guarding you for seven years

Miss happiness and no one will ever do it again. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The seventh year NO.26

Back at the gate of the community at home, Xia Lu turned around and looked at Liu Yao, "Thank you." The two words were sincere, but Xia Lu's face was expressionless.

Xia Lu didn't wait for Liu Yao's response before turning around and walking towards her home. Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu's leaving back, feeling more and more uneasy in his heart.

Xia Lu followed her parents back home, and stayed in her room without saying a word for hundreds of years. Xia's father followed Xia Lu into Xia Lu's room, "Xia Lu, Dad thinks..."

"I don't want to talk now." Xia Lu sat in front of the desk, staring out of the window in a daze, her mind kept thinking about Xiao Zi's beautiful smile before she left.

Father Xia had never seen his daughter so devastated. He regretted it a little, but he couldn't help it. This matter was a matter between two people, and he had to let the parents of both parties resolve it together.

Xia's father closed the door of Xia Lu's room, maybe Xia Lu really needs to think quietly at this moment.

Xia Lu held the phone tightly, she was waiting for Xiao Zi's call, waiting for Xiao Zi to say that everything was the same, but she knew very well in her heart that she could never go back, whether Xiao Zi's parents He might accept his own, just like his parents couldn't accept Xiao Zi.

Xia Lu wanted to laugh, she never thought that one day she and Xiao Zi would come to such a situation, but she felt satisfied, from now on, she could declare her love affair to the world openly, and the people she cared about the most Knowing that she is gay, she doesn't care about others at all.

Xia Lu waited for a week, but Xiao Zi didn't call her, and Xiao Zi didn't go to work. When Xia Lu came out of Xiao Zi's company, it was raining heavily outside. Xia Lu stood under the awning at the door to hide Yu, took out his cell phone, called Xiao Zi, but it was still turned off.

She doesn't know how Xiao Zi's situation is, and she doesn't know what Xiao Zi is enduring now. She feels that her heart has been hollowed out, and now she is full of worry.

The phone in his hand rang, and Xiao Zi's name flashed on the screen. Xia Lu's eyes flickered, her heart felt hot, and she answered the phone, "Xiao Zi." The voice was full of longing and concern.

Xia Lu didn't hear the sound, only a slight breathing sound, Xia Lu called out again nervously, "Xiao Zi."

"Xia Lu." Xiao Zi replied.

When Xia Lu heard Xiao Zi's voice, her nervous heart slowly relaxed. It was Xiao Zi, it was really Xiao Zi, and she finally called herself.

"Xia Lu, I called you to tell you..." Xiao Zi paused and did not continue.

Xia Lu knew that this was the time to announce the result, her heart beat faster, like a race car racing towards the finish line, "Say it." Xia Lu took a deep breath.

"Let's not contact each other in the future. I wish you happiness, and I wish you happiness too. Goodbye." After Xiao Zi finished speaking, she immediately hung up the phone.When Xia Lu's brain accepted the meaning of this sentence, only the beeping sound of the phone was heard.

The phone slipped from Xia Lu's hand and fell to the floor, the screen shattered, and the rain splashed on the phone, instantly soaking it all up.

Xia Lu blinked her eyes, feeling that her eyes were so dry and sore, her heart was sore, her shoulders were sore, and her whole body was aching.

Xia Lu bent down to pick up her cell phone, and wanted to call Xiao Zi, but the screen of her cell phone was already black, and she couldn't see anything.

Xia Lu laughed, her apricot eyes were curved, they were really pretty.She had a dream just now, and now she is going to verify whether this dream is true or not.

Xia Lu ran into the rain, and the heavy rain poured down on Xia Lu, Xia Lu only wanted to see Xiao Zi now, she must be having a bad time, it must be.

People on the road were rushing to hide from the rain, but Xia Lu ran in the rain with big strides. Cars drove past her, and the rain flooded the roadside. Xia Lu couldn't see the stones under her feet, so she tripped. Xia Lu fell on the side of the road, half of her body was soaked in the water after getting up early in the morning.

The weather at the end of August, with the coolness of early autumn, thunder and lightning flashed in the sky, and a bolt of lightning flashed right above Xia Lu's head. Xia Lu felt desolate and shouted to the sky: "If you dare, you can Kill me, otherwise, I will never give up."

Xia Lu got up and continued to run forward. Xiao Zi's house was five kilometers away from the company, so Xia Lu ran all the way to Xiao Zi's house in heavy rain.

Xia Lu stood at the door of Xiao Zi's house, rang the doorbell with trembling fingers, but no one opened the door for a long time.

Through the cat's eyes, Xiao Zi saw Xia Lu standing outside the door dripping wet. She lay on the door and dared not open the door, let alone make a sound. Tears flowed down her cheeks. She was sorry for Xia Lu, and for Xia Lu who worked so hard. Lu, but she can't help it, her mother is still in the hospital, her mother is forcing her to die, she can't ignore her mother, Xiao Zi delayed calling Xia Lu for a week, God knows how much her heart hurts.

