guarding you for seven years

Just ask, what's the point of being more affectionate, standing in someone else's rainy season, getting wet and playing an empty play.

Look at her in vain, so what if you become famous? Tofu is replaced by golden feather clothes, don't you know that you are already in the painting. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The seventh year NO.1

The graduation ceremony of the school is over, and Bian Yang has not returned from Italy. Li Mojuan gave Xia Lu Bian Yang's graduation certificate to keep it for Bian Yang. Meet, so no long farewells.

Holding the bright red graduation certificate and degree certificate, Xia Lu was extremely happy for Bian Yang. Next year, she will graduate too, and by that time, her photo will be posted on it.

Xia Lu went back to Bian Yang's residence as usual, and as soon as she opened the door, she could smell the fragrance all over the house, like Kung Pao Chicken?Or fish-flavored shredded pork?Xia Lu felt that her sense of smell was not developed at all, she couldn't smell what it was, she just thought it smelled good, hey, why is there a scent?

Bian Yang is back?Xia Lu quickly changed her shoes, walked into the kitchen and saw a tall, thin and handsome figure cooking from the back.

Xia Lu leaned against the door, watching Bian Yang skillfully turning the vegetables in the pot, life, firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, will always experience various hardships, and in the days to come, she will especially cherish the existing ordinary Life, Xia Lu at this moment, thought of the word forever.

For Xiao Zi, she didn't dare to think about eternity, but now looking at Bian Yang's back cooking, she actually thinks that such an ordinary life is really good, if she can live like this forever, she will have nothing to ask for.

"You're back, why are you standing there in a daze." Bian Yang looked back at Xia Lu, with a smile on his lips, tenderness in his heroic spirit.

"When did you come back? Why didn't you call in advance?" Xia Lu walked to Bian Yang and helped her clean the vegetables in the vegetable bowl. Such a smooth action seemed as natural as she had done countless times. In fact, she It has indeed been done countless times, and she likes the scene where the two of them are busy working together.

"It's noon, I'll go to sleep when I come back, I'm so tired after flying for more than ten hours." Bian Yang continued to turn the dishes in the pot, the aroma was overflowing, and Xia Lu felt her stomach growling.

"I brought back your graduation certificate and degree certificate for you." Xia Lu said softly.

"Well, Mojuan called me, and I have nothing to do with the school from now on." Bian Yang didn't have any special emotions, but Xia Lu knew that Bian Yang must be very sorry for not being able to attend the graduation ceremony, and she still Excellent graduate, what a pity.

Xia Lu ate a lot for dinner, Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu and asked, "Did you not eat at noon?"

"Eat it." Xia Lu added rice for the third time, and Xia Lu felt that Bian Yang's fried dishes were very delicious tonight, so she wanted to eat more.

After eating, Bian Yang looked at his graduation certificate and degree certificate. He got these two certificates in exchange for four years of university. Thinking about how immature and green he was when he first entered university, how he is now I have grown a lot and become more stable, time flies so fast.

"Bian Yang." Xia Lu sat on the side and looked at Bian Yang for a long time, but found that Bian Yang didn't respond at all, she felt that she had no sense of existence.

Bian Yang looked up at Xia Lu and waited for Xia Lu to say the following, Xia Lu pursed her lips, "I..." Xia Lu was a little embarrassed.

Bian Yang raised his eyebrows, what is Xia Lu's secret?Did something happen during the time she was gone?Li Mojuan said that nothing special happened.

"I prepared a graduation gift for you." Xia Lu took out a green box from behind and placed it in front of Bian Yang.

Bian Yang glanced at the box, then at Xia Lu, "Graduation gift?" Bian Yang stretched out his hand to caress the box, she was wondering what was in the box, this was the first time Xia Lu gave her a gift, did she not know What will Xia Lu give her.

"Yes, do you want to open it to see if you like it?" Xia Lu seemed to be looking forward to it even more than Bian Yang.

Xia Lu originally thought that Bian Yang would be very excited, but looking at Bian Yang's deserted appearance, she didn't feel excited at all. Xia Lu was a little frustrated, but after thinking about it, Bian Yang was a person who was not surprised by favor or humiliation.

