this life is waiting

The hug was so brief that I didn't have time to think about whether to put my hands on her waist or put my arms around her neck.But the posture of hugging the neck is bound to turn my hands around, which destroys the beauty, so after my head was buzzing, I reached out to hug her, but unfortunately she let me go before touching her clothes.

So far, at the right time and distance, she smiled at me and said, "Go back."

For the time being, I can't judge whether she is drunk or not. In addition, I can't judge whether she told me not to reconcile because she cared about me or something else.

On the way back, I always felt that something was wrong, so I looked up, and sure enough, I saw two heads protruding from the window in the corridor of the dormitory. I couldn't see clearly, but it was obvious that they were the silhouettes of Zhao Jia and Yuyu.

There's nothing wrong with these two being together.

I asked He Cheng many times if she was okay, which made me a little annoyed, and finally when I was on the fourth floor, she asked me while walking: "If I'm not good, do you want to carry me up or hug me up."

I thought about it seriously, and felt that the degree of difficulty in hugging was too high. In addition, He Cheng was heavier and taller than me.

I coughed and looked at her vacantly: "Back, carry it on your back?" I thought for a while and added: "You don't have to carry it or hug it, I can still support you."

She turned to look at me and chuckled, her eyes seemed to say, you weakling who can't even carry a suitcase.

We parted ways with her and went back to the dormitory. As expected, we were greeted with a tortured expression on Yuyu's face. She put the chair in the center like a grandpa, with her legs crossed, a toothpick in her mouth, and her arm on the armchair. On, eyebrows raised and raised very technically, mouth crooked and said: "Tell me."

I picked up my hand, made a fork with two index fingers and placed it near my lips: "No progress."

Yuyu clicked a few times: "There is no progress, hugging so hard downstairs, no progress, you are laughing ass."

I shook my head and rattled a few times, ignored her and threw herself on the bed after changing her clothes.

I don't know why He Cheng would suddenly tell me about Tang Shuo. She also saw it when we met that day. I was sure my attitude was very clear. Thinking of this, I turned over on the bed. what?

I suddenly regretted quitting that group, and now I can’t even read gossip, and when I just quit the group, someone asked me in private if it was because of Tang Shuo.

Could it be that there is no one else in my life after Tang Shuo...

Before going to bed at night, I asked He Cheng a few more questions about her situation, and after she told me that she was fine, I asked Zhao Jia a few more questions worriedly.

Although Zhao Jia sometimes exaggerated a bit, she was still a down-to-earth girl. If she said He Cheng was fine, then she was really fine.

After talking about He Cheng, Zhao Jia suddenly asked me what I thought of Tang Shuo.

Once someone asks you how that person is, you must be alert, either she likes that person, or she wants to sell that person to you.

Zhao Jia’s words were followed by a small tilde, which made it difficult for me to tell what she meant, but in the end, I also watched this little girl go from the first semester of freshman to the second semester of freshman, and I couldn’t let her She went astray, so instead of circling with her, I asked her purpose directly.

I like him?

Zhao Jia: Just asking.

Me: You have to tell me the purpose before I can tell you how he is.

Zhao Jia: Ah~

She didn't reply to me for a long time after this word, which made me a little confused. Just when I thought she was going to end this topic, she suddenly sent a message.

Zhao Jia: I don't like it.

After thinking about it for so long, I was very skeptical, so I typed a long paragraph about Tang Shuo, probably because he is serious about things, but it’s best not to touch him because of his emotional convenience, but after typing and reading it again, I always feel a bit suspected of talking bad about people behind their backs, as if they say grapes are sour after eating grapes, so I simply learned a sentence, just don’t like it.

She's still an ah plus a tilde to end the topic.

Seasonal changes in the south are always exaggerated. Short-sleeved down jackets during the day and down jackets at night, and the temperature difference between day and night also tell you that summer is coming.

He Cheng has been very busy recently, and they took the experimental class ahead of schedule this year, so they always ran to the laboratory for several days.

A physical experiment is the scariest thing. Its result is not caused by one process, but by many processes. If it is not as expected, it is conceivable that it is a big process when checking for errors in the middle.

He Cheng told me that when they were doing the experiment, what a layman like me can ask is: "Will it explode?"

Today, because I needed to fill in the form at the counselor's place, I was a little late for dinner. When I went to the cafeteria, there was almost no one there. I found a freshly cooked restaurant, ordered a bowl of noodles, and found an empty corner to eat.

Towards the end, suddenly a person was seated across from me. I bit off my face and looked up. It was Tang Shuo who I hadn't seen for a long time. He looked at me with a happy face, what a coincidence.

