boat crossing boundless

Xie Zhou was kidnapped on the way back to the rented house. The kidnapper knocked him unconscious. When he regained consciousness, he was already lying on a strange bed. The dark room, the pungent aroma, his body was hot and unbearable. Overwhelmed by almost foreign desires.

He knew something was wrong, and he could even vaguely guess why.

Because he suddenly came out, he has been in the entertainment industry for many years, and he is a dutiful actor who is a cannon fodder. There is no need for dead bodies to lie there, and there is no need for soldiers to rush there. Playing ugly and stupid, humble and ridiculous.

Such a him, just because he accidentally went to the wrong place, was regarded as the male number three by the director. He was so lucky.

Hence the misfortune.

No calamity, no calamity.Xie Zhou never thought of being famous, he felt that he had been associated with the word "bitterness" all his life, and that he would go to the grave of suffering, and never imagined that it would come.

How could there be no fantasy?Xie Zhou felt that he was still a human being, but he was too good at deceiving himself and others. He could enter another "Xie Zhou" without any preparation, a Xie Zhou who never needed any light.

That Xie Zhou is an ant and dust, unworthy of fantasy and hope.

The real Xie Zhou's greatest fantasy in this life is a classmate named Shan Wuya.

He had too many classmates. Although most of them never left any good memories, even one person is worth collecting, remembering, and fantasizing for a lifetime.

Shan Wuya was too kind to him.

He knows that he is poor, knows that he is suffering, and knows that he uses indifference to cover up his humbleness, but he never maliciously slanders him, and hypocritically pities him, and even keeps the distance just right, when he can see it.

When he can't see, Shan Wuya will give him candy, fruit, milk, chocolate, snacks, shrimp crackers, small cakes and potato chips, all of which are "luxury goods" that he is reluctant to buy and has no chance to taste. He would also secretly stuff a lunch box for himself when he was reluctant to eat, and then steal it back after confirming that he had finished eating.

Actually, Xie Zhou shouldn't have accepted these things, but he couldn't hold back. Once there was a start, everything would be logical and he would get used to it.

He originally wanted to repay Shan Wuya well, but the little note he wrote on the occasion of graduation was too perfunctory and too understated.

The relationship between him and Shan Wuya cannot be settled with a thank you. If there is a chance, Xie Zhou feels that he should use the rest of his life to thank him.

This made him have unrealistic fantasies when he learned that he had the opportunity to enter the entertainment industry. He was radiant and loved by the world. Such a best "Xie Zhou" would be seen by Shan Wuya and be qualified Go back to him and repay him.

But the reality is always too cruel and too hopeless.

Every time he has a slight possibility, he always strikes more cruelly.

The torment of being repeatedly roasted by life eventually led to numbness, and everything seemed to be taken for granted.

He was born to live for the interpretation of humbleness, no matter how he pretended to be arrogant, he could only struggle in the mud puddle with dust in his life.

At this point, even the body that I worked hard to hold on to even if I was tossed by trivial livelihoods will be lost. It is really useless and a complete joke.

Xie Zhou smiled.

I let myself be swallowed by desire, and I never realized that I called that name unconsciously.

Single boundless.

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