the soul side

When he recognized Yuan Lian at the party, his panic reached a fixed point at that moment. If he didn't make the best choice, he might lose Chu Yiming.

Delusion to take advantage of the original love, but in the end it ended up in a cold sweat of fear.

I'm really bad...

Cheng Yiming put his arms around Chu Yiming's neck to find peace of mind.

Love is not beautiful at all, it makes people worry about gains and losses, but only the person in front of them can cure this poison.

This year has been very warm. After twelve o'clock, the two of them watched the fireworks in the distance on the balcony. Chu Yiming's embrace was very warm, black and dark, and the prosperity of flowers bloomed and dissipated in the night. Year.

Cheng Yiming's greatest achievement this year is the person around him.

His surname is Chu, Yiming, who sounds the same as Yiming.

Is there really an unbreakable fate in the world?Can meeting be destined to be inseparable for a lifetime?

If so, their meeting is destined to be together for a lifetime. Cheng Yiming silently made a wish, hoping that there will be a destined fate in this world, so that his and Chu Yiming's life has been written and cannot be changed.

During the annual leave, the two spent less than half of their time at home, and the rest of the time went to a remote town abroad.

Apart from the two of them, there were almost no foreign tourists on the street. The climate was warm and clean, and there were few people. The two of them were shopping outside holding hands, walking on the path full of emotion in a foreign country.

The foreigners who passed by turned a blind eye to the intimacy between the two of them. The path with rose trellises was very short, but Cheng Yiming wanted to keep walking.

After a short vacation, the two returned to their respective jobs and returned to the previous half-day mode of getting along.

Chu Yiming took him by his side more often. They went to boxing together, went to dinner together, and attended friends' parties together. Once Cheng Yiming followed Chu Yiming into a venue full of flowers. He thought it was a party. Go in and look at the carpet on the stage and the newlyweds come to realize that it is a wedding ceremony.

Chu Yiming took him to a friend's wedding ceremony.

Cheng Yiming's shock at that moment was no less than that of the weeping bride who put on a ring and hid her face.

Petals kept falling from the top, the bride and groom kissed in the rain of petals, Cheng Yiming turned his head to look at Chu Yiming, he watched the ceremony silently without saying a word.

The next day Cheng Yiming asked for leave to buy a pair of platinum rings. He bought a pair of the same size and put it on his index finger. Before going to bed, he took out the other ring and put it on Chu Yiming's little finger.

The ring was just right, fitting Chu Yiming's knuckles in a medium size.

Chu Yiming looked at the ring on his hand and smiled meaningfully: "Give it to me?"

The tail ring represents singleness, and Chu Yiming has never worn a tail ring since he was with him. Unexpectedly, Cheng Yiming would take the initiative to wear a tail ring for him.

Thinking back to the wedding that he attended yesterday, Chu Yiming's face was very cold: "You want me to have a girlfriend?"

"Ah?" Cheng Yiming was taken aback by this inexplicable sentence, and then explained, "I heard that if the ring on the ring finger can be worn on another person's little finger, it means that it is destined."

As he said that, Cheng Yiming took Chu Yiming's hand and put them together for comparison: "It's just right." After speaking, he raised his head and looked into Chu Yiming's eyes: "You can't have a girlfriend, we haven't separated yet."

Chu Yiming raised his hand to look at the platinum ring on his little finger: "Where does it make sense?"

"I forgot where I heard it, but I think it's true." Cheng Yiming raised his hand to show Chu Yiming the ring of the same style on his ring finger.

Chu Yiming looked at the platinum ring with metallic luster on the slender knuckles: "It's true."

Cheng Yiming looked at Chu Yiming expectantly, and swallowed nervously: "Chu Yiming, do you...do you like me..."

Chu Yiming reached out and touched Cheng Yiming's side face, feeling a little emotional. In fact, what he said was not so reliable, but there are always fools who think that what they say is for a lifetime: "I like it."

Don't like what to do with him, don't like to touch him, of course I like it.

"Chu Yiming, can you tell me something about your childhood?"

"Why do you want to hear it?"

"You knew about me when I was a child, and I also want to know about your childhood."

"Everything about my childhood was boring."

"Oh..." Cheng Yiming saw that Chu Yiming didn't want to say anything, so he honestly closed his mouth.

Chu Yiming looked at Cheng Yiming's downcast eyes, and thought about his words: "When I was young...it was really boring."

A woman in a white nightgown flashed before Chu Yiming's eyes. She was wearing a coat, and she always sat by the window sill and looked at the flowers in the garden with self-pity.

Chu Yiming pinched the bridge of his nose with a wry smile: "My mother is very similar to you."