Bian Yang tapped the box with his slender fingers, looked at Xia Lu, countless images flashed in his mind, Xia Lu's smile, tears, sadness, despair, happiness, loneliness, played back one by one, now, what is this?

Xia Lu was very uncomfortable being looked at by Bian Yang, she didn't know that she was just giving a gift, why Bian Yang looked at her with such complicated eyes, Xia Lu couldn't understand Bian Yang's eyes, maybe she just didn't want to understand.

"Xia Lu, this is just a graduation gift?" Bian Yang picked up the box and looked at it carefully. The exquisite packaging showed that a lot of money was spent, but Bian Yang didn't care about this, she only cared about Xia Lu's thoughts.

"We've known each other for so long, and I've never given you a gift. This... I want to give it to you." Xia Lu laughed, her almond eyes curved.

Bian Yang felt that she was completely defeated, Xia Lu's most powerful thing was her eyes, round almond eyes, like a puddle of water when she was not smiling, and even more charming when she smiled, with sincerity in her clarity.

Bian Yang moved her fingers lightly and opened the box. She looked down at the gift in the box and her mind went blank for a moment. What is this, a shirt?

Xia Lu's eyes stared straight at the neatly folded white shirt in the box. It took her a long time to order this dress. The patterns on the buttons on the top were all drawn by herself, and the embroidery on the bottom of the clothes, She also embroiders, but only a few stitches. She is afraid that if the embroidery is not good, the whole dress will be ruined.

Bian Yang took out the shirt from the box, the long-staple cotton fabric felt very comfortable, Bian Yang raised his eyes and glanced at Xia Lu, "You bought this?"

"I measured the size of your clothes and made them to order." Xia Lu said.

"Made to order? A white shirt?" Bian Yang hasn't found anything special about the shirt yet.

"Yes, I see that you have a lot of shirts in your closet. I guess you like shirts, but you don't seem to have any pure white shirts, so I ordered one." Xia Lu said with a smile.

"Try it on and see if it fits you well." Xia Lu picked up the clothes and shook them, unbuttoning them one by one.

Bian Yang only saw her name embroidered on the corner of the clothes at the bottom of the button when Xia Lu unbuttoned it. Bian Yang took the shirt and stroked the word "Bian Yang" lightly, "You embroidered this?"

"Uh, I embroidered one stitch, two stitches, three stitches...several stitches, and the rest were all embroidered by people in the store. I don't know how to embroider, and I'm afraid I won't be able to ruin this dress, but The patterns on the buttons are designed by me. I can’t draw, but I like maple leaves, so I carved small leaves on the buttons. The buttons are all made of warm jade. It took a week for these ten buttons What?" What Xia Lu is most satisfied with is the buttons on this shirt.

Only then did Bian Yang realize that the buttons were different, small buttons like white jade, with delicate maple leaves carved on them, a warm current surged in Bian Yang's heart, she had never received such a thoughtful gift.

"And here, I also embroidered small maple leaves like this on the inside of your cuffs, but you can't see them without unbuttoning the cuff buttons. I think the white shirt is neat and tidy, so I hide these embroidery in a place where it is not easy to see. Arrived at the location." Xia Lv turned over the cuffs to show Bian Yang, and sure enough, she saw a fiery red maple leaf, exquisite embroidery, and gorgeous embroidery threads, which immediately made the whole dress bright.

Bian Yang put on a new shirt, the size was just right, comfortable long-staple cotton, soft to the touch, Bian Yang's fingers trembled slightly, she didn't expect Xia Lu to give her a dress with such care.

Bian Yang caressed these buttons over and over again, the smooth touch has a warm feeling, this kind of warm jade is very expensive in the market, the fabric of this dress may not be worth much, the most expensive are these buttons .

"Where did you order it?" Bian Yang asked.

"In the department store, there is a store called 'Wangchen Yichai'. This store is very magical. As long as you can describe what you want, they can make it, and the things are very good. It's just..." The price is quite expensive, Xia Lu clicked her tongue, Bian Yang's shirt cost her thousands of dollars, while Bian Yang's usual shirts are only a few hundred dollars, this shirt has already cost her a few thousand dollars. Xia Lu's savings were exhausted, but Xia Lu felt very happy because Bian Yang looked good in it.

