I'm sick for Mr. Lu

In fact, Lu Zelin didn't want to manage this company a long time ago.He doesn't like it himself, and he doesn't feel that he manages it well, but he has no choice.At the beginning, he had no choice—either to manage his father's company, or to help his mother's business.He didn't like any choice, so in comparison, he chose this one in the end.

When he first joined the company, he actually didn't have much say.Those executives who got in through his parents' relationship didn't take him seriously, and felt that he was inexperienced and incompetent. No matter what he said or wanted to do, he didn't cooperate well.Fortunately, Lu Zelin had a bad temper, and he was so angry that his relatives refused to recognize him, so he established his initial authority by relying on his bad temper.

Of course, now, no one dares to question what he said in person, and he has learned more and more things, and the decisions he makes now are actually beneficial to the company.But Lu Zelin still doesn't like it. When he thinks of going to work every day, he has to meet the management who procrastinate, argue with each other, pass the buck, and bully his subordinates; Bragging and nonsense is the boss X who is bragging and nonsense, and he is also upset.What's more, the last time he asked his mother to come over for help - the so-called asking God is easier than sending God away, now his mother comes to urge him to go to her side from time to time.

Of course, the most important reason is that Su Xingyu fell ill again at such a time.

It is understandable for Lu Zelin to comfort himself no matter how busy he is, but when Su Xingyu needed him, he chose to put Su Xingyu first.So he simply took this opportunity to gradually let go of all the rights in his hands-as for his mother, he promoted many people's posts, at least he could make his mother happy for a while with this It doesn't matter what he wants to do for now.

Lu Zelin thought that his father would find out soon and come to him to settle the score.Unexpectedly, it took two months before his father found out that Lu Zelin's vigilance towards this matter had been low for a long time.

During this period of time, he rarely went to the company unless there were some important decisions or matters that he had to go to the sidelines in person.In order to accompany Su Xingyu, he never went back to his place.No wonder his father found Su Xingyu here.

Nine times out of ten times the father and son met they had quarrels and one time was a cold war, and this time was no exception.The only thing that has changed for the better is that Lu Zelin didn't use a lot of swear words, and he just told his dad to leave quickly the whole time.

After finally sending his father away, Lu Zelin went back and saw that Su Xingyu was still hiding under the dining table and did not come out.

Lu Zelin's heart ached for a while after seeing this cautiously frightened appearance.

Fortunately, Su Xingyu didn't reject Lu Zelin's approach, and asked Lu Zelin to pull the chair away.Lu Zelin opened the chair and squatted down, wanting Su Xingyu to come out: "Okay, it's all right now, you can come out at ease."

There was distrust in Su Xingyu's eyes: "Really? Did that person leave just now?"

... So he forgot that Lu Qingxun is his father?Lu Zelin thought that Su Xingyu would remember, but he forgot this part.

"Yes, he's already gone and won't be coming again." Lu Zelin pulled Su Xingyu out from under the dining table, and asked without giving up, "Don't you remember who that person came in just now?"

Su Xingyu shook his head: "Should I know this person? Do I know him?"

In the past, even if Su Xingyu knew that Lu Qingxun was Lu Zelin's father, he wouldn't react when he met him.He also said this to Lu Zelin: "I know your dad doesn't agree with our appearance, but you are the one who should be nervous. Because if your dad says or does anything to me, I won't show mercy."

Today's reaction is... Lu Zelin didn't say much: "No, it's not someone important. If you forget it, forget it."

The egg roll disappeared when Lu Qingxun came in, and it just appeared now, and slowly walked to Su Xingyu's feet, rubbing against him.

But Su Xingyu didn't notice that the egg roll was approaching him, and was even startled when the egg roll rubbed against him—then screamed and stepped back several steps away from the egg roll.

Lu Zelin comforted him: "It's okay, it's just an egg roll, don't be afraid."

But Su Xingyu didn't relax, didn't go to hug the egg roll, didn't even say a word, just ran back to his room.

Looking at Su Xingyu's back who was obviously trying to hide, Lu Zelin's thoughts were complicated.

The next morning, when Su Xingyu woke up, he was the only one left in the room.

It is normal for Lu Zelin to be absent, and Su Xingyu doesn't necessarily want him to be there, but the egg roll that has always been sleeping on the bed is gone—this made Su Xingyu get up from the bed and start looking for it.

Maybe Lu Zelin took him out?Su Xingyu thought so in his heart.

But he walked out of the room and searched around, but found neither egg rolls nor Lu Zelin.

Su Xingyu became anxious.

After all, Lu Zelin had never gone out by himself and brought egg rolls with him.

Su Xingyu was afraid that the egg rolls ran out by himself, so he wanted to go out to look for them anxiously, but as soon as he reached the door, Lu Zelin opened the door and came back.

Su Xingyu quickly asked him, "Did you see the egg roll? I searched all over the house, but I couldn't find it anywhere."

