this life is waiting

During the days when He Cheng was not around, I lived a stinky and long life, going to class, finishing get out of class, eating, and sleeping day after day.Occasionally, when Yuyu is in a good mood, she will show mercy and take me for a walk on the street.

The life of the senior year is no longer satisfied with eating and drinking in the past. We are about to connect with the society, which undoubtedly makes me flustered, but when I really analyze it, I don’t know what I am panicking about.

Maybe it should be added with longing for illness.

No, it seems that I can't do without He Cheng.

Actually no, I still live my own life, the same as before when I didn't know her, the only difference is that during these intermittent times, I miss her very much.

I wanted to fill the boring gap in my life by thinking about her, but I didn't expect that thinking about her would become endless.

In the end, I don't know whether thinking about her has affected my life, or my life has affected me thinking about her.

Holding a cup of coffee, I sat upright on the edge of the balcony, pretending to be a literary young man thinking about life.

It would be great if there is a filter for the naked eye. Choose a gray and dark one for me. This scene must be particularly beautiful.

After a few sips, I still feel uncomfortable, it's too bitter.

I still like to drink tea, even He Cheng also likes to drink tea.

Thinking about it, I turned my head and glanced at her balcony, and it was really empty. When she was there, she often moved a small stool to chat with me there, as if she had endless words to say.But looking back now, I can hardly remember what we talked about.

When she chats with me, she likes to call me by my name.

For example, we were still gossiping about the mathematics and statistics teacher and the English teacher seeming to be having an affair, but she could call me Zhou Xiaoyi when I was drooling.

The first few times, I thought she interrupted me because she had something important to tell me, or was there someone behind her?

But when I looked at her with a puzzled look, she just looked at me with a smile on her head and shook her head at me.

So I was amused by her.

Hey, those were wonderful times.

During that time, Yuyu always encouraged me to make more appointments with He Cheng on the balcony, she said that in this way I would wipe the balcony railing very clean, and I would save the cleaning.

Once upon a time, and again, it seemed that something happened to He Cheng.

I licked my lips, stood up and poured out the coffee by the way, reprimanding myself for wasting the coffee, and promised not to buy it next time.

He Cheng didn't give me a specific time, but she gave me a range of 10 days. At any time during those 10 days, she may come back.

Today happened to be the first day of those ten days. Although I knew she would never receive my call, I still called her when I woke up from peeing for the first time in the morning. .

So I went to the toilet and continued to sleep.

The days suddenly looked promising. After I washed the cup, I called again, humming a song, and listening to the familiar girl on the receiver.

After the phone was disconnected, Yuyu just finished playing a game, turned to look at me, and asked, "Is it still not working?"

I nodded.

Yuyu sighed, "Why are you acting like a broken-hearted person?"

I was wronged and sat beside her, looked at her and said, "If you don't show me your affection every day, I might feel better."

After hearing this, she groaned, and picked up the small purse on the table: "Xiao Yi, look, people just said this bag is so cute yesterday, so Uncle Wu bought it for them."

I rolled my eyes, got up and put on my coat, and she continued: "Oh, I'm very embarrassed, Mr. Wu buys for them every day, it will spoil them."

I ignored her, opened the door, and heard her calling me from behind: "Where are you going?"

I imitated her tone: "I'm hungry." After I finished speaking, I coughed a few times.

Sure enough, I still can't control this style, so I said normally: "Get something to eat."

After hearing this, Yuyu laughed heartily, and then I shut the door inside.

I walked to the cafeteria within a few minutes, and went in to buy food thinking of the third one I met. Coincidentally, the third one turned out to be the fried chicken restaurant that I met when He Cheng and I were not very close.

The boss is still the same boss, and Coke is still a bottle of Coke that needs to be unscrewed.

After ordering something, my phone remembered, I opened it, and it was a WeChat message from Yuyu.

Yuyu: what to eat?Bring me some.

I bowed my head and replied: fried chicken shop.

Yuyu replied quickly, and called her No. 1, asking me to bring her a chicken chop.

I grabbed my phone and replied to her with a don't like that expression, and asked the boss to fry an extra chicken chop. After the boss agreed, I suddenly had a very strong premonition.

He Cheng would suddenly appear next to me and tell the boss that I want a copy too.

Isn’t that what TV shows do? Lovers who have been separated for a long time always have to meet in a place with common memories, and then do what the two have done before.

Thinking of this, I was very nervous, so nervous that I grabbed my phone tightly, and even felt someone approaching, approaching bit by bit.

So I turned around abruptly.

really!

There is no one behind...

