stubborn love

Shen Mo started to learn how to be a big brother, and would imitate Shen Yan's previous behavior from time to time, even though the two have broken up now, Shen Yan was indeed a good big brother when he was young.

There are fewer silent words, most of them are exhortations, and I am frequently patted on the head!Gu Tianye noticed this abnormal change.

"It's cold outside, bring your scarf, and I'll come sooner." Watching Gu Tianye fasten his scarf, he silently touched the top of the other person's head, "Go, don't be late for the party, or I won't be impressed."

"Oh" Gu Tianye said obediently, "Then I'm going out, you go to bed early."

"it is good".

Silence is working at night and resting during the day.The only time the two can meet is when Gu Tianye is before going to work in the morning, and when Shen Mo just returns home from get off work, but Shen Mo has some ways to create a feeling of being at home.

When Shen Mo got off work in the morning, he would stop by to buy breakfast and go home. After Gu Tianye had finished his breakfast, he would send him to the elevator to bid farewell.

When Gu Tianye comes home from get off work every day, there must be a ready-made dinner in the refrigerator.

The days were peaceful and warm, but Gu Tianye knew that something was different from before.

Mo Mo no longer teases him whenever he is free, he doesn't even have the usual hugs before, the most he does is pat his head.Cook delicious food together on weekends, watch movies, play games and so on.

Mo Mo still took good care of him, but he always felt that something was wrong.

On the morning of the rest day, Shen Mo got up early and made breakfast.

"I have something to go out today. I will come back in the afternoon. I won't eat lunch at home. I ordered takeaway for you."

"Oh." Gu Tianye agreed, and asked silently, "What are you going out for?"

"Meet a friend"

"Is it... Chen Rang?"

"Mmm," Shen Mo replied naturally, Gu Tianye's face changed slightly, "You seem to have a good relationship with him."

"That's right," said Shen Mo, changing his T-shirt neatly, revealing his strong abs, "He just graduated and came to this city, and he doesn't have many friends, and neither do I."

"What do you mean having no friends? Am I not your friend?"

"It doesn't count." Looking at Gu Tianye's surprised expression, he smiled silently, "You are my brother, okay." He stretched out his hand and rubbed the hair of the person in front of him. Let’s talk, we see each other every day, so you can let your brother and I go to meet friends, okay?”

"You've said that, can I not let you go?" Gu Tianye hugged Shen Mo's arm and said, "Then you will definitely come back this afternoon."

Finally, Shun Mo went out, and Shen Mo came to the tavern that Chen Rang had a regular appointment with. Chen Rang had already arrived. It seemed that his work was going well recently, and he was full of glory. Whenever he saw Shen Mo, he would chatter non-stop.

"Let me tell you, that brother of yours is a super scandal-ridden machine, plus a workaholic. Recently, he actually asked the sales department to call 996. Do you think he is sick, and someone saw him bringing a beautiful man in and out of the company the other day, my God, both of you are crooked, your family will soon have no queens."

"Not necessarily." Silence smiled and took a sip of Erguotou. "He likes both men and women. I think he will marry a woman in the end."

"That's it, my God! Bisexual!" Chen Rang shouted exaggeratedly, "I heard shocking gossip, and I really want to find someone to share what to do."

Mo Mo tapped his head with chopsticks, and said with a smile, "You're almost done, it's not good to spread such gossip."

"Okay, okay, I was just joking, but..." Chen Rang changed the subject, "Why did you go back to live with Gu Tianye again? Are you reconciled?"

"To be exact, no." Silence answered frankly, but his eyes dimmed. "We are now in a brotherly way, which is what he has always hoped for."

"Brother..." Chen Rang inexplicably felt a little absurd. "You can't pursue him, but you can still treat him as a brother. Do you believe me when you tell me, Brother Mo?"

"What can I do? I'm also desperate. I can't just watch him abuse me. I don't know that I would be such a holy mother." Silent and depressed, he drank a glass. "When he thinks clearly, I can let it go." , let’s go our separate ways.”

Chen Rang was extremely worried: "Brother Mo, you are a measured person, I have always known that, but Gu Tianye's character is too weird and paranoid, what I am most worried about is that he doesn't love you, and you are not allowed to love others, If you hold on to you for the rest of your life and don't let go, then you will be miserable."

Shen Mo's chopsticks that were about to pick up food stopped in mid-air, Chen Rang was right, if what Gu Tianye wanted was a brother who would only belong to him forever, could he really give up all the fate in this life for him?More importantly, what is Gu Tianye's real thoughts?

"Brother Mo..." Chen Rang seemed to have thought of something funny, his eyes brightened, "I have a good idea, do you want to listen to it?"

As soon as noon passed, the silence returned.

Gu Tianye had been waiting for him in the living room, and when he saw him come back, he threw himself on him and hugged him, buried in his arms and asked sullenly, "Why did you come back so late?"

"It's only 12 o'clock, have you had lunch yet?" Shen Mo asked

"I've eaten it. The porridge you ordered is delicious."

"Well, that's good, then sit for a while to digest, and then go to take a nap."

