[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

"Britain……"

【Go back, Kaneki. 】

The voice I heard when I was seriously injured and hungry in my previous life.

"Britain……"

[I heard that you have been discharged from the hospital, come back to class quickly, I will treat you to something to eat after school. 】

In the text message, the person who will never forget him.

"Britain……"

[Hi, are you happy to see me? 】

At the beginning of rebirth, after seeing him, he jumped towards the sunny boy hanging on his shoulder.

"Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

In the darkness, someone was crying and howling, like madness, unable to extricate themselves from the sweetest nightmare.

Pictures in memory flashed in front of his eyes piecemeal, Jin Muyan tried to close his eyes and cover his ears, even if the eyeballs were gouged out and the eardrums were dug out, those past words could not be blocked.

Every word he said hurt him completely.

In the nightmare, a voice said with a hippie smile: [Finally, you are not allowed to die, you can only live happily until you die, understand?The rabbit is too lonely but will die. 】

Then another more mature voice appeared.

[Golden wood. 】

[Can you die for me? 】

You are the one who wants me to live, and you are the one who wants me to die, what should I do? ! !

I am nothing!

no matter what--

No.

Kaneki Ken's eyes were stinging, as if someone had gouged them out, blood and tears flowed like ghosts from the fingers holding his eyes.In the depths of the spiritual world, where the main personality had lived for more than ten years, his soul seemed to have fallen into an endless hell, surrounded by lonely and desperate darkness, devouring his whole being.

There was no golden light in his world anymore.

There is no one to save him.

The white-haired young man's body trembled endlessly. After his mental breakdown, his body transformed back and forth between illusory and solidified. Fragments of white light escaped from his body, symbolizing his lost survival ideas.

In an environment where the meaning of time is lost, all pain and madness cannot be stopped.

Who will save him...

Who will save him...

So painful, can't breathe... almost suffocate...

Kaneki Ken strangled his own neck, and repeatedly felt suffocation, making it impossible to tell whether it was he who cut off his trachea, or the great grief that curbed his desire to survive.

[Can you die for me? 】

[Can you die for me? 】

[Can you die for me? 】

Yongjin Yingliang's words echoed in his ears, as if he could still see the other party's tears crying while laughing.

He was...abandoned by the person he cared about the most...

【go to hell. 】

When his brain was on the verge of limit, Kaneki Ken curled up and heard his own voice.

Clear and cold, sad and indifferent.

To die like this, to satisfy Ying's wish, Ying will be able to live happily with the main character, he, the person who has occupied his body for several years... There is no need to live...

But why is there still something in my heart that cannot be dissipated...

"Yueshan... Mister..."

Jin Muyan murmured vaguely and brokenly, he gave up for Ying to save Yue Shanxi, what face did he have to remember the other party.

The most important thing for him is this life he picked up for nothing.

Pride, dignity, face... nothing worth mentioning, nothing.If it just dissipates... Tsukiyama... Mister... can also let go of his terrible lover...

Suddenly, there seemed to be a wind blowing through the darkness.

The cool wind is like the flowing air that a person carries when he walks.

The person who came stood in front of Jin Muken who was curled up in pain, squatted down slowly, and grabbed his shoulder, "Are you a rabbit? You want to die, and you want to disappear, and you can't stop thinking about it."

Kaneki Ken's body trembled even more violently.

It seemed to be burned by his hands, and it seemed to be put on the gallows and strangled the heart a little bit.

pain!

Don't dare to listen, don't want to listen!

The other party insisted: "Did you forget... I really want you to live."

Kaneki Ken's head, which was lowered into the dust, was broken off by the other party, and he looked at the other party with blood and tears, and saw the hearty and sad expression of the boy with dyed blond hair.

"Ying... why... are you here..."

"I'm your fantasy, don't you want to see me? Jinmu."

"..."

"I like you very much, I like you the most..."

Yongjin Hideyoshi told him in a soft voice that he held on to this person on the verge of despair.

Kaneki-ken cried and shook his head.

I am just one of those personalities.

"Do you need a reason to like you?" Yongjin Yingliang wiped the tears from the corners of Kaneki Ken's eyes. He looked as ordinary as a teenager who ran to eat fried chicken burgers on the street.

"Golden Wood is Golden Wood, the best person in the world, my best friend!"

"You will play games and read magazines with me. When I am in danger, you will protect me with your life. You are more brave and fearless than anyone else."

"You like this... how can you be discouraged by a single sentence in my life?"

Yongjin Yingliang then became angry.

