

They have all grown up, and they are no longer the passionate teenagers who can kill a bloody road with a single heart.We were separated here eight years ago, and we will also be separated here eight years later.

This winter, the snow still did not come.

Ji Yuan went home now and met Mrs. Ji.Talk about your recent situation, including those dreams you can't let go of.Mrs. Ji didn't react much, she just said leisurely: You lose money, you will be sent to someone else's house when you grow up.

Ji Yuan thought for a while, and said with a smile: "I'm going to harm the monarch, to seek power and usurp the throne. I won the world, and I will give it to you when I come back."

Mrs. Ji: "Don't be poor with me. By the way, take time to visit your father."

Ji Yuan was taken aback, and nodded in response.In fact, he really wanted to take Li Zhengchuan with him, but the time didn't happen.Ji Yuan went to the cemetery with flowers in his arms, and said to Ji Hongan, "Your son is rebellious, and he will never take a comfortable path in his life."

"Dad, I love him. No matter how the world looks at me this time, I will go on with him."

On December 31st, when I got up in the morning, the sky was cloudy and cloudy, and something seemed to happen.

Ji Yuanxian still hasn't contacted Li Zhengchuan.He tidied up the house slowly, and when tidying up the bedside table, he picked up the note that Li Zhengchuan gave him.On the front is the flight number and departure time.There is a passage on the back——

People are learning and growing all their lives. From now on, I also want to continue to study hard with you.

Also, back then you asked me what I liked about you.

I like the way you seduce me.really like.

Ji Yuan was silent for a moment, put it into his wallet, and put it together with the paper from eight years ago.He got dressed but didn't take his suitcase, as if he had forgotten what day it was.

He was just as usual, wearing a baseball uniform and carrying a bag.Go out for a walk, and then go to Chengbei Theater to listen to a play.

Ji Yuanxian seldom goes backstage, so he made a surprise visit today.He pushed open one door after another and walked into the colorful dressing room.Emerald pearl flowers, accessories and jewelry, bright red and bright yellow costumes, piled up a room full.

The popular male dancer put on makeup, and the two looked at each other in the mirror.He thought, Mr. Ji came to say goodbye.

"What are you singing today?" Ji Yuan asked now.

"Wang Baochuan," Nan Dan replied.

Lizheng Chuanren was at the airport at three o'clock in the afternoon.There were people coming and going in the airport, and they were in a hurry. He was the only one sitting on the chair, with the large glass behind him, and there were planes landing and landing from time to time.

The assistant stood beside Li Zhengchuan, unable to figure out why the haggard and tired boss had to go to America today.He buys coffee and finds his boss turning off his phone.

"Are you... sure you don't want to remind Ji Shao again? In case the schedule is delayed—"

"No need," Li Zhengchuan raised his hand to interrupt him, "I also turned off the phone and waited until the last moment."

Backstage getting ready to play, Ji Yuan now consciously returns to his seat, the seat that has been exclusive to him for many years.He has been sitting there, listening to Wang Baochuan, Farewell My Concubine, Palace of Longevity, and Peony Pavilion.

When "Wang Baochuan" came on stage, he walked every step and sang every word.What a country and city, a strong horse girl. How cool 18 years ago, how embarrassing 18 years later.A beautiful woman with gray temples, in front of the Yicai building, the unintentional love of a flower seller passing by.

It is reasonable to be impulsive in youth. Ji Yuan now thinks back to the snowy 16-year-old deep winter when Li Zhengchuan "violated him" for the first time.I don't feel repulsed, in fact, I am very happy.

Later, the angry horse in fresh clothes walked for some time.After all, like Wang Baochuan, such a cheerful and forthright woman has also learned to endure humiliation.

"Wang Baochuan" sang on the stage, and Ji Yuanxian sat quietly.The crowd around him was noisy, and the applause was like thunder, like the sea of ​​rivers.He was very calm today, his eyes fell on the dreamlike, high stage.

Singing: 18 years old Wang Baochuan——

"Eight years, not too long. Back then, I thought he would come to see me off, but he didn't."

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Lizheng Chuan announced the start of check-in for the flight.At four o'clock in the afternoon, there was an hour left before take-off.

It's already urgent.

Ji Yuan was still nowhere to be seen.

The assistant looked flustered, wondering whether to change the time of signing. "Maybe Ji Shao misremembered the departure time, or maybe he was stuck in traffic. Why don't you call and ask, and remind you. It's not a problem to wait like this."

Li Zhengchuan waved his hand, and he smiled: "As long as Yuan Xian wants to come, he will never be late. He is just that person, as long as he is willing to do it, he will do his best. I know him."

"If he doesn't want to, he won't come. In Yuanxian's world, there is only the saying 'on time and not coming'. He won't be late."

The assistant was about to continue persuading, but Li Zhengchuan suddenly said, "Look, it's snowing."

So far, the first snow of this winter is coming.Ji Yuan now thought that frost had fallen on the leaves at the door, and he thought that the pear blossoms were in bloom.I thought Lizhengchuan would come back every time the first snow fell.

