summer monsoon

Seeing him squat down suddenly, Lin Fengliang was startled, threw away the things in his hands, and fumbled for him in his pockets.

"You, what are you doing, I'm fine, Fengliang, I'm fine. I'm not sick." Ji Xinghui pressed his hand, and heaved a sigh of relief when he saw Lin Fengliang.

He stood up, picked up the bag and wallet that Lin Fengliang had thrown on the ground, and walked home.Lin Fengliang followed behind all the way.

When he got home, Ji Xing went back to open the freezer, chose a piece of beef with evenly distributed fat, cut it into slices of even thickness with a razor blade, thawed the fillet of Longli fish, washed the fresh shrimp soaked in water, and used a toothpick to pick apart the back and remove the shrimp. Line, wash the enoki mushroom lettuce, cut the tofu and adjust the sand tea sauce dish.Ji Xinghui carefully stacked the plump and beautiful ingredients on two large wooden plates, one meat and one vegetable, which looked pleasing to the eye.

Lin Fengliang noticed that there was a camera on the side of the counter and was recording video. Judging from the angle of placement, the face should not be captured.

Turn on the metal gray cassette stove, set up the pure white cast iron pot, Lin Fengliang took the camera with the bracket in his hand, and leaned in front of the pot, the water vapor blurred the lens, he motioned for Lin Fengliang to come over to help, and put the camera into his hand Inside, adjust the angle to face the pot, tear the bottom of the beef bone soup by yourself, and pour it into the pot.Finally, holding Lin Fengliang's hand, they zoomed out together, gave a panoramic view of the table, and pressed the stop button.

They sat side by side at the dining table, eating quietly without communicating.Ji Xing ate seriously.

Lin Fengliang glanced at him secretly, each piece of ingredients was carefully picked up and put into the colander, and different ingredients stayed in the pot for different lengths of time.Gradually, the lingering depression disappeared, and the air pressure around Ji Xinghui returned to the usual comfortable value.

"I bought it yesterday and put it in the refrigerator for a day. The fresh shrimp is very sweet." Ji Xing looked back at him and saw that he hadn't eaten shrimp, so he took the initiative to peel it for him, and reached out to put it on his plate. Unexpectedly, Lin Fengliang halfway Just eat it into his mouth with his hand.

Tsk.Always.Ji Xing smiled back.

"Aren't you angry?" Lin Fengliang asked him cautiously.

The child thought he was angry.

"I'm not angry. I'm just in a bad mood. Eating something will make you feel better." Ji Xinghui took out a tissue and wiped his hands: "When we eat, our body absorbs tryptophan, which causes the brain to secrete serotonin, which can change our mood." Have a good time. So many people just want to eat something when they are in a bad mood, or have some sweets.”

"Well, it's amazing, serotonin." Lin Fengliang bit his chopsticks and looked at him.

"Not all. If you can eat enough, wear warmth and be healthy, you are already happier than most people in the world. Compared with this, other needs are actually not worth mentioning." Ji Xing turned off the fire of the small card stove.

"Fengliang, I just said that I'm gay. Would you feel sick?" He spoke in deliberation.

"No. But homosexuality is too rare, I haven't seen it much." Lin Fengliang vaguely remembered that when his junior high school teacher was dismissed by the school, the key word seemed to be homosexuality.It's been too long, and I can't remember the details, but Lin Fengliang, the student's bottomless prank, remembers it very clearly.They put disgusting dead insects in his drawers, tore up his lesson plans and threw them into the fountain, and asked him embarrassing questions during his lessons.And these are all carried out with the tacit consent of parents and other teachers.

"Actually, it's not rare. According to foreign sexual orientation surveys, the number of homosexuals accounts for more than 3%. This is not a small number. But in our place, this society does not accept it. It is a taboo and a disease. So most Homosexuals will hide their sexuality, in order to protect themselves and not to be discriminated against by others." Ji Xinghui explained: "So I will ask you, do you feel disgusted. Because many people feel disgusted."

"There are also many people who think I'm disgusting." Lin Fengliang added, "I know that people don't like people who are different from themselves. I have known since I was a child that they bully me and alienate me. It's just because I haven't gone to class much. Do homework, and you can also receive love letters and gifts from girls." So Lin Fengliang's high school courses were almost completed one-on-one by private tutors.

"You..." Ji Xinghui didn't expect Lin Fengliang to turn the point of the conversation on himself.

"The one just now... um... The ex-boyfriend is very cute. He matches you very well." Lin Fengliang didn't follow the common sense: "Are you two happy in your relationship?"

"Uh... Ha... Go on, be happy... Are you full, you..." Ji Xinghui tried desperately to change the subject.

Lin Fengliang still remembered that when Xiao Ci was in love, every time he saw him, he would either look like an electric kettle with pink bubbles, chattering nonstop and giggling harshly, or he was depressed and said nothing.

Although Xiao Ci likes to watch Japanese idol dramas, likes beautiful women, and also likes handsome guys, he is a straight man.Innocent and handsome guys and beautiful women are used to admire and make up their minds, but looking for a girlfriend has always been the flirtatious type.In his own words: You see I look like this, find a pure and cute boy who makes me look like a scumbag.Lin Fengliang has met several of Xiao Ci's girlfriends, whether it is plump and graceful figure or rich and fragrant fragrance, he is not used to it.With a big chest, thin waist and long legs, one can tell at a glance that the center of gravity must be unstable when standing on the ice.Xiao Ci also ignored him, saying that you are a virgin and know nothing.

