Protagonist, wake up

A few days later, Jian's mother borrowed her son's mobile phone to do business. Jian Zhu didn't defend her at all. He was happy to deliver the delivery and went out, but he forgot that his penguin was completely turned off.

Jian's mother really didn't want to read her son's news, she had something urgent to deal with, and she hadn't figured out how to have a relationship with her son yet.

It was such a coincidence that as soon as Jane's mother finished her work, the penguin popped up a message - "I miss you very much."

Jian's mother closed her eyes, and finally clicked on this person's chat history, and read it from beginning to end. The more she looked at it, the colder her heart became, and the more annoyed she became.

When Jian Zhu came back in the evening, he obviously felt that the atmosphere at home was not right.The room was dark, and Jane's mother was sitting on the sofa, straight like a sculpture.

A bad premonition suddenly rose in his heart, "Mom, what's the matter? Why don't you turn on the light?"

A hoarse voice sounded, "Don't turn on the light, come here, Mom asks you something."

She was afraid that her son would see her expression when the light was turned on.

Jian Zhu sat down obediently and asked cautiously, "Mom?"

Jian's mother didn't speak. After a long time, she pushed the mobile phone on the table, "Unlock it for Mom."

After being stunned for a moment, Jian Zhu gently took the phone over.His unlocking finger seemed to be trembling, and the white light was shining, reflecting the indifference on Jian's mother's face opposite, which was the coldness that Jian Zhu had never seen before.

He said, "Okay."

So he watched Jian's mother click on the penguin and click on the message all the way, pointing to Jian Lanzhou's account and asked him: "Tell mom, what's going on?"

Jian Zhu didn't speak.

"Tell me, what's going on!" Mother Jian's voice suddenly rose.

Swallowing, his throat felt a little dry.Then he spoke in a harsh voice, "It's just a friend of mine..."

"Friend?" Jian's mother sneered, "I think it's her boyfriend! Jian Zhu, are you an idiot for being a mother?"

He suddenly yelled: "So what! Mom, how can you look at my phone casually!"

Jian's mother then choked back in a cold voice: "Mom still needs to look at your phone? You were born by me, and Mom knows how many hairs you have on your body! He was the one who guarded you when you were sick before? Honestly speaking, he is It's not you..." She gritted her teeth and squeezed out the words, "Boyfriend..."

Jian Zhu felt his head start to hurt, and he felt dizzy.He frowned uncomfortably, and reluctantly said in a good voice: "Mom, listen to me..."

The anger in her heart prevented Jian's mother from seeing the expression on his face clearly, she leaned back and snorted coldly, "Okay, you say."

Jian Zhu took a deep breath, suppressing the sudden pain, "I won't hide it from you... Yes, Lanzhou is my lover, and I always like men." He looked up at Jian's mother ,"I'm gay."

With a "snap", Jian Zhu turned his head, his face was burning with pain.He was stunned by the slap, and his mother never slapped him in the face, even when he was out of breath.

Tears suddenly appeared in his eyes, he choked his head sideways, and said in disbelief: "Mom... you hit me?"

Jian's mother's cheeks were bloodshot and her whole body was trembling. She looked at her hands, then at Jian Zhu, and finally collapsed.She roared like a wounded beast: "How can you! How can you! Mom raised you so big for nothing, and you did this when you were in college?"

Shocking pain hit wave after wave, and Jian Zhu felt dizzy for a while.He shook his head, his emotions tensed to the extreme, "I just like a man, what's wrong with me? I'm still studying, living, and being a man! Apart from liking someone of the same sex, what have I done to be sorry to you? Mom, do you think I'm sick like those people outside, and I'm not normal!"

Jane's mother slapped him a second time.

She said disappointedly: "What do you understand, ah, what do you understand? Yes, I know that you just have a different sexual orientation. You have been a good boy since you were a child, but everyone outside is your mother? It's up to him to say what you want." Mom is nonsense! Humans live in groups, and if you live among them, you will inevitably be stamped. Have you ever thought that in the future, you and I will be poked and pointed at the spine, can you bear it?"

"mom……"

"At most, the uncles and aunts around you think that you are not up to date. How about going further away? What do your future classmates, colleagues, and leaders think of you? Have you ever thought about how your career and life will be affected? Could it be just a few words? Promises are just whitewashing the peace? Tell me, are you the kind of person who has a thick skin and strong psychological endurance, no matter what others say? Have you thought that one day you will enter the hospital, and he will not even be able to sign your name!"

The tense emotions completely broke down, and Jian Zhu burst into tears, hiccupping from crying.

