this life is waiting

what.

The weather is so nice today.

Zhou Xiaoyi said so after the gluttonous feast.

Air-conditioned afternoons in summer always make people very sleepy. These days, I can’t fall asleep at night because of the inexplicable excitement. So after the series of exercises just now, I collapsed on the bed tired, pretending to sleep for a few seconds, and then really fell asleep.

It was already dark when I woke up, and there was weak light coming in from the window. There was a small light on by He Cheng’s bed, and she was reading quietly with a book in her hand. She was already dressed and leaned against the bed, leaving me naked in the quilt.

I shrunk in. Although I have done the most intimate thing, it is still very embarrassing to see the picture of the body at a glance.

Because of the movement, she looked down at me, and I only exposed my eyes and smiled at her.

"Good afternoon." I said.

She smiled and responded to me: "Good afternoon."

After she finished speaking, she took the bookmark and put it in the book, closed it and put it beside the bed, and wanted to come in when she lifted the quilt.

"Get me some clothes first."

After saying this, I blushed inexplicably. In order not to let her find out, I wrapped my whole body in the quilt.

Really, so embarrassing.

And just now, I was doing this and that under her body, oh my god, that's not my voice.

He Cheng let me get up and went to the closet to find her white shirt.

The white shirt is the most thoughtful thing, it has a faint transparency, a faint length, and a faint neckline reads;.

Wrapped in the quilt to wear clothes, the light is not good and I was confused, and when I opened the quilt, I found that the buttons were buttoned in the wrong place.Wanting to keep wrapping it up and buckling it up again, student He Cheng who was sitting on the side finally couldn't help but reached out and grabbed my hand, stopping my movement.

She didn't say anything, her eyes were unwavering, she unbuttoned the buttons one by one, and then fastened them one by one, just like how I treated my dolls when I was a child.

My being alone and shy just now is nothing in He Cheng's eyes. She didn't express any opinions on this matter, nor did she tease me as usual, her attitude was very indifferent. If she didn't look at me with gentle eyes, I would have doubted her Don't love me after eating dry wipe.

People often have a rebellious mentality. If you insist on doing something, you may resist and don’t want to do it. But she is so indifferent, it makes me want to take off her clothes and fight her for another three hundred rounds.

I lay down again and I pulled her to join us. We looked at each other for a few moments. I smiled at her and asked, "What are you thinking?"

She reached out and brushed all the hair in front of me back, and replied, "I don't think so."

After she opened her arms, I leaned over clearly and leaned on her arm. She put her other hand on my waist and pulled me over. When I got closer, I could smell the fragrance of her body. Reaching out to grab the collar of her blouse, he pulled down and bit her collarbone.

Hearing her panting with the word grace next to my head, I was just malicious, but Su couldn't help but licked her twice, then my mind twitched, and I pulled her collar to look inside .

Sure enough, no underwear hahaha!

My mental activity is really abnormal...

She didn't stop me and let me watch, but I let her go embarrassedly.

People who are calm and calm, do they see the world as mother's mental retardation? I think the way she looks at me now looks like a mental retardation. Her generosity is in stark contrast to my humility.

I licked my lips, looked up at her, and asked curiously, "I said, won't you be shy?"

The rank is too high, why would I be tortured to death by a school girl who is two years younger.

But she replied to me: "Of course."

I was stunned, looking at her serious face, if it weren't for her hands still touching my waist and back, she would really be abstinent like this.

I pursed my mouth: "You don't seem to be shy like this."

She smiled lowly, lowered her head and kissed my lips, then pinched the tip of my nose briefly, and said, "You can't just do nothing just because you're shy."

It makes sense...

Couples who are shy and unable to extricate themselves should not expect to develop after holding hands.

I smiled at her, and she poked my dimple with her hand.

I asked: "Do you like my dimples very much?"

She looked me in the eyes and said yes.

Sure enough, she likes my dimples. Last year, I felt that she liked my dimples. No wonder I always have the feeling that when she looks at me, she is actually looking at my dimples.

I also reached out to poke my dimples, and asked: "If I don't have dimples, would you still like me?" I put this assumption a long time ago, the high school in my memory: "You turned your head back then, I If there are no dimples when I smile at you, do you dislike me?"

It's actually very strange to care about this matter, why do I always like to assume something that doesn't exist, obviously this dimple is mine, what the hell am I doing when I eat dimple vinegar.

I understand the truth, but I still look at her expectantly.

She said, "If I were as fat as I was in high school, would you still like me?"

This...isn't fun.

I laughed dryly and pinched her chin, "But you are very beautiful now."

She said: "You are beautiful too." After a pause, she added: "There are dimples."

All right, this is the end of the program of complimenting each other.

Assuming such things in the past will only add sentimentality, without any substantive meaning. When the other party praises you, you feel that you are lying, but you are not happy when the other party tells the truth.

