Can't hold hands

I was anxious to find Han Hui. She is a very strong person. I have always had the same impression of her. I still remember the first day I met Han Hui on the first day of school. It rained heavily and she was soaked from head to toe. Now, she was carrying a suitcase bigger than herself, and she was able to walk like flying on the school road without blinking her eyes.

Such Han Hui is crying, I feel that I must go and see, besides worrying, I also have a little curiosity, this kind of curiosity makes me feel guilty.

"one hundred!"

Lin Jue took my arm, he stared at me, I suddenly woke up,

"Did she tell you to go find her?"

"...No," I lowered my head dejectedly, "She said she wanted to find Sun Xue."

I feel Lin Jue touching my hair.

"I'll call Sun Xue, okay?"

He said this in a tone that seemed to be comforting a child. I was a little embarrassed and coughed.

"Han Hui should have called her, otherwise it would be impossible to call me."

"I'll try calling her work account." Lin Jue smiled.

I looked at him, the phone seemed to be ringing for a long time, but it was finally connected,

"Hey, Sun Xue, where did you throw Han Hui?"

I thought Lin Jue didn't care about it, but his tone was more serious than I imagined, it was already serious, with an aggressive aura, I looked up at him, Lin Jue felt my sight , squeeze my palm for comfort.

By the way, this person is Han Hui's... childhood sweetheart.

"You'd better find her quickly. There are some things you can play, but she can't. Don't keep thinking that everyone is like you."

I don't know what Sun Xue said, Lin Jue's expression suddenly became very indifferent,

"I don't want to get involved in your messes." Lin Jue's eyes darkened, but his tone became colder, "I just want to remind you that although the Han family is not a top-notch family, it is enough to deal with you, Sun Xue. "

Lin Jue hung up the phone and pulled me into the car.

"You'd better leave Han Hui alone," he looked a little irritable, "I reminded her earlier that being with Sun Xue won't lead to any good results."

I always feel that Han Hui also said similar things to me, but she told me that I should not be with Lin Jue, but I didn't listen.

"How do you know Sun Xue?" I asked, Lin Jue seemed to sigh.

"At first it was me and Zhang Qi. We went clubbing and found Sun Xue in a bar. I was just a freshman at the time. I wrote two songs and planned to form a band." Lin Jue sighed a little, "I was just messing around , Sun Xue was a bass player in the band in that bar, and she must have been doing it for a while. She is very beautiful. We happen to have no girls in the band, and she is crazy and charming every time she is on stage. And I knew she was a heavy metal player when I saw her."

I thought of the way Sun Xue played the bass, it was really attractive, as if she had taken drugs.

"I wanted to play heavy metal, and I still do, so I asked her if she would like to join us."

"You don't have a lot of heavy metal on your albums."

"Well, there are really not many, and most of them are just sidelines." Lin Jue smiled indifferently, "We can only play these kinds of songs in private, and choose a few to release a single, which is too niche."

I nodded. Hard rock, heavy metal and other controversial music really have no room for development in this country. No matter from the perspective of history, culture or national policy, it is impossible and not allowed to become popular.

After all, if you play metal well, most of them will smoke, drink, take drugs, run naked... and the music theme is also very sensitive.

"Do you listen? Heavy metal?"

I froze for a moment, this question...

"I seldom listen to it, I only know some more famous ones, like Black Sabbath, Marilyn Manson and the like."

"Um……"

Lin Jue started the car with a gloomy expression on his face, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, we can't just make heavy metals, and we can't publish them anyway..."

When the car enters the main road, it starts to jam, and everyone is stuck in the road, which is slower than my mother's tortoise car.

"Shall we go to eat?" Lin Jue leaned back, and I glanced at the time, it was 07:30, and I didn't feel hungry at this time.

"Okay, let me invite you. It's a celebration of your recording of your new album."

Lin Jue smiled, with a slight dimple at the corner of his mouth,

"Actually, you can just kiss me, but if you want to invite me, I won't refuse?..."

He couldn't go on because I did lean in and kiss him.

"I'll show you the way. I'll treat you. You'll be the driver."

Lin Jue froze for a few seconds, then laughed again, "Okay."

The Cantonese cuisine I took Lin Jue to eat that day, in fact, I have a heavy palate, I like Hunan or Sichuan cuisine, but Lin Jue doesn't seem to be very good at spicy food.

From February to March, I never saw Lin Jue again. He was busy all the time. He only talked to each other in the middle of the night. I also had to avoid our dormmates, although they all guessed it. I'm in love.

As for Han Hui, she seemed to have lost contact. Since that phone call that day, there has been no news.

Awaken's album was released in mid-March. During this period, I read two novels, two movies, and two gv...

Well, I didn’t take the initiative to look for it. One night, I talked to that guy Lin Jue about this knowledge. Here are two films...

Said to observe and study.

It's just boring!

I went into a video store and saw awaken's album.

The cover actually features Sun Xue as the main character, with long black hair, closed eyes, black gauze skirt, red lips, and pale face.

Shockingly beautiful.

Since when did she have long hair?Or a wig?

