It's okay, don't flirt!

Clutching the wallet tightly, his joints turned white, his veins appeared, and his heart throbbed with pain.He has never been so uncomfortable as now, and any period of time in the past is not as painful as it is now.He was clearly close at hand, but he couldn't get it, and the feeling of hopelessness weighed on his chest, making him almost unable to breathe.

He put on his glasses, walked out of the restaurant, looked at the wide and wide road, not knowing where to go.Taking a deep breath rigorously, he dialed Shen Jiang's phone number, "Can I find you?"

He stopped a car and set off for the address given by Shen Jiang.

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Knowing that Yan drove to Jiexi River, where the willow branches were floating and the river was gurgling, he sat quietly by the river, not knowing how to make a decision.He also has greed, but the double warning line to suppress greed is also eye-catching.

When he was in a dilemma, he tried to touch the cordon, made a phone call, and asked, "How are you?"

Han Le excitedly said: "I won the prize!"

Knowing that the words have not yet been spoken, Han Le kept making noises, "I have a wife! Hahaha, I will be a serious old man from now on!"

Mingzhi said: "Is being a father so happy?"

Han Le snorted proudly, "Is it fun to raise a dog? Don't say this is a talking pup!" No, it doesn't seem very good to describe his pup like this, he corrected: "Anyway, it's fun! If you have one, you can knew."

Ming Zhiyan responded with a smile, "Congratulations."

Han Le asked: "Why, what do you need from me?"

Ming Zhiyan said: "I have been confessed, and I haven't thought about how to reply."

"Looking for my staff? Tell me, what is it like?"

Ming Zhiyan said indifferently: "Forget it."

You see, cordons always do what they should.

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Yan Jing got out of the car, and found a small courtyard along the house number, with green shade and white walls, and was quiet.He rang the doorbell, and it was He Ming who answered.

He Ming stood in front of the door waiting for him, seeing that he looked listless with his flamboyant hairstyle, he didn't know why.

"what happened?"

With his head down rigorously, he passed by him and said weakly, "I was dumped."

Shen Jiang patted his head and comforted him: "Isn't it a waste to wear such a handsome dress today?"

Strictly and aggrievedly pursing the line of his lips, "I still got dumped for being so handsome."

He Ming looked at Shen Jiang, Shen Jiang was heartbroken, and asked, "Xiao Jin, who do you really like?"

Yan Jing lowered his eyes, remained silent for a while, and finally replied in a low voice: "My senior brother."

He Ming stepped forward, stared at him calmly, and asked, "Do you know what liking is?"

Biting his lip rigorously, panting heavily, why are they all questioning!He raised his head, stared at He Ming vigorously, and said in a tight voice, "I don't have a normal family, and I haven't experienced much love! But, I know that I want to accept the consideration of my senior brother, and I want to give all the best things to me." Give it to him. He is the only one who can make me accept it with peace of mind and give it without hesitation!"

He sniffed and said in a muffled voice: "If this is not worthy of being liked, then I..." Then I don't like senior brother?He still couldn't speak.

He Ming sighed, although outsiders should not intervene in this kind of thing, knowing that Yan has his own reasons for how to do it, but this little bastard has red eyes and a pitiful appearance, which is really distressing, knowing that Yan is his younger brother, why not be strict? ?

He Ming said softly: "He likes you. More than you can imagine."

Strictly stunned, he opened his eyes wide, thinking that he seemed to be hallucinating, and looked at He Ming incredulously, wanting to confirm.

He Ming didn't know where to start talking.It was said that his younger brother's stagnant personality always had ripples after encountering rigor, and he started to have a belly full of bad water, so he went to trick his junior brother to live together, and took advantage of playing football.But knowing that Yan is taking care of him carefully, he is afraid that the younger brother will be lonely during the New Year, and afraid that he will be lonely when he is sick.Silently started the secret love, and silently ended it, just because he was afraid of ruining the wish of the little junior brother to have a family of three. He used to be a kid who only cared about himself and was bound to get everything...

After Yan Jin came back from He Ming's house, he stood motionless in front of the porch, waiting for Ming Zhiyan to go home.He had been standing for several hours, his legs were sore and his feet were sore, and he would have been crooked when he was forced to stand on weekdays.But he didn't dare to move now, for fear that he would see his senior brother a second later, he wanted to hear Ming Zhiyan's answer immediately, and he couldn't wait for a moment.

Knowing that Yan walked back to school on Yeying, he didn't have the guts to face the rigorous persistence, so he had to delay the meeting and avoid meeting.He gently unlocked the lock, and the moment he opened the door, he couldn't help being stunned.

Yan Jing quickly dragged him into the room, closed the door, pushed him to the door, and put his hands on it. The movement was done in one go, and the distance between the two was only a few millimeters in an instant.

