walk across the bridge of fog

9.

Thus, Duanmu successfully led the conversation to writing.If psychological reconstruction is needed, Duanmu chooses to rebuild the pillar of writing first.Duanmu was not quite ready for the trauma of losing an intimate partner.She must first prepare herself mentally.

When it came to writing, He Ren was somewhat resistant at first. She avoided commenting on her own books, but instead complained about the capricious tastes of readers, the degeneration of the spirit of the times, and the chronic diseases of the publishing industry. . . . .

Duanmu interrupted He Ren's complaint, and she asked He Ren to talk about what troubles he had encountered in his writing.

He Ren reluctantly turned to his own problem.

"I live in a state of complete closure. I'm more depressed than I've ever been. You know, in order to convince others, you have to convince yourself; There’s nothing to get excited about. My words won’t convince anyone, or inspire anyone.”

"Current cultural products are abundant, and people are paying for knowledge..." Duanmu said.

"In fact, it's like a weird carnival now, but my senses can't keep up with this grand festival, and I'm sinking. I can't find myself, I don't belong, I'm wandering, but I'm not free.”

Duanmuqian admired He Ren's description with a little written tone. "Your works were once very famous, and they should be recognized by readers if they are infectious. There must be subtleties in them."

"Those works, looking back and re-reading, can only be said to have a strong smell of perfume. They are all a collection of writing skills, divorced from reality, and moaning without disease. It is meaningless."

He Ren even completely denied his own work.

Duanmuqian tried to bring back He Ren's negative emotions, but because he had never seen He Ren's works, he couldn't find a breakthrough.As for literature, she is very ignorant, and she has been far away from the influence of literature for too long.

"Maybe we can look at it from another angle. Your dissatisfaction with previous works is because your taste and quality have improved." Duanmu guided He Ren to think.

He Ren curled his lips disapprovingly, these empty words are useless to her, she will not take it seriously.

So the two of them continued to entangle in writing until He Ren lost his patience.

"Gosh, don't you keep staring at me and saying this. You don't know how to write, you don't know how lonely it is to write. It's a job without an audience, and without an audience, you need to maintain your passion and even your creativity. You won't understand." He Ren almost got angry again.

"He Ren, you are wrong. I can really understand your mood, creating without an audience, because we are too. A psychiatrist is also a job without an audience, even more lonely than you. Your works When it’s done, there’s a reader, and eventually there’s an audience. And we don’t even have an ultimate audience. We can’t share the results of our work with anyone because it involves patient privacy.”

He Ren pondered for a while, and then there was a certain light on his face, and she became curious.

"Isn't the patient an audience? Like me." He Ren straightened his body.

"No. Because the patient can't be objective. Our carefully crafted program, the patient doesn't see it. The patient craves our sustained attention, but doesn't give it his own."

"Then I'm curious, without the nutrient of the audience, how do you maintain your passion?"

"This requires long-term training. And we also have our own psychological mentor." Duanmu thought regretfully that she actually does not have a mentor now, and she is fighting alone.It made her very hard.

"Really? I'm still curious..." He Ren's mood could be called excited.

"He Ren, don't be curious about my work anymore, let's get back to your business." Duanmu resolutely suppressed He Ren's curiosity.There is not much time left today.

Duanmu glanced at the clock on the wall.This action reminded He Ren that there is not much time left for him.He Ren even regretted why he was late.To be honest, she can be punctual, but out of an unclear psychology, she dawdled for a long time before going out, meaninglessly dawdling.

"The last question we raised last time, I think I already know part of the reason. Do you have any other reasons?" Duanmuqian always wanted to return to this question.

"Although I lost my creative inspiration two years ago, Wenxin's departure made me lose the last audience and fell into despair. My whole life is no longer paid attention to. Isn't this the worst situation?"

"Life without an audience is really bad. Let's discuss your problem next time." Duanmu was about to end the meeting.

He Renlai was silent in her seat for a while, she was a little looking forward to Duanmuqian being able to replenish herself for the 10 minutes.She found that she didn't feel sorry for the 1/6 of the medical fee, but 1/6 of the time.She secretly decided not to waste any more time in the future.

Duanmu saw He Ren's reluctance, and felt a little proud, and He Ren's resistance was weakening.

"I don't know if you would like to listen to one of my suggestions." Duanmu did not forcefully end the diagnosis and treatment.There were no guests behind.She can extend it by 10 minutes, but she doesn't want to break this binding clause the first time.

"You said."

"Try to sit down at 10 o'clock every morning and write something. Not for others, but for yourself."

"Do you have any experience in diagnosis and treatment?" He Ren even smiled.

Duanmu found that He Ren is quite beautiful. "Good idea, you can try it tomorrow morning."

"I have already written the first article on diagnosis and treatment experience. Can you write it?" He Ren asked expectantly.

"Of course, this is my homework."

"Ha, is that right? Can you show me your notes? I think this is very interesting and fun. Will our notes be very different?" He Ren became more and more excited.

"Write your experience notes carefully, and you may feel a lot of emotion when you look back after a while." The patient's own notes, and the experience written by a writer, should be very attractive.This is a new feeling, or it is also an auxiliary method of diagnosis and treatment.