not with you

When Ouyang Xue rushed into Tang Shi's room, Tang Shi was crouching over his desk reviewing files. He looked up at Ouyang Xue and said calmly, "You forgot to knock on the door."

Ouyang Xue said: "Where is he?" Mo's Villa suddenly disappeared, to Ouyang Xue, he didn't care at all, but when he saw that there was only Mo Zixuan's body in the empty dungeon, he immediately Out of control.

Tang Shi smiled, with a gentle smile, and said, "What do I think is such a big deal? I have already sent him here."

Ouyang Xue stared at him with doubt and disbelief.Tang Shi chuckled and said, "Didn't you always say that I tortured him? I asked someone to investigate. It was Mo Zixuan who secretly used some drugs that I didn't know to control him, which made him behave eccentrically and violently." .So I sent someone to deal with Mo Zixuan, brought him back, and asked him to change into a better environment..."

Ouyang Xue suddenly interrupted him, saying: "If you want to play any tricks, just say it." He would not believe a word Tang Shi said.

Tang Shi laughed, stood up and said, "Do I really have to be as bad as you imagined?" Ouyang Xue didn't answer, just quietly waiting for his next words.

Tang Shi said: "I figured it out. Being so hostile to you is actually not good for me. So, I have released Li Ping. He is in your room. You will know when you go back and look." His voice Before it fell, Ouyang Xue had disappeared from his sight.

Ouyang Xue stood in front of the door, and fear flashed in his heart. He was very afraid that he would not see Li Ping when he opened the door, and he was even more afraid that he would see Li Ping's dead body when he opened the door.After hesitating for a long time, he mustered up the courage to open the door.

In the room, Li Ping was drinking tea at the table of the Eight Immortals.His hair was neatly combed, and his clothes were clean.Although his face was thin and haggard, it glowed with a vitality that he hadn't seen for a long time.There is a set of antique purple sand tea set on the table, and wisps of smoke are floating from the spout.That picture is so peaceful and serene.

Li Ping looked up at Ouyang Xue, and said, "You're back."

Ouyang Xue froze at the door, full of surprises in her heart, and said, "Brother Ping, is it really you?"

Li Ping smiled, took a sip of tea lightly and said, "What's the truth? You're still so naive."

Ouyang Xue let go of all the grievances and pains at once. He threw himself into Li Ping's arms and shouted happily: "Brother Ping, brother Ping. I thought there would never be such a day again, I thought you no longer liked I."

Li Ping stroked his hair lightly, and said, "What a fool." He patted his shoulder lightly, and said, "Come on, sit down and have a cup of tea with me."

Ouyang Xue sat down beside him, Li Ping poured him a cup of tea, and said, "We've never sat and drank tea together like this before."

Ouyang Xue was a little silent, these years they have been living a life of separation and reunion, hiding and hiding, and they have suffered a lot from each other.He picked up the teacup wordlessly, the tea was warm and tasted just right.

Suddenly, Li Ping took his hand and said, "Is the tea still hot?" Ouyang Xue smiled softly, shook her head, and drank it down.

Li Ping looked at him and said slowly: "My family has been poor peasants for generations, and my parents died of illness very early. I have lived alone since I was a child. I have no relatives or friends. If I can go to a private school and study for a few years, it will be a big deal." Gift..." Ouyang Xue raised her head and looked at him with some doubts, because Li Ping had never heard these words.Ouyang Xue felt a strange atmosphere, but he didn't make a sound, just listened quietly.

Li Ping gazed into the distance, and slowly continued: "Since I met you, I have indeed felt a kind of satisfaction and happiness that I have never had before. I have always thought that I am different from others, and I will not I like women." There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said, "Now I finally understand that this is not the case at all. I have been living alone, poor, lonely... the feeling that I have never been valued by others, You will never understand. Perhaps, because of this, even knowing that you are not a daughter, my heart has not changed. It is because I am too lonely and want to be valued so much that I have come to this day with you. "

Ouyang Xue's body trembled slightly, and an inexplicable chill gradually emerged in his heart.He lowered his head, and heard Li Ping's voice that seemed to be getting farther and farther away, saying: "However, the sweet dream you gave me was too short, too short, and the nightmare you got in exchange has become endless." .I have been living in hell since the day when Jianmen was closed. I always feel that I did something wrong and hurt you. But, why didn’t you hurt me? In those years, I felt like I fell into a world of innocence. In the abyss at the bottom, I have been sinking, sinking...today, I finally understand one thing..."

Li Ping's eyes were surprisingly bright, and he said: "I don't love you. Maybe it's because of my sympathy and pity for you, maybe it's more just my selfishness, I hope that I won't be alone or be ignored anymore. But, I never really loved you."

Ouyang Xue lowered her head, her body no longer trembled because it became more and more stiff.He just murmured softly, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it..."

There was a strange sneer on Li Ping's lips, his eyes were fixed on Ouyang Xue, and he said: "I've already woken up, and I won't continue this nightmare. So, we are really destined to end here... "

Ouyang Xue suddenly stood up and shouted: "No! I don't believe it..." Suddenly he stopped talking, because he felt dizzy for a while, and his whole body was swaying like catkins in the wind!