Li Zhengchuan also thought so.

"He won't be late."

The assistant hesitated for a moment, then said hesitantly: "Then what if, what if the season will come—"

After Wang Baochuan sang "Look at the dragon and phoenix's clothes, jade and pearl crowns, who wears them, who wears them", he was about to close the curtain and thank his seats.The male dancer sings with all his heart, he loves opera, loves the stage, and respects that bosom friend surnamed Ji.

Eight years ago, when Mr. Ji saved the theater in a desperate situation, the male actor once asked: why are you doing this, and is it worth it.

Mr. Ji smiled and replied: I want to hear you sing Wang Baochuan.I thought it was singing me.

Nan Dan said: "Wang Baochuan stayed on for 18 years, but the final outcome was not satisfactory."Youth is not there, time is wasted, is it worth it?

Mr. Ji replied: It is worth it.

Not to mention only eight years.

Both love and hatred on the stage are brilliant, making people happy and sad.For eight full years, as long as Wang Baochuan was singing, Ji Yuanxian was never absent.

As soon as the boy raised his head, Ji Yuanxian would just sit there with a very sad expression on his face.

Lizheng Chuan looked up at the snow falling one after another, and his vision was swept away like ashes.The sky is high and wide, and time slides quickly one frame at a time.

He won't be late, Li Zhengchuan thought, unless he doesn't come.

The lingering sound of the libretto is lingering, and the play is considered to be over.The applause is still warm and enduring.Tea and cakes were placed on the table, and the theater was warm.Everyone stood up to call the curtain, and the main character stood aside.

Look, it's like life.

The audience stood up and applauded, and their palms seemed to be smashed, which was enough for today's wonderful performance. "Wang Baochuan" stood in the middle of the stage wearing a phoenix shirt and a pearl crown.When he was singing, he never dared to look at the familiar seat, deliberately not to look.

He bent down and remembered Mr. Ji once said that in those years, magnolia flowers bloomed, and the petals fell freely, and the campus was full of fragrance.He had loved a boy, and still loved the man, madly and fervently.

Mr. Ji once said that the people on the stage sang, and the people off the stage listened, and took their seats matching the joys and sorrows.So there is empathy and reluctance.

The snow was falling heavier and heavier, and the evergreen trees in the theater were covered with a layer of white.From a distance, it looks like the pear blossoms are in full bloom, and the setting sun in the sky is full of rays of light and auspiciousness.

The airport broadcaster is making a final announcement.

"Wang Baochuan" finally straightened his waist, his eyes fixed on the familiar seat.Facing the vast sea of ​​people, facing the scorching lights——

That seat, I don't know when it was empty.

(End of the article)

The author's words:

It was really over. When he typed the last three words, Lao Qi really felt his heart twitch.

Very reluctant.They are so nice.

In the past, I used to enter V'speech'. If I don't enter V this time, the 'speech' will be over.I want to tell you something from my heart.

In fact, the original intention of writing this article is to hope that everyone will study hard.The article uses a lot of pen and ink (not less than the intimate scene) to describe the process of how they learn. If everyone can remember one or two, it is the honor of the seventh child.

Why do I hope everyone will study hard, because the three years of high school are very precious.No matter how many complaints and dislikes you have about those three years of life, after many years, most of you remember that day is beautiful.

About the scumbags attacking the top students, this is true.But Lao Qi didn't do it. I got 75 points in mathematics in the college entrance examination and failed.

I don't regret it, but I hope that the latecomers will not regret it.

Study hard, study hard. (Here is 'learning' in a broad sense, not limited to textbook knowledge).

Some of the crazy high school life in the previous part of the article is my experience, and some is the experience of my friends around me. They are not considered "good things", but the lessons learned are good.I hope that everyone can take a warning and understand that it is better to study steadily in high school. (personal advice only)

Also, about effort.There are many excellent people in this world, many hardworking people, many people with good family background, and many talented people.

Most of the good people, the good people, the smart people are still working hard.

If possible, I hope you will not give up easily.

There are still a lot of words in my heart, and when I look back and sort them out, I find that they are all said in the text.

I won’t go into details here, as it will take up space.

Lao Qi has always felt that my writing is mediocre and I have no talents.I am still writing today, all thanks to your likes.

Thank you, thank you very much.

Then, the road is obstructed and long, and I will search up and down.

See you in the next "Minimalist Diving History" (professional text), I will do my best to bring you another story that may not be perfect, but works hard.

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Good night, sweet dreams.

Fanwaiyi

"Qin Yu! Let the fuck go!"

"Qin—um..."

The room was dark, filled with panting and arguing.

Before that, Lin Chenhai was top-heavy from drinking and had just returned from a banquet.When he closed the door with his backhand, a black figure swayed out from behind the door, hugged him violently, and pressed against the door.

Lin Chenhai wanted to resist subconsciously, and the man said angrily in his ear: "You fucking dare to go to Zhao Er's banquet!"

"Lin Chenhai, the wings are stiff, aren't they?"

The voice was very familiar, and the tone was deliberately lowered, and the other party also smelled strongly of alcohol, mixed with an unpleasant smell—it was Qin Yu.

