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Song Ya left this world half a month later. When she left, Su Wan was singing beside her, and Yi Zuo was sitting beside her playing the guitar. She suddenly stopped breathing, and the electrocardiogram stopped, and then the rescue failed. Song Ya Ya left.

Before Yi Zuo had time to react, he was sent into the operating room.It was as if all doctors had been waiting for this moment.

Yi Zuo lay in the cold operation and thought, did this group of doctors really try their best to save Miss Song Ya?Why are you so unwilling, why do you feel like you gave up so easily, you can try again, maybe Miss Song Ya doesn't have to leave...

When he woke up, Yi Zuo felt the light that he hadn't felt for a long time.But just a little bit, his eyes still couldn't adapt to the light immediately, so he was covered with gauze.

"Yi Zuo..." Seeing that he woke up, Ah Qing hugged him and cried.

Yi Zuo patted the man on the shoulder lightly, and said in a low voice, "Did I keep you waiting for too long?"

"I've been waiting for a long, long time." Ah Qing cried, "Finally the day when you can see the world again."

"Actually, it's only been four years." Yi Zuo said very lightly, "I'm used to the darkness, so I can't adapt to the sunshine anymore."

"I'll get used to it in the future. The doctor said it will be fine in another week."

When Su Wan came in, she was lifeless.

"I know that all your family members have left you." Yi Zuo looked at her and said, "Take me and Ah Qing as your family from now on. I am the elder brother and she is the elder sister."

Su Wan was stubborn, she didn't cry, but her voice was hoarse, "Is mother's body going to be cremated?"

"Well, then sprinkle it on your father's grave." Yi Zuo said with a smile.

"My father is not dead." Su Wan said after a long time, "He is still in prison. He was sentenced to 20 years for domestic violence."

Yi Zuo was stunned, so what does Miss Song Ya mean, it is impossible to sprinkle it on her husband's grave.

"Let her be with my brother!" Su Wan said suddenly, "My brother is alone and lonely."

Yi Zuo suddenly remembered that Miss Song Ya had a son who seemed to be very young when he died, and died when he was only 17 years old.This has always been a pain that the two mothers and daughters do not want to talk about.

"Well, let them be together, the two of you won't be so lonely." Ah Qing smiled and touched Su Wan's head, "We will take good care of you in the future."

Su Wan just smiled and didn't say a word.

In fact, Yi Zuo understands that some people in life are irreplaceable, such as Su Wan's family, such as Shen Ximo's sister Yi Mingling, such as the people Zhong Ning really likes, such as Lin Rongyan in his life.

Those people can only be empty, and then have been empty in the heart, becoming an indelible mark.

A week later, Yi Zuo removed the gauze, and he slowly opened his eyes. When he saw the world clearly again, he was inexplicably lost.

He still hoped that the first person he saw was the one he wanted to see, but Lin Rongyan didn't come.

Ah Qing was there, Su Wan was there, Ning Jinquan was there, Zhou Yuqing was there, Zhong Ning was there, Qi Ze was there, Bai He was there, and he even said hello to Mo Dongyu, but without Lin Rongyan, his heart felt empty and uncomfortable.

They may not even have the qualifications of friends, he is not reconciled, he can't let go, but there is nothing he can do.

Ah Qing drove him and Su Wan to the cemetery.

Yi Zuo originally thought that Ah Qing would be a tall, fair and strong woman like Ning Jinquan, but Su Wan was that kind of petite girl, like a high school student, not at all like a university student.

Su Wan gave Yi Zuo the feeling of a younger sister. Although Yi Zuo had never had a younger sister, he felt that a younger sister should be like this.

But Su Wan told him that he couldn't treat him as an elder brother.

It turns out that some people really are incomparable.

"Here we are." Ah Qing stopped the car and said, "I'll wait for you here."

Yi Zuo nodded, and Su Wan got out of the car holding the urn.

