Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

Before, she was still under house arrest in secret, but now Gu Jianshen has directly trapped Shen Qingxian in the deep palace.

Shen Qingxian didn't feel wronged, in fact, this day was no different from his previous ones.

Sleep until you wake up naturally, write, write, and paint. When you are in a good mood, you can go to the yard to bask in the sun... Not only are delicious food and drinks offered, but there is also an emperor who waits on you. Thinking about it carefully, he is probably the only one in the world under house arrest. Enjoyed it.

Of course, Shen Qingxian couldn't enjoy it, he was depressed, he became thinner day by day, and his body, which he had managed so hard to maintain, was slowly failing.

After four or five days, Gu Jianshen couldn't stand it any longer, he said, "If you want to eat anything, tell them to do it."

Shen Qingxian didn't say anything, when he saw him coming, he got on the bed and turned his back to him.

It always does these days.

If Gu Jianshen didn't come back, he could still get out of bed to write and write. As soon as he came back, he lay back on the bed without saying a word, without saying a word, or doing anything.

Gu Jianshen regretted it, but the matter had come to this point, and he could only bear it for life.

After all, Shen Qingxian didn't want to live a long time ago. He hanged his life and refused him to leave, but now he exposed his scars and made him sad. Naturally, he couldn't go back to the past.

Shen Qingxian couldn't eat and drink and was bored all day long, when a gust of cold wind blew, he fell ill.

When Gu Jianshen came back, he heard the muffled coughing in the room, and his heart felt like a knife. He strode in and carefully hugged him in his arms: "Come and drink some water."

He handed the cup to Shen Qingxian, but Shen Qingxian knocked it down with one hand.

The water was not hot, but it was still warm, covering the two of them, only making them miserable.

Gu Jian paused before saying, "I'll change your clothes."

Shen Qingxian wanted to push him away, but he didn't seem to have much strength, so he had to let him play around.

He was only wearing a thin underwear, so he was more wet than Gu Jianshen. He untied the belt for him, as if opening a mysterious treasure box, and saw the slender white body.

Gu Jian was taken aback.

Shen Qingxian trembled very slightly.

A little bit of water stains on the body, like the most delicate petals in the morning, are integrated with the rain and dew, making people want to pick them.

Gu Jianshen hadn't touched him for a long time. Seeing this scene, his head suddenly became hot, and when he came back to his senses, he had already lowered his head and kissed him.

He is obsessed with this body, obsessed with this person, obsessed with everything about him.

The more you want it, the more you can't get it; the more you can't get it, the more you want it.

Going back and forth like this only magnified the greed in his heart infinitely, and finally swallowed his heart.

I thought it would be enough to just keep him by my side, but in fact he couldn't keep him at all...

He held him like he was holding the softest gold sand, watching him leave from between his fingers, heartbroken but helpless.

Thinking of this, Gu Jianshen was filled with despair, and the dark emotions that could not be resolved made him lose all reason.

He wants him, he wants this person, even if it's just this body, he also wants...

He kissed him, wrapped him in dense kisses like countless times before, as if he belonged to him.

Shen Qingxian didn't move...let him caress like this.

When Gu Jian was affectionate, he looked up and saw Shen Qingxian's lifeless eyes.

He looked at the golden bed curtain, and his heart had long since drifted away.

Like a basin of cold water being poured over his head, Gu Jianshen stopped.

Shen Qingxian looked at him with a blank expression: "Your Majesty, you can do whatever you want, I'm just one of your servants."

The understatement pierced Gu Jianshen's heart like a sharp knife. He thought he would not be in pain anymore, but found that there was always greater pain waiting for him...

Gu Jian lowered his eyes and carefully dressed him.

Shen Qingxian didn't look at him from the beginning to the end, and just let him hug him, staying by his side as if alive but dead.

Gu Jianshen couldn't help but hug him tightly, but the tighter he hugged him, the more empty he felt, and he couldn't find a way to fill it up.

Because Shen Qingxian was in good health a while ago, Zhu Zilin invited him to leave, but now it will take some time to find him again.

