Acknowledge

When I entered the kitchen, I saw the man washing the fruit quietly, and the sound of water splashing filled the entire kitchen.

Gu Xiao walked over with a sullen face, Gu Xi seemed to be completely unaware that he came in, and was still slowly rubbing the apples over and over again under the running water.

"What are you thinking?" Gu Xiao asked, his voice became abrupt.

"...It's nothing." Gu Xi replied.

Gu Xiao turned around and hugged him into his arms, he was still holding a wet apple in his hand.

He let him hold her in a daze, with his hands hanging by his sides, without saying a word, as crystal drops of water fell from his fingertips to the floor.

I can't wait to rub him into my flesh and blood, so that he won't have a chance to think wildly.

But he has his own thoughts, he has always had them, and he has always been difficult to control.

While he was dazed, he coaxed him to agree, but he still had to worry about it, because anything might wake him up, and in the end he would stick to his own ideas.

Maybe Gu Xi doesn't love him that much, at least not as much as himself, so he puts everything around him more important than himself, and he can be more ruthless in not wanting himself.This is the fact, I can only want him, but he wants the whole world, and I am just a part of his world to him.Compared with many other parts, it is clear which is more important in his hesitation and resistance.

"You promised, you can't go back on your word." Gu Xiao emphasized.

I can only beg him not to give up on myself, it was the same back then, there is no other way but to beg him.

But this time, will he still... give up on himself?

The hem of the clothes suddenly became very heavy, and it was he who grabbed it with his hands, pushing himself back with a slight force with his hands.

Gu Xiao was suddenly very flustered, as if he felt the despair when he watched him pack his luggage back then.He hurriedly hugged her tightly, growled in horror and helplessness: "Gu Xi, you promised, you promised!"

"...Gu Xiao, don't be like this, mom and dad are here." Gu Xi choked up a little, and the scene of the boy holding him, crying and begging came back to his mind, and he couldn't help clutching the corner of Gu Xiao's clothes tightly.

"I don't! You said you promised me, and you said you would not regret it!"

Gu Xi pulled Gu Xiao away forcefully, stretched out his hand to the back of his neck and pressed him down a little, then moved up to kiss him.

But Gu Xiao suddenly turned his head away, unwilling to let him kiss, "I don't want it, I want you to promise me one more time!"

"Mom and Dad are..."

"You promise to be with me, you promise me!" Gu Xiao looked at Gu Xi with both fear and expectation.

Gu Xi had never seen such a flustered Gu Xiao, even on that night five years ago, Gu Xiao didn't make him feel so distressed.

"Why do you wash fruits for so long?" Zhang Hui shouted outside.

"You promise me!" Gu Xiao persistently demanded.

"Okay," Gu Xi nodded, "Let's go out first."

"No, you said you wanted to be with me!"

Gu Xi had no choice but to coax and say: "Okay, I'll be with you, I promise you, let's go out, okay?"

"say it one more time."

"I'm with you, Gu Xiao, we're together, okay?"

Seemingly wronged, painful, satisfied, unwilling, Gu Xiao just looked at him for a long time before slowly nodding, "...um."

It's not that Gu Xiao can't hear the perfunctory in his tone, but even if it's just coaxing, he feels a lot more at ease.At any rate, he was willing to coax him, unlike before leaving without saying a word.

Holding the fruit and walking to the door of the kitchen, Gu Xiduo said, "Gu Xiao, don't talk nonsense for a while, okay?"

Gu Xiao was reluctant, and finally nodded under Gu Xizheng's emphatic eyes.

Due to Gu Xiao's "warning" before, the two adults finally stopped talking too much about the topic of finding a partner, and occasionally mentioned that Gu Xiao glanced at them, but they had no choice but to stop.I haven't seen each other for so long, I forgot the time when we chatted.Gu Xiao has been sitting next to Gu Xi, anyway, his parents are used to seeing the two brothers quarreling, so even if Gu Xiao hangs on Gu Xi and talks openly, it will not arouse any suspicion, but it will make the parents happy that the two brothers Feeling good.

But it may be that there is a ghost in his heart, Gu Xi still can't behave as naturally as before, he can only dare not move casually like a piece of wood, worried that his parents will notice if his behavior is abnormal.

In the end, I don't know who found out that it was very late, so everyone reluctantly prepared to leave.

"Xiao Xiao will go back with us?" Zhang Hui asked.

"The generation gap is too big, it would be so boring to go back, I will go back with Xiaoxi in a few days." Gu Xiao stood behind Gu Xi, raised Gu Xi's hand and shook hands with his parents, "Goodbye, goodbye, you guys go away !"

Gu Xi is helpless, this person is really... Although he wants him and his parents to go back first, but thinking of his appearance just now, he dare not speak out.

Gu Pingshao scolded Gu Xiao dumbfoundingly: "It took so much hard work to raise you, Xiaoxi is enough for you now, isn't it?"

"That's right, you two are really getting better and better, we were just worrying about it before!" Zhang Hui smiled.

"It's only natural for me and Xiao Xi to be friends!" Gu Xiao deliberately hugged Gu Xihuang while talking, but Gu Xi was a little stiff.

Gu Pingshao: "As an older brother, you have only grown in size these years. You are not as mature as Xiaoxi. You are both my sons. Why are you so far behind!"

"Dad, Mom, it's getting late, and you have to go to work tomorrow, you guys go back, and drive carefully on the road." Gu Xi interrupted the conversation.

Gu Pingshao: "Well, let Xiaoxiao stay here as a housekeeper for a few days."

Zhang Hui: "We're going back first, you brothers, don't play too late, go to bed early!"

