I have nothing to love when I add the wrong friend

Thankfully, the plane was not delayed, but the phone was out of battery.

After leaving the terminal, Mo Jingshen went straight to the parking lot to pick up the car, and then hurried to the hospital.

This hospital is crowded all the year round, especially the emergency department, even though it is past one o'clock in the middle of the night, there are still people.

Some family members of the patients came and went in a hurry with anxious faces; some nurses pushed the hospital beds out of the corridor and headed towards the inpatient building; occasionally they came across a few doctors who had not taken off their surgical gowns and looked tired.

There is a tense atmosphere in the whole building, as if day and night have nothing to do with this place, what is there is only the determination to keep fighting for life with the god of death, and the weakness after the battle.

Mo Jingshen hurriedly found the emergency building. Because his mobile phone was out of battery, he was afraid that his mind would be too confused on the way to remember the wrong location. Looking at a floor plan with white letters on a blue background hanging in the lobby on the first floor, he immediately turned his eyes to search carefully and found the place where the operating room is located. The floor, felt that it was probably the same as the memory, so I ran to the elevator room.

But he didn't expect that something would go wrong if he was so careful!

I went up and down twice in the elevator, but the elevator didn't stop at the floor where the operating room was!

The phone was out of battery and I couldn't reach anyone. The service desk was empty. Probably the waiter was not on duty at night, and he had no place to ask people. I was so anxious that I had to come out to look for the stairs.

When he found that the fire escape on the floor where the operating room was located was tightly locked by a stainless steel door, he couldn't help feeling a little panicked!

How is grandma?How is the rescue going?It's like a deaf and blind man who doesn't get any news!

However, no matter how many questions he had, no one could answer him.

Mo Jingshen felt a strong sense of powerlessness, couldn't help leaning against the wall, with his forehead against the cold tiles, and couldn't help but want to cry.

At this moment, the elevator opened again, and someone patted him on the shoulder lightly, with a hoarse voice: "Excuse me, do you need help?"

Mo Jingshen turned his head immediately, and saw a middle-aged man standing in front of him, asking gently.

He was wearing a blue disposable mask with half of it removed on his ears, a cap of the same color on his head, and a surgical gown. He was obviously a surgeon in the operating room.

Mo Jingshen saw clearly the mineral water bottle he was holding in his hand, and thought that this person probably had just finished the operation to catch his breath, so he couldn't help asking excitedly:

"Doctor! How do I get to the floor of the operating room? I have family members who are undergoing surgery."

Thinking about encountering such a situation often, the doctor didn't refuse, but just asked him the patient's name, and said that no one else could enter the operating room.

Mo Jingshen suppressed his excitement and answered patiently. As a result, the doctor's face immediately changed, and the gentleness just now turned into sympathy. He seemed to be deliberating for a while before whispering to him:

"Please also, my condolences."

Mo Jingshen suddenly felt that he couldn't stand on his feet anymore. The doctor entered the elevator, beckoned him to follow, entered the password and pressed the floor, breaking the dead silence in the elevator:

"The patient is too old and has poor physical function. He was sent to the hospital with severe intracranial hemorrhage. Although he tried his best to treat him, he couldn't recover in the end..."

Mo Jingshen's mind was full of noise, time became very slow, he seemed to not hear anything clearly, and seemed to hear everything in his ears.

He didn't know how long he was in a daze before he came back to his senses. He felt the soles of his feet go weak, but when he stretched out his hand to touch the cold elevator wall, he gradually became stronger.

Perhaps the image of the doctor is too authoritative. He said that after death, it is impossible for a person to be alive. Mo Jingshen couldn't accept such a bad news, but he had to face it. He could only find reasons to convince himself:

Grandma and the others live in the suburbs, and this hospital is already the best hospital closest to home. Because it is a trauma, even if it is sent to the hospital in time, it will be too late. This is an objective reason.

Grandma is getting old, and she couldn't get off the operating table. This is also an objective reason...

He has countless reasons to convince himself, and there is a reason for it all!It was just an accident!It's not anyone's fault!But he still couldn't forgive himself!

At a time like this, why isn't he by Grandma's side?

Just to hang out!Just to play tricks on someone he doesn't know, he ran all the way to the Shanghai stock market!

