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Four years passed by.

Over the past few years, his father and aunt's careful care and silent love for him made him gradually let go of the idea of ​​revenge.

But he couldn't forgive, forgiving his mother's early death due to overwork and depression due to his father's departure.He didn't know who to blame, and as he got older, he tried to understand his father's and mother's choices.But the gap can only be borne by himself, suffering from inner torment.And the evil relationship between father and mother seems to have nothing to do with it.

His father and aunt had given him too much, if they hadn't taken him back then, maybe he would have died, if this was the case, he would really have no face to face his aunt who was in the underworld.Thinking about it now, the mother's letter back then was nothing more than a mother trying her best to keep her son alive, even if it was against her own heart.

And the father and aunt did not disappoint A Niang's expectations, gave him food and clothing, obtained education, and even changed his fate.If A Niang is alive in heaven, she should be comforted.But after thinking about it, it was in exchange for the pain of A Niang's life.You can't forgive yourself.

Now that I can no longer blame them with malice, I can only hide this distorted feeling of atonement to A Niang in my heart, and transfer all the anger caused by things that cannot be taken care of rationally to Li Mingxuan.

I remember the year when he first came to this house, he protested against this house with spikes all over his body, but Li Mingxuan always approached him without fear.Therefore, all his grievances rushed towards Li Mingxuan.

Knowing that he wanted to get close to her, she deliberately ignored him, and occasionally talked to him and taunted him in an extremely bad tone.He was not allowed to come within three meters of him at any time, and he was not allowed to call himself "brother" when he was outside, and he had to pretend that he didn't know him.

Originally, he was not allowed to bark at home, but in his heart, he never admitted that Li Mingxuan was his younger brother.But Li Mingxuan followed him no matter what, only this one he refused to change his mouth, even once he called himself "brother, when we went to eat", his emotions suddenly lost control for no reason, and he was slapped when he went up.After the beating, he was stunned when he saw Li Mingxuan's tears.

My aunt and father heard the noise and hurried in to check the situation.When the aunt saw the palm marks on Li Mingxuan's face, she didn't say anything, but hurriedly wiped Li Mingxuan's tears with a sad expression, while his father lost his temper with him rarely, and asked him, "I'm sorry for what Mingxuan did. It’s fine if you can’t fulfill your responsibility as an older brother, why do you do it?!” He opened his mouth, speechless.

He knew that he was venting his anger, but he couldn't control himself, so he acquiesced in calling him brother.

Because I felt my gratitude to my father and aunt, I was always guilty of my mother, afraid that I would forget my mother's pain.I feel extremely disgusted with myself who forgave my father and aunt who hurt my mother.

As for Li Mingxuan, he always had a feeling that once he slacked off, he would be lost forever.He himself couldn't explain why he thought this way, and instinctively wanted to stay away from him.But Li Mingxuan always approached him intentionally or unintentionally, no matter how coldly he confronted him, he always followed behind with a smile and called "Brother".Annoyed at the self that had been shaken before, and the depression that had nowhere to vent, all turned to Li Mingxuan, and as time passed, he forgot the original intention.

Unconsciously attributed the reason to hating Li Mingxuan because he took away the family that belonged to him, and blamed Li Mingxuan, who was still in the aunt's stomach, for the divorce between Auntie and his father. I am afraid that my father will not leave so cruelly.

And today is a good day to celebrate Li Yao's admission to the city's medical university.

When Li Yao announced at the dinner table that he planned to move out and rent a house independently after going to university.The aunt said: "Anyway, they are all in this city, so it's better to live at home."But Li Yao said that there is a distance between the school and his home, and it is inconvenient to commute by car every day. It is better to rent a house near the school.His father and aunt understood his thoughts and had no objections.Just remember to go home and have a look more often, don't be wild when you go out, and auntie will cook you something delicious when you come back.

Only Mingxuan, who was elated at the fact that he was admitted to the medical university, suddenly collapsed after hearing his decision, put down the bowls and chopsticks, said he was full, and went back to his room.

But Li Yao didn't seem to be affected by this episode, and continued to eat slowly.When he got back into the room, he felt a burst of relief.Originally, I planned to move out in high school, but I had just transferred to another school for more than a year and hadn't adjusted my mood. As a result, my grades couldn't keep up, so I had to go straight to the third year of junior high school.Moreover, the school at that time was only a few hundred meters away from home, so I couldn't speak at all.But now that he went to school in a new place, even though he was still in the city, he had an excuse to move out.And he is almost an adult, he can work part-study and rely on his own efforts to support himself without relying on others.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel clearer.

Suddenly thinking of Li Mingxuan's lonely expression just now, he couldn't help feeling guilty.Deep down in my heart, I knew that Li Mingxuan had no faults whatsoever, and I felt a little guilty in my heart for having treated him badly because of venting my anger.

Therefore, after that day, there was no such deep hostility when facing Li Mingxuan, and when he accidentally bumped into him at home or Li Mingxuan called him brother, he would not turn away with a disgusted expression on his face, although his face was still expressionless.