"So is it fun to be in a relationship?" Lin Fengliang really wanted to know, he couldn't imagine what it would be like to be a nympho Ji Xing, he was too different from Xiao Ci: "I have never been in a relationship, although you are gay, but you like I just like it, it should feel the same, right?"

"Well, I'm happy." Ji Xinghui was a little moved, Lin Fengliang said, if you like it, you like it.Although he is too much like an unworldly child in many ways, he also lacks some social discipline in his heart, which is pure and frank and heartwarming: "With the person I like, I am happy no matter what I do, and the trivial things in life are ignored. It gives a special meaning to romance. It's hard to understand just listening to me, but when you have someone you like, you will understand when you are with him. Feelings are the most indescribable things." Ji Xinghui held the glass, Looking at him tenderly, the girl who didn't know how lucky she would be stood beside him in the future.

"Then are you a virgin?" Lin Fengliang asked.

Ji Xing shook his hand back and the cup fell straight down, Lin Fengliang quickly grabbed it in his hand and stuffed it back to him.

"No." Ji Xing swallowed back and answered him in a low voice.

"Then, what does it feel like to kiss and have sex with someone? Very happy?"

Lin Fengliang's curiosity made Ji Xinghui extremely embarrassed. He was not ready to teach him this knowledge on behalf of Lin Fengliang's parents and hygiene teacher.

"Just... well, I'm very happy."

"Then why are you angry when your ex-boyfriend kissed you today?" Lin Fengliang persisted.He also couldn't explain why he was so persistent in asking for clarification.Maybe it was because he saw Ji Xinghui kissing someone up close today, and he still clearly remembered the strange feeling of suffocation in his heart at that moment. It was the first time he had such a reaction, as if he was unwilling to lose a game.

"Because this is for a lover, at least for me." Ji Xing replied seriously.

"But I saw that you responded to him at first, did you push him away because I was beside you?"

"...Of course not. People have normal physiological reactions in addition to rationality, which is the result of the brain's too late to judge." Ji Xinghui tried to explain this complicated scientific problem in simple words: "Sometimes men... "

"Then can I kiss you?" Lin Fengliang suddenly stared at his lips and said.

Ji Xing's brain circuit was cut off in an instant, and he stood with his mouth half open like a fool, unable to speak the rest of the sentence.

wipe.There is something wrong with this man.That look doesn't seem to understand anything.But what does he mean?What kind of request is this?

Lin Fengliang looked at Ji Xinghui's confused expression, the involuntary wrinkled brows, and the annoyed expression in his eyes, and suddenly lost his temper.Just now Ji Xing came back to Mingming and told him that this matter was to be done with his lover.He bowed his head and said in a low voice: "Brother, don't be angry, I said something wrong."

Forget it, let him kiss it.Ji Xing smiled wryly.He must be really curious. He has never had close contact with anyone at the age of 23, which is inevitable.

not impure motives

not otherwise

no selfishness

Just a kiss.It can't even be called a kissing kind.

Ji Xing replied: close your eyes

Lin Fengliang closed his eyes, he could feel the person on the opposite side slowly approaching.

After losing his vision, his other senses became more sensitive in an instant. He could clearly hear the sound of bubbles from the hot pot, the low-frequency white noise of the electric light, and even the sound of Ji Xinghui's breathing, all close at hand.Lin Fengliang suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped.

Hum~~ Ji Xing returned to his phone and suddenly vibrated, and the phone turned slightly on the corner of the table.

"Cough, me, I'll answer the phone." Ji Xinghui woke up for a moment, what was he doing!He secretly thanked him for the untimely call, but he didn't even bother to answer it: "Hello?"

"Hey, brother Xing." Guan Anyu was haunted.

"Why do you have my phone number?" Ji Xing replied inexplicably, and his tone became fierce.

"Qu Jing is my friend. Her circle of friends often follows your live broadcast. I asked her what she wanted, and she said she had something to do with work, and she gave it to me. Why, are you so afraid of me? Still haven't forgotten me?" Guan An Yu Yu's joke was not at all appropriate.

"Guan Anyu? Are you fucking sick? We've been safe for so many years, what are we doing now?" Ji Xing replied simply and rudely.

It was Guan Anyu again.Ji Xing stood with his back to him and answered the phone with a bad tone.Lin Fengliang didn't know where the anger came from, he stood up and pulled the phone from his ear, pressed the off button and threw it aside.

"Brother, stop being angry." Lin Fengliang kissed him after finishing speaking.

The lips are pressed against the lips, and the strength is very light and soft to the touch.Like a butterfly touching a stamen, the faint vibrations stir up pollen as fine as dust.

Lin Fengliang took a step back in an instant, and lowered his head not to look at Ji Xinghui's face.

There was no expected scolding.

"This is not a kiss." Ji Xinghui said in a low voice with a heavy breath. "Open your mouth."

Lin Fengliang looked up at him, his limbs were a little stiff, and he tried to open his mouth.

Ji Xing took a step back, put his left hand on the side of his neck next to his ear and gently rubbed and massaged, and put his head sideways on his slightly parted lips.

Human lips are full of nerve endings and are more sensitive than fingers.The slightest touch, the friction can trigger a chain chemical reaction in the brain.Lin Fengliang heard the sound of his own heart beating, he heard the rapid panting he couldn't help, he heard the buzzing sound in his cranial cavity.Although his thoughts were in a mess, he instinctively accepted that the tip of his tongue was being teased and entangled by him, it was soft and hot.

Ji Xing played back and let him go in a hoarse voice: "This is kissing."