After seeing off Gu Pingshao and Zhang Hui, Gu Xiao closed the door and pushed Gu Xi against the door. Gu Xi did not resist, and obediently let Gu Xiao kiss him.But Gu Xiao didn't want him to be so obedient, even if he uttered a sentence or two to stop him, it would make Gu Xiao feel much more normal.

"...What are you thinking?" Gu Xiao asked uneasily with his forehead pressed against each other.

Gu Xi was silent for a long time before saying, "It's nothing."

Gu Xiao turned off the lights in the living room, and then dragged Gu Xi into the room. The whole house was pitch-black, and only the rustling of clothes and the sticky sound of water stains could be heard.

The quiet night awakens many emotions, and the darkness magnifies many perceptions.

In the drawer of the bedside table was hidden the gift that Gu Xiao gave Gu Xi for the first time. The four villains sat around the table happily, the villain in black helped the villain in green to deal with the villain in blue, and the villain in red was busy helping The other three villains served food, and the villain in green looked proudly at the villain in blue. The villain in blue was unconvinced, and began to think of various ways to tease the villain in green.

In the night, the young boy said that he wanted to be a good brother, and the other boy got his wish and hugged him and cried, desperately throwing himself into the dream that had been circling for many years.

The young man hugged the child and asked him if he liked him. The child said he liked him, and the man was so happy that he hugged him even tighter.

In the middle of the night, a boy hugged another boy choked with sobs and did not leave. Tears soaked the other boy's collar and hair around his neck.

The middle-aged man lamented the growth of the boy, and said that he hoped that the boy would grow up slower; the young man hugged another young man and persistently repeated the same words: You promised me, and you are not allowed to go back on your word.

Both the middle-aged man and the middle-aged woman happily talked about the growth process of their two children in the past 25 years. The ups and downs brought tears to their eyes.

Gu Xiao kissed Gu Xi's neck, touching every inch of his skin passionately.The room was full of heavy panting sounds, but when Gu Xiao kissed Gu Xi's ear, he tasted salty, he couldn't help but stop, and stroked Gu Xi's face with his hand, it was already wet.

Concerned, Gu Xiao gently wanted to kiss away his tears, but the more he kissed, the more he couldn't stop.

He cried, "Gu Xiao... no... we can't do this, we are brothers..."

Gu Xiao persisted, "We are not, we are not related by blood."

Gu Xi finally refused and pushed Gu Xiaoyuan away, "We are, our parents are married, in my mother's eyes, in your father's eyes, in everyone's eyes we are..."

Gu Xiao persuaded: "Just this time, okay? Xiaoxi, we don't tell anyone, and no one will know." Naively felt that as long as he passed this hurdle, his proportion in Gu Xi's heart would be greater.

After hearing this, Gu Xi felt a sharp pain in his heart. Could it be that in Gu Xiao's heart, as long as their relationship is out of sight, can they be at ease?

Tears flooded more and more, "...But I know, Gu Xiao...I'm sorry...I can't pass my own test..."

Gu Xiao was stunned for a moment. Sure enough, whether it was five years ago or five years later, could this only be the result?

Gu Xi will always choose to give up on him.

Leaving from Gu Xi's body, Gu Xiao grabbed his hair vigorously.He used to think that with his family, he could eat Gu Xi to death, but he didn't expect that in the end, it was his family who would eat them to death.

Walking to the French window, he took a few deep breaths, then returned to the bed and sat down, Gu Xiao sighed softly: "Gu Xi, I never regarded you as a younger brother when I was young, because I couldn't tolerate others sharing the family with me. Well, I was glad that you were my younger brother, because I had someone who I could be willing to cherish justifiably. Now I hate that you are my younger brother, because I... have seen my own heart clearly. "

Gu Xi felt very sad when he heard it. After so many years of arguing and entanglement, he was finally willing to speak out what was in his heart, and finally dared to express his feelings. .

So he never wanted to admit it.It seemed that as long as he didn't admit it, this thought would have no chance to take root, but he was wrong.He just sharpened this thought into a sharp knife, tossing it in his heart for years, making himself bloody and bloody, and in the end it just made this thought deeper and heavier.

"Gu Xi, why are we two brothers? If not, would you be willing..." Before Gu Xiao finished speaking, he felt that his assumption was ridiculous, shook his head, and made a gesture to get up and leave.

Gu Xi's heart tightened and his head became hot, so he got up and rushed forward, hugged Gu Xiao's neck from behind, and pressed his half-up body down again, he said tremblingly: "Okay, okay, just this time, which one of us Don't say anything."

Gu Xiao heard Gu Xi's words at this moment, and couldn't help laughing at himself, how naive and self-deceiving he was when he said "no one knows" just now.But he was very happy that Gu Xi finally had no choice but to let go, and was finally willing to violate his own principles for himself.

——But Gu Xi, I know, what you miss is too heavy in your heart, if you can't let it go, you will be very sad, even more sad than being separated from me. I can force you to stay with me, but I don't want you to be so sad...

Gu Xiao turned his head, put his head against Gu Xi, brushed his hand over the wetness on his face, and said in a low voice: "Gu Xi, if you let go once, I will make you let go a second time... This won't end at all, and it will eventually come to the point where the world will come to light...you can't accept it."

How could Gu Xi not know, just, just... It's rare that he likes someone so much, wants to be with him so much, and this person also likes himself.He tried to let go of Shengsheng, and it was undoubtedly a stab in the bloody heart. Even if he was deceiving himself and others, if this dream came true, and this regret, maybe he could be a perfect brother.

Gu Xiao turned around, held his face in both hands, and looked into his eyes seriously, "I will go to the United States to develop in the next year, okay?"

Gu Xi froze for a moment, then nodded with difficulty, the only thing that can separate them now is the realistic distance.

"Let's be together these days." Gu Xiao kissed his lips and said in a hoarse voice.

"Ah."