Flames

"I only recognized Leng Lie after what happened to Dawei." Before Leng Muyang could say more, Broken Teeth laughed, "It really is the son of the eldest brother. impeccable."

He smiled coldly, and lowered his head in embarrassment, he had so many things he wanted to say to Leng Muyang, and so many questions he wanted to ask him that his chest felt tight, but he couldn't say anything at the moment.

"Actually, you can understand a little bit about the things in this circle, but what you see and hear may not be the original appearance of things." Broken Tooth continued, "Today, in front of For the sake of big brother, let me tell you about another version..."

That year, Broken Tooth traveled around the most influential recording studio in City A as a professional musician, making soundtracks for many artists who wanted to make their mark.It was at that time that he met Guo Zhanpeng.

At that time, Guo Zhanpeng had just started his own recording studio. In order to win resources and win over musicians, he secretly publicized his relationship with Leng Muyang.

It is said that they are close buddies, and they are also familiar with Leng Muyang's creative methods.

Broken Tooth, like all young people who have just entered this circle, has an almost crazy obsession with Leng Muyang, and they don't care if he is a drug addict wandering in courtyards as rumored.All they care about is whether the person is cool enough or whether the music is good or not.

It was at Guo Zhanpeng's instigation that Broken Tooth became the first group of idiots to be bewitched.In order to become the imaginary Leng Muyang, they got involved with that thing, thinking that a little bit of fine powder could really help them to overflow with inspiration.

In the beginning, Broken Tooth was indeed stimulated by drugs and excited for a long time, and created many works in a short time.Gradually, I found that as long as I used two mouthfuls of that thing, I could go for tens of hours non-stop, so I also had a lot of recording work.

At that time, he felt that Guo Zhanpeng was his true god, and he was lucky to get a career shortcut from him early.The never-ending performance opportunities and piles of celebrity coins delivered to the door quickly made him lose himself.So the more I played, the more I gradually forgot who I was, and I didn't even know what I was doing.

Guo Zhanpeng's true appearance was revealed when his drug addiction became unreasonable and he no longer had the energy to create.He was like throwing away waste, after draining the last drop of Broken Tooth's talent, he threw him to the waste recycling station outside the city.In his opinion, the broken tooth at that time was useless, even worse than garbage.

He still remembered that it was a rainy night, and the rain seemed to be pouring down.He twitched all over his body, scratched his heart and lungs, soaked in the garbage dump and cried, but no one answered.When he woke up again, he found that he had changed into clean white clothes and slept in a room full of sandalwood fragrance.

"Brother saved me." Broken Tooth turned his grateful eyes to Leng Muyang, "It was in this room that Brother used his personal experience to help me detoxify me. Every day, he kneaded people into mud balls and re-sculpted them." It’s like once, but the pain is also unforgettable.”

"later?"

"Later, I quit that thing completely, and with the help of my elder brother, I set up that rehearsal room, started a small business, watched you play the piano and drums, and cooked some porridge for you..."

Seeing that Broken Tooth said all this calmly, Lie Yan's group of boys relaxed their brows.

"Of course, the eldest brother has never been idle," Broken Tooth continued, "he has saved countless people like me in the past few years. In this circle, as long as you get involved with that stuff, it's like recruiting a vampire. The popularity quickly faded. So, the eldest brother opened 'Wang Xiao Entertainment' to help those who were blackened by Guo Zhanpeng." After Broken Tooth finished speaking, he consciously turned his gaze to Leng Muyang.

"Don't listen to Broken Teeth, I'm not that noble," Leng Muyang's voice finally sounded, and he sighed softly with a smile, "If I'm really capable, I can't just watch batch after batch of children being harmed Go in. The original intention of starting Wang Xiao Entertainment is not so noble as saving people, I just want to be an ideal entertainment company, let people, money, and talent run in a healthy way, and let it return to the original appearance of the entertainment industry, which is enough."

Leng Muyang stood up, lit a plate of incense, and said to the boys: "I've heard about your band, and I've seen some videos from Broken Tooth after the rehearsal room, not bad."

When he got here, the truth came to light, and Leng Lie knew that although his father was unfortunately involved in drugs when he was young, he was an upright person!He is a person who is willing to turn back.

It was late at night, and Broken Tooth called the children back to the city, giving Leng's father and son some alone time.Beside the dilapidated courtyard wall, Xiao Suo took Leng Leng's hand, hugged him tightly, and said, "The days will only get better and better in the future."

Nodding coldly, watching the jeep leave in the dust, he jumped into the courtyard with his trouser pockets in his pocket.

Standing on the porch, Leng Muyang looked at the neon-wrapped city wall in the distance, glanced at his son, and asked in a very gentle voice, "Boy, do you miss Dad?"

Only then did Leng Lie feel his eye sockets warm up.After so many years, you have saved so many people, why didn't you even take a look at your own son?

Leng Lie slowly stepped up three flights of stairs, standing beside Leng Muyang, he was actually half a head taller than his father.

Leng Muyang tightened his robe and said, "Let's go, let's have a good chat tonight."

Leng Lie lay beside Leng Muyang, feeling strange and familiar.There are no city lights at night here, and it is pure darkness after the lights are turned off.

In the darkness, Leng Lie grabbed Leng Muyang's wrist, rubbed his fingers on the Buddhist beads on his wrist, and asked, "Dad, can you tell me the secret you're holding?"

As the son of Leng Muyang, his focus is always different. As far as whether Leng Muyang is a good person or a bad person, he is more concerned with what secret his father is holding on to Guo Zhanpeng, so that the other party will be jealous and secretly drag him into the water .It's like a knot in the heart that will never be untied unless you listen to Leng Muyang's explanation.