Yan Yan said: "I heard that you like me."

Ming Zhiyan lowered his head slightly, searching for the deep meaning in his eyes, it was sure and firm, and it was a question he couldn't avoid.He can guess who said it, and to what extent?He Ming probably sold out his younger brother.

The evidence is overwhelming, he can only confess, "Yan Yan, there can be many people who love you, it's not just me."

Strictly surrounding people tightly, he retorted stubbornly, "It's up to you."

Ming Zhiyan looked at him without saying a word.

Such silence made rigor unbearable, "Why don't you ask me?"

Ming Zhiyan said indifferently: "Ask what?"

Strictly crying, "Ask me why."

Knowing that Yan didn't speak, he reached out and wanted to pull his hand away.

Yan Jing's eyes were flushed, he stared at Ming Zhiyan fiercely, and shouted: "No one loves me like you do!"

He wants a lot of love, and he only wants the love that he knows he can give him.Rigorously withdrew his hand that was pressing on the door, and tightly hugged the man, as if he wanted to rub him into his body, not wanting him to escape again.

Knowing that Yan couldn't move, the rigor trapped him in place like a ball of fire.Ming Zhiyan raised his hand, pressed it on his head, and gently caressed, "There will be, there will be a girl who loves you very much, and will follow you to the end of the world with all her heart." Like Han Le, also like Han Le It is said that it is the nature of men to like women.Rigor can lead a normal life, and even a better life.

Mingzhiyan whispered in his ear, "You are different from me."

Yan Jing grabbed his collar and yanked it violently. Knowing that Yan's neck was stabbed, he lowered his head and was forced to look at Yan Jing.

Yan Jing's eyes were bloodshot, covered with mist, and his voice was hoarse, "It's different? I'm braver than you, and you love me deeper than me. What's the difference besides these!"

Roaring was not enough to release his feelings, the rigorous impulsiveness couldn't find an outlet, so he slammed into Ming Zhiyan's lips hard, biting hard, his teeth collided with each other, and there was a smell of blood under his nose.Rigorously knew that he had bitten Ming Zhiyan's lips, but he didn't want to stop, touching and entangled without barriers, he could feel the fine lip lines in the friction, and the smell of Ming Zhiyan was in his nose, everything was Let him want to stop.

Knowing that Yan would not respond or resist, he let him do whatever he wanted, and when he was crazy enough, hugging his shoulders and panting, he asked quietly, "Where's your father? Can you let him go?"

Rigorously froze, he raised his head and looked at Ming Zhiyan in a daze, and asked calmly, "What do you know?"

Knowing that the blood on Yan's lips stained his lips brightly, with a faint smile hanging on the corner of his mouth, he lowered his eyes to look at the seriousness, and slowly said: "I know, you may just be ignorant and temporarily addicted to me, I know you can If you like girls, I know that you can live a normal life. I know that your father's lifelong wish is to have a complete family. I know that he wants you to live such a life. I also know that you want to live such a life for your father. Life."

Every sentence "I know" of Ming Zhiyan is not only to inform the rigor, but also to remind himself not to hug him madly, not to ruin the normal life he may have, spread out in the sun.

Rigorously let go of Ming Zhiyan, and stood silently.After a while, he went back to his room to get his wallet and mobile phone. When he walked to the door, he glanced at Ming Zhiyan, closed the door and left.

That loud noise shook Ming Zhiyan's heart violently, he raised the back of his hand to wipe his lips, looked at the blood on his hand, smiled bleakly, it's not bad, and there is still a little memory to be missed in the end.

Yan Yan took a taxi, went to the airport, and bought a ticket to go home.

It was almost night when the plane landed.He stopped a car and sat down, "Master, Nanjiao Cemetery."

The driver shuddered and looked rigorously trying to make sure if he had heard it wrong.

Seriously and coldly said: "Can I go?"

The driver nodded quickly, "Yes, yes."

On the way, he asked the driver to stop in front of the supermarket, bought some things, and then went to the cemetery again.

Yan Jin got out of the car and walked towards the cemetery with a dull head. He couldn't see clearly at night. He counted the rows and stopped in front of a tombstone.

He took out the wine glass from the bag, opened the wine, filled two glasses, sat down facing the tombstone, and pushed a glass to the grave.

"Dad, I have something to tell you. Taking advantage of the moon and darkness, it's convenient for you to beat me if you want to appear."

He poured a glass of wine on the ground and refilled it for Dad.

"I have someone I like, and it's a man." Yan Jing glanced at the tombstone to make sure whether his father really wanted to manifest, "He is called Ming Zhiyan, he is my senior brother, and he treats me very well, just like you treat me." He thought for a while, then shook his head, "No, he loves me more than you do." Yan Yan wanted to share his love with the students, and in order to make up lessons for the students, sometimes Yan Jing had to go to Grandma Wang's house next door to eat.