Ouyang Xue looked at Li Ping stupidly, looked at the empty teacup in front of him stupidly, and looked at Li Ping stupidly again, his voice was so soft that it was almost impossible to catch, tremblingly said: "The tea cup ,have what?"

Outside the door, Tang Shi laughed and said: "Although you are invulnerable to all poisons, there is still a hundred and one kind of disease that can bring you down." He seemed to think this sentence was very humorous, and couldn't help it haha laugh out loud.

The door opened, and Tang Shi and Ke Zhengpin stood at the door. The sunlight in the garden was completely blocked by the two of them, and the room became gloomy and cold in an instant.

Ouyang Xue didn't seem to have heard Tang Shi's words, but looked at Li Ping dumbly, and said dumbly, "What's in the tea?"

Li Ping looked at him calmly, almost coldly, and said, "I put the medicine he gave me into the tea with my own hands."

These words were like thousands of sharp swords piercing into Ouyang Xue's heart. In an instant, his heart and body seemed to no longer belong to him, only the piercing cold was left, and his eyes were blurred. He was sad and dull. Looking at Li Ping anxiously, he said, "Why, I don't understand, why? Do you want me to die so much?"

Li Ping lowered his eyelids and said, "For freedom, for the sake of being able to live a normal life in the future." He turned his head and muttered to himself, "Even if I owe you anything, the crimes I have suffered are enough to pay off." .Enough is enough... I, I have had enough..."

Tang Shi suddenly said: "Ouyang, if you change your mind now, I..." Ouyang Xue shook his head lightly, a kind of tiredness and drowsiness that he had never felt before gradually enveloped his whole body, he just shook his head lightly, saying "Intent? I don't even have any inclinations anymore. Where can I get any inclinations?" His eyes still only stayed on Li Ping, and he said, "Life is boring, so why bother to die."

Suddenly, he smiled, with a beautiful and desolate smile, and said, "I'm sorry for causing you so much pain. I, I'm leaving." Li Ping remained motionless, as if he had suddenly turned into a stone statue. , no sound, no movement.

Ouyang Xue stared at him, then slowly looked away, he finally looked at Tang Shi, his expression was still cold and arrogant, his eyes were still gloomy, Tang Shi and Ke Zhengpin felt chills from his gaze, and couldn't help but backed out of the door.

A mocking smile flickered on the corner of Ouyang Xue's mouth, she calmly walked out in front of them and disappeared into the garden.

Ke Zhengpin was slightly startled and said, "Just let him leave like this?"

Tang Shi's complexion was gloomy, and he said, "Leave? Where can I go? This medicine is enough to poison a hundred people quietly, but Ouyang is not comparable to these hundred people. Now the medicine has begun to take effect, he The faster you walk, the stronger the drug effect will be." Tang Shi said while looking at Li Ping coldly.Li Ping remained motionless.

Tang Shi turned his eyes back to look at Ke Zhengpin, and said: "Take some people to chase him, don't chase him too fast. He can last half an hour at most." He pondered for a while, and said: "If he doesn't If you resist, don’t hurt him and bring him back.”

Ke Zhengpin said: "What if he resists?"

Tang Shi hurriedly said coldly: "Then bring the corpse back."

Ouyang Xue walked out of Yuxie Valley in a daze, the road that was usually not long seemed as far away as thousands of mountains and rivers to him at this moment, his heart was extremely sleepy, and his feeling was also extremely sleepy.He had no intention of fleeing, but he just wanted to leave this place that made him extremely sad, and leave the person who made him feel so sad.His thoughts have never been so chaotic, all kinds of the past are constantly reappearing and replaying in front of his eyes, the first meeting in the middle of the night, the meeting in the rain, the parting of life and death at Jianmenguan, the strange meeting in He Yuan, the pair of red candles in the shabby house...

He leaned against a big tree by the stream feebly, his tears and consciousness began to collapse, he couldn't walk, and didn't want to.Life and death meant nothing to him, he only felt that his eyes were dark, and his heart was also dark.

After a while, there was a sound of approaching "rustle" footsteps behind him.Ouyang Xue still didn't move, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and then stared coldly at dozens of figures approaching from far away.The leader is Ke Zhengpin.

Ke Zhengpin met him head-on, and stopped ten feet away.Ouyang Xue in front of her eyes was still as elegant as snow, making people unpredictable.

Ke Zhengpin looked him up and down, and said, "Master Gu told you to go back with me."

Ouyang Xue just glanced at him coldly, and said, "Go away, I don't want to kill anyone."

Ke Zhengpin smiled darkly and said, "You don't want to? You can't?"

His complexion darkened, he took half a step back, and shouted coldly: "The owner of the valley has an order, if Ouyang Xue refuses to obey, she will be killed without mercy!" Before he finished his last word, dozens of figures behind him had already He rushed towards Ouyang Xue like a flash!