But this small change made Mingxuan happy for several days, walking with wind~

Mingxuan remembered that from the time he first saw his 12-year-old brother at the age of 14 to now, his brother had never treated him well.When his brother snubbed him at first, he felt very sad.But my mother told him that my brother's mother passed away, so my brother was very sad.Tell yourself to get along well with your brother and don't make him angry.But how can I be willing to provoke my brother?For him, his elder brother is a gift from heaven to him. He likes his elder brother very, very much, even though his elder brother hates him very much.

However, until now his brother's attitude towards him has finally improved a bit, but his brother is about to move out. He feels very uncomfortable for this, and he thinks it's better to let his brother continue to hate him, at least he can see his brother every day!

Speaking of which, Wang Meng has also been admitted to the sports school next door.Two days ago, when Wang Meng came to his brother to announce that he had been admitted to the sports school next door to his brother, the excited voice couldn't even stop the door!

Wang Meng is Wang Meng's elder brother. Since his elder brother was in the same class as Wang Meng, although Wang Meng and his younger brother still caused troubles, they never troubled him again.And I didn't bother to care about that little overlord, who just happened to be idle.But Wang Meng's relationship with his brother is getting better and better, and he comes to the house to play with his brother every now and then.

Sometimes Wang Meng's big laughter and brother's hearty laughter can be heard in the elder brother's room, and he is jealous and happy about this.Jealous of why he enjoys his brother's smile all to himself, rejoicing at the rare joy when his brother is at home.

My brother will be leaving in two days, even though he is in the same city.But in the past, even in the same family, it was rare to see each other a few times, not to mention that it was even more difficult after moving out.For this reason, he did not hesitate to pretend to be sick and ask for leave to go home, planning to wait for his brother to leave the room in the lobby all the time, and to look at him more often.

But when he finally asked for leave and came home, he saw his brother was about to go out, and he still hasn't come back!Looking at the pointer on the wall, it is almost a little bit faster, and my parents are on a business trip again, and I will come back tomorrow to practice for my brother.I was anxious and worried that something might happen to my brother, but I didn't dare to call to ask.

After finally staying up until two o'clock in the morning, the door finally heard the sound of opening. He rushed to meet him, but saw his drunken brother staggering in.Seeing that he was about to fall, Mingxuan ran over to catch him in a hurry, and suddenly remembered that his brother forbade him to approach.He also thought that even if his brother beat him, he would not be willing to leave his brother behind and let it go.After dragging my brother to the sofa, he took off his shoes and fetched hot water to wipe his face.

During the process, Mingxuan kept his eyes on his nose, his nose and his heart.And always waiting to welcome my brother with a flying kick.But my brother didn't resist at all, just kept his eyes closed.As if asleep.Ming Xuan's movements of wiping his face slowed down involuntarily, he hadn't observed his brother's face carefully for a long time.

After several years of recuperation, coupled with not going out to exercise very much and always reading those obscure medical books, my brother's skin has become much whiter, and his height is almost 1.8 meters, but he is still a bit thin.In addition, his face was already straight, but now he is more radiant than before, and his whole body is much more energetic. It is a typical type of boy who can meet a bunch of nympho girls when he goes out for a casual stroll.

Looking at my brother's face, I thought maybe my brother might have a girlfriend.I don't know who my brother has looked at with his dark eyes affectionately, and who he has kissed with his pale pink lips, and I feel a twinge of pain in my heart.Mingxuan suddenly wanted to know the taste of those lips, and then he not only thought about it, but his body practiced it faster than thinking about it.When he reacted, his lips were already on his brother's.It was as if a trace of electricity was flowing through the whole body, and I licked it involuntarily. It smelled like beer, and I wanted more...

At the same time, an unknown feeling rose in my heart.

Suddenly, Li Yao moved, and Ming Xuan got up in a hurry, almost falling over.Fortunately, my brother didn't wake up, but just shrank back and continued to sleep.Seeing this, he wanted to drag his brother back to his room so that he could sleep more comfortably, but he was afraid that his brother would be unhappy when he woke up and found himself in his room, so he found a blanket to cover him.Then I went to turn off the light, and lay down on the dining table three meters away from my brother, staring at my brother's fuzzy sleeping face in the dark, fascinated.

But this night, Li Mingxuan's heart underwent an earth-shaking change...

When he woke up early in the morning, Li Yao's head hurt very much. As soon as he got up, a blanket slipped off his body.

I remember that I went to dinner with my graduate classmates last night and then sang K. Everyone was very excited, and I was also given a lot of alcohol, and I almost drank a piece of wine.After finally returning to the door of the house, I saw Li Mingxuan as soon as I opened the door, and I couldn't recall the memory after that.

Just as he was thinking, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Li Mingxuan falling asleep on the dining table.Although it is summer now, there are already signs of autumn sooner or later.Li Mingxuan was only wearing a T-shirt, shrunk into a ball because of the cold.Looking at the blanket on his body, the shoes lined up side by side, and Li Mingxuan lying there, Li Yao probably guessed that it was Li Mingxuan who took care of him when he was drunk last night.I planned to get angry at him for taking care of myself without authorization, but after thinking about it, forget it.

Seeing that he didn't go back to the room to rest in order to take care of himself, but could only shrink there like a discarded kitten, he felt a little pity in his heart, but he immediately dismissed this idea.

Just when I wanted to get up, there was a sound of opening the door. It was my father and aunt who had returned.He nodded to them, said hello, and went back to the room to wash up.