What about the brother who slept with his friend?

After waking up, Xia Yichu still remembered that dream, he remembered every detail of the dream, and firmly remembered that it was Ren Yuhan who gave him the possibility to dream. Before, he never dared to think that he would be lucky enough to have such a dream .

Xia Yichu looked at the pair of rings in his hands, with a happy smile that he couldn't hide.

"What are you thinking?" Ren Yuhan turned around and hugged Xia Yichu.His voice in the morning is always low and hoarse. Xia Yichu likes to listen to Ren Yuhan's voice very much. Now he feels that he is blind. He can only see Ren Yuhan's goodness and all the good things in this world. Adding them up is not worth one Ren Yuhan.Or all the beauty in this world, they all have a common name, and this name is Ren Yuhan.

"I was wondering if I could wake up every day and have you by my side." Xia Yichu said.Even if they are married now, it will not change the fact that they will separate the two places, Xia Yichu does not belong to this country, he came here, he only has Ren Yuhan, besides Ren Yuhan, he has nothing, he has no job of his own, he has no friends, In this country, he has nothing, he can only wait in this house for Ren Yuhan to come back from work.During the day, he would either go to the shopping mall alone, or watch TV alone at home, watching TV dramas and programs completely different from his own culture.

His vacation is coming to an end, he wants to go back, back to the little den that belongs to him, back to the country he is familiar with, where he has his friends, his job, and everything he has.

He wants to stay by Ren Yuhan's side all the time, but he can't do this, he can't be a canary in Ren Yuhan's captive with peace of mind, he loves Ren Yuhan, even loves Ren Yuhan so much that he loses himself, but he can't go on like this, Even if he loves very much, he still has to protect himself in the vortex of love, and cannot be smashed to pieces by the waves of the sea.

"As long as you want, you can always stay by my side." Ren Yuhan said.He knew that they had to face the imminent separation again.

"I want to, but I can't." Xia Yichu said.

He still can't adapt to everything here. He has already taken a brave first step for Ren Yuhan, but he can only do this, and he can't give more.

The two hugged each other on the bed, silently, quietly feeling each other's body temperature, feeling each other's heartbeat and breathing.

"I'm going back." It took Xia Yichu a long time to say these words. On the second day of their wedding, they were going to separate again, just like they separated a few days after they confirmed their relationship. There are two countries separated by a huge time difference, what gave them the confidence to come together at the beginning, and now they have decided to get married.

No, it is already married.Xia Yichu always had a feeling of unreality.

Ren Yuhan didn't speak, his hand held Xia Yichu's hand tightly, and he played with the wedding ring on Xia Yichu's hand.

"I also want to have you every morning when I wake up, and you every night when I fall asleep. Believe me, I will go back to see you soon." Ren Yuhan said.For Xia Yichu's departure, he did not keep him, he knew Xia Yichu too well, he didn't want to force Xia Yichu because of his own reasons.

At noon, Ren Yuhan helped Xia Yichu pack his things. He prepared everything needed for boarding the plane and sent Xia Yichu to the airport. He calculated the time when Xia Yichu would return to China. He helped Xia Yichu call a taxi to wait for him at the airport over there. He arranged everything for Xia Yichu.

This day is parting. Xia Yichu was silent all the way. He felt guilty. He felt that he should give up everything in the country and stay by Ren Yuhan's side, because Ren Yuhan couldn't let go of his work here, but he couldn't do it. Sacrifice themselves, so they can only compromise to continue to separate.Then when will the next meeting be, whether it will be in the next month or the next quarter.

They separated in summer and reunited in autumn, this time in early winter, will they meet again in spring next time?

"Go back over there and give me a call." Ren Yuhan said.

"Okay." Xia Yichu replied.

The two sat in the airport waiting room waiting for the time to board the plane. The two silently looked at the people who were parting from each other. They were just one of them, there was nothing special. Knowing when the next time will be, Xia Yichu is more dependent on Ren Yuhan than he imagined. He has begun to get used to Ren Yuhan being by his side and arranging everything for him. This is a terrible habit. Ren Yuhan boils frogs in a kind of warm water The way, went deep into his bone marrow.

The voice of urging parting began to be played on the radio, Xia Yichu picked up his luggage, he took the boarding pass, and stepped inside.There are thousands of reluctance in his heart. The moment he turned around, he felt that there was nothing around him, and his heart was extremely desolate. For the two newlyweds, it was painful to be apart. The moment he turned around, Xia Yichu felt Already feeling lonely, he began to miss Ren Yuhan.

Xia Yichu was sitting on the plane, he looked at the blue sky outside the window, at the city under the blue sky, in that city lived a person he loved, Xia Yichu's hand lightly touched the glass by the window, he looked at the city with attachment Well, he has thousands of reasons to leave this city, but there is only one reason for him to stay, and that reason is Ren Yuhan.

Xia Yichu didn't know whether his choice was correct or not. The moment the plane took off, Xia Yichu's mood began to become complicated, and he even regretted his decision.

The plane returned to the country he was familiar with, but in this country he was familiar with, there was no him he was familiar with. When the taxi Ren Yuhan prepared for him came to him and picked him up to return to the community, Xia Yichu finally understood that he was leaving what it means to yourself.

After getting off the plane, Xia Yichu immediately called Ren Yuhan.

"I'm back." His voice trembled uncontrollably, it was just a separation, we will meet soon, why is he still so hypocritical, why is he still so sad, his heart is sore .

"Just go back safely, go back and have a good rest first." Ren Yuhan murmured on the other end of the phone in a deep voice.

"Okay." Xia Yichu said, after a while, he said: "I miss you."

"I miss you too." Ren Yuhan sighed on the other end of the phone.

If they want to be together, one of them must be willing to give up everything about themselves and start over, but Xia Yichu knows that neither of them will do this.It's not that they don't love each other that much, but that their personalities are too similar to a certain extent, and they have their own persistence. This is the reason why they can come together, and it is also the reason why they are separated now.Xia Yichu looked at the ring in his hand, the ring was heavy.

"Don't think too much, I will go back to find you soon." Ren Yuhan talked to Xia Yichu like coaxing a child.

"Well, I will miss you very much." Xia Yichu said.

The two kept talking, even if neither of them spoke, neither of them hung up the phone, they had been quietly feeling the sound of each other's breathing.

Xia Yichu was not as strong and independent as he imagined. When he returned to the familiar apartment, he realized that he couldn't adapt. Now he has lost his sense of expectation. When he lived in Ren Yuhan's place before, although he was bored, But he is full of expectations every day. He is looking forward to Ren Yuhan's return, but now, there is no Ren Yuhan here, and Ren Yuhan is far, far away.