But Shen Qingxian's body was weakening at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Gu Jianshen began to guard him every step of the way, doing everything by himself, without anyone else's hands.

Shen Qingxian woke up from a coma, but frowned when she saw him.

Gu Jianshen didn't know what he was thinking, or he didn't want to see him, or he didn't see the person he wanted to see.

In short... Gu Jianshen understood that he couldn't give him happiness, and he could be regarded as someone else's shadow before, but now he refused to give him even this.

Gu Jian lowered his eyes and asked him, "Do you feel better?"

Shen Qingxian finally spoke to him: "Did Your Majesty not go to court?"

Gu Jianshen hadn't gone to court for two days, he said, "I'm worried about your poor health."

Hearing what he said, Shen Qingxian coughed violently, as if wanting to cough up his heart, liver and lungs.

Gu Jianshen was in great pain, but he could only pat him on the back carefully, hoping that he would feel better...

Shen Qingxian's face was flushed sickly, but his eyes were filled with anger and even disappointment: "You...why don't you go to court? Your Majesty is the Lord of the People, how can you delay the court affairs!"

Gu Jianshen was silent.

After Shen Qingxian said this, he began to pant. The blood on his face due to coughing faded away, and he was as pale as paper again. His voice was full of disappointment: "How could you be like this...how could you be like this..."

Gu Jian said in a low voice: "Don't worry, I will protect this country for him. You just need to rest assured and recover quickly."

Hearing his words, Shen Qingxian closed his eyes, moved his thin lips, and finally sighed.

He pushed him away, shrank to the innermost side of the bed, wrapped the quilt tightly, as if he never wanted to see him again.

Gu Jianshen looked at him quietly for a while, and finally couldn't bear it anymore. The pain and unwillingness of the past few days burst out. He stepped forward to hug him, hugged him tightly, and said in a hoarse voice : "Why can't it be me..." He is dead, why can't you look at me?

Shen Qingxian's body trembled violently, and then he began to struggle hard, desperately resisting him regardless of the pain in his body.

Gu Jianshen's heart was in a mess, but he only dared to coax him in a low voice: "Don't get angry, I won't say anything, I won't say anything...I... let you go."

He let go of his hand, and Shen Qingxian calmed down. He still turned his back to him, his increasingly thin body was already too thin.

Gu Jianshen felt extremely distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

When he thought that Shen Qingxian would not talk to him anymore, he heard his voice: full of tiredness and helplessness, as well as deep disappointment.He said, "I didn't expect you to be like this..."

Gu Jian didn't understand the meaning of his words.

Shen Qingxian spoke again, seeming to cry: "I didn't expect us to become like this."

After hearing these words, Gu Jianshen's chest was filled with regret...

He sat next to him and said in a voice that was almost pleading: "I was wrong, Brother Lianhua, I was wrong... Please forgive me, I won't mention him again, can we go back to the past? I don't mind who you take me for, I..."

Shen Qingxian was furious, he turned around, and shouted at him with the last strength of his body: "Back to the past? Why! Wei Shen, you...you don't know what I am...you don't know anything...you ...How could you treat me like this..." He said with difficulty, a large tear rolling down from the corner of his eye.

The tears undoubtedly burned Gu Jianshen. He was at a loss, flustered, and at the same time full of despair.

That's right...he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand their feelings at all, and he can't get involved.

So far, he doesn't even have the chance to be his shadow.

Shen Qingxian really didn't want him anymore, no matter how much he wanted to keep him by his side, he was not willing anymore.

The two fell into a long silence again.

Shen Qingxian's health was getting worse and worse, Gu Jianshen finally waited for Zhu Zilin, he went out of the palace to meet him in person, and took him directly to the bedroom.

When Zhu Zilin saw Shen Qingxian's appearance, his complexion changed drastically.

Gu Jianshen's heart skipped a beat, but he still had hope: "Doctor Zhu, please show the Imperial Teacher quickly, his body..."

Zhu Zilin sighed: "Your Majesty, you are trying to force him to death!"

