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It can be said that before this, Zhi Zhi didn't care much about Bai Lian.In her impression, this little dragon with squinting eyes is always sleeping and has a low sense of presence.

She didn't expect that Bai Lian and Zhi Zhi were talking.And it looks like they've known each other for a long time.

On Zhizhi's forehead, a capitalized and bold word "底" popped out, and he snorted disdainfully.

I was thinking pettishly, maybe I miss my little lover from the previous life together.

Oh, pass on the memory.

Oh, past lives and present lives.

So addicted to the past, absurd, stupid, unable to look at the problem with the eyes of development, neither dialectical nor materialistic.She couldn't understand it at all, and she didn't want to understand it.

Such petty-bourgeois sentimentality did not interest her in the slightest.

——So the little fairy...

He quietly listened at the door.

"...I remember, back then you didn't have a shape-shifting appearance. Wushan's, a little fox with mixed fur."

Miscellaneous fox?

Zhizhi let out a "huh" in his heart.In her impression, Jing Zhuo's prototype is a sleek, beautiful silver-red fox.There is not a single hair of another color on the whole body, so how can there be a fox with mixed fur?

What's more, the term "miscellaneous fur fox" doesn't sound very respectful, it sounds similar to some weeds, bastards or something.It is expected that it should be a sentence to scold the fox.Jing Zhuo is a fox who loves fur very much, if Xiao Bailong said that to his face, he might be very angry.

But Jing Zhuo just responded softly, saying: "Indeed, that's true."

Chi Chi was stunned.

This is not like the usual Lord Demon King.

I have seen Jing Zhuo's two faces before, but now this is... the third face?

Xiao Bailong moved his ears, squinted his eyes slightly and looked out of the window, aiming at the slightly exposed green ribbon.And if he turned his eyes inadvertently.

"Not long ago, I had a dream. The dream seemed to be something that happened in the creation era. I told other dragons, but no dragon believed it. Because the things I said were all recorded in the fairy book Yes. As for the things that are not recorded in the book, even my father, the Queen Mother, and the Queen Mother can’t confirm it. They all think that I’m crazy. But I really think that I’m not crazy...

"You are in my memory, so I recognize you. Maybe you can confirm something, things that I can't read from the book.

"After the collapse of Buzhou Mountain, the pillar of heaven broke, the earth tilted, and the sea water poured back. All the gods of creation must give up the mortal world. There are only two exceptions. The great wish of heaven; in addition, there is Jingwei, who moves soil and fills the sea to make land.

"I remember that at that time, Jingwei was always accompanied by a little Wushan fox. The little fox was the leader of the red fox at that time, and a miscellaneous fox born from a wild fox. Because of his natural inadequacy and low mana, he was let The clan fox bullied him. But that fox, who did not know when, betrayed the fox clan and followed Jingwei all the time. At that time, the world was gloomy, and the fox often held a lamp in its mouth until... ..."

Squeak heard the sound of the fox's paw scratching on the woodwork: "You are right. But please, don't tell Squeak."

Bai Lian's tone was ignorant and cruel: "Until the year when Jingwei fell, you didn't have the ability to change form. At that time, you were just a lowly little demon, but you didn't know that after 10 years, you were reborn, and you have become so Yes. If Jingwei knows, he will be happy for you..."

After hearing Zhizhi, he turned his mind around and sorted out the general idea.

What the hell, use messy mythological characters, what kind of messy stories are made up here.

Even if she was as bloody as she was, she didn't dare to make up such a bloody story back then.

How could it be true...

The vixen said: "... yes."

... "She's a fool. She doesn't even know that the road she's walking is dark..." Jing Zhuo held a lantern in one hand and an umbrella in the other, so he had no hands to hold her. In the mist, the vixen face There is light on the road, helplessness, sadness, joy, and a touch of pride, "She doesn't know that this road can't be walked, or she insists on walking, so I have to light a lantern for her, otherwise she will fall down. She fell badly. She doesn't know how to cry, so what would she do if I didn't light a lamp for her?"...

……

... "I believe she will come back. I have been waiting for her to come back... Anyway, I have a long life, as long as I keep on refusing to die, she will come back one day." The vixen's voice was very firm, " When we met, I was just an ordinary fox. If I didn’t carry a lantern, how would I be different from other foxes in the world in her eyes? Then, I’m afraid that when she comes back, she will I don't recognize a fox like me"...

Zhizhi laughed silently, feeling the wind blowing on his face, it was cool, his hands were full of tears.

