addiction

"Too late." Stay.

The latter sentence couldn't be said for some reason, Sheng Xia felt that she might be a little embarrassed, pursed her lips and let go of her hand.

But even though he didn't finish the second half of the sentence, Lou Que understood his meaning very well, and stayed as he wanted (of course it was his own).

At night, the two of them huddled together on the single bed in the cubicle. It was extremely crowded, crowded and hot.

The weather is getting hotter.

Lou Que didn't bring pajamas, and couldn't bear the heat, so he took off his underwear and lay down on the bed. Sheng Xia was used to sleeping naked, so he hesitated, and lay down on the bed with only his underwear left.

So the situation between the two became gay and gay became angry.

Two naked men, flesh on flesh, breath surrounding each other, one body is white and cold, the other is hot and honey, the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.

Lou Que felt that he was getting hotter and hotter, and he couldn't even take it off. If he continued like this, he couldn't control himself. He urgently needed to say something to divert his attention, calm down his restless heart and slightly Brutal thoughts.

"Is your work hard? Are you tired?" He felt that his tone was normal, but he didn't know that it sounded a little gentle and tired. He lowered his tone completely subconsciously. She couldn't help but quietly reached out to stroke Sheng Xia's soft and black hair.

Sheng Xia didn't dare to look at him, she lowered her eyes and just shook her head, her ears turned red quietly under the cover of her black hair.

"Then... what do you eat these days?"

“Fried rice next door.”

This time he returned quite quickly, Lou Que smiled lightly, and the movements of his hands didn't stop, stroking gently like a cat smoothing its fur.

"Apart from this, did you eat anything else?"

Still shaking his head.

But Lou Que felt that compared to the reaction he gave himself a few weeks ago, it was really much better now, he was easily satisfied and didn't mind at all.

As long as he is still willing to communicate, then everything is fine, and everything is developing in a good direction.

It will be fine in the future, he firmly believes.

"That can't be done. Besides this, you should eat something else. I'll buy you some fruit tomorrow, okay?"

Sheng Xia nodded, unwilling to speak more or prefer to use body language to express.

"I'll stay here to help you tomorrow, shall we have dinner somewhere else?"

"it is good."

Finally, instead of nodding, Lou Que was overjoyed and couldn't help kissing him on the top of the head emotionally, very lightly, with almost no force.

After hesitating for a while, he continued to ask, "Really, not going to school anymore?"

"Yes." Sheng Xia replied without any hesitation.

He didn't like going to school at first, and it was grandma's wish to let him go to college, so he worked hard to take the exam.

He doesn't know what he wants to do now, but he thinks it's good now, and he doesn't want to go back to school.

"Okay, then I won't go up."

After confirming his final answer, Lou Que stopped persuading him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't go to school. At worst, he will raise him himself in the future.

But calmness and natural coolness are deceiving. In the end, they opened the door of the cubicle and turned on the air conditioner in the milk tea shop, and the comfortable cool air seeped in. The two of them covered a thin quilt and lay down comfortably and peacefully.

There are people around, breathing, and body temperature, which is very reassuring.

Sheng Xia couldn't help leaning over in a daze, sticking his face to the side of Lou Que's neck, found a comfortable position to nest, and then stopped moving, warm breath, soft Hair brushed against Lou Que's neck.

Lou Que was taken aback by his movements, pulled him into his arms, and gave him a tight hug firmly.

Fortunately, the temperature of the air conditioner is low enough, otherwise it must be choking.

"You know I like you, right?" The deep voice sounded without warning, and the sleepiness in Midsummer disappeared instantly.

After a long time, he hummed softly with a slight nasal sound.

Lou Que kissed him on the top of his head again with a smile: "Actually, I love you."

Sheng Xia's heart trembled, she didn't know what to say, her body froze suddenly.

Lou Que grabbed his hand and interlocked his fingers tightly: "Shh, don't answer me, I just want you to know, I'm afraid you don't know."

In the darkness, midsummer's tears trickled down, and the warm tears wet Lou Que's shoulders.

"Okay, it's time to go to bed, good night."

Lou Que's big hand patted Sheng Xia's back, comforting him like a baby falling asleep. His arms were stable, his palms were warm, and he felt very comfortable. Soon Sheng Xia couldn't resist the heavy sleepiness, and slowly fell asleep .

I don't ask if you love me or not, as long as I love you is enough.

Sheng Xia slept very deeply this time, and didn't have any nightmares, but tasted the sweetness after a long absence.

How could he not like the warmth of the rest of his life.

No, how could you not love.