One sentence made Gu Jianshen froze, he was stunned for a long time before he said bitterly: "How can I be so important to him?"

Zhu Zilin sighed again!

He said: "Your Majesty, please wait outside first, Caomin will go to the national teacher for diagnosis and treatment!"

As soon as he entered the room, he gave Shen Qingxian a wink, and Shen Qingxian was completely relaxed now.

Zhu Zilin said very anxiously: "You... how could you ruin your body like this!"

Shen Qingxian said weakly: "Don't bother, Doctor Zhu."

Zhu Zilin said: "Why are you doing this? Isn't he by your side? You..."

Shen Qingxian shook his head and said, "It was just wishful thinking, but now I have realized it."

Zhu Zilin said: "You are not enlightened, you are clearly..."

Shen Qingxian said: "That's it, I really have no attachment to this world."

Zhu Zilin said anxiously: "Then you treat him..."

"He doesn't need me anymore." Shen Qingxian's voice was very sad and painful, "He has never looked at me directly...how can he like me. If that's the case, why bother me so much? That's it, he won't let me go Can be more enjoyable, after all, I am dragging him down, we shouldn't..." He coughed violently again.

Zhu Zilin said: "Stop talking, I'll give you the needle first."

Gu Jianshen was outside, he could hear clearly, but he couldn't understand.

Who is Shen Qingxian talking about... Gu Jianshen couldn't tell.

His mind is full of the phrase "I really have no attachment to this world"...

He has no attachment to any of this.

Gu Jian stood there in a daze, as if standing on an isolated island that could only accommodate one person, surrounded by a vast ocean, endless, and pitch black.

After some time, when Zhu Zilin came out, he saw Gu Jianshen standing outside.

He continued to sigh, and said in a dignified manner, "Your Majesty, please move."

Gu Jianshen came back to his senses and followed him to the front hall.

Zhu Zilin said: "Acupuncture by the grassroots can only delay the disease, but it cannot cure it."

Gu Jian stared at the front in a daze, without saying a word.

Zhu Zilin said again: "His illness is heart disease, Your Majesty..."

Gu Jianshen said: "I can't solve his heart disease."

Zhu Zilin said: "The grassroots shouldn't talk nonsense, but if you look carefully, it seems that your majesty has a rift with the teacher of the country?"

Gu Jianshen shook his head, not wanting to tell about the late emperor.

Zhu Zilin persuaded him: "Your Majesty, the national teacher's heart is tied to you. If you want the national teacher to be healthy, you still need you..."

Gu Jianshen waved his hands and said, "Dr. Zhu is here, I'll go and see him again."

Shen Qingxian had a knot in his heart, but he couldn't untie it.The person who could solve it is long gone, so this has become a knot.

Although Zhu Zilin came back, Shen Qingxian's health still didn't improve, and it was still going from bad to worse.

Gu Jianshen accompanied him day and night, and Shen Qingxian was seriously ill, so he no longer resisted him, but leaned on him all the time, and would wake up coughing and wheezing if he didn't see him for a while.

Gu Jianshen didn't dare to think deeply, so he could only coax him carefully, hoping that he would be more comfortable.

When Shen Qingxian was sober occasionally, she would be furious again when she saw him, saying that he was stupid and absurd, and ignored all people; that he wasted his teaching and fed all the sage's skills to dogs!

How can anyone scold the emperor like this?But Gu Jianshen wasn't worried at all, he just hoped that he would get better, as long as he could get better, he would do anything, really anything.

A few more days later, Zhu Zilin's condition got worse, but Shen Qingxian's condition got worse.

As soon as Gu Jianshen got up, Shen Qingxian grabbed the hem of his clothes.

Gu Jianshen said softly, "I'll get you medicine."

Shen Qingxian shook his head, staring at him with a pair of dark eyes.

Gu Jianshen's heart was so soft that he coaxed him, "I'll be back soon."

Who would have thought that Shen Qingxian would actually speak, and said with great difficulty: "You don't want me anymore, do you?"

