Flames

The room was very quiet, only the sound of water ticking from the bathroom floor drain and the sound of the air conditioner.

Suo Yan turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and pushed Leng Lie out the door.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor of the hotel turned on one by one, and the warm yellow lights poured down from the top, making the facial features of the two very clear.

When he arrived at the door of the room, Leng Lie suddenly couldn't stop his shoulders trembling, and slid down against the wall.

"Don't be like this," Suo Yan said, groping his cold forehead with his warm palm, opened the door, bent down and hugged him horizontally, "I don't know how to comfort you, but you just need to know that I love you and will always be with you This way will do."

The door card is inserted into the card slot, and the lights in the house are all on.His cold face has been soaked with tears. In the past few days, he has filled himself with various things, not touching the guitar or listening to any notes, just to avoid thinking of Dawei, and when thinking of him, he will think of those messy speculations , and his father, Leng Muyang, who is not sure if he is still alive.

Until just now, in Dawei's room, listening to him sobbing and telling the truth, I couldn't hold back any longer.All the nerves seem to be in the wrong place, and every part of the body is not willing to listen to my own control.

Can't stop trembling, can't stop crying.

He hugged Suo Yan's neck tightly, wanting to get closer and closer to this person, as if this would make him feel a little bit of warmth.

"Sleep well, rest well, let's solve these things one by one." Suo Yan gently kissed the cold brows and lips, put him into the soft quilt, wrapped him tightly, and hugged him from behind. Looking at him, "Trust me, everything will be fine, trust me!"

The lights in the room dimmed, Suo Yan kept patting Leng Lie in his arms, and helped him wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes over and over again.

After waiting for a long, long time, Leng Lie quieted down, and the snorting began to be even.Knowing that he was asleep, Suo Yan got up slightly and kissed his forehead.

In the darkness, Suo Yan suddenly missed his home very much.Although it has been less than a month since I left City A, which is far less than one-twelfth of the long time when I went abroad to study, I still want to miss it for some reason.

It has been a long time since Liu Jin and Mouse have heard from their family members.He guessed that the family members should have given up on pulling him back.

Suo Yan took out the phone and swiped it open, and suddenly there was 2 more on the re-bound bank card. After checking the details, it should be the money transferred from his father's personal account.

At that moment, the corners of his eyes were warm, he sniffed softly, and finally mustered up the courage to send a message to Boss Suo: "Money received, I wish you well!"

These six characters were a routine text message Suo Yan sent to his father after receiving the money.I don't know how my dad would react when he saw it before, but now he thinks he's quite an asshole.Because of those six words, the first three are joy, and the last three have never been taken seriously, as if they were typed out casually.

The phone vibrated, and Boss Suo sent a message: "Recklessly broke the wine in the mouse shop some time ago, please return it to him. Another clerk was injured, please apologize for me."

With tears in his eyes, Suo Yan quickly pointed his fingers on the screen: "Dad, I'm sorry, I'm going home soon."

Boss Suo didn't reply to the message, Suo Yan stared at the screen for a long time, was sleepy, locked the phone and threw it aside, and began to think about what happened just now.

Dawei came back from the detention center and began to confess without even taking a shower.

Suo Yan knew that Lai Leng was rejecting this moment on the surface coldly during this period of time, but in fact he was still looking forward to it in his heart.I look forward to Dawei saying something different, so that everyone can breathe a sigh of relief.

However, the fact is almost the same as the two of them had speculated before.

Five years ago, Leng Lie was 5 years old, and Leng Muyang stayed in the drug rehabilitation center for a full year and a half before being released.

At that time, he vowed never to touch this ruined thing again.He wants to be a new man.

Leng Muyang wanted to find a decent job, earn some money, and bring his son back.Reluctantly, the perennial career gap and the history of drug abuse made it very difficult for him to return to a normal life.

He tried delivering couriers, worked as a construction worker, unloaded goods in a freight yard, and thought about returning to his old job of playing guitar and leading students.However, after all those years of smoking, the whole body is empty, and the bones of the body are loose.Thinking about the life that was held high by music fans in the past, there are 1 dissatisfaction with the status quo.

One rainy night, he stood blankly in front of the window of the musical instrument store, looking at the electric guitars on the whole wall, shaking his head helplessly while letting the rain wet his clothes.At that time, he was on the brink of precarity, the old house was demolished, he lived in a group rented house, changed jobs every three days, and all his savings added up could not even afford the cheapest piano.

That day, Guo Zhanpeng and Leng Muyang ran into each other on the street.

Guo Zhanpeng saw that his former elder brother had become a downcast bereaved dog, so he naturally wanted to express some concern.He invited Leng Muyang back to his home, took a hot bath and cooked noodles.He specially arranged for his lover to rent a house for Leng Muyang.

