[Naruto] Lucky EX's Ninja-kun

Yun Ren left.

They walked away with the bodies of the day-to-day difference.

Everyone in Konoha has returned to a peaceful life and continues to enjoy the cherished peaceful time.

Kakashi has developed a small habit in the past few years, a habit that he may not even be aware of.He would always take a look at an izakaya on the side of the road when going to Hokage or returning from Hokage.He doesn't necessarily go in for a sit down, but he just remembers that there is a friend here, so he always takes a second look.

At first it was said that he was pretending to be a friend for the convenience of the task, but in the past four years, Kakashi has been unable to tell whether he is still acting.

He is actually not a character who likes to be lively, most geniuses are like this, and he is a bit outlier.However, compared to the cold bachelor apartment, the izakaya, which seems to be always in full swing and always greeted with a smile, can make him feel a warmth, a kind of warmth that he once experienced from Minatoban.

Today's Kakashi, as usual, glanced at the location of the izakaya on the way to Hokage.

The lantern was not hung up, the blackboard of the menu was not displayed, and even the sign on the door kept the appearance of "resting".

Kakashi stopped in his tracks, it was eleven o'clock, and there was no doubt that the izakaya was open.

"Mother-in-law, did Sakai go out today?" Kakashi walked towards the dumpling house. After recovering from illness, the mother-in-law reopened, and everyone's favorite dumpling house returned.

Granny Tuanzi shook her head slightly, "I didn't see Kogoro go out, I didn't hear anything this morning, did I go to a friend's house last night?"

Kakashi felt that something was wrong, Sakai was definitely not someone who wouldn't open a shop even if he was an hour late.

unless……

Something happened to him.

Kakashi looked up at the window on the second floor, there was a small balcony, he jumped into the balcony without saying a word, opened the unlocked window, and entered Sakai's house.

"Ninjas... just don't walk well, and like to walk through windows." Granny Tuanzi shook her head and went back to her own business.

Kakashi passed the kitchen, the kitchen was clean, the trash can was empty, and there was no trace of breakfast.

He walked towards Sakai's room, knocked on the door, and vaguely heard something in it.

But something happened to Sakai, Kakashi opened the door straight away, only to find that there was no intruder in the room as he expected.

"Sakai?" Kakashi looked at Sakai who was sitting on the bed with his knees hugged and leaning against the corner of the wall, a little puzzled.

The curled up man's ears moved, but he hugged himself even tighter.

Clearly, things weren't quite right for Sakai.

Kakashi concentrated for a few seconds, approached the bed, and asked, "Is there something wrong with the seal?"

Sakai didn't respond to him, if Kakashi didn't see that his eyes were open under the broken hair, he almost thought that Sakai had fallen asleep or passed out.

"I'm sorry." Kakashi reached out and lifted Sakai's shirt. The seal on his lower back was intact, which meant that Sakai didn't show such an insecure look because of the Nine-Tails Chakra attack.

After confirming, Kakashi heaved a sigh of relief, and stretched out his hand to touch Sakai's forehead, and as expected, he felt a hot spot.

"You have a fever." Kakashi finally found out the reason, "I'll take you to the hospital." The temperature was a little high, and it didn't look like the usual cold that would just take a rest.

Hearing that he was going to the hospital, Sakai, who had been maintaining a posture, swung Kakashi's hand away, and then shrank himself back to the corner of the wall.

"No...not going..."

Sakai thought of his teacher, Lu Jiu often went back to the hospital for inspections when he was not working.

He didn't dare to see Shikaku, and he didn't even want to look up at Kakashi.

As long as he thinks of them, Sakai's mind will involuntarily show their death, time and time again, and he is powerless to stop it.

Sakai is not Naruto, he does not have the kind of mentality that he can quickly cheer up no matter what setbacks he encounters. From the beginning to the end, he silently bears the pain caused by all failures.

Once, twice, three times, four times... He cheered up again and again, but was also destroyed again and again. He always watched everyone's lives disappear because of his failure.

Finally, his mentality collapsed.

He began to think that it would be better not to change the plot, so that he would not be in pain, and there would be no changes.

Think about it, what if Payne didn't revive everyone after attacking Konoha because of his change?What if Naruto and the others didn't defeat Otsutsuki Kaguya in the end?

Perhaps it is the best choice to follow the original trajectory. He is not one of those talented and unlucky traversers. He cannot guarantee that every change he makes will lead in a good direction.

In many stories, people who know the future always live in great pain. They try to change the miserable future, but they are always invincible, so in the end these prophets choose to remain silent.