Gu Jianshen felt great pain in his heart, he didn't know who he was talking to.

Shen Qingxian looked at him, with dry lips parted, and said in a voice full of pain: "Wei Shen...why did you treat me like this? I...I..." He started coughing again as he spoke, as if he was about to tear his heart and soul My lungs are coughing up...

Gu Jianshen patted him on the back, feeling distressed and sad, he didn't dare to provoke him again, he only hoped that he would not suffer anymore... He had nothing else to ask but hoped that he would get better.

Shen Qingxian's acting is quite exciting, anyway, no matter how he explains Gu Jianshen, he won't believe it, so just wait to be slapped in the face by "facts".

To deal with obsessive people, it is useless to say more, you have to let him "wake up".

When Gu Jian was deeply asleep, Shen Qingxian was actually quite distressed, thinking why should he push himself to this point.

Obviously a sincere and flawless caring was in front of him, but he thought twice and insisted on pushing it away.

Pushing away and desperately longing for such a care.

There is a word that describes it well, riding a donkey to find a donkey, it refers to the big idiot Gu.

When the time was right, Zhu Zilin came to him secretly: "You want to make him regret for life."

Shen Qingxian glared at him: "What good trick do you have?"

Zhu Zilin said: "Well... your move is quite good, but the ending can actually be changed."

Shen Qingxian sneered, he didn't want to change it, he just wanted to go back to Wanxiu Mountain so neatly!

Another day, Gu Jianshen went to deal with some business while he was asleep, and as soon as he left, Shen Qingxian woke up.

Zhu Zilin had already made arrangements, and after a commotion, Wen Fei knelt down in front of him.

"My lord!" he said in a panic, "This subordinate is not doing well. Although we found the nanny's whereabouts, she has disappeared!"

"Disappeared?" Shen Qingxian forcibly stood up, followed by a violent cough.

Wen Fei knelt on the ground, trembling: "This subordinate is a step late. Looking at the situation in the room, it seems that he was taken away suddenly. It shouldn't be long."

Shen Qingxian's already pale face became more frosty and snowy: "Who...who else knows...it's impossible for anyone to know..."

Wen Fei lowered his head and dared not make a sound.

Shen Qingxian got off the bed, and said in a nonchalant manner: "Take me back home, I..." Before he could finish speaking, his feet went limp and he was about to fall.

Gu Jianshen, who heard the movement from a distance, had already rushed back. He stepped forward a few steps and supported Shen Qingxian.

Gu Jianshen frowned: "What's going on?"

Sweat poured down Wen Fei's forehead, but he didn't dare to make a sound.

Shen Qingxian's body was already bad, but under this panic, he was dying, as if he was barely gasping for his last breath.

"You... You go out..." He was speaking to Gu Jianshen.

Where can Gu Jianshen go out?He said softly: "What happened? Don't worry, tell me, I..."

Shen Qingxian sternly yelled at him: "Wei Shen, get out!"

Gu Jian was taken aback.

Shen Qingxian forced himself to stand up, but it's a pity that he really couldn't do it anymore, this had exhausted his last strength, before Gu Jianshen could move, Shen Qingxian's body softened and he passed out completely.

Gu Jianshen grabbed him violently and hugged him whole.

Shen Qingxian's complexion was frighteningly pale, but fortunately he still had an even breath. Gu Jianshen heaved a sigh of relief, and carefully placed him on the bed.

He covered Shen Qingxian with the quilt, and turned to look at the man kneeling below.

Gu Jianshen narrowed his eyes: "Wen Jian is so upright, he can even sneak into the harem!"

Wen Fei hurriedly kowtowed: "Your Majesty, please forgive me! I am really in a hurry and must see the Master of the State Teacher."

Gu Jianshen asked, "What's the matter, tell me!"

Wen Fei's head was pressed against the ground, extremely nervous, but he still dared not speak.

Gu Jian was furious and kicked him over.

Wen Fei quickly got up and knelt down obediently.

Gu Jianshen said: "If the national teacher's condition gets worse because of you, I will kill you!"