He lived to be 23 years old, and realized for the first time that the childish naughtiness and innocence that he still retains in himself is such a great crime!

His playful temper is just a pointless struggle in his attempt to save his lost childhood!He thought he could grow up healthy and healthy without a mother, and be happy every day!

Now it seems that it is nothing but self-deception.

His willfulness is nothing but humbleness disguised as naughty.

He didn't have to do this at all!

He can be steady!Can be reliable!Can be convincing!

If so, he would not have such regrets, and would not have to face such a heart-wrenching situation now!

Dad went abroad to perform, even if he got the news of grandma's hospitalization immediately and set off to return home, he must still be on the plane at this moment, and he must not know that grandma passed away.

Uncle is getting old, and the family is full of women, even if they are very powerful, they still need someone to be by their side in front of such a big event.

He is the only male of the family's grandchildren, and many things are still waiting for him to come forward to solve, so he can't be too sad now, he must cheer up and be strong.

But the eye sockets are still uncontrollable, tears are rolling down, and the mind seems to be divided into two completely different sides. The calm side maintains reason and understands what you need to do. The emotional side has long been numb and feels that all this is not true willing to admit.

When we reached the sixteenth floor, the elevator stopped, and before the elevator door opened, bursts of mournful cries came through the door.

The elevator door opened, and Mo Jingshen hesitated under his feet, as if he would face countless winds and frosts after taking this step, and he was a little timid for a while.

However, he still saw clearly what was inside the door, and his footsteps did not hesitate.

This is not a big lounge, except for a door leading to the operating room, there are only two elevators to get in and out, and there is nothing but a few rows of stainless steel chairs.

At this time, his family members, except him who had just arrived, and his father who was still abroad, were all sitting together.

The uncle's eyes were red, and his expression was still a bit dazed. The female relatives were all hugging their heads and crying. The little nephew was still young and not very sensible. When he saw the adults crying, he also cried.

The eldest aunt and his wife were wearing the same style of floral pajamas. They probably had just taken a bath and were enjoying the cool in the yard when the accident happened.

The second aunt was wearing a long gray dress and her long hair was draped softly. It looked nothing wrong, but she was also wearing a nightgown.

The cousin should have come directly from the company. She was still wearing a black dress and a white shirt that was neat and tidy in the past, but now the collar was messy.

The cousin was wearing a simple T-shirt, cropped trousers, and carrying her usual bucket bag. She was sitting quietly on the far side, her eyes were red and she was weeping quietly.

"Brother, are you here?"

Mo Xiulan was sitting on the far side, and when she heard the elevator doors open, she was the first to spot him.

Mo Jingshen's throat was dry and he didn't know how to open his mouth, so he replied with a muffled "hmm".

"Are you back? Let's go! Take your grandma to the ground floor first, the funeral home is already on the way."

The uncle turned his head when he heard the voice, saw that he had arrived, and didn't say much about other trivial matters, he immediately stood up and patted him on the shoulder, and began to arrange the old man's funeral.

"Your dad is still on the way, the plane at 04:30, I didn't get through the phone call to you before, and I didn't have time to tell you to wait for your dad to come with you. You can go pick him up now!"

"Ah Qing, take Rarity home first, coax him well, don't scare him. The second child, when the time comes, you will be in charge of purchasing with the funeral parlor. Don't panic and be taken advantage of. Old lady, you Go home and call your friends and family..."

Although the uncle is old, he has a lot of experience. He took care of the death of the grandfather and the death of the second uncle. Now that the grandmother is gone, he will be sad, but he will not panic. In just ten minutes, his emotions Just settle down and start assigning work.

The family members who were still crying just now calmed down because of the burden on their bodies. Seeing the doctor who brought him up just now, the uncle tried his best to show a sad smile and bowed slightly to the doctor:

"Director Peng, thank you for your hard work!"

"Please condolences! The situation is too dangerous, and I can't recover from it, please condolences!"

This Director Peng is a very experienced doctor. Although he has seen a lot of life and death, he still feels sorry for the patient, and his attitude will be much better when facing rational and polite family members. Seeing Uncle Mo, he sincerely thanked him, and he couldn't help it He bowed to the Mo family in return.

The uncle exchanged a few words with the doctor, and Mo Jingshen listened beside him, and then he realized that this doctor is the doctor who is the chief surgeon of grandma.

