my wolf

Those medicines were useless, Xu Luowen still had nightmares and insomnia.

He can only hope that time will heal everything.

He slept groggyly until noon and didn't get up until noon. He simply took a shower, ordered takeaway with his mobile phone, and lay down on the sofa in the living room to bask in the sun, refreshing himself by the way.Feeling bored, he turned on the TV casually. It was a local station, and he didn't bother to change it. He didn't watch it anyway, and just listened to it as background sound.

The noon news was being broadcast on the TV, and the mellow male voice was broadcasting in a straight voice: "As the Spring Festival approaches, drunk driving has become the number one problem that plagues the traffic police. At about ten o'clock last night, a car accident occurred on Yulan Road, and the owner Song died on the spot. According to the investigation ..."

Xu Luowen originally wanted to wake up, but the warm winter sun made him feel comfortable, and he fell asleep without knowing it.

But not long after I fell asleep, I was woken up by the call of the takeaway. I went out to pick up the takeaway, filled my stomach, and started to sleep again after I had nothing to do.

This time, before he fell asleep, the phone rang again. When he got up, he picked up the phone and looked at it, and he was taken aback for a moment.

The caller ID is an unfamiliar number, and the place of origin is City K.

City K... His heart trembled for no reason.

He shouldn't be afraid anymore, the wolf is obviously dead.

But he couldn't control himself, just like the nightmare that tormented him every night, he couldn't stop it.

After being dazed for a while, Xu Luowen swiped to answer, put the phone to his ear, and said "Hello" in a low voice.

No one spoke over there, only noisy background sounds, like... a construction site?

Xu Luowen said "Hello" twice, but still no one said anything, so he hung up the phone directly.

It must have been a typo, he thought.

Just thinking about it, the phone rang again.

This time it was Shi Cheng calling.

"Are you all right?" Shi Cheng said over there, "I've always wanted to see you, but the magazine office is too busy, so I can't spare the time."

"I'm fine," Xu Luowen lay on the sofa with his eyes closed, "I heard from my friend that you rushed over when something happened to me, thank you." Xu Luowen knew that Shi Cheng would not call him for no reason , so he asked straight to the point: "Is there a job for me?"

Shi Cheng really said: "That's right, there was a once-in-a-century snowfall in City Z, and I need a few photos of the snow scenes in the ancient city for the inserts of the special issue of the New Year. I know this is a small job, but it's almost the New Year, isn't it? I really can't spare any manpower, so I can only look for you with the cheek."

"I'll take it." Xu Luowen readily agreed.Last time he messed up the job at Bailong Snow Mountain, he was always guilty, and it happened to make up for it this time.And he was worried that he didn't know how to spend the new year, so he spent the new year in Z city after taking the photo, and he didn't have to trouble his friends, which was great.

Shi Cheng was naturally happy, and invited him to attend the magazine's annual meeting, but Xu Luowen declined.

I hung up the phone, packed my things and set off.

City Z is not far from City C, and it only takes two hours by high-speed train.

After getting in the car, Xu Luowen called Tan Jiaying and told him the situation.As soon as Tan Jiaying heard that he wanted to grow up by himself for the New Year, of course he refused to agree. After a few words of persuasion to no avail, he had to let him, because he knew Xu Luowen's temperament better than anyone else. It seemed soft, but in fact it was very stubborn. As long as he made up his mind It's useless for anyone to persuade you.

When he was about to hang up the phone, Xu Luowen said, "If Pei Shuyan asks me, just tell him. If he doesn't ask, forget it."

Tan Jiaying sighed and said, "Understood."

In the time of a movie, Xu Luowen arrived in City Z.

When we arrived at the hotel, we put down our luggage, took our camera and went out.

It's getting dark now, and if he wants to take pictures, he will take them tomorrow. He just goes out for a stroll and takes pictures casually.

Walking in the snow-capped ancient city, there is an illusion of dreaming back to the millennium.

Walking all the way and taking pictures, when you are hungry, eat a bowl of wonton vermicelli soup with green onion floating in the roadside shop to drive away the chill.

Tired from walking, take a taxi back to the hotel, take a hot bath, and go to bed.

Being awakened by a nightmare, he has long been used to it. He opened his eyes until dawn, got up and washed, and refreshed himself to do business.

In one day, I took the photos Shi Cheng wanted and sent them by email. Shi Cheng replied: Bravo!

After finishing business, Xu Luowen became a tourist.

After visiting and eating all over City Z, he went to other cities, eating, drinking, having fun and taking pictures as usual.

By the time he returned to City C, it was already two months later.

·

The harsh winter has passed, and spring has knocked on the door lightly.

Xu Luowen invited friends out for a small gathering, and both Pei Shuyan and Li Yan were there.

Pei Shuyan's evaluation of him is: "Fat."

Li Yan's evaluation of him was: "It's black."

Xu Luowen also felt strange, he didn't know what happened recently, no matter how much he ate, he couldn't get enough, and the food he ate in one meal almost caught up with his previous day's food intake, so he lost weight and gained weight after running around for two months.However, he was originally a slender person, and a little more flesh would make his figure more well-proportioned.

In addition to the sudden increase in food intake, Xu Luowen's body had two unspeakable changes.

First, his body hair.

