Miao Family Courtyard

6. Mind

It was not too hot at night in June, and Sun Hongming was sitting at the table reading a book.He hung out with Miao Shaojue for a while during the day, and when Miao Sanshao went out to talk about things, he went back to his room to read. He saw the time when the lights were lit, and now he was writing and drawing on the paper, the handwriting was very beautiful.He taught foreign languages ​​in a middle school in the city—in fact, it was not Sun Hongming's serious occupation. He stayed there, at least because of his teacher's entrustment, and he didn't want to go back to Sun's family to get involved in those messy things. Mostly, it's all because of three words - Miao Shaojue - that's all.

Sun Hongming sometimes feels that he is a bit useless - he does not earn as much as his wife.He has always regarded Miao Shaojue as his wife in his heart, although Miao Shaojue kicked him under the bed when he knew it, and said with a sneer, "Baby, tell me again, who is the wife?" Sun Hongming got up from the ground, Rubbing his nose, he thought that his wife is really cute, she only knows how to take advantage of her lips, but she doesn't know how to compete in bed.Fortunately, Miao Shaojue didn't know what Sun Hongming was thinking with his head down, otherwise, Miao Shaojue would have kicked him out the door.

Thinking of Miao Shaojue, Sun Hongming felt that he had been poisoned—he unconsciously pulled out a blank paper and began to draw Miao Shaojue's profile.He has learned sketching, and his skills are quite good, but after a certain level, he has never only drawn Miao Shaojue.Standing, sitting, walking, lying down, expressionless, full of spring...

He painted many, but never left a single one.

He dare not.

Once, the maid was unruly and rummaged around in his room, and when he saw her, her heart almost jumped out of her mouth--just a little bit, the maid found a thick stack of Miao Shaojue drawn by him.

Since then, Sun Hongming no longer kept those paintings, and he couldn't help drawing them. No matter how reluctant he was, he would burn them as soon as possible.

He is careless.

Once their affairs are known, it is absolutely impossible to be kind.

Sun Hongming thought to himself, he must have committed some crimes in his previous life, and in this life, love is so difficult.

He knew that he couldn't live in Miao's house forever, but he couldn't bear Miao Shaojue's sadness.Of course, he was no less sad than Shaojue.He knew it all along, but he didn't want to think about it.

A man is a big man, it hurts when it hurts, and he won't die.But what about Miao Shaojue?He has only himself.