Maybe it's because I'm in a strange state. The boss gave me a drink and looked at me curiously. I wanted to pretend that nothing happened and fool me. When he looked at me like this, I burst out laughing. .

The boss looked even more suspicious.

After shopping and going downstairs to the cafeteria, I subconsciously took my mobile phone and called He Cheng's number habitually, but the difference was that there was a beeping sound.

I was so scared that I almost spilled my drink.

It's a pity that no one answered the beep until the end.

So for the next time, I walked while typing, and checked left and right to see if I could see her by chance.

After a few minutes, the other end finally picked up at the tenth second of the fifth call.

Suddenly nervous.

I stood holding the phone, not daring to move or speak, and listened carefully to the sound from the other end.

Fortunately, the campus in the afternoon is not very lively, and it is not so noisy that I can't hear her voice clearly.

She said, "Hello."

My heart beat hard.

"You're back?"

She said, "Yeah."

There was a long silence.

I licked my lips and was about to say something, but she took a step ahead of me and said softly, "Zhou Xiaoyi, tell me something more."

If the longing can be turned into a real thing, I think it will be my tears.

Yes, I cried.

There's no reason, but it's just a sore nose.

I squeezed my throat and asked, "What do you want to hear?"

She chuckled: "Are you crying?"

I washed my nose: "No." Take a long breath: "You have to listen to me." I thought for a while, since she wanted to hear my voice, then: "Let me recite a tongue twister for you."

When the voice fell, I could clearly hear her laughing.

She said, "Miss me?"

I nodded, wanting to answer her quickly and emphatically, but in order to show my reserve, I counted silently for a second, lowered my tone, and asked back: "Did you miss me?"

She couldn't hide it: "I miss you."

I pause.

After all, it was her, no matter what, it made people feel very lingering.

I went further: "How much do you want?"

She hummed to express her thinking, and then said, "I want to hear you recite your tongue twisters."

I laughed out, concentrating on my tone, took a breath, and began to run to the north slope with eight hundred pacesetters. Only in the fourth sentence, I realized that something was wrong, my voice actually came out from the receiver.

I stopped immediately and turned my head to look, and sure enough I saw He Cheng standing behind me, looking at me with a smile.

I haven't seen her for several months, but she is still so beautiful, walking slowly like a goddess.

And I, still so funny, stood at attention at the gate of the dormitory, reciting tongue twisters.

Suddenly humiliated, I put down the phone, trotted over and hugged her tightly, strangled her tightly, and said embarrassingly, "Don't laugh!"

She smiled deeply and said, "Okay, don't laugh."

I:……

We didn't go back in a hurry, but walked around the dormitory area. The scenery here is very good, there are many trails, and there are no flowers all over the ground in autumn, and the dead branches are also very artistic. We want to make people stay.

For the freshness of fish, fish and chicken steak, we walked slowly for half a circle and decided to eat it.

When I'm with He Cheng, I always have endless things to say, as if she just left yesterday, we don't have any barriers, she holds my hand with the same warmth as before, and looks at me with the same eyes.

In the past few dozen days, I have used He Cheng’s WeChat as a diary, reporting to her every day and telling her interesting things. I don’t know if she has read it, but fortunately, when I repeat the interesting things in WeChat , she didn't expose me, saying that she had heard it.

I was so excited, it seemed that I was dancing and dancing, and I didn't look like an old school girl in my senior year at all.

When I was resting, she also told me about what happened during the competition, good and bad, she told me.

While talking, she suddenly grabbed me and stopped me from moving forward. I turned to look at her curiously, but she squatted down.

It turned out that my shoelace was untied, so I squatted down and had an urge to untie the other shoelace too.

She looked up at me: "Is it fun?"

I tilted my head and stuck out my tongue: "Super fun."

She shook her head, still reaching out to tie her shoelaces.

Neither of us stood up when we finished tying. I put my hands on my knees and looked at her with my head on them.She tilted her head and looked at me.

I smiled and showed my dimples, which really made her laugh too.

She said, "Can I kiss you?" Zhou Xiaoyi.

I raised my eyebrows: "I said no, why don't you kiss?"

"of course."

She reached out and lifted my chin.

"It's useless to say anything."

After she finished speaking, she kissed him gently and softly.

of course.

I also know.

I said nothing.

In front of her, I only have to obey, I like what she asks me to do, I like what she does for me, I like all the details of her, I like all the details of what happened between her and me, whether it is the past or the future .

I like her.

(End of the article)

The author has something to say: It's over~

Thanks to the little angels who have come all the way~~

Give you a big one.

Finally, another meme! !