"Do you understand? Mom is afraid that you like men? How old am I, how old are you? Mom is afraid that you will not be able to bear the regret in the future. Now that I am still here, you can cry with me; When you are covered in cuts and bruises, you still hurt yourself!"

"Mom is only one of your sons, so my heart aches!"

Jian's mother was so angry that she leaned back, she couldn't help touching her chest to smooth her breath.Jian Zhu rushed forward to hug her in a hurry, "Mom, Mom... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." He cried until his nose was blocked and he couldn't breathe, so he had to gasp, "Don't worry...I'm sorry..."

Jian's mother kicked him hard, and said in a harsh tone, "Go away and think about it yourself!"

That foot was so heavy, Jian Zhu knew that the calf was definitely blue, but he just wiped away his tears, stood up and poured her a glass of water, then grabbed the phone and limped into the room under Jian's mother's indifferent eyes.

After returning to his room, he wiped away his tears and called Jian Lanzhou, and said in a low voice, "Can you come to our house."

Jian Lanzhou asked him what happened.

There was still a cry in his voice: "My mother knows about us, and she just got angry a lot."

Then I don't know what was said on the phone that stimulated him, Jian Zhu's voice suddenly became sharp and hysterical, "Are you serious! If you don't come, don't come!" He grabbed the things on the table and smashed them to pieces On the ground, the debris splashed and rubbed against the floor, making a piercing scream.

Jian Zhu's violent breathing was heard in the room for a moment.

Jian Lanzhou seemed to be frightened by him, and comforted him softly for a long time: "You misunderstood...Okay, I'll book the ticket right away. Now, Xiao Zhu, come and adjust your breathing with me—come——"

Jian Zhu took a deep breath following Jian Lanzhou, and his swollen mind gradually calmed down.After a while, he apologized to the phone with red and swollen eyes: "I'm sorry Lanzhou, I didn't mean to get angry with you...I don't know what's wrong...I'm feeling very uncomfortable now, my head is very messed up..."

"I'm not angry. It's just Xiaozhu, you need to calm down now, you need to rest."

"No, I don't want it! When I close my eyes, my mother looks disappointed. I'm sorry for her..."

Jian Lanzhou's tone was rarely serious, "It's not just you, I'm also sorry for my aunt, but now you can just apologize here? Be obedient, Xiao Zhu, go and calm down..."

"I……"

"I will come to you soon, don't be afraid. I will face it with you at my aunt's place. The matter has not reached an irreversible situation."

With such a thing happening, how could Jian Zhu be able to sleep tonight.He sat in the room all night, squinted for a while and woke up again.

His mind was full of memories from the past, and his mother's words were like steel needles stirring his mind hard, causing him a headache all night.

It seemed that he had returned to the countless days and nights when he worked in the store, and he was in overwhelming pain.As at that time, no one could be by his side.

At dawn, he quietly opened the door to wash up, only to find Jane's mother sitting in the living room.

She was still sitting in the same position as yesterday, but now she covered her face with her hands, and tears leaked quietly from between her fingers, and she wiped them away from her red and swollen eyes with toilet paper.

On the ground is a pile of toilet paper.

Jian Zhu's body was completely stiff, he had never had this moment of intense loathing for himself.

He has hardly seen his mother cry, his mother is a strong person, she has a will like steel.Even in those years of domestic violence, Jian Zhu never saw her shed a single tear.

But today, separated by a wall, he fell asleep intermittently in his room, and his mother cried all night in the living room.

Jian Zhu looked at her silently and silently like this - he seemed to realize that she was old today.His mother was getting old, with white hair growing on her sideburns, her petite figure became more and more stooped, and her face was haggard from a night of sleeplessness.

Mother, she is no longer young, and she can't stand all kinds of troubles.

Jian Zhu turned around and poured the honey water, walked up to Jian's mother with the water glass, and quietly handed the water to her.Jian's mother looked up at him for a while, but still took the water and drank it.

Then she saw Jian Zhu knelt down little by little, and kowtowed three times slowly and forcefully.The impact of her forehead against the marble floor was so loud that Jian's mother felt sad in a trance.

All the unspoken words are in these three rings.

The author has something to say: High-energy early warning!

High energy ahead, non-combatants must evacuate!

Roar again, there is still time to run! ! !

Emmm, I don’t know if it’s because I’m eager to write the fourth volume. In my plan, the third volume should have been quite long. At least I’ll get along better with each other, and be warmer… But it’s written that I’m shocked. It's the end of the volume_(:з」∠)_