guarding you for seven years

Look up to the old days, but sorrow and joy are hard to let go, and the world of mortals is hard to extinguish. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.19

Xia Lu opened her eyes and saw the familiar beige chandelier. She sat up in a daze and found herself lying in Bian Yang's apartment.

Xia Lu felt as if something was stirring in her head, it hurt so much.She covered her head, and the memories of last night slowly flooded her mind. The heavy rain last night did not let Xia Lu see the despair between herself and Xiao Zi, but pushed herself into a deeper hell again.

"You wake up, get up and have breakfast." Bian Yang's voice was hoarse, Xia Lu was not the only one who was sick in the heavy rain last night, Bian Yang opened the door and came in, and saw Xia Lu sitting on the bed, covering her head , with a painful look on his face.

"Oh, good." Xia Lu looked up and saw that Bian Yang's face was pale, and his voice was hoarse than her own. It is estimated that Bian Yang's illness was worse than her own.

The two sat quietly at the dining table, no one mentioned what happened last night, Bian Yang ate breakfast slowly, and Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang from time to time.

Xia Lu regretted a little, she was too irrational last night, what she said to Bian Yang was too hurtful.

"Eat well, and then take the medicine." Bian Yang lowered her head and still ate her breakfast. Although she didn't look up, she could still feel Xia Lu's probing eyes.

Xia Lu's hand holding the spoon tightened, not knowing what to say, Xia Lu who had eaten breakfast was very depressed.

Xia Lu felt that she was very unlucky this year. Since she was ill during the Chinese New Year until now, she has hardly felt better, and now it is getting worse. Xia Lu resentfully thought, why not just get seriously ill and be admitted to the hospital for ten days and a half months, so procrastinating A cold, be it good or not, feels awful.

"Return the house you rented and move back here. I'll be busy recently and won't come back often, so don't worry about me disturbing you. I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Yang didn't wait for Xia Lu to speak, so he changed his shoes and went out.

Looking at the closed door and the disappearing figure, Xia Lu knew that she had completely hurt Bian Yang this time, but she really didn't know what to do.

Xia Lu didn't go out all day, just sat quietly on the sofa, dizzy with head pain, until it was dark, Bian Yang didn't come back, Xia Lu suddenly felt that the house was really empty, and the lonely atmosphere began to spread, Xia Lu hated this feeling.

In the past, Bian Yang would come back no matter how late, but now, she is the only one left here, she doesn't like this feeling, she feels that she is becoming more and more unreasonable.

Bian Yang sat in Bar No. [-] for a whole day, she didn't drink, she didn't speak, and she didn't give anyone a look. Le Xiao shook Bian Yang back and forth more than ten times, but in Bian Yang's eyes, Le Xiao just Like air.

Bian Yang felt very confused, the things in her mind were so chaotic that she couldn't figure it out, Xia Lu's love for Xiao Zi made her completely flustered, she didn't dare to face Xia Lu, she didn't know if she would Do something that irritates Xia Lu again, Xia Lu can no longer be stimulated, her nerves are already very fragile, if this continues, Xia Lu will really collapse.

Bian Yang's cell phone kept beeping cheerfully, Bian Yang pressed the answer button helplessly, Bian Ao's voice came from the phone, Bian Ao basically knew everything about Bian Yang, but after all, Bian Yang was so far away, Bian Ao's voice came from the phone. He can't fully grasp the state of the situation.

Bian Ao's call was nothing more than to ask Bian Yang to deal with the remaining affairs of the company in China. The whole focus of work was transferred abroad, so there would inevitably be a lot of trivial matters left to deal with. Bian Yang was a little irritable. She was used to being free since she was a child, and she basically did not ask her family business, but now she can't shirk it.

Xia Lu moved back to Bian Yang's apartment, slowly entered May, the tennis team was preparing for the National College League again, Xia Lu almost exhausted all her energy to prepare for the tennis match, the entire tennis team's training was busy It was Xia Lu's belt, and the daily high-intensity physical training made Xia Lu fall asleep as soon as she fell on the bed, but Bian Yang really never appeared in Xia Lu's sight again.

Xia Lu sat on the playground, watching her teammates keep doing each set of movements, Xia Lu felt very emotional, this is probably the last time she organized a tennis match, after this match, Xia Lu wanted to quit the tennis Team, hand over the tennis team to capable people, Xia Lu hopes that the tennis team will get better and better, because this is the thing that has the deepest connection between her and Bian Yang.

Xia Lu looks like the original Xia Lu, who is kind to people, doesn't argue with others, keeps few words, and is more of a listener. Xia Lu has been like this for so many years.

Xia Lu is no longer the original Xia Lu. She has her own decisions when facing things. She can take on the burden of a tennis team. She can fight for the honor of the school and the expectations of her teammates. High hanging status.

Xia Lu looks back on her six years of growth, she has changed tremendously, and the changes from the inside to the outside are beyond her expectations. If she doesn't love Xiao Zi so deeply, if she can fall in love like others, then Xia Lu thinks that she will never make such great progress, so the price of growth is terrible, and the rewards are quite rich.

"Captain, can we win the championship this year?" Wang Rong asked Xia Lu excitedly.

Xia Lu was stunned for a moment, and said, "It's thanks to you for working so hard that you didn't win the championship."

A few teammates also came over, "That's right, we have been training day and night, so we must achieve something, and everyone should do their best." Wang Rong said with a smile.

Xia Lu suddenly felt that it was nice to be young, but she wasn't old either, she was only 21 years old.

As the day of the competition approached, Xia Lu began to become nervous and anxious. She was afraid that she could not do well, and she was afraid that she would disappoint some people, even though she might have already disappointed her.

Xia Lu began to suffer from insomnia all night. She has been sitting on the sofa for a week. If someone can help her, Xia Lu wants someone's affirmation or a word of encouragement from the bottom of her heart. This person is Bian Yang, but Bian Yang doesn't seem to exist anymore, and she can't be found anywhere.

On the eve of the game, Xia Lu went to Qiba. She had to meet Bian Yang once before that. There was no reason. Bian Yang was like her spiritual sustenance. In the last match, Bian Yang was there every time, but this time, it was impossible for Bian Yang to be there, so she had to tell Bian Yang before the game that she was going to the game, and she would not embarrass Bian Yang, even if Bian Yang Know.

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