"Take a nap" Gu Tianye said in surprise, "We'll just stay at home and take a nap on the big weekend."

"Well...then what do you want to do?" Shen Mo asked

"We can go on a date." Gu Tianye's eyes lit up, "I know a good movie has been released these two days, let's go see it together, I'm treating you"

Looking at him silently, he didn't talk to him, and his face was a little difficult.

Gu Tianye put away his smile and whispered, "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

"Dating!" Shen Mo almost repeated these two words through gritted teeth, "Going on a date with my brother, Mr. Gu is really avant-garde."

It wasn't until Gu Tianye realized that the words he used just now were really inappropriate, he lowered his head and dared not speak.

"Gu Tianye...you want me to be your elder brother. I'm doing it right now. What's the matter? You want me to become a lover and an old brother every second, right? You have quite a lot to ask for." Mo Mo didn't bother to argue, and just dropped He said honestly, "Gu Tianye, let me be straightforward, I can only be your brother and your lover, you choose one."

"I..." Gu Tianye looked silent, as if he had a thousand words to say, but he couldn't utter a single word.

Gu Tianye's hesitation almost drove Silence into a frenzy, he felt more and more ridiculous, took out a cigarette and took several puffs to force himself to calm down, otherwise he really didn't know what he would do.

Because Gu Tianye hates the smell of cigarettes, Shen Mo never smokes at home, and always goes to the corridor to solve the problem, Mo Mo is really pushed right now.Gu Tianye was so stuffed up in his heart that he was unhappy in silence.

When a cigarette was about to bottom out, Gu Tianye finally said, "Let's play games at home today, brother"

Brother?This is Gu Tianye's final decision, which is very good.

Shen Shen took the last puff of cigarette, and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, "Okay, the two of us brothers will play games at home today, and we won't go anywhere"

I had realized it a long time ago, but when the naivety came, Mo Mo actually felt a kind of gratitude for unloading the burden, but the bitterness in my heart couldn't be swallowed, and I stared at the dazzling levels on the TV screen, feeling dizzy dizzy.Gu Tianye didn't say a word.This game was extremely unsuccessful, and he didn't even pass several rounds.

"This game is really fucking difficult." Silently, he threw the handle away.

"Yeah." Gu Tianye just nodded mechanically, his whole body was limp like an eggplant beaten by frost.

Silence was a bit unbearable, "How about... let's go to the movies"

"Ok?"

"Go to the movie you mentioned just now, in fact... Shen Yan used to take me to the movies often."

"Hmm." Gu Tianye's reaction was very flat.

Scratching his head silently, is he angry?But... why are you angry?Isn't this what he chose?Just as he was about to say something, the phone rang suddenly, who else would call him this weekend!Mo Mo was irritated, and answered without looking at who it was: "Hello?"

As a result, the voice on the phone almost shattered his eardrums!The other party seemed to be shouting with all his strength: "You! Want! Me! Got it!!"

"Damn it!" Silence was so frightened that he threw his phone on the ground, "You are sick, Chen Rang, what are you shouting for!!!"

"I! Want! You! Ah! Come out! Come on! Play! Let's!" Chen Rang almost screamed out, when Shen Mo dropped the phone, he accidentally pressed the speakerphone, and the whole room was like Chen Rang's drake voice.

"You're sick." Mo Mo scolded, "We just met 3 hours ago, don't make trouble." After hanging up the phone, Mo Mo raised his head and was about to explain to Gu Tianye, but saw Gu Tianye holding his chest and panting heavily. Everyone is shaking.

Mo Mo was so frightened that he quickly hugged him, "What's wrong with you, what happened!"

"No...it's okay." Gu Tianye shook his head, "It's just a little dizzy."

Shen Mo remembered that he had just been discharged from the hospital, and carried him directly into the room, put him on the bed and covered him with a quilt, and said softly, "You rest first, if you still feel uncomfortable, we will go to the hospital."

"Um"

Shen Mo watched Gu Tianye fall asleep before leaving the room. After closing the door, Mo Mo wished to slap herself. Gu Tianye had just been discharged from the hospital, why couldn't she control her emotions and quarrel with a patient just now?They say they are here to take care of people, but they are actually here to annoy them.

Call the nearby supermarket to send some soup ingredients to Gu Tianye for supplementation.

There was a little noise outside the door, Gu Tianye could tell that Shen Mo was on the phone with someone, was it Chen Rang?Are the two of them dating?Or, Chen Rang is pursuing silence.That Chen Rang, young, energetic and energetic, is much better than this eerie and weird guy.

His heart ached so badly, Gu Tianye couldn't bear it, got up and got out of bed, with his snow-white ankles bare, walked on the cool floor, walked to the closet, and opened the full-length mirror.

Look at yourself in the mirror, at the mask on your face.

He was very grateful for this mask. This mask was specially customized by someone in Germany. It is soft and tight, and it will not become heavy and fall off when exposed to water.

Because of this mask, he had the courage to go out of the house and start a new life.

But now...

Gu Tianye slowly untied the knot that was used to fix the mask around the back of his head, and the mask fell lightly to the ground.

