this life is waiting

It's been said that when the person you like stands in front of you, everything else fades away.

I believe this sentence.

I saw her before the car entered the school gate, sitting on the ground with a sign not afraid of dirt, the sun made her squint her eyes, as if in a daze, staring into the distance blankly.

I didn't let my parents continue to see me off, and I resolutely let them go back by car.

The people who got off the bus swarmed and crowded the school, I saw that she suddenly became energetic and stood up straight with a sign, but no one was walking towards her, she pouted in frustration, and sat down silently again. Go down reads;.

Finally we meet again.

I kept thinking about what it would be like to stand in front of her again.

Because of the hard work in high school, I stayed up late to do the questions, and lost a lot of weight. Later, people gradually said that I was good-looking, so I started to dress myself up. I thought, if this is the case, she will notice me.

Always want to appear in front of her with a better posture.

As it turned out, she noticed me, and I read the wow that came out of her mouth the instant she saw me.

Then she enthusiastically took me through all the procedures, told me all the details she knew, and left her contact information so that I could find her if I had any questions.

It was a small step. On the way back to the dormitory, the school bus greeted the hot wind, and my heart was also blown.

Everything can be obtained by reaching out, but it makes me very timid, as timid as Ye Gong loves dragons.

Later I heard that she was broken in love. I heard that she was sad for a long time because of the loss of love. I wondered if this loss of love was the same as my mentality at that time. I didn’t know where it hurt, but it was terribly uncomfortable.

All he could do was get close to her, and get closer to her.

Wanting to be by her side as a lover, but can only keep a distance from her as a friend, this kind of torture is even more painful than the previous longing.

She is still the same as I remember, she likes to laugh, listen to stories, chat, and tease herself. I can attribute all the advantages I can think of to her. She is so cute, and I like her so much.

No matter how she tried to cover it up, the thoughts of admiration still floated on the surface, and she began to hide from me, cutting off all ties with me.

At the moment, I really panicked.

Whether it was done poorly or too well, she felt like avoiding it.

This memory is always sad, but fortunately we are together, although there are countless rehearsals in the hypothesis, but the realization is like a dream.

We are in this together.

Together.

Many people say that what they expected too much has finally come true, but they don't feel much.

I deny this.

In those few days, I soaked in the honey pot that I worked with her, no matter what I did or said, I felt sweet.

I like everything about her, I like the feeling she brings me, like the current life, every movement of her, or she smiles at me suddenly by accident, or stares blankly suddenly by accident, or speaks inexplicably cold by accident Jokes, I like them all.

In order not to make me jealous, she carefully guards against the people around her. In order to give me a sense of security, she can persuade me word by word. In order to prove my existence, she introduces me with dancing and dancing.

This kind of Zhou Xiaoyi can treat me submissively without doing anything to me, and obey her words.

It was not until today that she understood the truth of the matter.

Maybe we like chatting in the corridor too much. Although it is a bit hot, the evening wind blowing from the window will not make people sweat.

Voice-activated lights, we spoke carefully, for fear of waking up the light and spying on us.

There is light in her eyes, and there is me in the light.

I love her.