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Chu Hongsheng didn't know Wang Xiaohui's voice behind him at all, and walked quickly towards the house wholeheartedly.

And at this moment Xue Dingyuan was taking a nap on the table - in fact, he didn't sleep well in the past two nights, always thinking about whether he should take the initiative to move out in the future.

Right now, I can't stop dreaming. I was dreaming that Chu Hongsheng told himself that his family would be the most important thing in the future, so he shouldn't contact him too often or something...

He was sore when he heard it, but he knew it was normal, and was about to grit his teeth and say he knew, when he woke up, and then saw Chu Hongsheng.

He was a little dazed.

Especially at this moment, Chu Hongsheng's pupils are all reflected in himself...

As soon as Chu Hongsheng entered the door, he saw Xue Dingyuan lying on the table with a painful expression, so he quickly woke him up and asked him, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Xue Dingyuan nodded reflexively, and then felt Chu Hongsheng stroking his hair, "It's okay, dreams are always reversed."

The problem is not this!

He sighed, and Chu Hongsheng asked him again, "It's scary?"

Xue Dingyuan thought for a while, then nodded.

Chu Hongsheng said, "Why don't you say it? It won't be so scary if you say it."

But that would be too embarrassing, so Xue Dingyuan decided to say that he forgot.

But looking at it like that, he didn't want to talk about it, so Chu Hongsheng sighed, and then went to the kitchen for a walk. Sure enough, he saw that it was a cold pot and a cold stove, and then he was worried, "I'll take you out for dinner first." .”

Xue Dingyuan was still immersed in that dream, thinking about getting along with Chu Hongsheng for a while, and then followed him away.

After eating, I heard Chu Hongsheng say, "If you are still afraid, come with me to Leqing first."

In fact, it wasn't that I was afraid, but I just thought I could wait a little longer, so Xue Dingyuan followed.

He also felt that something was wrong with himself, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong, so he was still a little dazed.

He also felt that he was numb, so after being dragged by Chu Hongsheng to Le Qing, he said that he was going to sleep—he thought it was because he didn't wake up just now.

But Chu Hongsheng also followed in, looking at him tenderly, "Go to sleep, don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

Xue Dingyuan: ...

Do you want to make up a ghost story that it was your own dream?Otherwise, how could I be able to sleep!

But he said he wanted to sleep, and he had to sleep no matter what, so he closed his eyes, but he could still feel Chu Hongsheng's gaze gently falling on him.

He felt very warm and at ease, and then gradually became really sleepy.

But before he fell asleep, he heard the door knocking outside.

Chu Hongsheng also heard it - when Xue Dingyuan closed his eyes, he could look at the other party a little more unscrupulously, but as long as there are people, he can't...

Thinking of this, he walked out of the lounge, and then heard Wang Xiaohui's cheerful voice, "Boss, you are back, this fried skewers are delicious, I brought you some."

Chu Hongsheng frowned slightly, and Wang Xiaohui fell silent for a moment, but couldn't help but whispered after a while, "Boss, eat a little."

In fact, she was very worried that he would look down on her, because her family conditions were not good, she was not very smart, and she was timid.

But he fought for himself, should, should treat himself a little differently, right?

Wang Xiaohui blushed thinking.

Chu Hongsheng made a "shh" gesture to Wang Xiaohui, which meant to keep his voice down.

Wang Xiaohui blushed even more, but she still whispered, "Boss, how is Xiao Xue?"

Chu Hongsheng's voice was a little gentle, "En, very good."

Wang Xiaohui said with emotion, every time the boss mentions her younger brother, she is so gentle.

At the same time, I was a little worried, that is... that is, if the two really get together in the future, will he treat himself better than his younger brother?

Hmm... It doesn't have to be better than Xiaoxue, just, almost.

After thinking about it, she probed softly, "Boss, treat your little Xue well."

Chu Hongsheng was stunned for a moment, "It is right to be nice to him."

He didn't want to say anything after he said this, for fear of disturbing Xue Dingyuan, but Wang Xiaohui didn't know, she still wanted to talk to Chu Hongsheng hesitantly, "Then...then if you have a girlfriend in the future, you Will it be so good to her?"

Chu Hongsheng fell silent.

Xue Dingyuan's ears were also raised in the rest room.

Wang Xiaohui and Xue Dingyuan waited for Chu Hongsheng's answer together, but the man remained silent for a long time.

Xue Dingyuan was anxious, but he couldn't ask.

Fortunately, Wang Xiaohui mustered up her courage now, "I...I mean, you're going to have a family, um...will your girlfriend be angry that you treat him so well?"

Xue Dingyuan was angry, this is not together yet, so he really can't tolerate me!

But he was "sleeping", and he wished he could knock his head and faint, so that he wouldn't have to listen to Chu Hongsheng's answer.

Does he need to say anything?

