Little Bosses and Little Monsters

If it is said that some people were born lowly and can only work hard on their own in this life, then there are some people who have been stamped with the seal of misfortune since birth, with the word "unlucky" stamped on their foreheads, no matter where they go, No matter how hard they try, no matter what they do, as long as others see these two words, "Oh, bad luck", "freak", "he must have a different heart"... Words like these go hand in hand.

When Peggy was born, the mother-in-law exclaimed "monster" as soon as he was delivered, and his mother screamed and passed out when she saw him, because he was a hermaphrodite. At that time, small places were neither prosperous nor It's too civilized, and I've never heard of such a thing.Naturally, Peggy's natural abnormality was deemed to be something ominous.

Some people are born a failure, because the world will not give him any way out, his door is locked, and people stand at the window and throw stones in, half disgusted, half mockingly admiring his mess.

His parents hid him like a stain, but people's mouths grow on other people's faces, and people's hearts are not visible on the surface. The next day, the news spread, and eyes like watching a theater fell on their home from all directions. It also kicked off his misfortune.The eyes his parents looked at him were three parts fear, three parts sadness, and more, hatred.He couldn't go out, and as soon as he went out, he was followed by children to play pranks, making up tongue twisters to laugh at him, chasing and throwing pebbles at him, and adults, instead of stopping them, they would point and say: "Be careful to stay away from that monster, lest you get a strange disease."

When Peggy first started to understand, she probably complained about her weird body, thinking that she must be ugly and ugly, and then she still held a small and fragile expectation, hoping to be treated kindly, and try to do something Something flattering in exchange for liking.But other children are cute and cute when they sing and dance, but when it comes to him, he is a monster, speaking the same words as other children, but his expression and attitude are like clouds and mud.His family had never abused him, but that cautious look told him bluntly that they wished they had never given birth to him.

Since Peggy was very young, he knew very well that he was not welcomed by anyone, and his character was not self-pitying. Since all of you hate me, I hate you too!Hate this world!

The sincerity has been trampled, transformed into a violent soul in the mud, and the desire to be loved has also been replaced by the hope that everyone will die.

In this way, Peggy grew into a boy who was rejected by others, and even hated by everyone because of his stubborn and vicious personality.

So when people talk about his name, they can comment logically: "That kid is really, tsk tsk, if he was honest and responsible, it would be fine if he was born strange, but he is still so wicked, he is indeed a monster. When I was born, I saw it!"

Peggy originally thought that the worst in her life was nothing more than this, that she was beaten to death with people every day, ignored by others, stuck in those people who wanted to scratch like an annoying and restless bristle. There is no place to start, and Peggy gets pleasure from this, making people unhappy seems to be his whole meaning.

Peggy lived like this, and at the age when he was about to tie his hair, one night, he would grind everything thoroughly into powder, sprinkle it into a frying pan, and fry it into coke and ashes.

It happened so suddenly, he couldn't remember how he was taken off his pants during the beating. After he passed the age of hanging the bun and became a little devil king who fought to his death, he was never taken off again.

He originally thought that this was just a routine humiliation, but he didn't realize that the malicious and mocking laughter in his ears had changed at some point.Peggy didn't react until someone reached out and touched the shameful place, and began to struggle desperately.But just like any previous struggle, he never could win the fate that vowed to kill him.

What happened later is engraved in Peggy's mind, even more engraved in his mind than the imprint. Even though he retaliated a thousand times later, this night still stinks in his memory, pressing his head again and again Forcing him to look directly at all this.

What made Peggy irreversible was not only this purgatory night, but also the next morning, he was lying in a pool of blood at the end of the alley, with indifferent people coming and going, until he saw his father passing by. Peggy, who thought that the other party was looking for him who hadn't returned all night, sparked in his eyes for a moment. He probably burned out the strongest feeling for his family in his life in that one glance, and then moved away silently after his father looked at each other. The moment he opened his eyes, the ashes flew into oblivion.

I don’t know how long I lay there, and after gathering some strength, or maybe completely numb from the pain, Peggy stubbornly dragged her body that seemed to be falling apart, got up from the ground, and walked staggeringly under the surprised eyes of the people around her. Across the street, step by step back home.As soon as he entered the door, he was greeted by his mother's exclamation, and then he lost consciousness again.

This time, he was in a coma for many days and had a high fever. In his coma, he heard his parents quarreling one after another. The woman who gave birth to him, who had always been weak and cowardly, screamed for his father to get out.

Oh, how is it possible...

Peggy climbed hard in dreams and reality, her legs hurt like she was about to fall off her body.

Why don't you drop it?

I don't want you anymore, you hurt me so much.

Not just the legs, I don't even want this body anymore, it hurts to death, and it's so dirty.

"It hurts……"

Then Peggy heard her mother sobbing in her ear: "Poor child, it was your mother who did the evil. In your next life... in your next life, you must be good, be an ordinary person, and don't suffer from such problems again. It's your mother." I'm sorry, my child, what a crime you did, this is..."

It happened to be late at night when Peggy woke up completely again. He got up from the bed and unexpectedly found that he didn't feel any fatigue after lying down for so long.Everything in the room was still the same, but Peggy looked around and felt that something was not right.

