this life is waiting

That night, I had a dream. I dreamed that Tang Shuo came back suddenly, and brought a coquettish bitch with him. The coquettish bitch clung to him pretentiously. Their faces were almost glued together, which made me very disgusted.

She raised her orchid finger, pointed to my forehead and said, "Suo Shuo, this is your ex-girlfriend."

Her words are full of disgust, but I really can't tell what she dislikes me, maybe it's because I don't know how to judge her like that.

Then i woke up.

The first second I woke up, I was thinking, I should fight her!

The second I woke up, I scolded myself for being crazy.

So in the morning of this nightmare, the breeze was blowing, and the junior was snoring. I silently picked up the quilt on the ground and declared that I would never fall asleep again.

But this is not enough to make my life difficult. The real difficulty is on the way to class. Maybe Yuyu’s publicity has achieved results yesterday. Brother and sister, you no longer simply call me senior, but call me Banhua senior.

Sister Banhua...

This is the second time after He Cheng's chat, I feel ashamed of these two words.

In particular, the undisguised crowd of onlookers looked back at me frequently, and then turned back with undisguised gazes, which made me want to tear the skin of Yuyu.

My heart was trembling. I planned to take a stroll around the school after dinner, but I finally gave up and hid in the dormitory, not daring to go out.

Perhaps it was because I thought we had a good conversation last night, so I turned on my phone and sent He Cheng a WeChat message.

Me: Sister is wronged.

He Cheng: What's wrong?

He Cheng always replied to my messages very quickly, which gave me the illusion that she was an internet addicted girl, but this setting did not match her character, so I gave up this setting.

I briefly explained what happened yesterday, thinking while explaining, the freshmen are now in a state of ignorance, this state gives me a very strong feeling that they will spread the fact that I am a class flower at the speed of light Tell the world.

I seemed to see a self-portrait of myself posted on the bulletin board, which said, this person is Banhua, hhhhh.

After sending several complaining messages, I realized that it was a bit too wordy, and the entire chat interface was filled with my green bubbles.

So I sent a hehehe, and then asked, what are you doing.

What are you doing? These four words are very useful. In fact, when you complain about something with your friends, you don’t necessarily need to get any response. say something.

I think, He Cheng probably doesn't know how to answer me, maybe he still thinks I'm inexplicable, mother's mental retardation.

What are you doing? After successfully skipping this topic, she really avoided talking about my complaint and replied "do your homework."

In order not to disturb her doing her homework, I made an emoji and silently backed out.

After wasting a day in the dormitory, at 10 o'clock in the evening, accompanied by a hearty whisper in the corridor, Yuyu pushed the door open and came in.

While she was on the phone, she threw a bag to me. I took it and opened it. It was a box of cold medicine, and there was a piece of paper inside that said "Zhou Xiaoyi."

After hanging up the phone, Yuyu sat beside me as if not letting me go, unfolded the paper and put it on the table, knocked on her knuckles, and said ambiguously: "Tsk tsk tsk, I have a cold on my front foot, and someone delivered medicine on my back foot." .” She tapped again: “I was reading in the library, and when I came back from the bathroom, I had this extra.”

I sniffed and said with a smile: "It was delivered in a timely manner. If I don't deliver it, I will be healed."

Yuyu smiled and patted my arm, glanced at Zhou Xiaoyi on the paper, and asked, "Have you seen this word before? It's very pretty."

I shook my head: "How can I know who it is with just three words."

Yuyu folded the piece of paper and put it in my hand, squeezed my palm a few times: "So you should thank me, Senior Sister Banhua, I'll get you peach blossoms."

I expressed my gratitude to her with a big white eye.

Now that it was given away, I simply brewed a pack of it. The infusion tastes sweet and tastes good.

Before going to bed, Yuyu once again emphasized the time for me to spend the night in Houtian, and I must go to the welcome party.

In fact, I really want to say that I am a single dog who is always on call.

The welcome of the physics class is one day earlier than that of our class. Before the party, the group of the physics class was frantically scrolling through the program list and games, and some people were frantically discussing how to play tricks. This reminded me of He Cheng, I don’t know Thinking about whether she will suffer tonight, whether she will be forced to play some strange games by those wretched seniors, I am actually a little worried.

The beginning of university always has such a little fun. I like to interact with my juniors and sisters, and I feel familiar with them. Maybe because I was suppressed too much in high school, Chun Xinquan was released during college. What's more, she flatters everyone.

Then the bad deeds, after a long time of acquaintance, spread widely, and made jokes from time to time.

When I was doing my homework in the evening, the phone rang a few times, I glanced at it, and some students in the physics class asked me when I would be there, and it was about to start.