Lu Zelin's expression was not relaxed. He stayed up all night and made a big decision - exactly what Chen Zhihao suggested him to do.If he chooses not to accept Chen Zhihao's suggestion, then that's fine, think of other ways, or wait for Su Xingyu to recover on his own.But right now, he has decided to adopt Chen Zhihao's suggestion, so he must be ruthless and do it in one go.

He looked directly into Su Xingyu's eyes: "You don't need to look for it anymore, the egg rolls won't come back."

Su Xingyu was puzzled: "The egg roll didn't come back? Why? If it doesn't come back here, where is it going?"

Without the slightest hesitation, Lu Zelin said in one go: "I killed the egg roll, I killed it, it's already dead, and it won't come back."

But Su Xingyu's eyes didn't show the slightest shock, or in other words, there wasn't the slightest bit of belief.Still looking into Lu Zelin's eyes, he asked softly, "Kill it? How is this possible? You're lying to me again. Well, why did you kill the egg roll?"

This was different from the reaction Lu Zelin had imagined in his mind.He originally thought that Su Xingyu would be shocked after hearing this sentence, at least he would be shocked, but he didn't expect that Su Xingyu's reaction would be like this—could it be that Su Xingyu still believed in him subconsciously?

But now that he has decided to use this method, Lu Zelin has no choice but to continue talking, continue to speak more fiercely and cruelly.He grabbed Su Xingyu's shoulder, and his voice became heavier: "Look at me, I said, I killed the egg roll! I killed it! It won't come back to this place again! A dead thing is dead! No Resurrected!"

Su Xingyu blinked his eyes, but still didn't overreact, but there was obvious water vapor accumulated in his eyes, and they turned red again.

When Lu Zelin said these words, he felt tormented and hurt in his heart. He resisted it. He only hoped that this would be effective for Su Xingyu: "Just like our children, they are gone! I know you like children , I know you have suffered a lot to have this child! But the child is gone and won’t come back! Xingyu, it’s useless for you to force yourself to forget! Everything that happened will not change!”

Su Xingyu opened his eyes wide, the eye circles were red, and tears dripped straight down.But he just shook his head and couldn't speak.

Lu Zelin felt that if there was a devil, it would probably be what he looks like now, and he uttered the most painful words out loud: "I am the one who killed this child! I locked you up and didn't let you go anywhere! Yes!" I pushed you to the edge of the balcony and threatened you! Whether you don’t forgive me or commit suicide, the established facts will not change! The child is gone! Just gone!”

Su Xingyu finally reacted, and pushed Lu Zelin away with the strongest strength he had seen in a while.

Su Xingyu's face was full of tears, staring at Lu Zelin as if Lu Zelin was the villain who wanted to kidnap and kill him.

Lu Zelin leaned closer to Su Xingyu again, and stared straight at Su Xingyu. He worked hard, he did his best, and he was able to say all the vicious things that should be said for the first time.If Su Xingyu thinks about it, there is probably one more reason for not forgiving himself.

"...Don't come here..." Su Xingyu's tone was not serious, but he was very sad. Just hearing his voice, Lu Zelin felt that it was the last cry of Su Xingyu's broken heart.

Yesterday he swore in front of others that he would take care of Su Xingyu for the rest of his life, but today, he has told the cruelest truth to hurt Su Xingyu.

Lu Zelin didn't stop, he still chose to break the safe zone that Su Xingyu had set in his heart: "Xingyu, do you remember these? How can you forget what happened? After you left the operating room, Chen Zhihao He also showed me the corpse of the fetus that was taken out. Later, I also learned that if it was taken out of a woman, the fetus would be cut into pieces and put together again. But our child was taken out intact It is a piece of human-shaped flesh and blood. I saw that he already has eyes, ears and a mouth... Do you know that if he is still alive, he can already make faces in your stomach... And Chen Zhihao also told me that it happens to be the stage where the gender can be seen, it is a boy..."

Su Xingyu kept backing away, he opened his mouth, but no sound came out.But Lu Zelin could still see that there was despair and sadness in his eyes, and the innocence and flawlessness that he wanted to cherish disappeared.

After a long time, Su Xingyu spoke slowly.Without the hysteria that Lu Zelin had thought of, Su Xingyu just said calmly: "...you've said so much, I can't understand a single word... I guess you're talking nonsense, I'm not a woman, okay, How can I have a baby again... You can lie to me or scare me, but you should quickly release the egg roll and return the egg roll to me..."

The author has something to say:

Alas!Thank you for your comfort qwq

In fact, when I read the comments today, I thought, I shouldn’t complain about the coldness of the article yesterday (although it was really cold), after all, the people who can see these complaints are those who read my article.Thinking about it this way, I feel that this kind of behavior is actually not good.

Whether it's cold or not, you have to write down well.

Well, maybe I will complain in other articles in the future, but I will never complain in this article qwq