It was a very young face, with bright eyes and deep features.But from the nose down, half of the face was covered with scars, one, two, three, large and small, long and short, like wounds randomly cut by a sharp weapon, entangled and twisted.

Like another mask, one that can never be taken off.

Gu Tianye felt like crying for the first time, because of this face.

Shen Mo cooked the meal, but Gu Tianye hadn't gotten up yet, Shen Mo thought it was better to send the food to the room, shook Gu Tianye awake, helped him up to eat, saw that he didn't feel any other discomfort, Shen Mo breathed a sigh of relief "Then you eat first, and I will come in and collect it after you finish eating."

Shen Mo was about to leave, but this time he was stopped: "Don't go out, okay?"

"what……?"

"Sit here." The other party's tone was almost pleading.

"Okay." Silence was a little unclear, but he still said, "Then I will turn around first."

Shen Mo turned his back to Gu Tianye, and the two began to chat casually.

Gu Tianye's chewing sound was very nice, like some kind of rodent in the forest chewing on the pine nuts he just picked up, he smiled silently

"What's the matter, did you think of something funny?"

"No," said silently, "I just think the sound of you eating is very nice."

"Huh? Isn't that the sound of biting things?" Unknowingly, Gu Tianye also laughed, "Does it mean that as long as it is made by me, the sound is good?"

Shen Mo nodded directly: "You are right."

Both of them laughed lightly, and then felt that the words were not right, like flirting.Embarrassed for a few seconds.

"Well... I still want to go to the movies today." Gu Tianye said, "Let's go together after you eat, okay?"

Mo Mo felt inexplicably happy, "Are you still dizzy?"

"It's ready..."

"Well, then I'll go buy a ticket."

When driving out of the community, Mo Mo held the steering wheel, the excitement in his heart surged up, and his palms were slightly sweaty.

This was the first time he went out with Gu Tianye to participate in an entertainment project, referred to as - dating.

He had asked Gu Tianye several times before, but was rejected by the other party for various reasons. Silence thought that Gu Tianye was afraid of being photographed, but later realized that the other party just didn't like him.

And... the two of them are currently in this situation, so they are not dating.

The movie is the recently released word-of-mouth masterpiece animation love movie "Your Name. ", Shen Mo is actually not interested in animated films, it's weird for two grown men to watch this kind of film, but when they saw the word "love" in the introduction, they paid for it by accident.

Gu Tianye was very happy, and kept talking to Shen Mo about various stalks in the movie.

"Have you watched it?!" The person who was spoiled was a little upset, "Then you still said you want to watch this, let's change it to something else."

"Don't." The other party didn't care at all, "I watched spoilers before, and I want to see the effect on the big screen too."

A [-]D animation movie, what effect can it have on the big screen, and it is not a CG animation.

Arriving at the cinema, Gu Tianye urged Shen Mo to buy Coke and popcorn.Two big men queuing up to buy popcorn among a bunch of young lovers, this scene is really eye-catching, Gu Tianye has covered his hood, eyes and a big mask, his whole face is tightly covered, what? I can't even see it, and I have to lead the way silently when I go to the toilet.Afraid of being recognized by others, the whole person shrank into Shen Mo's arms with all his strength.

"What are you doing..." Mo Mo felt his chest itch.

Gu Tianye flinched like a cat, "I think that person over there is looking at me"

"You are so weird, who wouldn't take a look at you? Hurry up and stand up for me." Holding the back of the collar, he straightened the person, "Let's go in after shopping."

The audience entered the venue one after another, the lights in the projection hall gradually dimmed, and the movie was released.It was the first time for Shen Mo to watch this kind of two-dimensional animation film in a movie, and he couldn't help but want to observe it carefully, and he was a little engrossed in watching it.

But gradually, it felt a little different.

The two of them were very close in the dark, and Gu Tianye would occasionally lean over to explain the plot to Shen Mo whisper, and the hands of the two grabbing popcorn would touch each other from time to time.

Shen Mo felt that his breathing was not smooth, his whole body was sensing every move of the people around him, and Gu Tianye didn't know if it was intentional, but kept touching his hand, Shen Mo didn't move it away, just let him touch it.

Watching a movie made people feel a lot of thoughts. When Shen Mo walked out of the movie theater, he felt inexplicably relieved.

Although it is almost April, the weather is still so cold that people shiver. The dry coldness in the air stimulates the nasal membranes, and the tingling sensation of particles inhaled in the lungs. On the way to the parking lot , Silence has been looking at the dark sky in the distance.

Gu Tianye was wearing a big gray towel, with only two eyes exposed, walking slowly behind Shen Mo, like a little bear.Mo Mo unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, and wanted to hold the hand of the person behind him several times, but he held back, he was surprised by his self-control.

Gu Tianye behind "Brother Mo" suddenly spoke.

"Huh?" Shen Mo turned around, "What's wrong?"

Gu Tianye took a quick step forward, putting his arms around Silence's arms

"!" Shen Mo was startled, but didn't pull out his hand.

"I'm very happy today." Gu Tianye raised his head, his eyes narrowed slightly, Mo Mo knew he was smiling.

"Yes, me too"

"go home"

"Well, go home"

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