Xia Lu didn't know if there was anyone at home, she hurried downstairs and found a place where she could see the balcony of Xiao Zi's house, Xia Lu saw that the lights in the room were on, she knew Xiao Zi must be at home.

Xia Lu just stood in the rain, quietly looking at the windows and balcony of Xiao Zi's house, hoping that Xiao Zi could see her and let Xiao Zi know that she was here, that she came to find her.

Xia Lu regretted it, she shouldn't have left that day, she should have stayed with Xiao Zi to face everything, she shouldn't have let Xiao Zi bear the pressure of the family alone, she shouldn't.

Xia Lu didn't know if she was crying or not, because the rain and tears were mixed together, she couldn't tell the difference, she just felt her heart was blocked and uncomfortable, she was going crazy when she was sad, she couldn't lose Xiao Zi, she couldn't lose.

Xiao Zi heard Xia Lu's leaving footsteps, opened the door and saw a pool of water stains on the ground, she leaned against the door and burst into tears.

When Xiao Zi returned to the room, she found that she was downstairs. The heavy rain was pouring on Xia Lu mercilessly. Come down, she can't see Xia Lu, can't see her.

Xiao Zi wiped her tears, she dialed a number, "Xia Lu is downstairs at my house, you come and take her home." Xiao Zi hung up the phone without waiting for a reply.Liu Yao looked at the phone blankly, he didn't say a word, but he took the umbrella and went out without any hesitation.

Xia Lu felt very cold, her whole body was chilling, the sky was getting darker and darker, but the heavy rain had no intention of stopping at all.

"Xiao Zi, look out of the window, look at me, I'm right here." Xia Lu whispered softly, what she didn't know was that Xiao Zi had been watching her from the window.

When Liu Yao arrived, Xia Lu couldn't hold on any longer. She ran five kilometers to Xiao Zi's house and stood there for nearly two hours. She had no energy, but she couldn't fall down. To the person she loves, she must continue to persevere.

"Xia Lu." Liu Yao propped the umbrella on top of Xia Lu's head, seeing Xia Lu's distressed appearance, his heart ached and he trembled while breathing.

"Why are you here?" Xia Lu asked calmly.

"Xiao Zi called me, and I'll pick you up." Although Liu Yao didn't know what happened between them, he guessed it pretty well.

"She's at home, I knew she was at home, but why didn't she see me?" A mocking smile curled up on the corner of Xia Lu's mouth.

"Xia Lu, let's go." Liu Yao grabbed Xia Lu's shoulder.

"You said, does she love me?" Xia Lu turned her head and asked Liu Yao, Liu Yao was taken aback, not knowing how to answer.

"You should love me, but you definitely don't love me as much as I love her. I begged for this love. Are you going to take it away now?" Xia Lu continued to ask. She wanted an answer, but she couldn't find it. Xiao Zi couldn't give an answer, so she asked outsiders if they could see clearly in the mirror than her.

"I think I'm going to die." Xia Lu smiled beautifully, and the heavy rain couldn't hide her beauty at all.

"Xia Lu, no, you still have family, friends, and me." Liu Yao was startled by Xia Lu's appearance, and he held Xia Lu's hand tightly.

"But I don't have Xiao Zi anymore." Xia Lu's tone changed, becoming extraordinarily cold.

"Xiao Zi, do you know? I'm so tired, but I never thought of giving up on you, even if my congregation betrayed me, I never thought of leaving you, because I love you, so you are worth everything I give. But , You said we don’t need to contact each other anymore, wish me happiness, and wish you happiness too, I don’t think this is true, but the pain in my heart is so real, the feeling of throbbing pain all over my body from many years ago strikes again, over and over again Remind me that all of this is true, you really said not to contact me." There were too many things in Xia Lu's heart that she couldn't say, and she hated herself for being clumsy more than once, and it was the same this time.

"Liu Yao, I'm so tired, I can't seem to see the world anymore." After saying this, Xia Lu fell into Liu Yao's arms.

Liu Yao kept calling Xia Lu's name, but the person in his arms didn't respond at all.Liu Yao threw away the umbrella in his hand, hugged Xia Lu and ran away, "Xia Lu, hold on, let's go to the hospital, you'll be fine, you'll be fine."

The moment Xiao Zi watched Xia Lu fall down, she got up and rushed out of the room. She was worried about Xia Lu, and she wanted to see what happened to Xia Lu.When she ran downstairs to Xia Lu's station, there was only an umbrella that Liu Yao was holding was abandoned by the owner, and Liu Yao and Xia Lu had disappeared.

Xiao Zi suddenly understood that she had completely lost the person who loved her the most. This time, it was different from every time in the past. This time Xia Lu would not wait for her where she was.

Well, I found that the number of collections has decreased, which is really a sad thing, but there are still small book fans who continue to support me, I will work hard, thank you.