Since the last phone call, we haven't met or contacted each other, and I heard from Zhao Jia that Tang Shuo is chasing a girl now. At that time, I panicked and asked if it was her. Cheng.

This made me even more terrified, and every chance I got in the past few days, I tried to sidestep He Cheng, but when He Cheng mentioned Tang Shuo, he always had an indifferent tone, even a little impatient, so I had no choice but to give up.

I have always admired the speed at which he finds a girlfriend. Maybe I have experienced this kind of hasty fast food, but I feel that I am not suitable for this kind of emotional life. I like the delicacy from shallow to deep, like He Cheng.

It's not like, just like He Cheng.

Haha shameless.

According to this, my current relationship with Tang Shuo is not only an ex, but also a love rival?

subtle.

After I replied, I heard him say, "Don't hide from me, I'm chasing someone now."

I almost spit it out.

He has a sense of presence from there, and he will feel that I am avoiding him.

Although it was awkward, I finished eating the noodles in front of his eyes. After wiping my mouth, I looked up at him and asked, "You and He Cheng, have you gotten very close recently?"

He hesitated for a long time, then smiled generously: "Yes."

I paused: "How close?"

He shrugged: "Very close."

I pressed the tissue under my chin, looked up at him, and asked in a low voice, "Are you chasing her?"

His expression became even more exciting, as if he was probing, squinting at me and smiling, full of ruffian: "What if I say yes?"

I pursed my lips and glared at him: "I won't talk to you." I sorted out my rhetoric: "I don't care what you do now, I just want to say that I don't like you and don't want you to be together, so you can't use it. Small tricks to make her like you."

Tang Shuo raised his eyebrows after hearing this, and looked into my eyes: "Say what you say, why are you crying?"

I wiped my face immediately without crying.

Tang Shuo smiled, "Hahaha, Zhou Xiaoyi, you've changed, hahaha." He suddenly shook his head and looked at me, "Isn't it, I've been away for half a year, and you've changed?"

I was vigilant: "I don't understand what you are saying."

Tang Shuo smiled, "Admit it, I like He Cheng."

I watched him not speak.

He added: "If you admit it, I won't chase her."

At this point, I knocked on the table, looked up in a negotiating posture, and said, "I admit it."

Tang Shuo laughed heartily, and after saying a good word, he stood up and beckoned me to leave. I looked at his back and felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't tell exactly what was wrong.

No matter, anyway, I have rescued He Cheng, a good boy, from Tang Shuo's grasp, and everything else is just floating clouds.

There is no one in the classroom tonight, so after dinner, I went to the monitor to get the key and went to the classroom.

The blackboard newspapers in the class have always been made by me and the cultural and entertainment committee members. When I was a freshman, a cute turtle drawn in my book was discovered by chance by the class leader. Since then, it has brought me to the point of no return. At that time, I was afraid of trouble. , Let the class monitor accidentally flip through other people's books, what if there are surprises?However, he refused and educated me, saying that I hindered the collective progress and was not a good student. I felt wronged and had to accept it.

Although it is only superficial, I was forced by my mother to study for several years when I was a child, but it is very valuable in engineering like ours.

It was already dark when I arrived in the classroom. I turned on the light and found that the words on the blackboard had been written, and they were waiting for me to add pictures. The paints and pens were ready.

It's nothing more than adding some frames and adding a little decoration.Ever since I was ranked first in the blackboard newspaper in my freshman year, I have never been on the list again. After all, my style is like this.

No one asked me to change myself, no one asked me to change my style of painting, and I was already tired of aesthetics, and I had a bad memory, so I often drew repeated paintings, but I was never pointed out.

What a loving family.

When I was drawing leaves with a brush, the phone rang. I looked down and saw He Cheng. I turned on the loudspeaker on my elbow to answer the call. She only asked where I was. I said I was in class and hung up the phone.

It was a bit inexplicable, because I had a pen and a drawing board in my hand, so I didn't pay attention to these.

Ten minutes later, the last frame was finally finished. I sorted out the remnants of the class, went to the bathroom to wash my hands, and took out my mobile phone to check the time on the way back to the classroom, but saw dozens of messages on WeChat.

First click on Zhao Jia's, she has pictures and chat records, I looked at the door of the bathroom for a full 5 minutes before I sorted out the before and after of the matter.

He Cheng and Tang Shuo were found out on a date at a dessert shop in the school tonight. Several groups in the physics department were asking about it, wondering if they were together. They also said that the flowers and grasses had been internally digested, and attached a few more In the photo of the two sitting opposite each other, the distance is just enough to see that the two are in a good mood.

