The host is always dying

Ye Hui never thought that he would fall in love with a man, let alone Zhang Ruoyu, whom he had always hated before.

But are like and dislike antonyms?

Sometimes you like a flower and you pick it off, and you hate a flower and you pick it off.

Later, he thought that maybe from the day he felt that he hated Zhang Ruoyu, it showed that Zhang Ruoyu was different to him.

While thinking, Ye Hui opened the love letter that Zhang Ruoyu wrote to him in the early years, and rubbed his fingers gently on the letter, as if treating a rare treasure, "I like the way you look at me, it makes me Feeling my own existence - that's because, I want to like you... I don't know how to love you, looking at you is the only way for me." When he saw Zhang Ruoyu's hot and serious words back then, he couldn't bear to feel sad All the emotions welled up in his heart, and he covered his eyes with all his might, but tears still flowed down his fingers.

Since when did the attitude towards Zhang Ruoyu change?

Ye Hui, Lu Qing and Yue Yue had just completed a mission in City X. On the day they flew back to school, they happened to meet Zhang Ruoyu who was also flying.

In fact, Ye Hui didn't recognize that person as Zhang Ruoyu at the beginning, because his temperament was completely different, without the decadence of being a philanderer, he looked much more pleasing to the eye.

Later, Zhang Ruoyu took Ye Hui's car and went back to school with them. He acquiesced, otherwise Lu Qing would not have dared to make the leap to invite Zhang Ruoyu.

But what happened next exceeded everyone's expectations.Stirred by Bai Hao, Zhang Ruoyu actually confessed his love to Ye Hui on the road, how embarrassing it was.

At that time, Ye Hui, who was resting with his eyes closed, heard Zhang Ruoyu's pitiful voice, opened his eyes and saw Zhang Ruoyu's desperate expression, and suddenly felt a little flustered...

During that time, Ye Hui didn't sleep well. He always thought of Zhang Ruoyu's sad eyes inadvertently. He didn't know what happened to him. He was obviously that annoying Zhang Ruoyu, so why did he become a little strange.

"Ye Hui. Do you want to go to the freshman party tonight?" Lu Qing asked while looking at the absent-minded Ye Hui.

"No." Ye Hui said without raising his head.

Lu Qing and Bai Hao exchanged glances, "I heard that there will be Zhang Ruoyu's show..."

The two of them were obviously taken aback when they saw Ye Hui, but they still didn't say they wanted them to go to the freshman party together.

The time was 6:25, and there were still 5 minutes before the start of the freshman party. Ye Hui walked up and down at the entrance of the auditorium, not sure whether he should go in or not.

"Yeah, Ye Hui. Why don't you go in when you're here, and stand at the door?" Ye Hui saw Lu Qing and Bai Hao, two good-natured ghosts, looking at him teasingly.

"..."

"Okay, don't be arrogant." Lu Qing looked at his watch, "The party is about to start, let's go in."

In fact, none of the three of them liked such a party, but they waited anxiously and painfully for Zhang Ruoyu's performance.

at last……

"The next program is freshman Zhang Ruoyu's solo "Once Upon a Time". Everyone applauds."

After hearing what the host said, the eyes of the three lit up instantly!

Lu Qing & Bai Hao: ...Finally the wait is over, it's not easy to watch the gossip of the boss.

Ye Hui saw that the lights on the stage were so dazzling, Zhang Ruoyu hugged the guitar, lowered his head, and slowly walked towards the center of the stage.

The accompaniment sounded slowly, and Ye Hui couldn't take his eyes off the person sitting in the center of the stage for a moment.

"I used to dream of walking around the world with a sword and seeing the prosperity of the world. The young heart is always a little frivolous. Now you are home everywhere..."

The moment he heard Zhang Ruoyu's hoarse voice, Ye Hui's calm heart jumped wildly, only Zhang Ruoyu was left in his eyes, and only his voice could be heard in his ears.

Ye Hui watched Zhang Ruoyu walk off the stage reluctantly, feeling suddenly empty in his heart.

"The male god sings so well!" The girl who was rarely seen in the military academy sat in front of Ye Hui and the others, looking excitedly at Zhang Ruoyu on the stage.

"Yes, yes." Another girl echoed, "And she's so handsome, the old man's girlish heart."

Ever since Zhang Ruoyu sang at the freshman party, he has become the hero of the freshman year. Many girls and men like him either explicitly or secretly.Ye Hui had been troubled by these things for a while at the time, but in the end he felt relieved when he saw that Zhang Ruoyu didn't feel it at all.

Ye Hui just kept paying attention to Zhang Ruoyu silently, he didn't want to and didn't dare to see his heart clearly.

About halfway through the first semester of freshman year, Ye Hui could receive breakfast from Zhang Ruoyu every morning.

Although he looked like nothing on the surface, he was already happy in his heart. He was happy to eat the breakfast delivered by Zhang Ruoyu every day, and he accepted Zhang Ruoyu's feelings with peace of mind.

Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles.Maybe it was the people in Ye Hui's dormitory who told others about it, maybe it was someone else, but anyway, most of Ye Hui and his class knew that there was a junior student who liked Ye Hui, Every day he has the cheek to deliver meals to Ye Hui.

The rumors became more and more intense, and the more they spread, the worse they sounded.Ye Hui told Zhang Ruoyu not to bring him breakfast every morning.It may be that his tone is not so tough, and he still has no determination to stop Zhang Ruoyu from delivering food to him.

That day, Ye Hui came back from training.Just when I heard the people in the dormitory telling Zhang Ruoyu to do this and that, I was very angry all of a sudden.

He said to Zhang Ruoyu in a very strong tone, "Don't come tomorrow."

"Is it interesting that you bring me breakfast every day so shamelessly?"

"I hope that tomorrow morning, I won't see you come to our dormitory again, do you understand?"

It's not that Ye Hui didn't see Zhang Ruoyu's sad expression, but he didn't know what to do.This is the first time he likes someone else, yes he finally admitted that he likes Zhang Ruoyu.

But his liking is a bit lofty and selfish. He doesn't know that he actually hurt Zhang Ruoyu unintentionally.

Later, Zhang Ruoyu joined "Sharp Sword".The two of them can also get along day and night, that time can be said to be the happiest time in Ye Hui's life, but it was very short.

Ye Hui kept thinking, if Zhang Ruoyu was not allowed to join "Sharp Sword", would he at least be alive now?Or he was not allowed to participate in the work of earthquake relief. If he continues to take vacation at home, is he still alive now?

But there is no if, and no answer.

Ye Hui carefully folded the letter Zhang Ruoyu wrote to him, and put it neatly into the box.

After all, these are the only thoughts Zhang Ruoyu left for him.

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