Lin Chenhai was delighted for no reason, and instantly fell back to the bottom of the valley.He pursed his lower lip, put his elbow between the two of them, tilted his head back, and knocked on the door panel to distance himself from Qin Yu.

"none of your business."

"It's none of my business?" Qin Yu pinched his chin, his anger unstoppable.He shrank his jaw, as if he was about to embed it, "Lin Chenhai, you fucking know who you are."

"What does Zhao Er mean to you, don't think I don't know. Believe it or not, if you dare to drink his wine tonight, I will find someone to smash his hall tomorrow! You drink a fucking drink, and I smash a room! With one pot, I will destroy his Zhao Er family's back road!"

"Qin Yu!" Lin Chenhai yelled back violently, his arms stretched out and grabbed Qin Yu's collar fiercely.Like angry lions, the two looked at each other and their noses touched.You come and go, no one will bow their heads.

"You wipe your ass clean first, and then come to me. You have nothing to do with you. Listen clearly, it doesn't matter. I sleep with whoever I like. There are thousands of men and women in the world, and I don't lack You Qin Yu."

"What's the matter with Zhao Er? He chased him openly and openly, and he was always more clean and tidy than Young Master Qin."

When Lin Chenhai spoke, his expression was superior.Across the darkness, he also turned words into palms and slapped Qin Yu to his heart's content.He suppressed the sadness in his heart and blinked desperately.He is not subdued, never will.

Qin Yu gritted his teeth and pushed his knee between the opponent's legs.He was full of anger, even with killing intent.Today, when Ji Yuan said that he met Lin Chenhai at Zhao Er's birthday party, Qin Yu was startled at first, smashing the wine glass in his hand.Then he didn't know where the anger came from, and he yelled at the MB beside him until he burst into tears.

That Xiao Qing'er had never seen Young Master Qin so furious, she hurried to untie Qin Yu's belt, with tears in her eyes to give him mouth.Qin Yu was so irritable that he waved him to get out.Sitting alone in a messy box, he drank two bottles of red wine.

Emotions surged, blocked and panicked.

"Lin Chenhai, tell Zhao Er clearly. If he dares to chase you, the Zhao family will wait to liquidate their assets." Qin Yu frowned, his voice trembling.The person he had held in his hands and embraced countless times over the years actually wanted to spend time with someone else.

Lin Chenhai actually told him to stand aside.

Qin Yu put down his words and stretched out his hand to open the door.He couldn't stay any longer, for fear that Lin Chenhai would make another stab and make him lose his mind tonight.

"Wait," Lin Chenhai was so calm, he didn't care about Qin Yu at all, "Leave the key. Don't come to my house again, our status is not suitable."

Young Master Yu froze suddenly.After a while, he slowly withdrew his hand, and laughed coldly and bitterly, "Lin Chenhai, you made it clear today. What is our relationship, why is it inappropriate."

"Not friends with benefits, nor friends." Lin Chenhai said. "Of course it's even more impossible to have other relationships. Are you worthy of a relationship with me. Young Master Qin."

"...Say it again," Qin Yu rubbed his temples, his eyes sore.He insisted on fighting for himself, at least not to cry in front of Lin Chenhai, "Say it again if you have the guts."

"What is our relationship?"

Lin Chenhai smiled, quite meanly.That voice seemed to come from the distant sea, glaciers, and deep mountains. It was cold and ruthless.

"Qin Yu, don't tell me you forgot. That's what you said back then."

"We're not friends, we're not brothers, we're not even buddies with benefits."

"You make me, Lin Chenhai, worse than a duck."

Qin Yu lowered his head and looked for Lin Chenhai's eyes through the dim light.He slowly raised his hand, caressing those soft and blade-like lips.This place used to be extremely sweet, he could speak touching words, and entangle with the tip of his tongue, and he couldn't get enough of it.

What's the matter, Qin Yu thought, why everything has changed.

"Lin Chenhai, I'm a bastard, I admit it."

"But you have to give me a chance, I want to change, let me change, okay?"

Lin Chenhai said: "Qin Yu, think about what you have done before."

"Are you sorry?"

Nine years ago, at the dinner of the Future Business Leaders Summit, they were all 17-year-old youths.

Qin Yu was drunk, and when he and Lin Chenhai went back to the room, somehow the gun misfired, he turned over and pressed Lin Chenhai on the big bed of Si Kuan.

Lin Chenhai didn't drink much, so he was fully conscious.In the same darkness, the two pushed and shoved, their bodies overlapping.Lin Chenhai, who is young and full of vigor and has never experienced sex, is really like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.Qin Yu cut his hands behind his back and took off his trousers easily.

"Qin Yu..."

"You fucking let go—"

At that time, he also yelled like that, but he yelled unsteadily, with inexplicable fear and inexplicable excitement.Lin Chenhai hadn't tried it with a boy, but he admitted that Qin Yu didn't feel bad when he kissed him.

It doesn't matter if you use alcohol to mess around, or just because of sex, it doesn't matter who is forcing whom.