These words touched Wen Fei, he could disregard his own life, but he could not let down the heart of the national teacher.

He hesitated again and again, and finally said: "This subordinate once swore to the Master of the State Teacher that he would never reveal anything about this matter...but the matter has come to this point...and...you can only say that you have listened to your Majesty!"

Next, Gu Jianshen heard something that was extremely ridiculous that he had never thought about.

Wen Fei said...

He is not His Majesty's own son, but Mrs. Sun has someone else's child in her arms!

Back then, Sun used tricks to get on the dragon bed, and her pregnancy was unstable. She was eager to stay in the palace and tried her best to keep the child, but the imperial physician was not optimistic when she was about to give birth. Stillbirth... just afraid of the king's prestige, I dare not go into details.

So Sun asked the nanny to inquire about the children who were born at the same time, trying to steal the baby.

Because the first emperor treated her very coldly, and she lived in the outermost side hall, so this matter was really done silently by her.

She gave birth to a stillborn baby, and the nurse brought a newborn boy to replace the dead baby.

And this baby boy is now Gu Jianshen.

Gu Jianshen was completely dumbfounded, Wen Fei said: "If your Majesty doesn't believe it, you can go and investigate carefully!"

It took Gu Jianshen a long time to come back to his senses, he looked at Wen Fei: "This matter... When did the national teacher know about this matter?"

Wen Fei said: "I knew it four years ago..."

Four years ago... He actually knew it four years ago...

Wen Fei said again: "Back then, Mrs. Sun did not do things smoothly. After you became the throne, the nanny came to threaten Mrs. Sun from time to time... After the national teacher found out, he tried his best to destroy the traces of the past... But the nanny came out of the palace. The old man is very cautious, the national teacher has been asking his subordinates to look for it, but recently he found it, but found that she was taken away by someone."

Gu Jianshen's eyes suddenly darkened: "Wei Yuan." The only one who can do this and benefit from it is his cousin who has always kept a low profile.

Wen Fei didn't dare to answer, just knelt on the ground and said nothing.

Gu Jian took a deep look at Wen Fei, and suddenly asked, "Do you remember what the late Emperor looked like?"

Wen Fei is an old minister, so he naturally knows it, he said: "The first emperor has broad brows and eyes, a square face and thick lips, and he is majestic and domineering."

Gu Jianshen searched his mind and couldn't remember what the late emperor looked like.

It wasn't that he was too young at the time, but that the late emperor didn't want to see him.

He lived to be nine years old, only heard the voice of the first emperor, but never saw his appearance.

That's why Mrs. Sun said that, so he believed it all.

Because he believes that he is the only blood of the first emperor, since he is a father and son, he should look alike.

But I never expected that... actually...

Gu Jianshen waved Wen Fei back, immediately found the hidden guards, and gave them careful instructions.

In just one day, he got the exact news.

The records of Sun's examination by the imperial physician in the early years did show that her pregnancy was extremely unstable and she might have difficulty conceiving.

And the nanny is really at Wei Yuan's place, Wei Yuan has been brought under control, he can now meet the woman who knows everything.

But... What does it matter if you see it or not?

He is not the first emperor's own son, so what is the resemblance?Since it doesn't look like it, where did it come from... Where did the shadow come from?

He thought that Mrs. Sun was about to die, so he left his last kind thoughts for him.

But she wasn't his mother at all, she was probably resenting him even before she died, so where's the kindness?

If that's the case... Qin Qing, who knew this four years ago, could completely tear him off the throne.

But he didn't... he...

Gu Jianshen's back was covered with cold sweat, and he hurried into the room, genuine fear welling up in his heart.

what did he do...

What did he do to him...

The author has something to say: Congratulations to Your Majesty for GG, hahaha!

By the way, some girls discussed that if the national teacher was not Shen Qingxian, wouldn't it be super miserable?

If it didn't exist, if it was the original Qin Qing, he wouldn't be able to train Wei Shen at all, and he wouldn't treat him sincerely, and the two of them wouldn't have these entanglements!