Yan Jing drank a glass of wine, his throat was sore, he whispered: "Even if I am ignorant and addicted, I can be addicted for the rest of my life. I want him, I want him to have only me by his side, and only me in his eyes. What can I do?" None, just one brother."

He lowered his head rigorously. He knew that he was ashamed of his father, but his voice was calm and firm when he spoke, "Dad, I can't keep my promise. I can't pass on the Yan family." He raised his head and looked at the tombstone with burning eyes. "But I can tell you what complete happiness is like. After my senior brother and I have finished our life, I will tell you a full and comprehensive story."

Knowing that Yan is the happiness he wants, knowing that Yan can give him the warmth he wants, he is extremely rigorous and sure.

Knowing that what he says is bullshit, there will be better people, he doesn't need to compare to determine what he wants.Once it has appeared and tasted, you can be sure that that kind of agreement can be felt, and it is an irreplaceable feeling.

Yan Yan filled the wine glass with wine, placed it in front of the tombstone together with the wine bottle, stood up straight, put his hands on the stone tablet, and murmured: "Dad, I can still be a good teacher for you, just promise me this." Come on, just this once, okay?"

Yan Jing went home and stayed overnight, and there was a group photo of the father and son going to the zoo when they were young on the bedside.The photo is out of focus, and the face is not very clear, but the stern hug is rigorous, and the smile hanging on the corner of the mouth is still conspicuous, so that people can tell at a glance that the invisible eyes must be full of kindness.

Yan Jin had a dream, dreaming that he was seven or eight years old again, holding his hand strictly, and the two of them took a walk by the river in the evening, with green vines and weeping willows on both sides of the trail.A little bird arrogantly stepped on Rigorous's head, then flapped its wings and flew up. Rigorously chased the bird, and after a few steps, he turned around and waited for his father.Yan Yan stood still, just watching his son smile, the little bird fell back on Yan Jing's head, and Yan Jing shouted at his father: "Dad, what are you laughing at!"

Strictly said: "Dad is happy to see you so happy!"

The little bird fluttered its wings and was about to fly again, Yan Yan told Yan Yan to come quickly, Yan Yan shook his head and let him play by himself.Yan Jing chased the little bird farther and farther. When he turned around, his father didn't know where he had gone. When he turned back again, he saw his senior brother standing in front of him, wanting to lead him away.

Ask rigorously: "Aren't you waiting for Dad?"

Mingzhi said with a smile: "Your father asked you to come home with me."

When Yan Jing opened his eyes, the sun was pouring all over the place. He rubbed his eyes, picked up his father's photo, and said softly, "Dad, I'm going home."

He caught an early flight back to City X, got off the plane and rushed to school.Rushing into the principal's office, seeing Ming Zhiyan standing by the window, he pounced on him. Ming Zhiyan staggered, and he slammed into the glass.

"My dad asked me to go home with you." Running wildly all the way, his mouth was dry and his voice was hoarse, but he kept talking behind his back, "I can't be a good son, and I don't want to be a good father. I only want you. If you don't agree, I will die alone, and my father will definitely not let you go."

Knowing that Yan's heart was beating violently and was about to jump out of his chest, he asked, "Are you home?"

Yan Jing hummed in a low voice, "I went to talk to my dad, he agreed, and gave me a dream. Can I have a date with you?"

Ming Zhiyan admits that he never wanted to force Yan Jing to make a choice, but Yan Jing has already abandoned morality for himself, and doesn't want anything.He turned around, took the man into his arms, and hugged him tightly, forgetting all the benevolence, righteousness and etiquette.

The person he loves is treacherous, willing to give up everything, and stands in front of him alone through all kinds of difficulties and obstacles. The cordon he has pulled up looks so fragile. In response to this feeling, I want to satisfy my greed.He bowed his head and whispered in Yan Jing's ear, "You like me that much?"

Nodding rigorously, he said in a muffled voice, "I like it so much that my children and grandchildren will die."

Knowing that Yan kissed his ear, his arms tightened again, and he whispered: "Yan Yan, senior brother loves you."

Yan Jing's ears burned, red as if dripping blood, he buried his head in Ming Zhiyan's neck and dared not lift it up.

This hug was long and warm, and the sound of each other's heartbeat clearly conveyed each other's confidence through the chest cavity.After a long time, Ming Zhiyan pinched his chin and asked him to look up, the tenderness in his eyes made him want to close his eyes in embarrassment.

"Strictly? Did you miss class just now?" Principal Ming abandoned benevolence, righteousness and propriety, but he didn't faint.

The rigorous and slightly closed eyes instantly opened round, why is it such a disappointment!Isn't it time to love me!

The author has something to say:

Principal Ming is a very principled person!

This kind of flag is always very bright