He also said that when he entered this industry, he was under the care of Leng Muyang, and now that he is well-developed, he must not watch his elder brother suffer.

He brought a lot of equipment to the hut that Leng Muyang rented, and gave the things to his eldest brother, with the same admiration in his eyes as in previous years.He expects that Leng Muyang can regain his glory and become the high-spirited rock and roll youth who dared to fight the world to the end. At that time, Leng Muyang was the spiritual leader in the minds of a generation.

However, when the equipment was powered on and the guitar was stuffed into Leng Muyang's hands, he couldn't play anything.

Those colorful fragments are in Leng Muyang's mind, but the ten fingers are not obedient, and they can't push the strings without strength.

Over time, Guo Zhanpeng lost confidence in him, let alone his patience.In today's society, who would support a useless person in vain? !

He wanted to use Leng Muyang to do more things.If it can't satisfy his spiritual life, it will bring some material enjoyment.

So he recruited Leng Muyang to participate in drug trafficking.Taking advantage of his position in the circle, he circled a lot of people who admire him and are still active in the circle.

Leng Muyang advertised the benefits of drug use many times in small gatherings, and he even said that his works in his heyday were all thanks to these spiritual "food".

Those who regard Leng Muyang as a god believe it!began to follow suit.

In one or two years, a small half of the entertainment industry collapsed, and it was natural for them to think that taking a couple of drinks is a basic etiquette in their circle.

When an improper thing becomes the object of people's imitation, money flows in continuously like opening a bank.

Guo Zhanpeng made a lot of money!He also opened many entertainment companies to support these people who followed in Leng Muyang's footsteps.Those artists who were at the pinnacle of creation were squeezed out of their talents by Guo Zhanpeng, and they only asked for a little drug in return.Those artists who gradually lost their talents were arranged by Guo Zhanpeng to be the playthings of the political and business circles.

After coming and going, he has money and people, and the circle is getting bigger and bigger like a snowball.With the accumulation of money, Guo Zhanpeng's appetite is getting bigger and bigger, and he is addicted to pornography, gambling, and drugs.

"Why did he want to harm me?" The cold voice tremblingly asked.

"Leng Muyang suddenly disappeared three years ago. It is said that he took away Guo Zhanpeng's very important secret. He wanted to use you to blow up your father." Dawei also replied in the same desperate tone.

After a moment of cold silence, looking at Dawei whose eyes were bloodshot, he asked another question that was still difficult for him to understand: "Then why do you listen to him?"

At this moment, Dawei couldn't hold back anymore, and lost control of his emotions for a while, a big fat man actually whimpered: "Is there even a need to ask? I hate Leng Muyang and Guo Zhanpeng! Because they made this circle a mess, It is simply a luxury to get ahead with talent. What's more, I am not lying about my parents being subjected to usury violence. They need capital turnover to do business, and they borrowed money from Guo Zhanpeng. I can only be kept by him. Parents are safe for a while."

"And... Leng Lie, do you know? How did I get that? Because Guo Zhanpeng saw that I couldn't do anything to you, so he wanted to use drugs to control me. I...I still hate you now Follow them and hate forever!"

Leng Lie did not expect that his father and Guo Zhanpeng would join hands to do such a thing.In his mind, Leng Muyang didn't want the outside fans to see him as perfect. He knew that the man was full of flaws, but he didn't want to admit that his own father was such a nasty person!

He took drugs and rehabilitated himself, and lived the most unsatisfactory life, but he partnered with drug bugs to harm more people? !

That night he had that dream again. In the dream, he was held up high by big hands amid bursts of laughter, deafening music and pigeon whistles in the sky one after another.When he was thrown into the sky by a big hand, a group of white pigeons flew by, and the sky in the distance was very blue and beautiful.

In the dream, mother Song Xiaoai and her best friend dragged herself and Leng Dasha to run wildly, laughing and running towards the high stage.On the stage, Leng Muyang was like a pilgrimage emperor, waving his arms and singing a song with thousands of people.

Leng Lie opened his eyes, a stream of tears fell from the corner of his eyes, there happened to be a white dove flying by outside the window, today is a good day, but the mood is terrible.

He raised his wrist to wipe away the tears, and looked back at Suo Yan.

Suo Yan sleeping next to him with his clothes on was very quiet.

After getting out of bed coldly, Suo Yan quickly turned over and surrounded him: "Are you awake? Are you in a better mood?"

Squeezing out a smile coldly, he nodded: "Well, it's much better, the weather is fine today."

"Shall we go back to City A?" Suo Yan stood up slowly, pressing his cold head against his chest.

"Okay, I'll go wash first."

"Together." Suo Yan said as he raised his hand and took off his T-shirt, and walked towards the bathroom with Leng Lie in his arms.