"I think my eyesight is getting better and better now. If An Qing was here, I would definitely think that the shirt I made for you is very good." Xia Lu couldn't help but began to praise herself. She rarely praised herself like this , it seems that she is really satisfied this time.

Bian Yang suddenly became very silent. She is in a very complicated mood now. Her heart hurts, but it is also mixed with sweetness. She feels that she is at the junction of heaven and hell. As long as Xia Lu says a word or a look, she is not When happiness blooms, it is beyond redemption.

"What's the matter? Don't you like it?" Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang's unsmiling face and asked a little nervously.

"I like it very much, thank you." Bian Yang took off his shirt, buttoned it up one by one, folded the clothes neatly, and put them in the box.

"It's too hot to wear now. You need to iron it when you wear it, otherwise there will be marks." Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang and said softly.

Bian Yang nodded, indicating that he knew.

Xia Lu felt that Bian Yang was in a bad mood, but she didn't know why, "Then I'll go back to my room and sleep first." Xia Lu stood up, looked at Bian Yang, and Bian Yang just lowered his head and stroked it over and over again and put it into the box in the shirt.

Xia Lu bypassed Bian Yang and walked towards the room, the originally cheerful atmosphere cooled down instantly, Xia Lu felt uncomfortable, she wanted to go back to the room to think about what happened to Bian Yang.

Bian Yang held Xia Lu's wrist tightly when Xia Lu walked around him, "Xia Lu."

Bian Yang's hand was very strong, and Xia Lu's wrist was hot. Bian Yang stood up slowly, took Xia Lu into his arms from behind Xia Lu, put his head on Xia Lu's shoulder, and sprayed warm breath In Xia Lu's ears, the itchy feeling made Xia Lu feel very uncomfortable.

"Xia Lu." Bian Yang's voice was deep and gentle, with a demagogic magnetism, "Xia Lu."

Xia Lu was a little flustered, she didn't know what happened to Bian Yang, why she kept calling her name even though she was fine just now.

"I've tried, I've tried, I can't let you go." Bian Yang was very calm, she loved Xia Lu, and during the days when she left, she missed the person in her arms almost every night.

Xia Lu's body became stiff, she tried her best to get back to the most natural state of getting along with Bian Yang, but it was too difficult, they could not go back to the past, Bian Yang's attitude towards her had changed.

"Xia Lu, I can give you happiness, will you be with me?" Bian Yang's voice was a little hoarse, the room was very quiet, and the quiet Xia Lu didn't dare to breathe.

"I'm sleepy." Xia Lu's voice was trembling, she tried her best to steady herself, but her heart hurt so badly, Bian Yang's words made her very uncomfortable.

"Xia Lu, if you want a marriage, I can give it to you. If you don't want it, I can accompany you for the rest of your life. Don't torture me like this. I'm going crazy." Bian Yang held Xia Lu's waist tightly.

It is absolutely false for Xia Lu to say that she is not moved, but she... loves Xiao Zi, so it is unfair to Bian Yang.

"Bian Yang, I..." Xia Lu's voice was choked with sobs.

"Xia Lu, it doesn't matter if you don't love me. I've thought a lot during this time. It doesn't matter who you love. I love you. I'm the one who's with you. I'm the one who takes care of you. You're by my side. I can see Your happiness and sorrow are enough." This is the biggest compromise Bian Yang can make.

Xia Lu clenched her hands tightly, and the nails on her fingertips hurt her palms fiercely. She couldn't hurt Bian Yang like this. Bian Yang deserved better, at least not for a careless person like her.

"Bian Yang..." "Xia Lu." Bian Yang interrupted Xia Lu, "Don't answer me so quickly, I'll give you time to think about it." Bian Yang let go of Xia Lu.

Xia Lu took a long breath, walked into the room slowly, closed the door, Xia Lu leaned against the door, and slid along the door to the ground as if she had lost all strength.

In the living room, Bian Yang kept staring at the name embroidered on the shirt, she could even think of Xia Lu's concentration when she embroidered, her bright almond eyes were as bright as stars, Xia Lu, you planted poison on me, but you didn't give it to me. I have the antidote.

I think, I think, I.... write well, thank you.