Why bother, plainness is the truth.

I rubbed her chin a few times. In fact, her nostrils are facing me at the moment, but I still think she is so beautiful. I admired her and asked: "You studied hard at that time, and you lost weight. Is it because of me?" ?”

Just call me a narcissist, I really want to know.

She thought for a while, then smiled at me: "That's right."

"Actually, just after you entered college, the school posted the admission list. At that time, I thought you were out of reach." She played with my fingers, kneading them into a strange shape, and continued: "Until you go back to school, sit By my side, with me at the same table for a whole quarter, I decided to catch up with you."

I let out a long sigh: "It's hard to believe that I am the heroine in such an inspirational story."

She chuckled and tucked my thumb between her index and middle fingers.

I asked, "What about losing weight, did you do it on purpose or by yourself?"

"I lost weight by myself." She pulled out her thumb: "I'm so tired from studying."

Her ah melted into a sigh.

I followed suit with a sigh, watching her raise my hand, and kissed lightly on the back of her hand: "You are so outstanding, I have been chasing you so hard."

Still with that aggrieved tone, she still looked at me with such cautious eyes after she finished speaking...Foul!

Now that I am standing in a high position, allow me to use a proud tone, I raised her chin, raised my eyebrows and said: "So you met me later, and you were still close to me, but why didn't you say it, you never said it. "

She pursed her lips and looked at me, and said slowly, "Don't dare."

"Before coming to school, I met some people online, including the school girl who confessed to you." She looked into my eyes: "Probably complaining, she used the group as a tree hole and told stories all night, saying that she I liked a straight female senior and told the story between them. The group urged her to confess that night, but the next day she came up and said that the confession failed, saying that the senior not only didn't like her, but also hated homosexuality. "

I swallow.

She continued: "I didn't know until I came to school that the senior she was talking about was you."

This is really... a crime, so it turns out that the source of everything is me?

Dou Xiaoyi has been wronged.

I explained the ins and outs of that time to He Cheng, but after I finished speaking, I was very powerless.Many people like to tell their past in the non-life circle world, like to share everything about themselves with strangers, and like to add oil and vinegar.

No wonder He Cheng has been afraid to tell me that there is still such a reason.

I sighed, moved closer to her, and asked, "But didn't you ever think that it's not worth it? They all came after me reads;."

She smiled: "It's not worth it, I'm at least because you have become better." After saying this, she suddenly raised her eyes to look at me: "Yes, it's not worth it, so Zhou Xiaoyi, you have to treat me well."

I burst out laughing.

"Okay~ treat you well." I patted her head very kindly.

She held my hand and looked at my eyebrows and eyes: "No matter what happens, you can't leave me."

I said: "Okay."

She laughed: "I agreed without thinking."

What could happen to make me leave her, I can't imagine, maybe one day I don't love her... Wow, this idea is really scary, I am so beautiful, so gentle, so good to me, I don't love her, I have sick? !

I wanted to swear to her, but she suddenly hugged me. The hug at this moment made me hear the heartbeat clearly, two different rhythms, I don't know which one is hers and which one is mine.

"I'll take it as if you promised me seriously." She said, "You were pulled in by me. I'm so greedy. I got you. If you give up on me someday."

She paused and hugged me tighter: "I will cry."

Since I haven't seen her cry yet, is it...

Ah, now is not the time to think about that.

What He Cheng said really poked his heart out, and the atmosphere of the chat was so good that she almost made her cry.

I patted her on the back a few times, as if she was really crying, and pulled a distance, I said to her: "I won't."

After I finished speaking, I asked: "But then again, if you like someone like this, what if I have a bad temper, what if I have a bad personality, what if I don't suit you in every way?"

She smiled: "It turns out that you are very good."

I tilted my head: "Let's make a hypothesis, what if, what if!"

She said: "Then use your dimple to solve it."

I snorted and rolled my eyes: "Do you like my dimples or me!"

She smiled deeper: "I like you."

What the hell is this sudden feeling of anger? I let out a breath and said three words in my heart, Zhou Xiaoyi, this dimple is yours...

He Cheng is not serious, he really can't have a good chat.

Probably because I saw my hair blown up, she touched my head and came over and wanted to kiss me. I tried to avoid it but failed, but unfortunately she caught it easily, so we did it again.

What a long day.

So hungry.

It was already 8 o'clock in the evening after packing up everything again, and we decided to go out to solve the problem of eating.

Reluctant to leave home on a hot day, when I opened the door, the air outside was in stark contrast to the inside, and I felt like my sweat was about to flow down immediately.

When I was about to go out, she suddenly grabbed my wrist from behind, and I looked back to see her squatting down in front of me, with her bag slanted across her body, helping me tie my shoelaces.

Looking at her head, I was suddenly moved for no reason.

I stomped on my toes, bowed my head and said, "Tell me about it carefully, what was it like when you met me in your first year of high school."