"Idiot, how could you die!"

"If you die, you will have nothing. Don't you still have Yue Shanxi? He loves you more than other personalities. If he finds that you have changed and been replaced by other personalities, will he be as desperate as you?"

"There's Mitsui Naoka, and even the people in the re cafe!"

"The person they know is you!"

But no matter how much he encouraged him, Jin Muyan's face was still pale and his breath was weak, as if he was seriously ill.

What broke him were the words of Nagami Hideyoshi who let him die.

Only this person.

He couldn't refuse this person's request, even if he had to pay the price of destroying his own personality.

The only thing Ken Kaneki did was to weep on the shoulder of the imaginary Nagami Hideyoshi, sobbing, so weak that he couldn't bear a single blow.In the darkness, the white light spots emanating from his body surrounded the two of them, and he was embracing the Yongjin Yingliang in his heart in this way in the previous life.

Yongjin Yingliang stopped what he wanted to say, and patted him on the back.

"Kaneki doesn't cry."

The blond boy's nose is red. He is Nagahito Hideyoshi in Kaneki Ken's fantasy. He is the most important friend in his life.

At this moment, he could feel that Jin Mu's heart was broken.

Mmm, needs to be glued up!

After a while, Yongjin Yingliang's half of his shoulders were wet from crying. Looking at the handsome and beautiful white-haired young man in adulthood, he grinned at the corner of his mouth and said, "It seems that my words are useless. See someone else?"

Kaneki Ken looked at him out of focus, still in great despair.

If the pain in his heart can stop, he is willing to sleep deeply.

"look."

Yongjin Yingliang pointed to the other side of the darkness, "He is coming."

After finishing speaking, he happily greeted the person who came elegantly: "Mr. Yueshan! The golden wood is handed over to you!"

Kaneki Ken was numb and unresponsive.

Until the person hugging him changed, the thin boy's body turned into an adult's chest, and what he smelled between his nostrils was not the smell of the person who made his heart ache, but the familiar... warm smell.

"Golden Wood."

Yue Shanxi didn't call him "research", because there was no need to worry about the existence of Xiuyan at this time.

The most wanton gourmet ever, carefully took over Yongjin Yingliang to take care of him, gentle and considerate.He is the Yue Shanxi in Kaneki Ken's fantasy, but he is closer to the real Yue Shanxi than Yongjin Yingliang.

The dimensions of illusion and reality seem to be as thin as a layer of paper in the spiritual world, and they seem to be as far apart as a world.

Kaneki Ken's eyes were full of ashes, unable to accept his tenderness.

"You... shouldn't be like this..."

"You made me like this, you got my heart, shouldn't you be responsible for me?"

Yue Shanxi took Kaneki Ken's hand and pressed it to his heart.

The gourmet with a flirtatious aura smiled at him in a low voice: "Dear Jin Mu, if I don't ask myself, how will I know if I will forgive you? The one-eyed centipede I know is not so weak."

Kanekiken back then was powerful.

Stubborn, sharp, sharp, like a centipede covered in blood and venom.

"That's just... powerful in disguise."

The real him, under the indifferent surface, can easily be hurt by people he cares about.

"No." Yue Shanxi whispered into his ear, "Your strength and your struggles are so beautiful that my heart is moved. I have seen you not get up after a failure."

The warm breath spit out in the pinna, as if real.

The one-eyed centipede who can get back up after being interrupted again and again is Yue Shanxi's favorite.

"Kinmu, live for me."

"I can't do it..."

"Don't you love me enough?"

"no……"

Kaneki Ken's choked tears fell down again, biting his lips in Yue Shanxi's arms for the first time to hold back the sobs.

"I am not the original owner of the body...I am an outsider..."

"how do I……"

"Go fight..."

He didn't participate in his childhood life, and he wasn't the Kaneki Ken that Yongjin Yingliang knew. In this similar but different world, he was so pathetic that he didn't even have the qualifications to snatch his body....

Instead of robbing the main character's body, it is better to give up the fight and choose death.

"Sorry……"

He has no reason to live.

The author has something to say: the tenderness of the golden wood little angel has never changed, so everyone can guess his thoughts in the first few chapters.

Because of tenderness, I would rather hurt myself.

Because of kindness, I don't want to fight for it.

Quanquan likes this Jinmu the most, and he understands best - such a person cannot adapt to this world at all.

The world of Tokyo Ghoul is hell, a world of cannibalism, how can angels be happy in hell.

He can only blacken himself and become a demon.