I gritted my teeth subconsciously, and the more I watched, the more flustered I became. This incident had happened for more than half an hour, so I asked Zhao Jia how he was doing now, and then withdrew.

There is another message, which was sent to me by Tang Shuo, only three words.

You're welcome.

I walked to the classroom while wondering, and when I opened the door, there were more people in the classroom, which shocked me.

He Cheng was reading the blackboard newspaper. When he saw me coming in, he turned to look at me, because he was sitting on the table with his legs dangling in the air and his hands pressed against the edge.

After she smiled at me, I realized that my expression was a little stiff, so I smiled at her too.

With this smile, the tension in my heart was inexplicably out of control, and I almost couldn't move.

I put away my phone and stared at her blankly: "Why are you here?"

He Cheng was still in the same dress in the photo, sitting on the table in the middle, with a smile on his face, looking at the blackboard and asking, "Did you draw it?"

I hummed and walked over, stood in front of her and asked, "Why are you here?"

She smiled at me with pursed lips, and suddenly stretched out her hand to play with the buttons on my coat.

The woolen jacket was also covered with a layer of fabric outside the buttons. She clamped the buttons with her index finger and middle finger and rubbed the thumbs on it a few times. Looking up at me, she was so gentle.

"I'll come and see," she said.

I pursed my lips, not knowing what to say for a while.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, her arm suddenly exerted strength and pulled my button. Although it was not big, it was enough to make me approach her.

The whole body was terribly quiet, there were only a few streetlights outside the teaching building, she was sitting and I was standing, the desk was high, and she was a bit taller than me. I was disturbed by her action, whether it was intentional or not, and my heart was very confused.

She looked down at me slightly, and out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of her thumb still moving, but it seemed to me that she was not touching my button, but me.

Finally, she asked in a low voice, "Do you like me?"

The voice is thin and soft, with her original magnetism, echoing in my ears bit by bit.

Do you like me?

Don't you like me?

Do you like me?

Because of this sentence, I looked at her in horror.

Is it right, should I answer yes or no.

His reason has been rushed to the sky, and it only takes a moment to open and close his mouth.

Time stood still, I looked into her eyes, and said with a misty smile, "Yes."

After I finished speaking, I realized that my voice was trembling, even my jaw was trembling.

Compared to me, she looked much calmer, just looking at me, I stared into her eyes, saw me in her pupils, disappeared and reappeared with every blink of her eyes.

While we were talking, she had slid off the table without a sound, leaned against the table, and stood in front of me.

The eyelashes flickered, I got bigger and bigger, she got closer and closer, the hand holding the button let go, and walked around behind her unhurriedly, instead of hugging her, she put it on her waist.

I swallowed, obviously these actions only took a few seconds, but I felt unbearably enjoyable.

There was a smile on the corner of He Cheng's mouth. In just a few seconds, we were already at a dangerous distance.It's not an illusion, I know what will happen next, the tip of her nose has already touched me, although my heart is excited, but I still put my hand on her shoulder, pulling a little distance away.

Because of this movement, she tightened her hand on my waist, and couldn't make me back away.

I looked at her, feeling the beating of my heart and my whole body, and asked, "You know, if you do this, our relationship will change."

She still kept that smile, which seemed to be deeper. I was thinking, what was she thinking when she looked into my eyes, I thought, was she thinking about her own affairs, or was she looking at her in my eyes just like me.

I think.

I didn't think about anything.

Just listen to her soft voice: "Would you like to?"

The army was defeated like a mountain, what a crime I did, to meet such a nice and gentle person.

Even things like confession are so gentle and delicate, making your heart rippling out of control.

"Yes." I said.

After she heard this, she exerted force on her hands, and I slammed into her arms. She lowered her head, first the tip of her nose touched mine, and then her lips touched mine lightly, with a slight upward hook, forcing me to look up to her.

At this moment, I closed my eyes slightly, and only felt the touch she left on my lips. I clicked it a few times, and it was soft and soft, and then I slowly started to caress. She also bit me. I can even imagine that I have been bitten. The place where the tooth marks were engraved for a moment, then filled with blood, and then the tooth marks were carved again.

I have never tasted such a soft and delicious thing. It has no taste at all, but it makes people feel intoxicated and does not want to leave for a moment. When her tongue came in, my sense of panic was gone. With mine, I was in it bit by bit. Wandering in the mouth, the tip of the tongue circles around my tongue, chewing slowly, delicately and affectionately.

Occupied.