"Oh, what's the matter with me?"

"Shouldn't I be happy? At least I know who my rival is. She's also a girl, and she's a dead girl. Heh, what Jingwei? I know the name of a silly bird just by hearing it. How could I, How could you lose to a stupid bird..."

Inside the house, Jing Zhuo heard movement and looked outside.I saw the little fairy walking on the ground with one deep foot and one shallow foot.

Then he didn't care about Xiaobailong, and chased Zhizhi out.

"Zhizhi, don't go, what did you hear?"

"Fuck me. I've heard what I should and shouldn't have heard!" Zizhi said, "Why don't you dare to let Bai Lian tell you that you have kept it a secret for so long. Why, you are afraid that I will feel inferior .That silly bird you like...ah no, she is the legendary savior!

"How great, you demon king, you are also great, and the ghosts and demons around you are all great - only I am a hot chicken, a good-for-nothing fairy, if I do nothing, I will cause trouble, and I need you to help clean it up butt!

"Now, I know the truth. I have low self-esteem, yes, my mother, I just don't deserve you!"

Little Fairy originally had a soft voice, but when she was talking, she started to speak louder, and burst into foul language.

"You're not, how could you accomplish nothing?" Jing Zhuo squeezed her shoulders, exerting a little force on his palms.

At that moment, Zhi Zhi saw a very strange emotion in Jing Zhuo's eyes, which seemed to be very sad, but also seemed to be very happy. In order to hide this emotion, Jing Zhuo's voice seemed to be stuck in something Like a place, light and sharp, but hoarse, like the sizzling of burnt honey, "No one can compare to what you have done."

"Do you know how scared I am when you are talking to Ghost Face about things that I don't understand. How long have I lived? How long have you been alive? Just thinking about it makes me shudder." Feel bad!

"It's your day, not mine. You just brag about it secretly, why let me know, don't you think it's too cruel? It's your achievement, it's what you did, not mine, I Didn't even get a chance to see it in person. So why let me know there's such a thing?

"You are all big brothers, you have your own world. How many times have I dared not close my eyes at night, for fear that all this is just a dream, and when I wake up from the dream, you will not play with me anymore! But you will not play without me!" Take me to play! You go and play with yours, you shouldn't involve me, a good-for-nothing who doesn't understand anything and is useless in the first place!

"I'm fucking useless at all, but I'm a goddamn mortal. After being seduced and then being dumped, I will feel very uncomfortable!"

"Zhizhi..." Jing Zhuo looked at her, "It's not like that."

"Then tell me, when you are looking at me, who are you looking at!——It's that woman, that stupid bird who has nothing to do to fill the sea! How ridiculous! This kind of story, when I was three years old , I started to take it as a joke. Only you, an ignorant fox like you, are still intoxicated over there!"

Zhizhi slapped Jingzhuo's hand away and pointed to himself, "Do you know that this fairy has been regarded as a substitute for Weaver Girl since she was born! But can I choose? He Damn it's just me, even if I'm a hot chicken, I can't be someone else, and I don't want to be someone else!"

"You are her, Zhizhi, you don't understand!"

"Damn me, I'm not!" Zhizhi said, "Do you know my origins, do you fucking shut yourself up in the forest so stupidly that you don't even know anything about the outside world? of it?

"Everyone in the Three Realms knows how I was born, but you just pretend not to know! I was born from the clouds, what do you mean - something out of nothing! Many immortals have told me that this is how the creator gods are born It is said that the spiritual power in the world is thin, so after the Creation Era, I was the first immortal born in this way. So it is rare! 1000 years ago—shocking the world and weeping ghosts and gods! The whole three worlds collapsed, and all the immortals thought I was I came to destroy the Three Realms—but it turned out that I was a waste material, and I didn’t leave any deeds except stealing clothes. Don’t you, don’t you know?

"Natural illusion, unconceived. The way of reincarnation?——I haven't walked it! So anyone can play with you in the past and present, and reincarnated marriages, but I can't play with you!"

"It's possible because you are her!" Jing Zhuo pulled Zhizhi and said, "Zhizhi, you look at me—the power of wish—don't you feel it? The power of faith is not only for mortals, But anything that lives on the land, alive, dead, without any life, even a grass, or a speck of dust, if it weren't for you... none of this would exist—so It’s you, only you, and only you.”

"Even if you're right. But what if I'm not 'Zhizhi'? I'm not 'Zhizhi'..." Zhizhi tilted his head, looked at Jingzhuo for a while, then laughed cruelly, She pushed away, "I'm not even a fairy, and I'm not even a person of this world! Puff ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, did not guess it? So you do not know it!"