Even if brothers are like siblings, they are not real brothers, husband and wife are the ones who have to accompany each other for the rest of their lives.

Even if Chu Hongsheng treats him as well as before...then there will definitely be family discord, and besides, he is not without eyesight!

Seeing that Chu Hongsheng was only silent, Wang Xiaohui felt a little anxious.

She doesn't have much emotional experience either. At this point, she already felt that she was going to die, so she simply said, "Boss, I... I, I, I like you. If we are together, I will treat you like you." Xue Dingyuan is fine."

In fact, she didn't know how she came up with the last sentence, but somehow felt that this sentence was very important. If she said it, she might succeed, but if she didn't say it, she would definitely not succeed.

And Xue Dingyuan's heart in the lounge was about to jump into his throat right now, and then he listened to Chu Hongsheng's words.

Chu Hongsheng said, "I'm sorry."

Although he knew it shouldn't be, Xue Dingyuan's heart immediately fell back to the original place.

Wang Xiaohui outside was sobbing softly, "I'm sorry, boss, I'm sorry, I... I just wanted to..."

Chu Hongsheng's voice was not loud, but very sincere, and as firm as ever, "I'm sorry for you."

He paused for a while, and after going through the past twenty days in his mind, he realized how stupid he was, "My behavior during this period is really inappropriate, I didn't think so much, I'm sorry Your place, but emotionally, I can't respond to you."

Wang Xiaohui was still sniffling, "No, no, I misunderstood myself, I'm sorry boss, I'm sorry, I know feelings can't be forced."

Seeing the girl crying, Chu Hongsheng also felt helpless, but he felt that he had to make things clear, "You are a good girl, but I can't keep you working here."

Wang Xiaohui tearfully said, "Boss, don't drive me away, I promise I won't... I won't cause you any trouble."

Chu Hongsheng shook his head, "I don't want this. Since I can't respond to you, you shouldn't stay by my side. I can't accept such indecision, and it's not good for you."

He came to the cash register with a determined attitude, calculated Wang Xiaohui's recent sales, and filled in another 200 yuan after making up the whole amount, "Although money doesn't mean anything, this is the only way I can make up for my mistakes."

Wang Xiaohui was still crying, "I don't want it, oh, when I went out to eat, I already spent your meal money, hiccup..."

"That's because you came to buy snacks and fruits..." Chu Hongsheng put the money in her hand, and finally comforted Wang Xiaohui, "Don't cry, you are a smart little girl, but you are also very brave, at least you Dare to express your feelings, it means that you have enough courage in your heart, so no matter when in the future, don’t think that you are timid, you can’t do it yourself, show your courage, and you will be fine in the future.”

Wang Xiaohui's eyes were red, but she stopped crying, "Really?"

"Really, you are braver than many people."

At least that's what he admired her for, and he probably would never dare to express his feelings so bluntly.

Wang Xiaohui also knew that she couldn't work here anymore, it was too embarrassing, and she liked someone, but the other person didn't like her, how uncomfortable it was to see her every day.

She knew that Chu Hongsheng was doing it for her own good, so although she was still sad, she left after saying thank you and sorry a lot indiscriminately.

Xue Dingyuan let out a long breath in the lounge, then slowly got up and walked out.

When Chu Hongsheng saw him, he was obviously a little dazed, and tentatively said, "I'm awake."

Xue Dingyuan shook his head, "Where can I sleep."

Chu Hongsheng remained silent.

Xue Dingyuan went over and gently bumped Chu Hongsheng's shoulder with his shoulder, "It's so charming."

Chu Hongsheng still remained silent.

Xue Dingyuan still teased him, "What? Can't bear it?"

Chu Hongsheng glanced at Xue Dingyuan and sighed, "Stop talking nonsense."

While Xue Dingyuan said "Okay", he suddenly said, "Ah, I forgot you said that I want to find someone who is two years younger than you."

Seeing that Chu Hongsheng really frowned after saying this, he quickly changed the subject, "Have hot pot at night, why don't you buy it and cook it yourself?"

So it worked.

And the two of them agreed without asking a single question, that is, Wang Xiaohui left, and they had to recruit again... Worry!

After get off work, they went directly to the night market to buy three catties of mutton, two packs of Pearl River noodles and dipping sauce.

Vegetables are too expensive, so it’s good to order cabbage, potato and sauerkraut at home.

After arriving home, Chu Hongsheng brought the gas stove into the room, and then began to eat hot pot in full swing. The two of them ate three catties of mutton and various vegetables together.

Because Xue Dingyuan had eaten too much during the Spring Festival, and recently he didn't eat well every day, so Chu Hongsheng just watched him this meal, and didn't let him eat less, nor let him eat enough.

The two of them ate this meal for about two hours, which was actually a waste of time for Xue Dingyuan.