Just standing in front of the door, the door was opened from the other side.

His mother stood in front of the door, holding a piece of clothing, and looked at him in surprise: "Why did you get up again?"

In his memory, his mother never seemed to have spoken to him in such a normal way. Before, she always avoided her eyes and hesitated. Peggy was at a loss all of a sudden.

Mother didn't notice his strangeness, and naturally entered the house and closed the door.

"It's cold at night, you should remember to put on some clothes when you get out of bed, why don't you even wear a pair of shoes?"

"I..." Peggy stared blankly at the other party, as if this was not his mother who lived with him day and night, but a stranger, his eyes fell on his mother's hand—"That's my clothes."

The mother seemed a little embarrassed, and smiled awkwardly: "I saw that you have been wearing this dress for many days, and you haven't washed it, and you even broke your breath. It has been washed and mended for you."

It must be a conspiracy.

Maybe they have found a master who recovered me as a monster, so they came here to appease me who paralyzed me.

Saying this to herself, Peggy's face became cold again.

But the woman babbled to herself, didn't find anything, put away her clothes and left, and said to him in harmony before leaving, "Go to bed early, your body hasn't recovered yet, you should rest more."

Probably it was because of her physical weakness. In the next few days, Peggy always felt very sleepy. She often woke up within half a day. Ji Yue felt that something was wrong.

Until one day, he woke up and found that the sun had gone down. He went out and saw his mother washing clothes in the courtyard and his father chopping firewood. Seeing him coming out, he snorted, got up and went into the house.

With Peggy's temper, she was naturally very upset. As soon as she got angry, her mother suddenly smiled at him and said, "You're hungry. Seeing that you didn't eat anything in the afternoon, you went back to your room to rest. I left food for you in the kitchen." Here, go and eat it by yourself."

Before the anger reached the top of his head, he was poured a cold bucket of ice water.

He clearly remembered that it was night before he went to bed, so he should have slept for at least a whole day, how could he just fell asleep this afternoon?

Many doubts that had plagued him for many days came to his mind one by one, and Peggy felt an answer in a trance, and only this answer could explain everything.During the time he thought he was asleep, another spirit took over his body, living as him.

Once aware of this truth, Peggy felt uncontrollable fear. He stayed up all night and refused to sleep, but the exhaustion of his body eventually made him fall into a coma involuntarily.This time, in a dream, he met another soul born in his body.

The amazing thing is that even though they look like one person, just as Peggy firmly believes that he is a man, he immediately realizes that the other party is a woman, that is Pepe.Peggy doesn't know how Pepe shows up, and he refuses to speculate that the night was rape.However, the imaginary situation of competing for the ownership of the body did not happen, and they got along fairly harmoniously, except for Pepe's extremely delicate character in his opinion.

As long as they understand the root of all these and practice, gradually they can actively control the transformation of the body.

They were very smart and did not show any flaws. Pepe's performance made the mother suddenly awaken her motherly love for the child. When she was outside, she was protected by the tough Peggy. He was also happy to give up the time at home to Pepe. What Pei said when he was acting like a baby with his mother, he couldn't even say it if he was killed, not to mention he was afraid that he would show his clues in front of his father.

The days seem to be getting better, and everything looks peaceful.

Until half a year later, the peace was broken, because Peggy killed a person, one of the people who took off his pants and bullied him that night.Peggy didn't think that he would meet that person so suddenly, but when he saw him, his mind was blank. When he came back to his senses, he found that he was holding some fruit from the fruit stand beside him. The knife, the blade wasn't in the man's body, blood was pouring out, the crowd screamed away from them, and Peggy let out a maniacal laugh.

Even though the mother told the county magistrate why Peggy killed her, she couldn't prevent Peggy's execution.

It's normal, because he is an unclean monster, no matter what people have done to him, if he kills someone, it means that this is a dangerous monster that must be killed as soon as possible.

He was sentenced to be burned amidst the uproar of the people, because the county magistrate feared that the ordinary death penalty would not completely destroy the monster.

If he was really a monster, would he still be bullied like that?

Peggy stood on the wooden stand, looked down at the crowd of excited people with eyes closed and mouths open, and laughed harshly.No matter how loud the laughter was, the flames under him were as hot as a pot of hot oil was poured on the fire, and the sky was also dyed a bright red.Then he saw his parents standing behind the crowd through the haze of smoke.

His mother was crying again, and it upset him.

Do you really think that you can act like a loving mother and filial piety like nothing happened?It has long been impossible.The things you want to give, the recipients are Pepe.And for me, it's all too late.

This last glance took away the heat remaining in Peggy's body, and he fell into an endless black vortex in the cold. His resentment was like a mass of dirty and rotten tissue, lingering in a black mist of evil, lasting forever Deposited in the Bone Burial Ground, it cannot be washed away by wind and rain for many years.

Peggy, who fell into the chaos, felt that she was sinking up and down, and she didn't know how deep the hole was, and she didn't know how many years she had been so lost.This powerful resentment tore a small gap between the two worlds, and he fell like an illusory sphere to another completely different land.

Then, in the endless gray and hazy, suddenly there was a sound of "Huh?" This sound seemed to come from a very far away place, and it seemed to ring in the ear, pulling Peggy back to the world.