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Ning Jinyue carried the food downstairs to Qiu Xing's house, and looked up to see that the window was dark.He wondered if the person hadn't come back yet?Qiu Xing didn't have any plans tonight, he knew that.Qiu Xing told him not to come here today, but he couldn't control his legs, so he came anyway.

Forget it, let's talk about it first.

Ning Jinyue opened the door and turned on the light in one go, but found a person curled up on the sofa.

Qiu Xing was also in a daze when the lights suddenly came on and he covered his eyes.

Ning Jinyue put the keys and bag aside, hurried over, pulled his hand away, and a huge black shadow covered him: "What's wrong? Are you sick?"

Qiu Xing was still not quite used to the sudden light. He squinted his eyes and muttered, "I'm not sick. I'm a little tired today. I wanted to take a rest, but I fell asleep."

Ning Jinyue bent down, put one hand under Qiu Xing's armpit, and put the other around his leg.

Qiu Xing hugged the armrest of the sofa to prevent him from picking him up: "What are you doing?"

"Sleep and go to bed."

"I'm already awake, I'm not going to sleep, let go." Qiu Xing was still thinking, now he is no better than before, Ning Jinyue always hugged him like this in the past, it would be embarrassing if he couldn't hug him now.

"Well then, I brought dinner, which is low-fat and low-calorie." After Ning Jinyue finished speaking, he didn't let go. Instead, he knelt on the ground, his upper body pressed against Qiu Xing, and his head buried in his arms.

"What are you doing here?"

Ning Jinyue was buried in Qiu Xing's arms, feeling the surrounding of his body temperature and breath, and he relaxed a lot mentally.

He thought that Qiu Xing would be very unhappy about being secretly photographed and those remarks on the Internet, but now it seems that Qiu Xing is not too unhappy, and his gripping heart has finally let go.

"Wait, let me hold you for a while."

He calmly lay on Qiu Xing's chest, enjoying this warm moment.

Ning Jinyue thought that since he was too close to Qiu Xing, he might not be able to restrain himself and do some impulsive things to him.But in fact, it was just the opposite. The more Qiu Xing needed him to rely on him, Ning Jinyue became more and more calm, and those pretended demeanors turned into genuine patience.

He enjoys getting along with Qiu Xing so warmly but calmly, and he even has a feeling that he has never felt before, whether it is work or entertainment, when he efficiently handles affairs and interpersonal relationships, it seems that there is always a background program running , urging him to hurry up, and then he can come back here, and return to Qiu Xing's side.

He felt this impulse and thought about it for several days, and finally realized that this was a sense of belonging that he had never had before, even though he hadn't confirmed his relationship with Qiu Xing, nor had he been able to move into his house.

During the meal, Ning Jinyue quietly put Qiu Xing's favorite dishes in front of him, and asked him about his plans for the awards show.

"How did you know I was going to the awards show of the Jin Bao Awards?"

Ning Jinyue glanced at the tea table in front of the sofa, and there was his invitation letter on it.

Qiu Xing sighed: "I am not included in the awards every year, and I am invited to be a guest every year."

Ning Jinyue peeled a shrimp and fed it to Qiu Xing: "You will get the prize next year."

"Who knows, you are not a judge of the organizing committee." He stretched his neck to pick up the shrimp.

Ning Jinyue smiled: "I have a hunch, but you certainly won't believe my hunch." She stripped Qiu Xing again.

"If you know it, don't have a premonition." Qiu Xing waved his hand, "I'm done eating."

"The last one is all peeled off."

Qiu Xing could only stretch his neck to pick it up.

After Ning Jinyue wiped his hands, he ate and chatted with Qiu Xing: "I'll go with you to the awards show."

"What are you going to do?"

"See if there is an opportunity worth investing in."

"Then you can go by yourself, why do you want to come with me?"

"Going with you is different from going by myself." Ning Jinyue put down his chopsticks and looked at Qiu Xing intently. He and Qiu Xing appeared together on such occasions. If the two of them were more intimate, it would be equivalent to releasing Some kind of signal, people who want to wake up Qiu will somewhat restrain themselves.

"It's nothing different. Didn't you go there by yourself last year?" Qiu Xing lowered his head, feeling very guilty.

"I know what you're worried about. Are you really planning to stay in Ning Jinming's shadow all the time? You don't care about Ning Jinming now, and I'm not afraid of him." Ning Jinyue was full of confidence.

Qiu Xing raised his eyes, a little annoyed: "It's not a question of whether you're afraid or not, it's embarrassment, do you understand?" Apart from embarrassment, there are other things, Qiu Xing always feels that standing with Ning Jinyue looks nondescript.

Ning Jinyue shook his head, "Even if it's embarrassing, you'll have to face it one day."

Ning Jinyue looked at Qiu Xing sincerely, and could see the stubbornness and persistence in his eyes, which made Qiu Xing very unhappy.

It is true that Ning Jinyue has been giving and giving, but in the process he is also asking, forbearance and insistence, just like his eyes now.But Qiu Xing couldn't give anything, couldn't give anything, and the bad mood suddenly overwhelmed the heavy disguise. Qiu Xing sneered: "You are very confident, who told you that you will have to face it one day, I made it Is there such a promise?"

