summer monsoon

When the appointed time came, Ji Xing went back to the club to pick up Lin Fengliang with all the ingredients he bought.

Lin Fengliang came out and didn't rush to get into the car, but walked around to the rear of the car in three steps at a time, signaling Ji Xing to open the trunk.He rummaged through the messy bags with the same shopping list for a full 15 minutes.

He closed the trunk lid and knocked on the driver's window: "Brother, where's the coconut oil..."

The person in the cab said helplessly: "It's out of stock today, let's make do with olive oil. And..."

Ji Xing pointed back at the shopping list in his hand: "I have never seen anyone use scrolls except for comic exhibitions. There are only three of us, is this necessary?"

Lin Fengliang sat in the co-driver, fastened his seat belt, and looked at him with serious eyes: "Yes."

"Master Ji! We're back!" Ji Xinghui shouted while knocking on the door.

Hearing the click of the door lock, Lin Fengliang lowered his head nervously and did not dare to breathe. He hadn't seen his elders for a long time, and he didn't know how to deal with it. There is no other advantage.

When he was in a state of confusion, a hand suddenly reached behind his back, stroked gently along his spine, and patted his waist: "My husband is here, don't be afraid." He winked exaggeratedly.

Pfft, Lin Fengliang was amused by him.

"Yo, you're back." Old Ji opened the door with a smile on his face.

Although Ji Zhengfan has passed his destiny, he still looks in his early forties.He has a well-proportioned figure and shows no signs of gaining weight. Except for his eyes, Ji Xinghui looks 7 or 8 points like him.Due to running around with equipment all year round, his skin color is darker, and time has left traces of crow's feet, but the brightness in his eyes has not been erased.He looked at Lin Fengliang without the fatigue of an old man, and his voice was loud: "Haha, Lin Fengliang! I'm your fan! I didn't believe it when the stars told me!"

Lin Fengliang originally thought that I was your fan was just a polite word. After all, many people used this sentence when they met him, but very few people actually watched figure skating.

"I especially like your excerpt from the Phantom of the Opera at the World Championships last year." Old Ji pulled him to sit on the sofa: "I thought it was incredible at the time, there are very few people in the arena of competitive sports who pursue artistry like you. You are Can't you dance?"

Lin Fengliang nodded embarrassingly: "There are ballet classes every week."

"No wonder." Lao Ji nodded: "It's so enjoyable to watch you skating. Hey Xing Xing, have you watched it live? It's different from the one on TV?"

"Yo, now that I think about it, I'm here too..." Ji Xing smiled back: "I've seen it, he was very scary at the scene. I can't understand it at all when I look at the screen."

"Then I have to go and see if I have the chance. When is Xiaolin's next competition?"

"Oh dad, it's not decided yet. I will definitely reserve a place for you in the future. Don't rush to ask. He said that he will show you his skills in cooking today. Just wait." Ji Xinghui saw that Lin Fengliang was a little shy, so he hurried away Open the topic and push him to the kitchen.

"Brother, it's fine for me to come by myself, you go out to accompany dad...let's chat with your dad." Lin Fengliang blushed a little.

"Huh? Want to call Dad so soon? I don't mind." Ji Xinghui closed the kitchen door: "I'm sorry, kid..."

"I, I didn't expect your father to know me... He looks very young and easy to get along with. You really look like him." Lin Fengliang said thoughtfully, "They are both handsome."

"Huh? Your idea is very dangerous! Hahahahaha." He approached Lin Fengliang and stood close to him, almost touching his lips when he spoke: "In this world, you only need to think that I am handsome."

Lin Fengliang was angry for a moment, his cheeks were flushed, and he looked away immediately: "Don't, your father is outside. Brother, you go out. I can prepare the meal by myself."

"Why do you keep chasing me? I'll help you." Ji Xinghui thought it was very interesting to tease children.

"No... you are here, I... always want to do something else... you get out... get out."

Ji Xinghui laughed dumbfounded, and was pushed out of the kitchen by Lin Fengliang.

Lin Fengliang watched his back disappear, heaved a sigh of relief, patted his cheek and took out the recipe recorded on his mobile phone.

Ji Xinghui sat down on the opposite side of the coffee table, and the old Ji made a pot of tea and was waiting.

"He knows how to cook... It's hard to tell." Lao Ji picked up the justice cup, and the green and transparent tea soup was wafting with water vapor.

"I teach, but the skills are not bad. Children are smart and can learn everything quickly." Ji Xing replied, dropping the teacup in one gulp.

"Is it appropriate to bully people like this? I'm a few years younger than you, I remember." Old Ji concentrated on making tea without looking up.

"I can't bully him, he just looks honest." Ji Xinghui sighed: "His parents were not around since he was a child. If you know him, you should know about his mother. If you have anything to ask, just ask old Ji. See if you are bored."

Lao Ji finally raised his head: "Son, although I won't say anything, this road is difficult to walk. Not everyone can accept you, his family, his parents, he is still an active athlete, and you are half Public figures, have you thought about the future?"

"Dad, everyone thinks about the future when it comes to feelings, but the future is too uncertain. Did you and my mother expect this to happen in the future?" Ji Xinghui looked at his father calmly.

"Your mother and I owe you a complete family. Of course, I'm mainly to blame." Ji Zhengfan gave all his time to work, and felt that he owed his family a lot.

Ji Xinghui's concept of family was very shallow when he was a child. He just tried his best to please everyone since he was a child, and he was afraid that he would cause trouble to his family. His sensitive insight was formed unconsciously at that time, so he understood Lin Fengliang's lack of security.He later returned to his mother, had a younger sister, and had a new home. It took a long time for those uneasiness and flattery to fade away, but Lin Fengliang was not so lucky, and he grew up so alone.