He has always had sparse body hair, not to mention leg hair, and he doesn't even grow a beard. It's fine if he doesn't shave for a week.However, when he took a shower a few days ago, he inadvertently discovered that a thin layer of white fluff appeared on his legs, as well as his lower abdomen and chest.He didn't pay attention to it at first, but it spread to his face again in the past two days. It was shaved off one day, and it grew back the next day. Its vitality was stronger than that of weeds.

Second, is his sexuality.

His sexual desire is neither strong nor cold. When he was with Pei Shuyan before, he averaged three or four times a week, which was normal.But now, he is like a teddy, he can be hard anytime and anywhere, and he can't wait to touch the air every day.He has a cleanliness habit and can't accept dating, so he can only solve it by himself, at least once a day, and every time he solves it, he will feel guilty.

Just like now, Pei Shuyan is sitting next to him, the fresh and clean masculine breath envelops him, and his limbs touch vaguely, Xu Luowen only feels that all the blood is rushing to his lower abdomen, his whole body is hot, and the things between his legs are even more intense. It was painfully hard.He was almost insane from the torture, and he didn't care about listening to Pei Shuyan, so he stood up and walked out.

Rushing into the bathroom, he kept pouring cold water on his face, and it took him a while to calm down a little.

Raising his head and looking at his wet face in the mirror, Xu Luowen could no longer deceive himself.

His body was broken, broken by the white wolf.

When the white wolf fed him blood back then, it must have left something in his body.

Slowly, will he also become a wolf?

No!don't want!He doesn't want to be like that!

But he didn't know what to do, he could only despair in fear and disgust.

Suddenly someone patted on the shoulder, turned around suddenly, and saw Li Yan's enlarged handsome face.

"What are you thinking about so preoccupied?" Li Yan said, "I told you several times but didn't agree."

"No, I didn't think about anything," Xu Luowen took half a step back, he was too fragile now, and couldn't stand the slightest provocation, "You want to go to the bathroom?"

Li Yan shook his head: "You have been out for so long, let me take a look."

Xu Luowen lowered his eyes and said, "Maybe I was a little dizzy from drinking too much just now, but I'm fine now."

Li Yan was quiet for a moment, and said, "There were so many people just now, I didn't say a few words to you. How have you been these past two months?"

Xu Luowen nodded and said with a smile, "It's pretty good. I went to many places, saw a lot of scenery, and took a lot of photos. It's a simple and fulfilling life. How about you? How are you doing?"

Li Yan smiled and said: "My life has always been quite boring. I go to work and go to work and go to work and go to sleep. Today is a repetition of yesterday." He paused, "Let me know when you go out next time, let me Also come for a walk-and-go trip, and I can help you carry your bags."

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "Okay."

Li Yan's eyes lit up: "It's a deal, don't break your word."

Xu Luowen nodded: "Go back, otherwise they should look for us."

When approaching the door of the private room, Xu Luowen stopped suddenly and looked back at Li Yan: "I remember you told me that your father is a doctor?"

Li Yan nodded: "Yes, what's wrong?"

Xu Luowen paused, and said, "I have a little physical problem, and I want to see him."

Li Yan was silent for a while, and asked, "Why don't you let Pei Shuyan help you watch it?"

Xu Luowen lowered his head and said, "There are some things I don't want him to know."

Li Yan said, "Tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning, I will pick you up at your home, okay?"

Xu Luowen nodded: "Thank you."

It was nearly twelve o'clock when the party ended.

Pei Shuyan wanted to take him home, but Xu Luowen refused. He was afraid that he would lose control and throw Pei Shuyan down.

I took a taxi home and felt hungry again. I ordered a McDonald’s Family Bucket from the Internet, and solved it without any leftovers. I vented my strong desire while taking a shower, and fell asleep soon after going to bed.

Recently, the frequency of nightmares has dropped a lot, and I can probably sleep two or three times a week.

I was lucky tonight, I woke up naturally after a sleepless night.

Lying on the bed and waking up attentively, I picked up my phone to check the time, it was just 08:30.

Get up and wash, go downstairs to buy breakfast, and then take it home to eat.

He used to eat it in the store, but now he doesn't dare, for fear that others will treat him as a monster.

One person finished the breakfast for three people, lay on the sofa to eat for a while, saw that the time was almost up, and got up to change clothes.

After packing up and going downstairs, as soon as he walked out of the building, he saw Li Yan leaning on the car and waving at him with a smile. The early spring sunshine shone on him, and his whole body exuded vigor and warmth.

When they arrived at the hospital at 10:30, Li Yan took Xu Luowen directly to his father's office.

Li Yan's father looks very young, about 40 years old at most, not like a father, but more like an elder brother, always with a smile when he talks, which is very similar to Li Yan, and his appearance is also somewhat similar.Xu Luowen saw the name on his badge, Li Tan, and silently remembered it.

When Li Yan went out, Xu Luowen told Li Tan about the abnormalities in his body in detail. Li Tan didn't say anything after listening, but only wrote a few sheets for him to take for examination. He went home and waited for the results.

Li Yan wanted to go with Xu Luowen, but Li Tan called him back: "Wait a minute, I have something to tell you."

The office door was closed.

Li Tan stared at Li Yan without a trace of a smile on his face, his gaze was like a knife.

Li Yan was inexplicable: "What are you going to say?"

Li Tan said, "He's pregnant."

Li Yan was even more inexplicable: "Who is pregnant?"

Li Tan: "Xu Luowen!"