Letter to you GL

To you dear:

I hesitated for a long time about this letter, not knowing whether I should write it or not.

Apart from you, probably no one will be willing to listen to my words.So even if you think I'm annoying, I'm afraid I'll keep talking.Thank you for being my "trash can" all the time, allowing me to dump all my emotions... Even if you can't comfort me directly, I have received silent encouragement from you.

We will work hard together in the future.

Perhaps when I set foot on the latest journey of chasing dreams, it means that I cannot have a peaceful life during this period.Even when sailing at sea, the seemingly wide sea will hide dangers.

Since signing, I've been doing pretty well.I always thought that the battle would start when I made my official debut, but I was wrong, and it was a bit outrageous.

Something has happened recently, and what I thought was a smooth path has become a bit bumpy.Although I still haven't given up and I'm still working hard, sometimes success is about off-court, not personally.

I know there will be a dark side, just like the shadow behind the sun, a world where everything is pure white may exist, but it will not appear in the entertainment industry.

I also know how many people are eyeing my opportunities, I just want to trust them sometimes.

It's a pity that no one is willing to cherish the opportunity I gave.

In their eyes, I am someone who can be used, and my luck will set off the misfortune of some people: being signed but not getting a chance to debut, signing to debut but not having good resources-there are resources in the entertainment industry every year There is a certain number, if you want to be in the position, you can only fight for it.When they can't rely on agents to get good resources, they will use their own brains.

I can understand their purpose and understand their behavior, but when a divisive incident happens to me, my response may not be "elegant".

Because of my opportunities, I will cherish them myself, and I will not let others take away my opportunities. This is not a time for humility, but a battle for my own dreams and interests.In any fight, as long as I am reasonable, I will not back down.

Even the price to be paid is that in Rhodes' eyes, I have changed from a "little milk cat" to a "little wild cat" who can only wave its paws to defend the territory.

Ha, during the time I was a trainee, I was very obedient, making Rhodes even think that I had no temper.You who have been with me for so many years don't think so, do you?

I have never been a good girl, a good girl can only be a girl like Feng Qing, she rarely violates anything, except for the "absolutely not" that makes her angry and makes her explicitly refuse, her reaction is always calm The wind is light.

I am a person with an easy-going temper, but I am also a person who will clearly say "No", and I will never allow anyone to use me to take advantage of me, or use me to hurt others.

Being kind doesn't mean giving in without a bottom line, and slapping a liar doesn't mean I'm a violent bad girl.What should be done and what should not be done, everyone has a ruler in their hearts.Some people choose to cross the line, so don't blame others for fighting back.

There is no reason to sit and be beaten by others, and you are not allowed to resist, right? (laugh)

After all, I am not a saint, nor a virgin. I will not forgive others unconditionally, let alone turn myself into "green" for no reason.

Facing different things, I have different reactions. I am a "real person".

Well, let's not talk about these unpleasant things.So much nonsense, in fact, I just want to tell you that I am an ordinary girl who can cry, laugh, be sad, and be angry... I have not given up any of my emotions and desires, and I am not a person who likes to make a fortune silently.It's just that now I have learned to control myself. When I should do something, I will never do unnecessary things.

Instead of thinking about my opportunities, others should rely on their efforts to create new opportunities.

However, God rewards hard work, and if you want to be successful and famous, luck is the biggest factor.

Your lovely lucky girl,

Shay

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Anger is actually a useless emotion, just like sadness.

Tears are the weapon of the weak.

But for this weapon to work, the other party must be willing to sympathize.

Sympathy, on the other hand, is something that really annoys me.Second only to "charity".

All kinds of things will happen in life, some are expected and cannot cause any waves; some are sudden, people are caught off guard and panic.

Ordinary people naturally cannot bear the harm suffered by the protagonists in TV dramas, but ordinary people are not so vulnerable.

Ordinary people, whose nerves have gradually become numb with the tide, may be more resilient than psychologists fear.It's just that the mentality of the mob changes quickly and is unstable, so it naturally becomes an untimely bomb|bomb, and it doesn't know when it will hurt itself or others.

I'm a regular guy, a regular guy who occasionally comes across as mean and cold.I don't do anything superfluous unless necessary.And sometimes, there are more involuntary things than imagined.

For example, in the final exam, the group of young masters and ladies who were not seeking to make progress suddenly squeezed out many students in the intermediate class. Although there were still a lot of muddleheaded students among them, it also worried many class teachers.

Things like interests are closely related to everyone. What I bring to my class is good, but it is not a good thing for some people.

Even if it is beneficial to everyone, such a good thing - to be precise, it is a showy thing, not done by oneself, will arouse the jealousy of some people.

Jealousy sometimes has no root, just a slight feeling that this person should not surpass oneself, should not be better than oneself, then it will lead to endless unwillingness and endless comparison.

A tolerant heart and a generous bearing are exactly what some people lack.

But this does not mean that I am obliged to teach them how to be lenient to others and be strict with themselves. What I pursue is to be solitary.So if someone hits my head with crooked ideas, I'm afraid it's time for him to regret it.

But I still have a tough battle to fight before I become the principal—the unpleasant incident has already reached the headmaster’s ears. Headmaster Wang is not a fool in the legend, and nothing can hide from him—and I, the headmaster summons, had to go.

"Mr. Ji, you are here, sit down." Principal Wang saw me standing at the door, he took a sip of strong tea and let me in.

I went in, closed the door slightly, and sat down opposite Principal Wang: "Good afternoon! Principal, I don't know what you want me to do?"

It is impossible to say that there is no anxiety in my heart.But I chose to face the principal as calmly and calmly as possible, otherwise it would appear that I was very guilty, and I would be the first to fall behind.

"It's just a little thing, it's nothing serious, don't be nervous, just be casual, be casual.

"However, before I get down to business, I would like to make a point: You are young and energetic, and you have a strong drive. It is a good thing to make achievements, but you have to pay more attention to the relationship between colleagues in the future.

"You are all experienced teachers. I have not only told you what I said, but I hope you can also listen to it. You have to understand that I have a lot of things to do. I don't like wasting time to intervene. A small conflict." Principal Wang seemed to be afraid of my misunderstanding, and he also said that he was definitely not criticizing me for the old employees.This earnest teaching doesn't seem like it's going to kill me.

In this way, I can rest assured that as long as the principal is not looking for trouble with me, I have nothing to say.

"Of course I understand, the principal can rest assured that the same thing will never happen to me."

"very good.

"Now we can get down to business.

"Recently, Teacher Ji has achieved outstanding results. I am very happy. I came here to give you a bonus. You must not tell them." Principal Wang said jokingly.

After finishing speaking, Principal Wang put down his teacup and took out a thick letter from the drawer.He had no taste of nostalgia and handed it to me directly.

"Don't worry, I don't care about some things. The most important thing is grades." Principal Wang sat down again, "You can go back without any doubts."

"Thank you principal." I took the red envelope and left the principal's office without knowing what it was like.

Of course I understand what the principal means. He is protecting me now. His most important thing is always benefit. As long as he can achieve results, he will "trust" me. It's not worth his "trust".

In reality, I'm not disgusted.

Now that I have money, I can probably do something I like.

Winter has come!

Time to go home.