"There is a saying that an unfortunate person makes up for his childhood with his whole life. He was a child who couldn't cry since he was a child, so he never got candy, but now he is crying in front of me. I'll leave him alone again."

"Anyway? What if he doesn't want you by his side anymore? He's still young. According to you, it's the first time he's in love." Old Ji's eyes were slightly sarcastic: "Too young, you guys. Forget it, Since you are still together, let's have a good time, and we will talk about it later, anyway, you still have your father."

Yes, I still have my dad, what about him.Ji Xinghui didn't say these words.

Fried Chinese toon, steamed yellow croaker, ingot meat, white fungus stewed with vegetables, Luohan shrimp.After working for more than two hours, Lin Fengliang sat diagonally across from Lao Ji, looking calm and calm on the surface, but his hands under the table couldn't help rubbing the hem of the apron into a rag.

"Come on, Dad, try it first." Ji Xinghui took the initiative to cook for old Jibu, and he couldn't help laughing when he saw the child's slightly stiff expression from the corner of his eye.

"Well, it's delicious! Oh, you're so young!" Old Ji smacked his lips: "I heard that I haven't practiced cooking for long, and Xiao Lin is very talented!"

Lin Fengliang breathed a sigh of relief, and picked up the bowls and chopsticks to eat together.

On the way back, Ji Xing teased him back: "Now, you have met my parents. When will you take me to meet your parents?"

The blood in Lin Fengliang's whole body became cold instantly.

He didn't want to take Ji Xing back to meet his parents, he didn't dare.I'm afraid that his parents can't stand him bringing a man, and he's even more afraid that Ji Xinghui can't bear that his mother is a schizophrenic.

"I, my mother is not in good health." Lin Fengliang answered irrelevantly.

"I know, Xiao Ci told me." Ji Xinghui held him by the hand.

An embarrassing middle-aged woman, sometimes depressed and sometimes hysterical, words are difficult to describe.

The word schizophrenia is too vague in the impression of normal people, and those unreasonable delusions and hallucinations are torture they cannot imagine.One moment her eyes were shining with compassion, and the next second she could stab you with her hands. Heaven and hell are only a blink of an eye away.

"She, she needs to rest." Lin Fengliang felt that Ji Xinghui was looking back at him, but he didn't have the courage to meet his gaze.

"Then, where's your father? See your father alone?" Ji Xinghui continued to ask.

My dad, probably doesn't want to see me.

Lin Fengliang found that he was ashamed to speak about his family, and it was also difficult to face Ji Xinghui.

"He, he's busy."

I met Ji Xinghui's parents.Lin Fengliang became more and more frustrated.The mother is gentle and beautiful, and the father is reasonable, so it's no wonder that Ji Xinghui can be born.

For several days in a row, Ji Xinghui could clearly feel Lin Fengliang's depression. He really didn't expect that what he originally said as a joke would arouse such a big reaction from Lin Fengliang.Seeing that the new season will not be long, things can't be left alone.

After Ji Xing came home for dinner, Lin Fengliang was absent-minded and went to wash the dishes.

"Lin Fengliang? Give the dishwasher a chance, it only works once at night." Ji Xing went back and stuffed the bowl into the dishwasher, and insisted on helping the child wash his hands.The four hands are covered with bubbles and knead together, like children playing and playing.

"Come on, let me show you something nice." Ji Xinghui pulled him to the cabinet, and pulled out an old photo album: "I've always wanted to back it up to the computer, but I've never been free. Come and help me."

Together, they scanned Ji Xing's photos from elementary school to junior high school and entered them into the computer one by one.

"You looked like a girl when you were young." Lin Fengliang couldn't help touching the round face in the photo: "You look very happy."

"But at that time, I was actually not happy at all." Ji Xinghui said suddenly, "I was scared every day."

Lin Fengliang raised his head, and he also looked at him.

"Have you ever heard of a flattering personality?" Ji Xinghui easily revealed his scars: "My mother left my father and went back to Sydney when I was not in school. She grew up abroad, and her family values ​​are similar to ours. It's different. At that time, I was just like you, always alone. Lao Ji was busy with work, and he didn't have time to care about me. Every time I saw him, I tried my best to behave better. I was afraid that he would be like me Suddenly disappeared like my mother." Ji Xing touched his hair back, looked at his surprised eyes and smiled and asked him: "Why, isn't it different? Later, when I was about to graduate from junior high school, my dad thought something was wrong with me, but I was too busy, so I was sent to my mother without discussing with me. I was even more afraid. Their family of three and their beautiful family suddenly entered a stranger to live with. So I tried my best to behave Be good, I don't have all the rebellious restlessness of adolescent boys."

Lin Fengliang never expected that his omnipotent little brother would be so anxious during childhood and adolescence.

"Later, Rourou found out. She told my mother that my brother didn't seem right. She said that I would not refuse other people's requests. Not only to family members, but also to classmates, neighbors, and friends. Later, my mother also found out, I was often forced by neighbors to help them weed, and classmates forced them to do their math homework. I was afraid that people would not like me."

"Then how... did you overcome it?" Lin Fengliang asked cautiously.

"It's my mother and Rourou. They took me to see a psychiatrist intermittently and stayed with me all the time, letting me try to say no, learn to refuse, and learn to express myself." Ji Xinghui said: "They love me. So later I Healed by them."

"Everyone is born with flaws, but love will make people complete." Ji Xing kissed him back: "Lin Fengliang, I love you, so I will cure you."

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