Sure enough, Ning Jinyue's expression suddenly changed. They are so nice now that Ning Jinyue felt that Qiu Xing had acquiesced in their relationship as a couple. In fact, Qiu Xing had not promised him anything.

Ning Jinyue lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong, he couldn't take back what he just said, because "someday" must exist in his expectation, he resisted with pitiful silence, forcing Qiu Xing to withdraw his words if.

Sure enough, he was still too impatient. Before Qiu Xing himself recognized him, he was delusional in thinking that others would recognize them.

After being silent for a long while, Qiu Xing finally couldn't stand Ning Jinyue's expression: "I'm sorry, I said too much."

"But it's really not suitable for us to attend such a party together, you understand."

Ning Jinyue could only nod his head.

"You go home early today, I'm really tired and want to rest."

"Okay, I'll go back after clearing the table, and you go to rest."

Qiu Xing glanced at him, then turned and went upstairs to wash up.

Ning Jinyue was washing the dishes while pondering, then go by himself then, he must be going to the award show, because Ning Jinming will be there eight out of ten on such occasions, just in case something unexpected happens, He had to watch Qiu Xing, and then he could hide a little bit.

Qiu Xing was lying on the bed, and not long after, he heard the sound of the downstairs door being locked, he hurried downstairs, and sure enough Ning Jinyue packed up his things and left.

Looking at the closed door, he felt unbearably guilty again. Ning Jinyue treated him so well, how could he say such hurtful words to the other party, Qiu Xing felt terrible about himself.

How could it be out of control at that time?How much patience does Ning Jinyue have to tolerate him who is still angry and smelly like this?How much favoritism can withstand his spoiling?Ning Jinyue is actually already angry with him!

Qiu Xing was so anxious that he subconsciously shook his legs and bit his nails. He felt so hungry that Ning Jinyue was there just now, so he didn't let go, only ate a little bit, and now his desire for food was beyond his control.

He went to open the refrigerator door, and there were only fruits and vegetables in the fresh room, and several cans of vegetable juice, which the coach had prepared for him, but such things could not satisfy people's appetite at all.Ning Jinyue threw away all the dishes left in the evening, and even took away the garbage.

Qiu Xing bit her lip, opened the top freezer compartment of the refrigerator, tiptoed and took out a 1000ml box of chocolate ice cream from the inside, picked a spoon from the cupboard, and ate it.

He was just wearing pajamas, squatting in the kitchen, only seeing the ice cream in front of him, and only this sweet and greasy thing in his mouth, which temporarily overwhelmed all his pain and anxiety.

When he came back to his senses, there was no 1000ml left, and his stomach was heavy, and his stomach was aching from the cold.

Qiu Xing angrily threw the box and spoon into the sink, ran into the bathroom, hugged the toilet, and vomited crazily with snot and tears, as if he was about to spit out his internal organs before giving up.

Qiu Xing didn't stop until he vomited up all the dinner at night.He tore up a handful of paper and wiped his face indiscriminately. He sat on the floor leaning against the bathtub and panted heavily, covering his stomach that was in pain from the convulsions just now with his hands.

This is the first time I can't remember how many times I've induced vomiting during this period, Qiu Xing couldn't control himself at all.He felt as if he was controlled by another person before and after the frantic eating, and only after the frantic vomiting, the peace and comfort he got allowed him to calm down a little.

He faintly felt that something was wrong with him.

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This year's Golden Treasure Awards didn't upset Qiu Xing as much as last year's. He finally didn't have to present the Best Actor award, and this year's Best Actor was not Qin Si, but an actor in his 40s.

Although "The Legend of Nanshan" starring Qin Si made countless money and became a dark horse this year, and its box office jumped into the top ten of all movies, it only won the best art and best photography awards. None of the nominations.

Before the awards ceremony began, Chen Xiaorong introduced to Qiu Xing the person sitting next to him—Wang Lu, the vice president of the China TV Drama Industry Association and one of the organizing committee members of the China TV Wanhua Awards.

After chatting, the other party revealed to them that Qiu Xing was nominated for this year's Wanhua Award for Outstanding Actor. Chen Xiaorong wanted to find out who was nominated, but the other party waved his hand and did not disclose.

Chen Xiaorong joked: "This is the first time Xiaoqiu has won an award. It is very meaningful. If there is a black box, we will be considered first." This is not a hint, it is an explicit statement.

Everyone pays close attention to the three major film awards, especially the Jinbao Award with the highest gold content. As for the TV drama awards, they don't pay much attention.But even if no one pays attention, Qiu Xing has been in the market for so many years, no matter what awards he wins, he will look good if he wins a few.

But Wang Lu said: "Even if you really won the award, when you accept the award, others may think it's a fake."

He even said that there is a secret box in the Wanhua Award. Wang Lu is a strict person, and he couldn't hear such words. Chen Xiaorong choked back with a single sentence, but the harm was all on Qiu Xing.

Chen Xiaorong's expression turned ugly immediately. She knew that Wang Lu's words were not pleasant, but they usually aimed at her. The two of them kept talking like this.She looked sideways at Qiu Xing's face. "Ten Years" has been filmed for half a year, and Qiu Xing hasn't lost weight yet. She was afraid that such a joke would make Qiu Xing really angry.

Qiu Xing smiled, "That's just right, let the audience get to know me again."

Seeing that he didn't feel anything, Chen Xiaorong breathed a sigh of relief.