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Su Wan found the spiritual seat of her elder brother Su Ming, and then put her mother's ashes aside. The pastor talked there for a long time, and Yi Zuo just watched from a distance because he was an outsider.

After the pastor left, Yi Zuo walked over. Su Wan stayed in this place without responding for a long time.

Yi Zuo looked at the photo of Su Wan's brother Su Ming and was in a daze for a long time.

He looks thin and wears wide eyes, and he's a decent guy.It's just that there is always an indescribable sadness in the eyes, no wonder the lyrics of the song "Wind" were written.

"What kind of person is your brother?" Yi Zuo asked.

Su Wan thought for a while and said, "It's very selfish but also very gentle."

Two contradictory words, but everyone is a contradiction.

"I might have a long time left in this life." Su Wan's eyes started to turn red, "I should have left with my brother a long time ago, if it wasn't for me, maybe he wouldn't be so sad when he left."

Yi Zuo actually didn't understand Su Wan's words, but it was the first time he saw Su Wan crying.So he bent down slightly, wiped away the girl's tears and said, "It's okay, it's over, don't cry."

Su Wan shook her head vigorously, with tears streaming down her face, she cried and said, "It's because of the past that I'm crying."

Yi Zuo subconsciously asked, "Why?"

"If it's over, there's no way to save it. It's fine if it's not completely over." Su Wan wiped her tears, "That way, everyone is still there, and everything can be changed in time."

Yi Zuo was stunned, these words touched him a little.

"If it's not completely over..." Yi Zuo repeated this sentence softly, whether he and Lin Rongyan had completely ended, he couldn't see the ending clearly.

Yi Zuo suddenly remembered that when he was a child, a fortune teller told him that he will be with you for the rest of your life if you have a fatal fate.

Yi Zuo didn't believe what the fortune teller said, but if the robbery was Lin Rongyan, he hoped that the fortune teller was right, and he wanted to be with Lin Rongyan for the rest of his life.

In the past few years of separation, he missed Lin Rongyan very much, even if he didn't say anything or think about anything, his whole world was Lin Rongyan.They all thought that he had already forgotten Lin Rongyan, as long as he didn't mention this man, in fact, Yi Zuo also thought that would be the case, but after seeing Lin Rongyan, he could never forget that man again.

"What are you thinking?" Su Wan looked at him and asked.

Yi Zuo came back to his senses, he found that he kept thinking about Lin Rongyan recently.

He smiled embarrassedly and asked, "Is it okay?"

"Well, I will come back to see him every year at this time." Su Wan said with a smile, "Brother, I'm leaving."

Su Wan left the city. She dropped out of school and planned to see the outside world.She said that there was nothing worth remembering about this place, and she wanted to look around, maybe she could see a lot of things.

Yi Zuo tried to get her to stay, but Su Wan was a stubborn child, and Yi Zuo's persuasion was useless. In the end, he could only give Su Wan a sum of money to send Su Wan away.

"Actually, this is a good thing." Shen Ximo said while driving the car, "This way you have one less bond."

Yi Zuo glanced at Shen Ximo. This man, who is already over 50 years old, is still the same as a 30-year-old man.

"Aren't you afraid that one day I will betray the daughter you raised?" Yi Zuo asked him.

"Afraid?!" Shen Ximo couldn't help laughing, "I've been afraid of your mother, Yi Mingling, all my life."

"One day I will make you regret it."

"I'm looking forward to it." Shen Ximo looked at Yi Zuo with a mysterious smile, "If you can pull Jun'er down, it means you are better than her, and I will completely let you replace her."

Yi Zuo was silent, he was actually not that interested at all.Then the car stopped at the gate of Ning Jinquan's villa area, where both he and Ah Qing lived temporarily.

"Is there no one who can replace my mother?" Yi Zuo asked him suddenly before getting out of the car, but Shen Ximo didn't answer.

Yi Zuo looked at the car going away, and he suddenly understood that Shen Ximo really loved his mother.