Orange Savior

When Ren saw it, I said it's no wonder that the guy who hit Lu Sen suddenly withdrew his hand timidly, and he was in a daze. I looked back, and I wanted to die. There will be complaints in the follow-up. Susie exhaled and finally finished speaking.

Xiang Dong was very interested in hearing this, and he did not forget to take a few mouthfuls of rice, and asked with his mouth in his mouth, "I still can't figure out why you like him? It seems that there is a story, but what happened next?"

"Later, the teacher asked me to go out and give lectures. I was very wronged at that time! Because the last scene the teacher saw was that I was beating Lu Sen, and he completely thought that I was the perpetrator. I was the one who bullied Lu Sen. He just called me alone. No matter what I said, Lu Sen also hit me, she would not hear me. In the end, she asked me if I didn’t get along well with my deskmate. I could only nod. The male student in front changed positions, and I went back to change positions."

Xiang Dong asked: "That's it?"

Susie pursed her lips, thought for a while and continued: "I don't know why I finally looked forward to changing seats. I suddenly didn't want to change, but I had no choice but to repeat and explain what the head teacher said to the students in front of me, and then cleared the table. I moved the books on the table to the front table. I never looked at Lu Sen. I didn't know what I was afraid of. Maybe I was afraid that my behavior would make my classmates think that I despise him and make him an unwelcome person in the eyes of others. The person I met looked at him after cleaning up, and found that he seemed a little restless. I actually saw the feeling of reluctance in his eyes. That was the first time since I remembered him. , that's how I fell in love with him."

Before Xiang Dong could react, Su Xi added: "I think I was thinking too much, maybe he was laughing in his heart, the only one who was unlucky was me, and finally drove me away, the knife hidden in his eyes hadn't had time to stab me. Just come here."

"You like it even more than I do. You are obviously an annoying person, how could you like it all of a sudden?"

"In fact, sometimes he will teach me when I don't understand homework, just occasionally, it's just that it's less human to be crazy." Susie muttered.

Xiang Dong patted Suzie on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, don't think too badly, aren't you all doing well now?"

"It's not good at all, I graduated without anything happening!"

"What happened to you after that?" Xiang Dong continued to ask.

Susie sighed deeply, "If you know the future, please listen to the next chapter to break it down." Imitating the tone of the anchor of Miancheng Radio Station lecturing on the bus, he forcibly suppressed Xiang Dong's curiosity inside.

After lunch, the two made an appointment to go back to the dormitory together, holding hands, like friends who have known each other for many years. Girls are like this. It is easy to consolidate revolutionary friendship after making friends. This has nothing to do with how many years they have known each other.It’s only mid-September, and the weather is hot like a stove. After eating in the cafeteria, the collar of the school uniform is already soaked in sweat. Passing by the blackboard in the cafeteria, you will still see the naked class criticizing the behavior of dumping leftovers. The inspector with a work permit stared at the leftover bucket, always ready to catch those students who dumped more than ten pieces of rice. Yes, Susie has always wondered, based on the canteen school rules of cherishing food, why it is allowed to dump leftovers, but not Pour leftovers, isn't food food?Although they were dissatisfied with the school rules, Su Xi and Xiang Dong still finished their meal obediently without a single grain left, because the school rules could not be offended.

In the physical education class on Friday afternoon, Class [-], Class [-] and Class [-] are all in the same class, which means that Chen Feng, Gu Chen, Chen Ze, Lu Sen, Su Xi and Xiang Dong will have the same PE class. It’s just that the places occupied by different classes are different. Each class will have a fixed place to gather. For example, because there are more girls in the liberal arts class, they choose an open space with the shadow of a big tree on the side of the gymnasium. It is a basketball court where the sun shines directly at two o'clock in the afternoon, and usually sweats profusely after the assembly, but the boys don't care, as long as they think that they can play basketball later, they are willing to burn into charcoal, except for those literary and art reading boys who don't like activities, A class also has one or two such people.

The sports committee leads the whole class to prepare for sports, and the physical education teacher is generally only responsible for supervision.Because Xiang Dong and Su Xi are about the same height, they stand next to each other. Every time they warm up, they whisper each other, from the dishes in the dining hall to the ice cream in the small supermarket, and of course, what they do on weekends. , all talking to Dong, Susie responded one after another, until there was nothing to say.

"I'll disband and go to Class [-] to see Lu Sen later, okay?" I don't know why today's Su Xi always looks unmotivated, but Xiang Dong thinks the best antidote is to mention Lu Sen's name.

Although Susie also woke up all of a sudden, she pouted and said, "What's so good about it? It's not the same as the old one!"

"Don't forget about it, then let's go to Class [-] to see Chen Ze." Xiang Dong said angrily.