Sakai also tried to remain silent, but he couldn't forget how his mentor and friend would die in the future.

On the one hand, he was overwhelmed by a powerful fate and wanted to choose silence.

On the other hand, he felt ashamed and blamed himself for having such thoughts.

He curled up here like a coward, not daring to see anyone, not letting anyone know his dirty thoughts.

If he stayed away from the world of ninjas from the very beginning, if he had died in that Chunin exam, if he could forget everything in his previous life after crossing...

"Kakashi..." He whispered the name in a voice that was distorted due to the high fever, "I...shouldn't be alive?"

The sudden question made Kakashi stunned. He couldn't imagine how Sakai would ask this question, and he couldn't help but think of what Shikajiu said to him back then.

He has also been paying attention to Sakai over the years. In his opinion, Sakai is a smart, cunning, enthusiastic, and cheerful person. Whether he is facing the patriarch of Hyuga or the genius of Uchiha, he can always make friends easily, and he is not ordinary at all. Self-ashamed performance.

Self-blame, low self-esteem?

Kakashi had never seen this on Sakai.

But Kakashi forgot that everything Sakai showed was for the mission.

He wants to collect information and make friends with more people, so he can't let others see his negative side, he must rely on enthusiasm and kindness to attract people, he needs to use wisdom and calmness to impress others...

He is not without troubles, but the troubles he shows are complaints and complaints from him getting closer to the guests.

All the negative emotions, all the troubles are buried deep in the bottom of my heart, so that people can't peep.

He is an excellent spy talent, an excellent ninja, a student who makes the teacher proud, and an izakaya owner who is loved by the guests.

But other than that he was pretty bad in every way.

Am I not supposed to be alive?

Why didn't I die but they?

Kakashi had actually had such thoughts, and even now he would have such thoughts.

Kakashi looked at Sakai, he saw the blood on his hands, he didn't know what stimulated Sakai, but he knew that his answer might affect the choice of the person in front of him.

"If you think so, then you should live even more..." Kakashi lifted up the forehead covering his left eye, revealing a scar across his eye and a sharingan of three-god jade, "living as a punishment , and live on."

Because of his father's suicide, Kakashi knew from a very young age that death can't solve anything, only living can change everything, and only the living can feel pain.

He needs to live, to shut up those who criticize his father, to use the Sharingan that Obito left for him, to continue Lin and his teacher's wish to protect Konoha.

Sakai stared at Kakashi's Sharingan with fascination. It was the first time for him to watch Sharingan at such a close distance, and it was also the first time to see this Sharingan that runs through all tragedies.

He thought, what is Kakashi thinking in his heart to live out such words?

Every time he is pushed into darkness, he meets hope that pulls him back up, but every time that hope is extinguished, he is plunged into darkness again.

The pain in Kakashi's heart may not be much less than his.

"Alive..." This is really the greatest punishment.

Sakai laughed lightly, but the sore throat made him cough quickly.

Kakashi quickly got a glass of water from the table, and as soon as he drank the cold water, Sakai felt that his whole body became much clearer.

"You're right, to live is punishment, atonement, everything..." he muttered, his confused eyes became brighter.

Instead of dying in pain with great reluctance, it is better to try to live, to live for those who died, and to fight for those who are alive.

If one day, his changes bring about worse results, then he should live even more.

Like Uchiha Madara, live on, and then ruin this failed and painful world at all costs.

His strength is indeed not strong enough, but instigating wars behind his back is his forte.

But before that, his confrontation with fate is not over, and he will never admit defeat.

"I'm sleepy." He looked at Kakashi's Sharingan and said.

There was no usual friendliness or despair on his face, only calm.

"Have a good sleep." Kakashi said softly, and then the Gouyu in Shulunyan started to spin quickly.

"...Thank you." At the last moment before falling into darkness, he sincerely thanked Kakashi, and fell asleep in the dream created by illusion.

When you wake up, it's a new day.

The author has something to say:

There is only one line between a genius and a lunatic, just like saving the world and causing trouble.

With Kakashi accompanying and pulling, Kakashi will also teach Sakai to be a genius.After that, no matter whether he failed or succeeded, Sakai would no longer have strong self-pity and self-pity, and his mentality could basically remain stable.

So we can move on to the storyline!

In fact, I originally planned to write an emotional drama in this chapter, and I have drawn up the summary [The author's emotional drama is superbly written] (all my content summaries are ironic), but after I finished writing, I was stunned by a little emotional drama I haven’t seen it, and I can’t even say the irony _(:з」∠)_

The main text of this article is about 30 chapters over, and the extra episodes are uncertain.