Finally, it was said.

Zhi Zhi felt that a cold comb with sharp teeth was slowly sliding upwards along her spine.Both pain and pleasure.When the comb reaches near her back, the ice comb will turn into a sword and stab into her chest.

Jing Zhuo said: "You are..."

But he let go involuntarily.

"You must have waited very hard, hahahahahahaha, it's so funny. So pitiful.

"When do you think I appeared in this world?

"Huh? Can't guess it? It's just a little bit, just a little bit, and you can meet your reincarnated little lover.

"However, she was on the way to find you, and then I stopped her. What a coincidence, but at that time, she died in another world."

Zhizhi pointed his fingers: "It's just a little short. Now, where is she? Well, maybe that silly bird is dead, maybe she's gone, maybe she's in another world, suffering instead of me. Oh, really Poor, that's worse than death. You know that my magic power has been lost for a while, maybe, it was originally intended to take her life. So her life may not have been lost for a long time..."

Jing Zhuo approached her, frowned, and said distressedly: "Zhizhi, stop talking...my fault, this is my fault."

"After I came to this world, I was tortured, and I didn't even dare to sleep too peacefully. I was afraid that I would shake out the things I had traveled through in my sleep, and I was afraid that I would be eradicated as a different kind.

"I am even more afraid of those who like me because of the identity of this body. Immortals, demons, demons, ghosts, people... are all the same. Once they know that I am not Zhizhi, they will leave me. Who told me Is it just a foreign soul?"

"You know who I'm most afraid of - it's you! I'm so tired that you sleep in my bed. I've never been better than you, I'm fucking greedy - —Do you know! I used to be fearless. I had nothing at all, at most I just died a little bit more miserably. But since I started to be greedy, I became very easy to be afraid.

"I pretend to be so innocent, kind and upright every day, but I'm really exhausted! I'm not that innocent at all, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to successfully pretend for so long.

"Everything is fake, all fake, you are satisfied!"

Zhizhi said, seeing the lantern Jing Zhuo put aside, the more he looked at it, the more annoying he felt, and the more he looked at it, the more sad it became.

She did something that she didn't dare to do before, but she wanted to do it very much.

She raised her foot and kicked it down.This kick almost exhausted all her strength in her life.

"Miao first devoured the outer shell of the lantern and then drowned herself in the lamp oil.

The flame that had been burning for 10 years finally disappeared under such a kick.

The vixen watched helplessly as the fire slowly went out and turned into a heap of ashes.

She gave Zhizhi a sad look, and Zhizhi was ready to be slapped to death.

But the vixen just couldn't believe it, bent down, knelt down, and slowly crawled to the pile of lamp oil, touching the lukewarm ashes with his hands.

Tremblingly, he lit a fire with his fingertips, time and time again, but it ignited and extinguished, ignited and extinguished.

"No, why can't it light up, why can't it light up?"

The vixen tried again and again until her white palms became scorched and red and swollen.

"I just want to tell you that it's so difficult for you to keep everything, but it's so easy to destroy it." Zhizhi said in a hoarse voice, "Even if this lantern is lit again, she won't lose it." You will come back, just give up.

"You are about to meet another person, whether it is a man, a woman, a fairy, a demon, a demon, or a ghost. Even if it's not me...anyone is fine, anyway—it won't be her !"

Jing Zhuo hugged her leg, looking a little embarrassed, "I can feel...you are her, and she is you. If it weren't for you, that enchantment...that enchantment would never have been opened at all... ..."

Zhizhi said: "You are deceiving yourself!"

"You ruined this lantern, okay, good, you did the right thing, you should have ruined this lantern long ago. You said you were afraid, but I was most afraid of you. Do you know what I am most afraid of, Zhizhi? What I am most afraid of is that I am useless to you, I can only drag you down, just like in the last life."

Jing Zhuo fell to the ground, dropped his helmet and armor, unarmed.Taohua's eyes are blank, filled with mist.

"I just watched you fall, and I can't do anything. I'm afraid that if you work hard for those irrelevant people, you will die clean in the end. However, from your lifetime to after your death, I can't do anything except light a lamp for you. Besides, nothing can be done.

"I'm just an ordinary fox, I waited for 10 years, wanted nothing, survived, just to have one more chance, to see you one more time, and then... and order for you Just lights.

"You say you are greedy, but in fact I am, and now I am so greedy."