this life is waiting

During a heart-to-heart talk late at night, the relationship between He Cheng and I rose in a straight line. Although we still rarely saw each other at the end of the semester as before, at least now I won’t randomly suspect that it’s because she doesn’t want to see me .

People always like to judge the things around them with subjective consciousness. In fact, the objects of reverie don't think so much.

Everyone is still running according to the original life trajectory. She followed a group of her roommates to the library to review and discuss, while I stayed in the dormitory and fought with the exercises. The weather has entered the summer and it is always hot.

Before going to university, I searched all the majors of the university on the Internet. At that time, I was just a blind high school graduate with no purpose for the future. Every analysis of the majors on the Internet made me nervous. However, the fact Yes, after a few days, every major was attacked beyond recognition.

Those who study medicine say, I sincerely advise you not to touch medicine in this life. Those who study law say, don’t study law, you will lose your hair. Economically speaking, graduation is to be a salesman and run a business, please look elsewhere, etc.

In the end, none of the majors were recognized by the talents of this major, but I think that those who recognize their majors are probably studying hard, and who has the time to gossip on the Internet.

I actually don't really remember why I chose my major, but I remember that I filled out a lot of applications at the time, and this was put at the top of the list.

Although I am not lucky that I met He Cheng because I chose this school, but thinking about it, it is probably a coincidence, it just made us know each other a little earlier, maybe without the first meeting that day, we will meet someday I will meet fellow villagers, I will meet on the streets of City A, and I will meet when I return to my alma mater in high school.

And those times, we would look at each other and smile, and then.

No more contact, hahaha.

Well, although I covet her beauty, after all, I am a coward who will not take the initiative. Thinking about it this way, I am still very grateful for all the fate that made us meet. When I met that day, although I was not in a good state, but Thankfully, she's always been perfect.

I once asked her why she chose physics as a major. She didn't explain too much, but said that it was the wish of her parents.

However, I am still very confused about the direction of my future work. Although there are generally only three types, one is to find a professional counterpart, the second is to go back to take a civil servant exam to eat national food, and the third is to work in an ordinary job with a wrong major.

The first one is a bit difficult for me. Yuyu and I once imagined that we would work on construction sites after graduation, complaining to each other in disgrace. I don’t love myself in that kind of life, and my mother would love me too.

After I told He Cheng this idea, she just asked me: "What about you? What do you want to do?"

I thought about it for a long time, but I didn’t think about it for a long time. I turned the cable of the earphone a few times: “I don’t know.” After I finished speaking, I sighed: “You are only a freshman, so I won’t discuss this with you.” I spoke into the microphone Smiled: "But you wait, wait until I earn a lot of money to support you."

I heard her laugh over there, "You don't need to raise me, but Zhou Xiaoyi, you must consider me when you think about the future."

I said hello.

After hanging up the phone, Yuyu threw a banana over, I took it steadily, she kicked my stool with her foot, gnawed on the banana and said: "Every day I call across the wall, what can't be face-to-face?" Let's talk."

Me: slightly slightly.

But since I thought about work, I asked Yuyu casually: "Have you thought about what to do in the future?"

Yuyu shook her head: "No, why are you thinking about this? We are Mengxin in junior year." She put her hands on her chin and made a flower pattern, and put a soft banana peel under the flower, "Mengxin There is no need to think about it, we will discuss it in half a year."

Well, it makes sense, live in the moment.

Eat the current banana first.

On the day of the final exam, He Cheng and I decided to treat him to dinner. The main reason for this idea was that Tang Shuo did the same thing when we were together. This kind of thing is actually very common in universities. Single, then if necessary, please have a meal to celebrate.

Although Tang Shuo's ostentation at that time was so exaggerated that I almost regretted being with him, but this thought was right.

We discussed it and felt that there is no need to be so exaggerated. Although many people are not malicious, they really don't understand, and we don't need to make things difficult for ourselves. A harmonious society develops harmoniously, and we can hide as much as we can.

So we only invited Yuyu and Zhao Jia.

This kind of gathering without friends seemed more like a regular meal, and we found a restaurant at random.Probably because of the end of the term, there were a lot of people in the store. After a few minutes, the boss vacated an empty table for us, and after greeting us casually, we sat down.

They politely handed over the menu to me, and I happily finished ordering according to everyone's taste, and when I was about to happily continue to take on the role of the only mutual friend at this table, He Cheng told me, The three of them have a WeChat group.

I:? ? ?

"Why do you three have a WeChat group?" I glanced at everyone in surprise and spread my hands: "In this way I will misunderstand that you are talking bad things about me behind my back."