"Huh..." Leng Muyang let out a long breath, smiled and pinched the back of his son's hand and asked, "Are your mother and brother okay?"

Song Xiaoai and Leng Dasha flashed in Leng Lie's mind, nodded and shook his head, and smiled embarrassedly: "I... haven't seen them for a while."

"Well," Leng Muyang closed his eyes slightly, then spoke slowly, "Remember what Song Xiaoai has done to you, child."

"Dad?" Leng Lie didn't know where Leng Muyang's words came from, and instinctively felt that his heart was not at ease, and he didn't know which nerve was wrong, so he asked, "Dad... I am not her own. Bar?"

As soon as the cold words came out, he laughed. In fact, he had noticed something strange since he was a child.He could tell from the keepsakes of his parents that the two really loved each other deeply, but in his memory they always quarreled.Why is it so noisy about small things, especially when he is with Leng Dasha.

He had suspected thousands of times that he must be the child picked up by his father, because his mother, Song Xiaoai, was always separated from him by something invisible.

He still remembered asking Song Xiaoai before if he and Leng Dasha were biological brothers.Song Xiaoai replied without even blinking, yes.

Thinking about it now, it was more like a stress response that I had practiced many times.

"Father, am I not Song Xiaoai's biological child? Leng Dasha and I are not twins at all, are we?" Leng Lie's voice was cold in the dark room.

"I've grown up, and I can accept anything. Tell me, it's okay." Leng Lie asked again.

For some reason, he suddenly thought of the rainy night when Song Xiaoai left, standing in the yard, hugging the chubby Leng Dasha, pulling the suitcase to leave.With an ice pack on his head due to a high fever, Leng Lie stood under the porch and cried.What he shouted was "Mom, don't you want me? Mom, take me too."

Song Xiaoai didn't have the slightest nostalgia or reluctance, but said to Leng Muyang lightly: "I can do it myself."

That rainy night was the moment when Leng Leng and his father depended on each other for life. If I didn't think about it deliberately, I wouldn't remember it.

"Say, ha." Leng Lie couldn't help laughing, as if an audience who had guessed the ending of the movie had to see the last scene of the movie in order to confirm their guess.

"You are not my child and hers, you are a mistake my father made." Leng Muyang finally spoke, and the air froze all of a sudden.This vicissitudes of old Pao'er was suddenly defeated at this moment.

This is not the first time, he has swallowed the words many times.He was afraid that the child would know the truth, but he felt he had the right to know everything.

After thinking about it for the last time, he finally spoke:

"Song Xiaoai has a best friend named Qin Shanshan, do you know that?"

"When I pursued Song Xiaoai, both of them were models of the same model company. At that time, they often came out to play together. When Song Xiaoai and I were together, we were only 19 years old. After that, we can be together for the rest of our lives.”

"I made a large wardrobe for her by hand, and she knitted sweaters and scarves for me by herself. We fell in love at that time. But one day, I came back from a performance and was drunk. When I entered the room, I saw someone lying on the bed. I thought it was Song Xiaoai, then... so what... I didn't find out that it was Qin Shanshan and not Song Xiaoai until the matter was finished."

"At that time, her relationship was so good that I forgot that Song Xiaoai would let Qin Shanshan stay at home from time to time. When I woke up, I asked her why she didn't stop her. Qin Shanshan said that she liked me and wanted to I am with me. I am very disappointed, very disappointed, and feel that I have made the biggest mistake in the world. But on this matter, I don’t want to hide it. Because, I believe, lies are not allowed in love, so I Confess to Song Xiaoai."

"Unexpectedly, Song Xiaoai said in a big way that it's okay, she can forgive me, man, who hasn't made a mistake when drunk. I was so happy at that time. It happened that she said she was pregnant! I was so happy, don't mention it gone."

"I apologized to Qin Shanshan, turned around and married Song Xiaoai again. But ten months later, almost when Song Xiaoai gave birth to your brother, Qin Shanshan came, holding a baby in her arms. That baby is you .”

"How do you know it's your own?" Leng Lie interrupted Leng Muyang, he was very eager to know the truth, but the truth made him tremble all over, and the blurred faces of Song Xiaoai and her best friend flashed in front of him.

If back then, he knew that the woman who was with Song Xiaoai all day long was his biological mother, he would have looked at her a few more times to remember her appearance anyway.

"You can tell at a glance that blood relationship is amazing." Leng Muyang sighed, "You were only a few days old at that time, and your hearing was not fully developed yet, but when you heard me playing the piano I would giggle. I was like, this fucking genetics isn’t going to work, it’s my own son.”

"Where is Qin Shanshan?" He asked coldly, he really couldn't change his name to call another woman "Mom" in an instant.

"They are models. They look beautiful on the surface, but they are actually very unstable." Leng Muyang did not answer Leng Lie directly, but continued according to his own thoughts, "I can't look at such an older child." Suffering with her, she simply persuaded Song Xiaoai to raise the two children together, calling them twins."

Smile bitterly.

After a while, Leng Muyang continued: "Unexpectedly, Song Xiaoai doesn't reject you at all, and treats Qin Shanshan the same as before. Every time I see her together, I feel guilty. What happened during that time? I can’t even write it. The pressure of life plus the pressure of psychology crushed me all at once.”

"So you smoked that?"

"Yeah, I'm just a jerk who can't face life."

Leng Lie's head was buzzing, he was not at all surprised that Song Xiaoai was not his biological mother, and he was not even surprised that his father would make that kind of mistake.But his head is very messy, very messy.

Leng Muyang avoided the topic, never mentioned Qin Shanshan's whereabouts, and carefully protected the other half of the truth, although he didn't know whether it was right to do so.