"If you want, or both classes go, I'm afraid you won't be able to survive this weekend without seeing him!" Susie thought of a perfect plan.

"Okay, I have nothing to do anyway, why don't you go buy a cone first, I really want to eat it."

"Totally agree." When Susie was speaking, the physical education teacher also said, "Students who are free to move around, please pay attention to safety."

Walking into the newly opened small supermarket, it was renovated from the dining hall in the first year of high school. There are steps at the entrance, and there is also a yellow-painted iron bridge connecting the two dining halls. Now it is the road connecting the entrance of the dining hall. And the small supermarket, Susie especially likes the iron bridge, likes its bright yellow color, and also likes the feeling of it being on a high place, Susie especially likes to look at it from a high place.After buying the cones, he walked across the iron bridge and asked Dong, "What if the bridge suddenly collapses while we're walking?"

With an ice cream in her mouth, Susie said vaguely, "What are you afraid of if you're so short and can't fall to your death?"

Xiang Dong immediately stomped on the bridge a few times, making a loud noise, and Susie shouted, "Ah, are you looking for death?" The two fled the scene immediately. One was afraid that the bridge would really collapse, and the other was that this kind of behavior was really good. It was embarrassing, but Xiang Dong thought it was fun, and the two of them ran back to the entrance of the gymnasium holding the cones.

Xiang Dong and Su Xi agreed to watch Lu Sen's activities in the first half and Chen Ze's activities in the second half.It's very easy to find Lu Sen. In every physical education class, you can go to the football field to play football. The football field is at the entrance of the gymnasium. It is an artificial grass football field, which is so green that it is dazzling.Lu Sen put on his football uniform and was running on the field. Susie recognized him at a glance. He had a neat and refreshing hairstyle and matched it with a white jersey. Although he was a little more mature than his junior high school appearance, he still felt the same.The two sat on the stone steps on the sloping side and licked the ice cream melted by the summer temperature. It was so sweet, and Susie's throat was full of the rich mango milk flavor. She thought, it would be nice if life was so sweet !

Susie was very quiet today, she was either silent or in a daze all day long, she didn't even get excited when she saw Lu Sen, so Xiang Dong tentatively asked, "What's wrong with you today?"

"what?"

"Is there something on your mind?"

Susie took the last bite of the cone, "Did you see it? Am I so obvious?"

"what's up?"

"One thing I've always wanted to tell you, although it has nothing to do with you, it's about me and my friends, I also feel that this kind of thing doesn't need to be told to anyone, because it's meaningless, but after meeting you, I feel special I can share anything with you.”

Xiang Dong smiled knowingly, "Don't talk nonsense! If you have anything to say, just throw it over."

"Recently, I always think of a good friend of mine. He had studied here before and committed suicide in the first year of junior high school. I thought I had almost forgotten him in the past few years, but when I came to the school where he lived I will think of him, and remember that he told me that Nanshan No. [-] Middle School is very beautiful, and I said that I will definitely go to high school to study with you, and he said wait for me, and then we made a firm agreement." Susie's eyes dimmed, and she paused After a while, he continued: "I know this story is very old-fashioned and hypocritical. I would rather these things never happened, and then I pretended that he didn't die, but he is really gone. Sometimes I can't imagine why such a simple wish would not happen. It cannot be realized, I have come, but he has not been here for a long time."

"How did this happen? Why did he commit suicide?" Xiang Dong probably didn't expect such a heavy story.

"I don't know a lot of things. In fact, he called me two weeks before committing suicide and told me that he didn't go to class recently because he had a headache, and then he fell ill and had severe insomnia. It's been a long way. I went to see a doctor in a local place, but after seeing for a long time, there was no improvement. The doctor suggested that he go to the neurology department, and then his father took him to the neurology department. He said that he was taking those medicines, sleeping well, and his body was getting better soon. He said sorry, I can’t take the car with you to school this week, and I suddenly have to go to the doctor. I said it’s okay, you remember to take your medicine. I asked him what’s wrong with you? He said he didn’t know, and he suddenly felt sad I said, do I really have a neurological problem? I said it’s okay, the doctor suggested you to see a neurologist because you couldn’t sleep all day. Xiang Dong, do you know? I regret it, why didn’t I comfort him , why don’t you ask him about his illness, but I know he has a strong self-esteem, I dare not ask what he doesn’t say, and I listen to what he is willing to say. At that time, I should talk to him a few more words, because that is That was the last time I heard his voice."

"Is he someone you like?" Xiang Dong asked cautiously.

"No, I never liked him, and he never liked me. We are very sure of this. At that time, he already had a girlfriend. We are purely the kind of friends who cherish each other. We came from a small town together.