So after eating, he sent Chu Hongsheng to wash up, "I'll clean up the aftermath, it's an activity, and I'll continue to do the quizzes after I take a shower."

Chu Hongsheng went, and Xue Dingyuan packed up, feeling a little...a little...

He has been eating very well recently, so his physical energy is a bit strong, and he ate lamb again today.

Mutton... It is recorded in the Compendium of Materia Medica that mutton is beneficial to essence, cures fatigue, and invigorates lung and kidney qi.

In order not to repeat the mistakes of last time, he secretly thought about it.

After Xue Dingyuan cleaned up, Chu Hongsheng also came out of the bathroom. He didn't put on his shirt, and walked out while wiping his hair, but a drop of water still slipped from his temple and landed on his chest muscles, and then walked along Chu Hongsheng's chest. The perfect muscle line goes all the way down...

Xue Dingyuan heard the sound of himself swallowing, it was loud and embarrassing!

When will he have such a good figure?

While thinking this way, Xue Dingyuan rushed into the bathroom.

Yuba is not popular these days, but Chu Hongsheng has already washed in it for a round, so the temperature is just right now.

In the bathroom, Xue Dingyuan quickly took off his clothes, and then went to confirm that the door was locked, and then opened the shower head to cover it up, and then began to rely on himself.

Because of his health, he really rarely does this kind of thing, and he didn't do it a few times in his previous life.

And there's no fantasies or anything - he's still a little picky about that.

In short, it is a bit out of the question, and I still can't relieve it after working hard for a long time.

He felt that he should think about something, so he began to think about female stars... But after working hard for a while, he found that he was a bit wilted...

He was a little dumbfounded.

It must be because the makeup and clothes of this era do not conform to his aesthetics.

He has to think again!

So he thought about it, and when he thought about the female star, he became a different person. That person had darker eye sockets, deeper eyes, a higher nose bridge, and looked a bit fierce. His lips were neither thin nor thick, and they were always tightly pressed together... …

That person looks very difficult to mess with, but he is actually very careful. That person feels very indifferent, but when you get close to him, you will know that this person has a gentle heart...

That man, his hands are very warm...

Xue Dingyuan took a low breath, then put his forehead on the cold tiles of the bathroom wall, and hammered the wall heavily with the fist of his other hand.

He is dull, but he is not stupid, of course he understands everything now.

Then I felt... I felt... Xue Dingyuan bumped his forehead twice, not lightly but not hard.

No wonder I often looked at Chu Hongsheng in a daze, no wonder he wanted to make trouble when Chu Hongsheng was concentrating on doing something, no wonder Xue Dingyuan held his hand and he felt very warm.

It's no wonder he's always been irritable because of Wang Xiaohui recently...

He turned his lower body and pressed his back against the tiles, trying to cool off his chaotic thoughts steamed by this new discovery.

He stared at the palm of his hand. In his previous life, he had never been in love. It turned out that it was because of this...

No, no, try another man and blow his head off.

That is, only for Chu Hongsheng!

Thinking of this, a wry smile appeared on the corner of Xue Dingyuan's mouth.

Wang Xiaohui pursued Chu Hongsheng. If Chu Hongsheng accepted it, it could be regarded as a good deed, but it was on her own shoulders... Chu Hongsheng saved his life, helped him tide over difficulties, treated him well, helped him, and supported him along the way... This kind of thinking is a proper way to repay kindness with revenge.

At this moment, it is no exaggeration to describe his mood as a mess.

He spat at himself viciously, and actually developed such unethical feelings for Chu Hongsheng.

But he thought again, what's wrong with feelings themselves?Chu Hongsheng is so good, it's normal to like him, right?

At this moment, he also had a dark thought, whether he could come up with some scheming, boil the frog in warm water to keep Chu Hongsheng from leaving him, he should be able to do it!

Then the next moment he trembled violently.

This is so shameless... It is really dirty and despicable to use the tenderness and kindness of the other party to satisfy one's own shady desires.

What should he do?

Of course he knew what the best way to do was to be brothers with Chu Hongsheng like now, to be the best brother, to be life and death friends.

Then, when a very good woman appeared one day, he would watch the two slowly come together with a blessing in mind, and then congratulate the two with a smile on their happy marriage for a hundred years, and maybe they can appear at Chu Hongsheng's wedding On, as best man.

But thinking about it this way makes me feel hopeless.

Can he do it?

But what if it can't be done?

If you can't do it, you will never communicate with each other... He thought of Chu Hongsheng's resolute rejection of Wang Xiaohui during the day, and then resolutely let the other party leave.

If it was him, would you add a word of disgust?

Thinking about Chu Hongsheng's disgusted and disgusted expression on himself, he couldn't accept it!

He was also reluctant to leave Chu Hongsheng... I knew that when Chu Hongsheng said that he wanted to separate, he would...

