not with you

"Xueer, Xueer, Xueer,..."

"He's dead and you'll never see him again."

Fei Fei suddenly woke up from his sleep and straightened up.That sad call came again, and since then, it has often echoed in his ears in midnight dreams, that voice makes Fei Fei’s always cold and cold state of mind very uncomfortable, it seems that he has never felt anything His heart would always be throbbing because of this voice. In extraordinary memory, he had never heard that voice that kept reappearing in his dreams for some reason.

And this night's dream suddenly appeared a very familiar, extremely cold voice.

That sad voice made his heart ache inexplicably, and that cold voice revealed a kind of familiarity that made his heart chill.He walked to the window and opened it, and the night outside the window was charming.But it was another sleepless night for him.

Fei Fei always has a weird feeling, especially in the past few years, he feels that he has a memory that seems to be blank.And this very familiar voice tonight made him even more irritable and restless than ever before.

Suddenly, he turned around and walked out of the room. His figure floated lightly and disappeared into the night sky, as light and empty as the dissipated morning mist.

After a while, outside a room on the west side of Yuxie Valley, a pale white figure appeared in the thick night, reflected on the window lattice of Hanlu, motionless.

After a while, the lights in the room suddenly turned on, and a man's voice said, "Extraordinary, is that you?"

Under the moonlight, Fei Fei's face became whiter and jade-like, and he said coldly, "Tang Shi, come out."

The gentle-faced man in the room trembled inexplicably, but he quickly put on his coat and walked out of the room.Tang Shi, who walked out of the room, turned somewhat pale.He smiled slightly, hiding all his anxiety, and asked gently as usual; "It's so late, what can I do for you?"

Fei Fei looked at him coldly for a long time, then suddenly said: "What am I missing?"

Tang Shi was startled and said, "What's missing?"

Fei Fei said: "My memory. My lost memory, I think you should know what it is."

Tang Shi stayed there, and for a while he didn't know how to answer.Fei Fei's gaze was a bit cold, "Answer me." After he finished speaking, he turned around lightly, and at some point, a man stood behind him, his face was solemn and serious, and his aura surpassed everything.

Tang Shi turned his gaze, and immediately called out as if he saw a savior: "Master Gu."

The man's gaze was always on Fei Fei, and he said slowly: "What do you want to know, just ask me."

Fei Fei said coldly: "I want to know if I lost a piece of memory."

The man said: "That's right, there is indeed a section in your memory that is blank." When Tang Shi heard this, he couldn't help but shudder.

Extraordinary eyes just stared at the man.

The man continued to say with a normal face: "You used to suffer so much because you lost something that you were almost insane, so I asked her to erase your most painful memory."

Fei Fei said: "You have no right to do this."

The man said: "I did this for you, to make you complete and self-sufficient."

Fei Fei was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "What is that memory?"

The man spoke frankly and directly, as if without any concealment: "It's about a person named Ouyang Xue. You were originally one body, but were taken away by Li Ping. Because of this, you lost yourself, and you couldn't extricate yourself from the pain. "

Fei Fei was silent again, Ouyang Xue?He also seemed to be familiar with this name, but couldn't say why.After a while, he suddenly asked, "Who is Li Ping?"

The man said: "It's the gardener you met in He Mansion."

Fei Fei frowned slightly, he didn't speak again, turned around and left coldly.Tang Shi looked at his disappearing figure in the distance, and asked, "Will he believe it?"

The man said: "He won't remember anything, so he can only believe what I say." He looked back at Tang Shi and said, "Do you need to be so scared?" He also turned and left.However, the two of them did not notice that there was a white figure standing there among the trees and flowers behind them.

Under the moonlight, Fei Fei's face was still as pale as before.There was still no expression on his face.For a long time, he stood motionless.Suddenly, his figure floated up gently, and disappeared into the air like a breeze.

He turned and stepped into the depths of the flowers.After passing through the sea of ​​flowers, he came to a stone cave.

The word "Youruo" is engraved on the top of the cave.Walking into the cave, the air immediately became extremely cold, and there was a long and endless dark depth, like an ancient giant beast with its mouth wide open, ready to devour everything at all times.

Fei Fei just walked calmly.All the killers in Yuxie Valley were cultivated from this cave, and only those who come out of this cave alive can become the top killers.

Passing through the long corridor, the front suddenly opened up. A huge stone room was divided into several parts. Those rusty and bloody weapons were randomly arranged aside, and traces of cruel and bloody training during the day could still be vaguely seen.

Fei Fei knew that a group of teenagers lived in the depths of this stone room, and they only faced cruel and dangerous killing training in the dark every day, and this place was also the place where he had lived for more than ten years.

He stood, thinking about the days he had spent here.

A sigh came from the small door on the side of the stone room, and a woman in a light long skirt appeared behind him, Fei Fei didn't look back, he knew this person, the wife of the valley owner, and also the pharmacist in the valley—Qian Ying, She is also the only daughter of Qian Buhui, a master doctor who is said to be able to live the dead.

Looking at Fei Fei's back, Qian Ying said softly, "You're here again, are you still having a nightmare?"

Fei Fei didn't turn around, but turned his face slightly, "I have a blank memory, did you do it?"

Qian Ying was slightly startled, she hesitated, finally nodded, and said softly: "Yes, seven years ago, you were seriously injured, and you could only reshape your body with the technique of returning to heaven and life. There is no hope of surviving. The most important and most flawed step in the technique of returning to heaven and life is to erase a memory of the person being performed. And he..."

Qian Ying lowered her head lightly, covered the redundant look in her eyes, and said softly: "He asked me to erase your memory of that year."

There was a bit of confusion in Fei Fei's eyes, and he asked, "So, can I get it back?"

Qian Ying shook his head and sighed: "I don't know. I have performed the Heaven-Defying Survival Technique several times. The previous few times I let them unconsciously choose the memories to be erased, but those are usually erased. It’s the part of the deepest memory. People in Yuxie Valley often have the saddest and cruelest memories of the past. So..."

Qian Ying sighed and paused for a while, before slowly saying: "So, the first few people who were subjected to the technique all had nightmares every night, and in the end they couldn't bear it, causing their meridians to reverse, and their whole bodies exploded to death. Say, you're the most successful one. Maybe the memory you lost wasn't the one that bothered you the most."

Suddenly, as if she had made up her mind, Qian Ying took out something from her sleeve and handed it to him, "This was something you were wearing at the time, and you wrapped it carefully. It should be something very important." I don't know. Why, back then she secretly hid it without letting others know.

Fei Fei turned around and slowly reached out to take it, it was just a very ordinary jade pendant.He looked at the jade pendant in his hand, as if he had taken this jade pendant from someone in the same way many years ago.

He bowed his head lightly, turned around and drifted away.

Qian Ying watched his disappearing back, and murmured softly, "Father, we quietly created this Yuxie Valley. Originally, it was just to study various difficult and miscellaneous diseases and fulfill our duty as a doctor. But now, it has become It is the most frightening place in the rivers and lakes. From being deceived to being deeply involved, I can only watch them come out in blood and return in blood, powerless..."

Fei Fei, who was carrying the jade pendant, did not return to his room, but left Yuxie Valley alone. In his memory, this was the first time he left Yuxie Valley not because of an order.He didn't know where he was going.But somehow, it seemed that the voice in the dream was calling him.