Speaking of this matter, Chu Yiming was still full of helplessness.

Cheng Yiming was stunned: "Is it similar to me? Look?"

"It's not about looks, it's about character."

The young boy followed behind the white sleeves, and said angrily: "Mom, I will protect you."

He has a house full of molds of airplanes and cars, and he considers himself an omnipotent hero who can save the world.

And the only thing he needs to protect is his gentle and weak mother.

The woman smiled and hugged him: "Okay, because of Yiming, mother is safe now."

"Cowardly, submissive, seriously ill, and died of depression."

The little boy slept beside the woman: "Mom, don't worry, I will wake you up."

She hugged her heart: "Yiming, no one in this world has to have someone to survive. In the future, we should live well without a mother."

She stroked the boy's hair, and looked in one direction with her eyes that lost light: "Be a happy person when you grow up, and don't be sad for those who are not worth it."

Cheng Yiming looked at Chu Yiming's calm face, and he curled his lips indifferently: "Because of this incident, I have been rebellious since I was a child, against Chu Liguo, and I was just making trouble every day when I was a child."

At that time, Zheng Lin and Chu Liguo looked at each other affectionately, "Yiming, don't worry, it doesn't matter if you don't call me mother, just treat you as one more person who loves you, and you won't be robbed of anything." of."

Afterwards, he asked those cronies to raise money for someone to kidnap Zheng Lin.

After Zheng Lin came back, she said pitifully that she didn't blame him.

Then two years later, Chu Yiming was kidnapped. Zheng Lin asked someone to do it in private. The other party wanted to blackmail a sum of money, but he tore up the ticket and was killed by him instead.

His childhood was lost, his youth was plundered, and the tears his mother shed all became the blood of others.

He can do whatever he wants, live as he wants, he is having a good time now, but when it comes to the past, it is really boring and there is nothing to talk about.

Cheng Yiming listened to Chu Yiming's description, except for the fact that he was not seriously ill, he was indeed almost exactly the same as his mother.

It seems that there is an invisible force pulling all these coincidences. They are one year apart, born on different sides of the world, have very different personalities, and have completely different experiences, which is the other end of the break between the north and the south.

Compared with the adjective of love, it seems more like drifting to the other half of the other end with the incomplete soul.

Spring came quickly, the ice and snow on the street melted and turned into a puddle of water and flowed into the sewer in an instant, the temperature of the sun began to rise, shining in the city made everything start to warm up, the sky was clear, everything began to change color, old branches and leaves Drill out the green shoots, and in the morning the cleaning company came to clean the house number of Zhonghua Garden.

Cheng Yiming was still wearing winter clothes. Although he was starting to warm up, the spring breeze was strong, and the biting cold wind felt colder than winter.

Feng Xinyuan resigned this spring, and her dorm roommate said that her family introduced him to an honest man with a good personality, and they had a good chat, so she went home and got married.

When leaving, she said that she would probably never return to this city in her life. Although it was very prosperous, it was not a place for her to stay.

Zheng Daicheng also resigned, and worked with a team that specialized in taking orders from the rich, and his salary was several times what it is now. Cheng Yiming met him once on a yacht.

Zheng Daicheng still disdained him, everyone acted as if they didn't see each other.

Cheng Luo returned home, preparing for a cultural class sprint.

Cheng Yiming said he wanted Chu Yiming to go outing, but there were no mountains around city A, so Cheng Yiming asked for leave to play golf with him, and the two walked slowly in the wide field, chasing the white ball that fell in the distance.

Chris also called and complained to Yiming several times, saying that she was cheated by him, and that he was Chu Yiming's bed partner.

Cheng Yiming thought for a while: "It's a boyfriend, not a bed partner."

Even though Chu Yiming never said what the relationship between the two of them was, he stayed by Chu Yiming's heart like a lover.

He didn't inquire about Chu Yiming's past love history, but the friends around Chu Yiming were very polite to him and respected him on an equal footing. They joked that he was the one who received the most attention.

Said that Chu Yiming treats him as an eyeball and keeps him with him all the time.

It would be a very happy thing if it could really become a part of his body. This kind of turbulent emotion surged under Cheng Yiming's quiet body.

When they become one, they want to be the bones that support each other, the blood that nurtures each other, and the flesh that constructs each other.

Want to hold Chu Yiming's hand and never let go.

Cheng Yiming restrained such one-sided overzealousness, and felt Chu Yiming's breath beside his pillow.

The author has something to say:

Although the setting is written by myself, it is a bit troublesome to write...

Decided to open the next book Sweet Pet, without any obstacles, without any inner entanglement and pain, to make up for the heart of my middle-aged girl.