After hearing this, Yuyu answered my words: "You have not misunderstood."

I made a gesture to hit her.

Since He Cheng is the only one on this table who won't lie to me, I hooked her arm, stuck to her and asked, "Why why why? What are the three of you talking about in your WeChat group?"

I really can't think of a reason other than talking bad about me.

He Cheng smiled at me, and threw the pot to Zhao Jia, "Ask her, she built it."

I looked at Zhao Jia expectantly, and Zhao Jia laughed a few times, "It's nothing, at first I posted about your daily life, mainly for He Cheng to read, although she doesn't talk often." She shrugged: "Later It became a chat group for me and senior sister Yuyu, senior sister Yuyu is mainly responsible for posting her comics in it, and I am responsible for following her."

I let out a long sigh: "So this is a cross talk group." I asked Zhao Jia, "Is it tiring to support people against your will?"

Zhao Jia first glanced at Yuyu, and then said against her will: "You can't say that, senior sister's drawing is still very good."

I hahaha three times: "If you don't tear the tissue, the credibility of this sentence will be higher."

After hearing this, Yuyu took out a piece of paper, crumpled it up and threw it over.

No wonder she seldom mentioned her comics recently. It turns out that she has new fans, which is quite rare. The last time the cute girl told me in class that Yuyu’s paintings became more and more unbearable to look at directly, and she still couldn’t understand What the hell was it talking about before?I agree very much, this classmate has finally been separated from Yuyu's small MLM organization.

But I didn't tell Yuyu about this. Even though she was a little swollen because of the cute girl's love during that time, I still chose to hide it from her. Public progress even has the effect of making her physically and mentally healthy. Why expose sad things? If you don’t like it, don’t watch it, no one is forcing you.

Sometimes I feel like a wise man when I am reasonable.

It would be even better if someone compliments me, I also want to experience the taste of swelling.

The meal was very enjoyable. After the meal, Zhao Jia and Yuyu began to ask for credit from each other. They had lost their polite manner at the beginning, and were racking their brains to show off themselves. In order to let He Cheng and Zhou Xiaoyi be together, the feat.

Zhao Jia said that she often dismissed the light bulbs in the dormitory, so that He Cheng and I had a chance to get along.

Yuyu said that she can do this too, as long as she is not in the dormitory, He Cheng and I can do whatever we want.

Zhao Jia said that she often said good things about He Cheng in front of me.

Yuyu said, I often praise He Cheng in front of Xiao Yi.

Zhao Jia said, I advised He Cheng on how to catch up with the senior sister.

Yuyu said, I also give advice to Xiao Yi.

……

They were on equal footing, the atmosphere was as if they were drunk, and they were about to fight, I immediately stepped forward to stop them, like a kindergarten teacher comforting children, telling them word by word, each of you is great .

The two children who were praised instantly became very obedient, probably because this world has changed me, I actually felt that the two of them had Xipi feelings, and I saw that Renji’s words were really good, and I knew that this kind of thinking was wrong, but still I couldn't bear my temper and named them Yoga by the way.

On the way back, Yuyu and Zhao Jia walked in front, He Cheng and I followed behind, maybe because of the idea just now, I felt more and more that they were in love, so I took advantage of the distance between them, I squeezed Squeezing He Cheng's hand, he whispered to her what he had just thought.

He Cheng laughed softly after hearing this, and turned to look at me: "I've been thinking about something all day long."

I chuckled, pointed to my dimples, smiled deeply, and turned my head to look at her: "Am I cute!"

He Cheng laughed: "Cute."

After she finished speaking, she took my hand and poked it hard into my dimple. I touched my face, and sure enough, I left nail marks on it, so I also held her hand, thinking about taking her by force. The index finger poked her face, Naihe was dodged by her, I was so angry that I grabbed her head on my feet and gnawed on her face.

I didn't dare to use force, this action looked like a kiss, and coincidentally, the two people in front heard the sound we made because of the battle, and both turned their heads and looked over.

Rounding it up, I'm raping her.

I immediately let go of He Cheng, looking at the malicious smiles of the two people in front of me, it seemed that I was particularly dissatisfied with desire and dissatisfaction, what was too much, He Cheng actually pretended to be innocent.

I heard Yuyu in front of me say in distaste: "Hey, what are you doing, Xiao Yi?"

Zhao Jia continued: "Come on strong."

He Cheng added: "She is too strong."

I:……

Whether I am strong or not, would He Cheng not know...

As expected, I came from a group, so kill me.