never ending love

(22)

2017.10.23

SMS chat

Also make an appointment to meet tomorrow

Participated in the game has been crane tail into the final

Only then did I have a little courage to ask her if she would come to see me with the relatives and friends ticket

I thought it might be possible

However, the message that "the weekend is very busy" leaked out between her speeches

I'm not very reconciled, but I'm also scared

I don't ask her questions about whether she can get an appointment

I was sweet enough, she seemed kind enough to at least use the word "sorry"

I know I don't have much to look at, but I really hope she comes

Our story is bizarre, too far from normal

There is no romance in those novels, abuse but not sweet

For a week, poor thing, I can see her a few times

Desperately longing—a scene where couples come to accompany me

【Daily comparison】

Come to think of it, go to the same school as her

In this way, I can feel

After three years of suffering, I won’t, shouldn’t, continue to suffer like this

(23)

2017.10.24

meeting her and talking to her is sometimes not so easy

The topic will be ended by myself

Sometimes because of her being called away, there is no head and no tail

Slowly walking back to work, something in my heart was firmly suppressed by myself

Can't let it out, can't even moisten the eye sockets

Maybe it's because I'm used to walking away silently

You remember a long time ago I would be sad for a long time

But now

Too much separation makes me a little too satisfied, but still not happy

Squeeze the emotional turmoil, eat it, digest it so it never sees the light of day again

Broken down, filled with love for her, made me like her more

i really like her so much

Efforts to restrain with little success

【Daily comparison】

I really hope she comes to see me then.