I picked up one, the album is called, "Black Swan".

Sun Xue's farewell album.

I watched it for a while, went to the cash register, and bought the album.

The new professional came out for two days, but it should be better than the first professional, or it may be that the fans they have accumulated in the past two years are revealed at this time, anyway, there are a lot of news on the Internet.

Speaking of which, I haven't asked Lin Jue for his autograph yet!

Suddenly I miss him a little bit.

I picked up my phone and sent Lin Jue a message.

[Where are you]

He was probably busy at this time, and I didn't expect him to call me back. I didn't expect Lin Jue to call me half an hour later.

"do you miss me?"

It was these words that I opened my mouth, and I could still think of his smile, and I also pursed my lips and smiled.

"If I don't want you, I won't send you a message."

"I may be busy for a while now." His voice was rustling, a little bit aggrieved, and a little cautious.

But more is tired.

"Take a good rest," I felt a little distressed, his voice was originally very quiet, "the voice is hoarse."

"Doesn't it sound good?"

"Well, it doesn't sound good, don't sing it to others, come back and sing it to me alone!"

He laughed over there, and said again after a while,

"I'm hanging on to you..."

I reacted for a while, understood the meaning of this sentence, couldn't hold back any longer, and smirked,

"Me too."

Lin Jue hung up the phone quickly, he was busy promoting, setting up platforms in one city after another.

In fact, I also know that he is getting more and more popular. This kind of popularity makes me a little restless. After all, I am not a pure fan, I am still a lover.He became famous and busier. In addition to a kind of pride that fans would have in my heart, there is more anxiety.

Only after speaking with him on the phone did the anxiety dissipate temporarily.

I hung out until six, had dinner, and went back to my dorm with an album.

Sophomore year seems to be a very magical semester. Three people in our dormitory, including me, have already left the group.

"awaken!"

Zhang Qi turned his head and stared at the album in my hand.

"how?"

"My girlfriend really likes their lead singer. Seeing his photo makes me excited for a long time, rival in love!"

I smiled slightly, shaking the album in my hand, "He is much more handsome than you."

"Ahhhh! Are you still a brother? Are you a brother!"

I blinked, brothers are not as important as boyfriends.

There is no DVD player in the dormitory, so I put away the album, turned on the computer, and searched for entertainment news for half an hour.

This month, I have checked the news every day. It is still different from watching him on the Internet and listening to him.

They seem to be really, really on fire.

I praised everyone who praised him, and there were even those who asked him to act in TV. His image is fine...

I closed the browser, feeling like I had broken a seasoning box, not knowing what it was like.

Lin Jue came back after the Ching Ming Festival. Before that, I encountered an incident related to Han Hui. Of course, it was not unrelated to Lin Jue.

At the beginning of April, one night, around eleven o'clock, Han Hui suddenly called me.

I was surprised at the time, she really hadn't contacted me for a long time, I looked at the time, and the door was almost closed, she said on the other end of the phone that she was squatting next to the campus supermarket, I struggled for a while, and went down .

There are two doors to the campus supermarket. Next to the back door is a single car shed, which is pitch-black. I didn’t expect Han Hui to squat there. Poor, the campus supermarket is also closed.

I ran over quickly and was startled when I saw Han Hui's appearance.

Messy hair and disheveled clothes.

To put it bluntly, she looks like... She was raped by someone.

"Han Hui, how are you...how?"

I didn't know what to do, I was at a loss, Han Hui looked up at me and blinked, I thought she was going to cry, but it didn't, she just stood up slowly and hugged me gently.

"One hundred," she twitched on my shoulder, and I froze. It took her a while to stand upright, her head still lowered, and her voice was muffled, "Do you have money?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I want to open a room outside, but I don't have anything with me... I can't go back now."

When I think of the time now, I have a headache, and I can't go back by myself. Fortunately, I brought a bag out.

"Go to the school gate? I remember there is an express hotel nearby."

"Hmm..." She followed me obediently, and after walking for 10 minutes, she said in a muffled voice, "Thank you, one hundred."

I don't know why Han Hui chose to call me at this time, maybe she also called someone else... I don't think I have established such a strong relationship of trust with her, although I did come down to accompany her .

I shook my head, I couldn't say anything with her miserable appearance, and I didn't dare to ask anything.

There was no one on the school road, and the two of us, one behind the other, each had our own concerns.

I was planning to open two rooms, but at the request of Han Hui, I only opened one with two beds. I knew she must have something to say.

Han Hui went to the bed and sat down. It was the first time I was in a room alone with a girl. She didn't talk, so I had to find something to do by myself. I simply washed the kettle and boiled water.

"Sun Xue came back yesterday," Han Hui finally said, "With the people in their band, we were at a KTV, saying it was a farewell party, smoking, drinking, taking drugs, taking off clothes... promiscuity..."

In the end she spoke so hard that I felt a bucket of ice water pouring down my head.

band people.

Lin Jue also came back yesterday?

Han Hui stared at me blankly.

"Are you with Lin Jue? I don't know if there is no promiscuity, but he was involved in the first three items."