Thinking about meeting him downstairs just now, he just came down the stairs, no wonder when he went upstairs, he happened to meet his family members crying, most likely they had only received the bad news for a few minutes.

Wanting to understand this, Mo Jingshen immediately stood beside his uncle, and also bowed to thank him:

"Grandma couldn't be rescued because of objective reasons. You have tried your best, please don't blame yourself! It's the middle of the night, you have worked hard!"

"This kid is very calm and has a method in doing things, which is very good."

Anyway, it doesn't cost money to praise others, Director Peng is very generous.Recently, the relationship between doctors and patients has become more and more tense. A surgeon like him often encounters irrational family members, and rarely encounters reasonable people. He only feels tired after a night, and he feels relieved.

Uncle smiled wryly, thank you, it’s not appropriate to exchange pleasantries now, everyone is silent, just in time the staff of the funeral home came, pushed the person out from the operating room, entered the elevator, went directly down to the underground, and will soon be put into the funeral home to deliver In the ice coffin, I think the mourning hall has also been set up.

The eldest sister, mother and daughter took the children home to pack up and prepare for the funeral. The second aunt, mother and daughter followed behind them, protecting Grandma Mo's body into the elevator.

Mo Jingshen originally thought that he was very strong, but the moment he was pushed out covered with a white cloth, he still couldn't help crying out loud!

Before he left, grandma was still fine, and whispered to him that the watermelon was too sweet recently, and the aunt forbade her to eat too much, so she coaxed him to secretly buy one and give it away, so that she could hide it in the room and eat it slowly.

It wasn't until the moment he was sent to the underground garage and carried into the ice coffin that he realized that he would never see his grandma again!

She would never answer the phone when she was on the phone; when she came home, she would never come to the door to wait; passing by those little snack shops that grandma loved, even if he bought them, she would not be able to eat them anymore!

All kinds of thoughts burst out, and panic swept over. Mo Jingshen cried loudly, holding on to the car door and refusing to leave!It seemed that once he let go, grandma would really disappear forever!

The uncle had no choice but to pull his hand away, and motioned for the second aunt, mother and daughter to follow the funeral home and get into the car first.

"I know you just came back, and you don't feel real yet! But this is an accident! No one knows when it will happen! You cheer me up! Go to the airport to pick up your dad! There are still many things waiting for you to do at home Uncle is getting old! You have to stand up! Do you know? Wipe away your tears quickly! Go and pick up your dad! Your dad is emotional, don’t provoke him!"

The underground garage is dark, with a few lights, the lights are miserable white, not far away is the morgue, the atmosphere is very calm, and with the cold water pouring down on the head, a lot of words are heard in the ears, Mo Jing Shen's eyes were blank, he tried to restrain his emotions, and hiccupped, "Got it".

【Why!Young and careless!Arrange more things for him to do. 】

The uncle's eyes were complicated, and Mo Jingshen understood it. He sent him to the car, and stood on the side to wait for them to leave first.

"Brother! Charging treasure! Don't be unable to contact people at the airport!"

Before the car left, Mo Xiulan suddenly took out a power bank the size of a palm from her backpack. Before Mo Jingshen could react, she was already holding it in her hand.

The family members have already laid the groundwork for most of the night, and they are all staying together. They have already prepared their psychological preparations. Even if they have a temporary breakdown, they will soon be able to face reality and start to get busy.

He didn't know the situation outside, and he still had good expectations in his heart. When he suddenly faced the status quo, he felt a big gap in his heart, and it was normal that he couldn't accept it for a while.

Thinking about his father who was still on the plane, Mo Jingshen cheered up and clenched his fists hard. The charging treasure was immediately soaked with sweat. He stood there for a long time before dragging his heavy steps away.

The experience of this night is really unreal like a dream, and the ups and downs of emotions are very difficult.

Arriving safely at the airport all the way, Mo Jingshen was grateful for his rationality, but when he waited in a daze at the airport, when he saw his father walking in front of him, tears still welled up in his eyes!

Like a helpless boat, it finally sailed to its own harbor. In an instant, reason was overwhelmed by sensibility. As soon as his legs softened, he knelt on the ground, hugged Mo Yutang's legs, and cried loudly: "Dad! Grandma! gone!"