I turned my phone to silent and pretended I wasn't there and didn't reply. Half an hour later, I turned on my phone again and found a message from He Cheng.

He Cheng: What about you?

I thought she was asking me why I wasn't there, so I put down my pen, replied, and didn't go.

After quitting, I saw a small video of the party in the physics class. It doesn’t matter if I don’t. It makes me feel like it’s fun?

So I knocked on Yuyu's bed, "Would you like to go to the physics class party?"

Excited, Yuyu took off the earphones from her ears: "Have you figured it out?"

So 20 minutes later, the two of us stood in front of the physics department building.

I looked at the shiny words of physics, swallowed my saliva, and said, "Do you think they will mention Tang Shuo, will they think why I went anyway, will they have a gossip mentality to see if I will?" Will you play tricks on me?"

It was rare to ask so many questions in one breath so smoothly, it was like a parallel sentence. After I finished speaking, I felt that I was great, but Yuyu didn't realize the fact that I was great, so he directly threw me out without even bothering to say anything. Pulled in.

It can be heard from a distance, lively voices came from the physics class, I walked forward holding Yuyu's hand, the mood of joining in the fun immediately overshadowed my sadness, at this moment, I was walking so fast, she almost Can't keep up with me.

The cheering sound was getting closer and closer. There should be a game playing inside. I couldn't wait to open the door. The action was too hasty. A person came out and bumped into me unexpectedly.

I took a few steps back, Yuyu helped me up, and the person who bumped into me said sorry a few times, then glanced at me, and immediately turned into a sad face.

I didn't know what expression to respond to her, she suddenly hugged my arm, apologized a few times vigorously, and said, "Senior, I made a mistake, senior, you must forgive me, senior."

Me: huh?

She looked at me with an aggrieved look and said, "Senior sister, I shouldn't have said that about you during the military training that day."

Having said that, I might recall that she is probably He Cheng’s roommate, one of the three who discussed me behind my back that day, but I really don’t know her face, after all, in my opinion, Wearing military training uniforms, everyone looks the same, but I only recognize He Cheng.

I chuckled: "It's fine."

She still had an aggrieved expression: "Sister, you must forgive me."

I said, "Okay, okay."

Classmate, let go of my hand first, your game seems to be over soon, I want to go in and have a look.

After dawdling for a while, Yuyu came to rescue me and let me escape from the clutches of the school girl, we quietly entered through the back door, found a corner with a lot of food and sat down, at the moment we were frantically playing with men and women Interactive game.

This kind of game is the most popular in universities, and the most powerful thing is that it can call those men and women who are secretly flirting on the stage, and show the flirtatiousness to everyone.

So Yuyu and I just sat down, and before we peeled the oranges, we saw a man and a woman in the middle of the classroom eating chocolate bars.

"Know how to play." I couldn't help but sigh.

But it is a pity that after measuring the chocolate bars for a few pairs, the shortest one was two centimeters!

Bad review!Going up is kissing!What are the juniors and juniors!Why waste such a great opportunity!I really don't know how to cherish it!

Sorry, I got a little excited.

After sitting for a while, I realized that it was me who had made the whole thing too complicated. After coming here for so long, no one paid attention to me, okay?

While I was sad about this incident, I looked for He Cheng's shadow, but after several laps, I didn't see her.

So I texted her.

Me: Where are you?

She still replied to me very quickly, two words.

"wait for me."

After I put the phone away, I realized that the school girl who was heartbroken with me at the door just now was sitting obliquely in front of me. After the game was over, she looked back at me. This look made me feel that her eyes were very evil. , as if to say, senior sister, let me show you the goldfish.

I was so frightened that I squeezed in Yuyu's direction, but Yuyu didn't feel my sense of crisis, so he pushed me away and said mercilessly, "Why squeeze, it's so hot."

Wronged.

The next program was guitar playing, and the lights in the classroom were dimmed. Accompanied by the sound of Yuyu eating melon seeds, the school girls on the stage sang softly and melodiously.

The opening is clear, it is a very quiet song, and it has successfully quieted the atmosphere of the scene. Everyone is not talking much, and it is not known whether they are reminiscing about the game just now or listening carefully.

Anyway, I was listening carefully. Although I don't know much about music, at least I can hear it. The school girl sings very well.

In the middle of the song, the back door suddenly lit up. I turned my head and saw that someone opened the door. I couldn’t see it clearly with the light behind me. When someone came and closed the door, I realized it was He Cheng.

She walked towards me step by step, with rare long hair and shawl, she looked like another goddess, and accompanied by the low-pitched and sweet words of the school girl, she stood by my side, leaning slightly body.

She turned her head to look at me and called my name softly with a smile.

"Zhou Xiaoyi."