He interrupted his own thoughts, because no matter how difficult the future felt and how shady this relationship was, he still felt a little bit of sweetness in his heart.

Although it is more bitter and boring, it is precisely because of this that this little bit of sweetness cannot be ignored.

He can do it, he can do it!

Xue Dingyuan pressed against the wall, closed his eyes and let the water wash over his body, telling himself like this.

Then he didn't know how long later, he heard someone knock on the door, and Chu Hongsheng's voice sounded outside, "Xue Dingyuan, are you okay?"

"It's okay!" He quickly replied, then gritted his teeth to make his facial expression normal, and turned off the shower head.

Then pretend nothing happened.

It's really impossible for anything to happen anyway.

And Chu Hongsheng frowned when he heard Xue Dingyuan's voice was a little hoarse, "Did you catch a cold?"

Xue Dingyuan coughed twice, "It's okay, I'll come out right away."

He hurriedly put on one side of his clothes and went out. When he opened the door, he saw Chu Hongsheng standing outside. He was really shocked, "Why don't you wear clothes?"

Chu Hongsheng saw that Xue Dingyuan's face seemed to be reddened by the water vapor, and he could vaguely smell the unique smell coming from the bathroom. Of course he knew what the other party had just done, so he felt a little tight in his throat, "It's a little hot."

Then quickly turned around and went into the room to get dressed.

Xue Dingyuan followed Chu Hongsheng slowly, looked at Chu Hongsheng's solid back and beautifully shaped butterfly bones, before showing his fascination, he quickly turned his eyes away, and said as if trying to cover up, "Watch TV for a while, I'll Do the questions first."

Chu Hongsheng shook his head, "I'll accompany you to read for a while."

To be honest, what he understood was Chinese, and then he took a dictionary and looked it up if there were any words he didn't know.

The distance between him and Xue Dingyuan will definitely become bigger and bigger because of the other party's reading.

There may be many friendships in this world that don't care about status, but it's hard for him to imagine that one day Xue Dingyuan in suits and ties can stand with a vulgar person like himself, who uses his fists faster than his brain when encountering things.

At that time, what you say will appear naive to the other party, and what the other party will say will appear profound to you.

Maybe they will never forget the period of time that they depended on each other for life, but they are not the same way, after all, it is difficult to continue to stay together, and they can only gradually drift away.

He just wanted to extend the time to that step as long as possible.

Xue Dingyuan nodded carelessly, and sat in front of the table, where there was a stack of fruits that Chu Hongsheng had prepared for him.

Such meticulous care permeates every detail of his life.

He couldn't help but wonder if it was because Chu Hongsheng was so kind to him that he had such feelings.

But he soon realized that he was deluding himself.

To like is to like, to be emotional is to be emotional, there are not so many reasons and ifs.

He sighed inwardly, and opened the exercise book, but it was useless.

In the past, no matter how irritable he was, he could calm down when doing the questions, but today he couldn't do it at all. After all, he only discovered such a big thing today.

And the other person in this big event is also another person in some of his fantasies, so close to him.

He just needs to stand up and take a few steps to touch the person.

But in fact the distance between them can never be crossed, this desperate reality hit him a little disheartened.

He absently turned the ballpoint pen in his hand, and it took a long time before he realized that there was nothing to learn on his draft paper, but there were several names of Chu Hongsheng instead.

He quickly dropped the ball of draft paper and threw it into the trash can beside him.

Seeing his appearance, Chu Hongsheng thought he was annoyed because he couldn't solve the problem, so he said, "If you can't finish it, take a rest, and the time is almost up."

Xue Dingyuan: ...

There's nothing wrong with it, Chu Hongsheng told him to rest around the same time in the past.

But on the day when he just found out that he has desire for the other party, what kind of expression should he use to crawl into the other party's bed?

The author has something to say: Regarding the problem of appetite—there are rice buckets around the rice bucket, this is the truth, ahem, so their appetite is normal in my opinion.

And to tell you the truth, I'm probably really a pervert, I really like this kind of plot that I like you, I like you, but I don't think you will like me, so I must hold back 23333

Of course, what you hold back is your own actions and behaviors. If you like it, you still have to stick to it.

Well, let’s confess after going through a few episodes. To tell you the truth, my relationship line or concept of relationship is very old-fashioned. I like—confession—you can fall in love at a young age but you can’t have a relationship with a minor—you can help each other when you’re an adult—and you can have a substantial relationship. The relationship should be after the college entrance examination, which is probably in this order, and after the confession, the plot will revolve around the career line and the like. It’s not good to write about misunderstandings and quarrels. It’s probably two people who want to make a fortune with one heart and one mind, and trust and support each other. Emotion, so... that is, I think it's better to spoiler first, and then I will write in this direction, because I don't want everyone to feel cheated, embarrassing...

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Thanks to Dean_ for throwing 1 grenade